How Shen Tingyan fell into deep self-doubt, Xue Xiao had no idea.
This week, all students have been rehearsing in full swing.
The third round of the competition is expected to be held on July 1. The program team has not officially announced the rules yet, but the students probably already know that nearly half of the people will still be screened out this time.
In other words... by the fourth round, there will probably be only a dozen people left.
The atmosphere is getting more and more tense, and the feeling of "acting once, less once" is getting stronger and stronger.
The four people in Xue Xiao's dormitory had no way to get together during the day except sleeping at night.
On the fifth day of rehearsal, each group was called to take final makeup photos for the play.
On the road outside Lake City.
A luxury car sped by.
Fang Lei once again made a gossipy face: "So, what's going on with you?"
He didn't even know if that guy liked him or not, and what else could happen.
You can't get along with a dog, right
Fang Lei was laughing wildly in his heart.
As a manager, Fang Lei actually doesn't care at all about his artists falling in love.
His face slowly turned foul.
It was obvious that he was not in the mood to hear what he had to say.
Fang Lei curled his lips and immediately gloated: "If you haven't done anything bad to make the other party hate you, it's because they finally discovered your true nature!"
Shen Tingyan was almost laughed out of anger.
One moment, dogs would be seduced by him, and the next moment, dogs would run away when they saw him.
Can Shen Tingyan see it
He really wanted to show off his smile and be sarcastic as usual, but at this moment, he was really in no mood.
"I won't go in with you. I still have things to deal with in the studio. Speaking of which, I sent an email to the author you asked me to contact and got no response at all. I even wondered if it was treated as spam. , or does he not check his mailbox at all?"
It's okay that he didn't mention it. Once he did, the temperature around Shen Tingyan dropped another ten degrees.
"Yeah, so now even the people you need to chase are starting to avoid you."
Shen Tingyan froze.
When he couldn't think of a conclusion, he asked coldly: "... A person who usually looks at you suddenly starts to avoid you. What is the usual reason?"
"You have some misunderstanding about your temper. Do you know that with your appearance, your status in the industry, and your family background, normally the girls chasing you would be able to go around Lake City, but look at the people who are chasing you now. Dare to chase you?"
For the first time, he encountered a situation where he wanted to investigate a person but couldn't get an accurate answer.
Shen Tingyan froze.
Fang Lei kept chattering there for a long time without hearing any reply. He turned around and saw the man in the back seat with his arms folded and looking out the window with an indifferent expression.
Shen Tingyan: "..."
He said lowly: "No."
Shen Tingyan was extremely irritable.
I've had this face of despair for five days.
"Look at your expression and tone now, are you scared?"
Shen Tingyan's eyes sent him a cold "You just need to answer, don't ask unnecessary questions" light wave.
Shen Tingyan sneered: "It's as if I need them to chase me."
The most fatal problem is that Shen Tingyan has no idea what Xue Xiao is hiding from him.
Every time, before Shen Tingyan's eyes were focused, the person on the other end had disappeared. What else could happen? Does it happen with air
Fang Lei: "I told you a long time ago that your face can confuse others. After getting to know you, dogs will run away when they see you."
His voice became even colder: "What happened to my nature?"
After all, the premise to care about is that Shen Tingyan can really fall in love, but has Shen Tingyan fallen in love
The original vow has turned into full of doubts.
He thought with a straight face.
Fang Lei rolled his eyes and asked, "Are you in a bad mood recently? What happened?"
Fang Lei immediately made a gossipy face: "Who ran away from you?"
What happened
Oh, nothing happened. After all, I bumped into that guy ten times in five days, and he slipped away ten times.
Fang Lei sat in the passenger seat, looked at the time and said, "We should be able to arrive on time at two o'clock in the afternoon. By that time, both of your teams should have finished taking the makeup photos."
This tone didn't sound like he was talking about ordinary friends. When had Shen Tingyan ever cared about whether "ordinary friends" ran away from him.
He didn't know before that this little light bulb could run so fast, like a rabbit. If Lao Gao held a student sports meeting, this little light bulb would probably take first place in the sprint.
Shen Tingyan: "..."
Even that young man always had his thoughts written on his face, but Shen Tingyan became more and more doubtful. Did he really understand? Does he really understand
"So - if the other person doesn't like you, do you want to pursue him?"
The last sound fell in the car, and Shen Tingyan's eyes slowly turned to the front seat.
Fang Lei lay on the passenger seat and looked at his expression inquiringly.
The two looked at each other quietly.
Shen Tingyan opened his lips and spoke lightly.
"If you still can't contact the author, find a way to contact the editor of the publishing house."
Fang Lei: "..."
Fang Lei: "Hey, I know, I've already contacted you."
*
Xue Xiao has actually been very frightened these past few days.
He didn't mean to avoid Shen Tingyan on purpose, it was just a sudden conditioned reflex in his body.
Every time after hiding, he would start to feel annoyed, annoyed that he was so impolite, and annoyed that his reaction was a bit out of place.
But he was too confused now, and there was no way he could meet that man again in this state.
Xue Xiao could only devote all his energy to rehearsals.
His rehearsal this time was also not going well.
He mastered the robot's behavior very quickly. Fengwei praised him several times, but when it came to the emotional scenes, everything went wrong.
"Stop, stop, stop!" Fengwei called out for the third time today, "It's still not right, Xue Xiao, what's going on with you?"
Xue Xiao and Cheng Yang stopped at the same time.
On the side, Jiang Xin and Wang Hai were silent.
Cheng Yang glanced at Xue Xiao and walked to the corner to get some water.
Feng Wei smiled at Xue and said, "You don't look like you are in love with the male protagonist Lu Ning at all. You are even a little resistant. What are you resisting? Because it is love between men, so you still can't accept it? Can't you act?"
Xue Xiao wiped his sweat, shook his head quickly, and whispered: "No, Director Feng."
"why?"
The rehearsal room fell silent.
Xue Xiao pursed her lips, sorted out the chaotic thoughts in her mind, raised her eyes and asked: "...I can't think clearly. When 3214 fell in love with Lu Ning, did he know that this kind of feeling he had was 'love'?"
Fengwei's expression softened.
It's not the most terrifying thing when an actor encounters a problem. The most terrifying thing is that the actor doesn't know what problem he's encountering, which will give the director a headache.
He said: "Of course I know that for 3214, learning was initially a procedural habit, and later turned into his desire. Of course he also longed to understand love and touch love. So when it fell in love with Lu Ning , it knows it best in its own heart.”
Xue Xiao was a little confused: "So... when it fell in love with Lu Ning, did it know that this kind of love is destined to be fruitless?"
Fengwei: "Everyone's personality is different, which means that when they fall in love with someone, their reactions will be different. For example, some people will be aggressive and demanding; some people will be timid and just silently You can be satisfied by loving the other person; there are also people who are very humble and start to hate themselves after falling in love with the other person. What kind of person do you think 3214 will be if it develops a mature humanoid character? "
Xue Xiao thought for a moment and murmured: "... It should be the type that has no hesitation and will not consider the consequences."
"That's right," Fengwei probably understood Xue Xiao's problem at this time and explained, "3214 is actually a bit crazy, so when it fell in love with Lu Ning, it didn't think about this at all. It is a question of whether love can succeed, and it is even more impossible to resist accepting this kind of relationship just because you expect the ending of failure.”
"For it, love may bring it pain, but even this pain makes it happy, so it will choose to embrace love without reservation. This is one of its few treasures."
Xue Xiao's heart trembled slightly.
Feng Wei suddenly laughed: "Xue Xiao, you have a conservative personality, so you can't understand this view of love? But you don't look like such a person."
Xue Xiao was a little confused.
Fengwei opened the water cup and took a sip of tea, and said: "You seem to be the kind of straightforward person who will tell you what you like." … Do you want to say it too?”
Fengwei laughed again when he heard this.
"Why, it turns out that you have encountered such a problem in real life? It's because you haven't figured it out that you can't even figure out the emotional line of the script, right?"
Xue Xiao was a little embarrassed, but had to admit that Feng Wei had guessed it right.
His mind has been a little confused in recent days, and this is a big reason.
Feng Wei doesn't mind either. As long as he can untie the knot in the actor's heart, he can answer any question.
"Xue Xiao, it's not like you have to confess your love, so what if you say 'I like you'. If you are afraid that if you say it, the other person will hate you and stay away from you, then I think unless you can really be friends for life, Otherwise, what do you care about? There will be a day when we are going to be estranged, so it’s better to speak clearly before then to avoid regretting your cowardice at this moment, right? "
Fengwei looks stable and mature, as if he will think everything over carefully and plan before taking action. I didn't expect him to be so decisive in this kind of matter.
His "really" question was obviously referring to the other three people, but Jiang Xin and Wang Hai thought about it and nodded in agreement.
Xue Xiao was a little stunned.
think carefully…
Director Feng seems to be right.
He is not such a timid person. Do you want to avoid Shen Tingyan all the time
Hiding until the end of the show, the two gradually took different paths and never saw each other again... Is this what he wanted
no.
Xue Xiao's eyes gradually calmed down.
not like this.
"That's too far away. Come on, you have figured it out now. Cheng Yang, come here and you two will line up again."
They ended the day relatively early. In the end, Cheng Yang and the other three left. Xue Xiao was still sitting in the classroom drinking water and meditating.
He likes Shen Tingyan.
Although I decided to face it calmly, I couldn't just rush in and confess my love right now.
After all, they are still on the show and will inevitably run into each other.
If possible, Xue Xiao still hopes... to get personal guidance from Shen Tingyan once in his lifetime.
If he confessed his love, there would be no way Shen Tingyan would choose him.
So, I can’t say yet.
Xue Xiao put down the water bottle and sighed.
He has become so mean.
However, waiting until the show is over before confessing can save Shen Tingyan a lot of worries.
After all, when that time comes, there is no need to record programs together. If Shen Tingyan doesn't want to see him, he can just disappear.
Xue Xiao leaned against the wall.
The sunlight slanted into the classroom, and he was hidden in the shadows, feeling a little lonely.
He still seems to have become a bit negative.
this is not good…
He closed his eyes.
this is not good.
The phone vibrated.
One after another.
It's not like a flurry of phone calls, but more like news is pouring in like crazy.
Xue Xiao opened his eyes and picked up his phone in a daze.
The editor at the publishing house whom he hadn’t spoken to in three months was hammering him away at Penguin.
"Where are the people?!"
"Where are the people?!"
"Do you want to make money?!"
“Should we sell the copyright?!”
"It's a very awesome copyright owner. I almost thought it was a scam, but I verified it for you and it's true!"
"Yao Zhu, come out quickly!!"
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Xue Xiao jumped up and sat up straight.
what's the situation? ?
*
In the rehearsal classroom on the third floor, a group of students finished their rehearsal and walked out as quietly as chickens.
Chang Yun whispered: "Mr. Shen, is he in a bad mood recently..."
Dou Mingjian also whispered: "This is no longer a bad mood..."
Chang Yun: "Who can make him so angry..."
Dou Mingjian: "I feel like it's not just 'qi'..."
In the classroom, Shen Tingyan leaned against the window and smoked.
Emotional problems fall into a pit, and you can't climb out, and you can't get over it.
There is no response to the copyright issue. If you give up, if you don’t want to, if you don’t give up, the other party will just disappear from the world.
Shen Tingyan started to think with an expressionless face. Apart from acting, is there really anything else going on in his life
In the midst of this deep thought, he heard gentle footsteps behind him.
I thought it was a student who had left something behind and came back to get it, without even thinking of looking back. However, after a moment of silence, the faint voice of the person who had been hiding from him for five days rang out: "...Teacher Shen."
Shen Ting paused.
He turned back quickly.
Xue Xiao blushed and stood at the door in embarrassment.
The dusk illuminated his face, and the blush on his cheeks was still bright.
Shen Tingyan was a little surprised.
He looked deeply at Xue Xiao and said hoarsely: "...You took the initiative to come to me?"
After five days of hiding, Xue Xiao was even more ashamed.
He put his hands behind his back and twisted them into knots. There was sweat on his forehead because of his embarrassment and embarrassment.
Shen Tingyan opened his mouth and was about to say the next thing, but suddenly remembered Fang Lei's complaints in the car today, so he suppressed the sarcasm he was about to say.
Xue Xiao lowered his head and said: "Yes..."
Shen Tingyan interrupted him and said angrily: "No need to say sorry."
"Teacher Shen, I'm really sorry..."
"I said no," Shen Tingyan realized that his tone was hard again and said softly, "I'll just say it casually."
"I really… "
"Xue Xiao, I said no," Shen Tingyan had never spoken in such a gentle tone, almost coaxing, "I'm not angry."
"No - Teacher Shen, listen to me!" Xue Xiao's tone suddenly became tougher, and he said loudly, "I really have to say I'm sorry!"
This solemn roar immediately frightened Shen Tingyan.
Although it was quite unpleasant for him to be hidden for five days, it didn't seem like it would be like this...
The next second, Xue Xiao raised his head and explained very guiltily: "I haven't checked the email address I put on the novel's introduction in half a year. I had no idea that Brother Fang had contacted me until the editor found me today. I didn’t know about this until now! I’m really sorry!”
Shen Tingyan: "?"
Xue Xiao suddenly realized and quickly introduced himself: "Oh, by the way, Teacher Shen, I am the author Yaozhu!"
Shen Tingyan: "..."
The hot summer wind blows and blows.
There was dead silence in the classroom.
After a while, Shen Tingyan calmly smoked his cigarette.
So his emotional problems and copyright problems are actually problems of the same person? !
(End of chapter)