"I know, but it's for her own good that I leave."
The corners of Qinghu's mouth curled up helplessly. Unexpectedly, even to this extent, he still had his own involuntariness in his life.
"Can you come back?"
Yunzhu brought a blanket to Lin Mengya, but Qinghu directly held her in his arms and put her on the bed in the back room.
"I don't know, maybe I can't come back. Maybe I can see her again."
Qinghu put the person on the bed and said softly.
"Take care of yourself, Hall Master, I'm still waiting for you to come back."
After taking a deep look at Lin Mengya for the last time, Qinghu had no choice but to cruelly get rid of the reluctance in his eyes. Why didn't this little girl, who was always so troublesome, appear in his life earlier
Yunzhu watched Qinghu disappear before his eyes. He looked at Lin Mengya, who was sleeping soundly in the back room, and shook his head.
This person still has the same temperament he had more than ten years ago. You can even give up your life for the things that are important to you.
He took out a small porcelain bottle from his arms, which contained good hangover pills. Turning around, she helped Lin Mengya up and drank one pill. If she hadn't made the hall master drunk, Qing Hu wouldn't have even had a chance to say goodbye.
Even though the hall master looked like a little girl who didn't understand anything, she could tell that this girl was very protective of the calf.
After waking up from drunkenness, Lin Mengya felt an unbearable headache.
He rubbed his temples vigorously with his little hands, Huh? She clearly remembered that Qinghu was here before. Every time she woke up, Qinghu would jump to her side and tease her about her drinking capacity.
Why this time, only an empty room was left.
"Master, wake up. This is a hangover soup. Take a sip. It will do wonders for headaches."
Yunzhu personally brought a bowl of sobering soup over. In Sanjue Hall, she would not do anything about Lin Mengya to others.
Therefore, many people thought that she must have some secret relationship with the hall master.
"Where's that dead fox? Why didn't I see him? Tell him to come here quickly. What are you busy with these days? It's almost the New Year and I don't know how to go home."
Lin Mengya's tone sounded like she was thinking about Qinghu's family.
Yunzhu's hand stopped in mid-air. Then, he put the sobering soup into Lin Mengya's hand, with a half-smile on his lips.
"He won't come back again."
"What? It's impossible. This is his home, and we are all his family. Who wouldn't want to go back to his family? Tell me honestly, have you done anything to feel sorry for me, so you hide here? where it goes?"
Yunzhu opened the curtains, and the sunlight outside was soft, but she only felt that her fingertips were cold.
"He really left. Hall Master, don't ask why anymore. He did it for your safety and for the future of the entire Sanjue Hall. Therefore, Hall Master, from now on, just pretend that such a person never existed."
Qinghu is gone? Lin Mengya's brain, numbed by alcohol, had not yet digested the news. What does it mean to leave and never come back
Could it be that he has a lover
Lin Mengya tilted her head and looked at Yunzhu, with a look in her eyes that continued to interrogate.
Yunzhu just remained silent. There were some things that Qing Hu Qian had warned him not to tell the hall master.
"Oh, I understand. You go down, I want to be alone for a while."
Even Yunzhu didn't expect that Lin Mengya's reaction would just be that she wanted to know. He was stunned for a moment, but still retreated.
The warm hangover soup in my hand turned bitter and difficult to swallow for some reason.
But she still swallowed it in one mouthful.
My stomach was warmed by the hot soup, but my heart was cold.
She never imagined that that person would always treat her tenderly. Qinghu, who was so considerate to her, would actually leave her.
Moreover, this was without saying goodbye to her.
Until she finished the bowl of soup, Lin Mengya was still repeating the action of drinking soup. Qinghu left, Qinghu actually left.
This idea has been lingering in my mind. It was like a thunderclap, turning her smart brain into mush instantly.
Why did he leave? Didn't he say that he must stay by her side for the rest of his days? She hasn't made the antidote yet. This fool, can't he wait any longer
Her heart was empty and she wanted to cry, but even her tears were against her.
The feeling of powerlessness that made Lin Mengya unable to cry even if she wanted to, made Lin Mengya feel like a doll whose soul had been removed. She has always regarded Qinghu as one of the most important family members. Apart from her brother Lin Nansheng, only Qinghu can let her experience the relaxed atmosphere among family members.
Why, why did Qinghu leave
Yunzhu must know, she must know!
"Yunzhu! Yunzhu!"
He shouted Yunzhu's name quickly, probably because Yunzhu also expected that Lin Mengya would ask. Unexpectedly, he just sighed and did not appear in front of her.
"Why did he leave? Tell me, why did he leave?"
Lin Mengya asked loudly into the yard. Although Yunzhu did not show up, her voice fell softly.
"He has his reasons. Sorry, Hall Master, I only know a vague message. So, don't ask anymore. This is what I promised Qinghu, and I can't break my promise."
Lin Mengya leaned against the door, tears finally falling silently.
Sister Yue Ting is gone, and now Qinghu is gone too. It seems that people who are good to her are leaving one by one. How long had it been, how long had it been since she had experienced that feeling of heartache and heartbreak.
Why, why can't these people stay with her
"Hall Master, I believe that guy will come back alive. Ten years ago, we went on a mission together. He was stabbed several times, just because he was still missing in his heart, so he managed to come back from the Hall of Hell. Believe me , His bond with you is even deeper than that time, so I believe he can come back."
Sitting on the roof, Yunzhu's memory returned to that late night ten years ago.
He will definitely come back, he is Qinghu, he is the once feared master of Taohuawu. How could it be possible that he would die easily in that person's hands
They all went through hell, right
"Woo-"
But Lin Mengya cried wildly, no longer like the master of Sanjue Hall, like a childish child, crying sadly but not hiding it.
"Cry. Sometimes, I really envy you. People who can cry are always happier than those who don't have tears."
Yunzhu took out the bamboo flute he carried with him, and the quiet and gentle sound of the flute hovered in Lin Mengya's ears. This is a gentle song, and Lin Mengya gradually stopped crying.
Yes, Yunzhu is right, Qinghu will definitely come back, and those who leave home will eventually return to their families. Before that, all she could do was wait quietly.
The princess, who had been "locked" in the courtyard for several days, finally came out of the gate of Liuxinyuan.
With worry and longing for Qinghu in her heart, Lin Mengya still realized that she could no longer be so decadent.
Love has died, but there is still someone far away that she misses.
Therefore, she wanted to get out of the quagmire of Prince Yu's Mansion as soon as possible. She had already planned that as soon as the emperor recovered from his illness, she would ask for an order to divorce him.
Run Sanjuetang well and wait for the day when Qinghu comes back.
"Sister, you finally came out. I was worried about you."
In the yard, Xiaoyu was wearing a jade-colored mink velvet cloak, with a gentle smile on her face.
Nodding, Lin Mengya ordered someone to bring the snack box she had made and handed it to Wan Yanlie who was beside Xiaoyu.
"I know you're here to say goodbye today. It's a long way here, so you should take good care of yourself. If you encounter any difficulties, ask someone to bring you a letter back. By the way, Xiao Jin must take it with you. Do you understand?"
Parting seems to have become the norm around Lin Mengya.
After Qinghu left, she seemed to have become much stronger. Even if Xiaoyu left, she could face it calmly.
Life may be about growing up in divisions and unions.
Although he was reluctant to let go, he still had to let go and let them disappear in front of him temporarily.
"Sister, I'm sorry. Originally, I wanted to leave after the Chinese New Year. But, Uncle Lie—"
There was a trace of embarrassment in Xiaoyu's eyes. Lin Mengya stood up, walked to him, stretched out her jade-colored hands, and straightened his collar for him.
The little guy had grown up without her knowing it. He will back down and tolerate what he should do. Obviously, he has matured a lot.
"Let's go, you have your own things to do. We can still meet in the future, right?"
With a smile as bright as a flower, no one could feel the sadness and helplessness hidden deep inside Lin Mengya's smile.
Xiaoyu nodded vigorously, he will definitely see his sister again, definitely!
"Xiaoyu, say goodbye to my sister. I hope you will cherish me dearly."
After bowing deeply, Xiaoyu felt in her heart that even though she was reluctant to part with her, she still had to return to the land where she was born.
"Well, be careful."
Lin Mengya waved her hand, and the smile on her face became a little stiff.
Don't cry! Xiaoyu likes to see her smiling face the most, if she cries. The child will definitely be worried. She can't help, but at least, don't distract the child.
He walked all the way to the door and watched Xiaoyu and Wanyanlie ride away in a carriage. Tears inadvertently blurred her eyes.
"Let's go back."
Raising her head, Lin Mengya didn't want anyone to see her crying.
There is no such thing as a feast that lasts forever. She can't be so selfish and tie everyone to herself.
"Master, are you okay? I know that you must feel uncomfortable when Master Yu is gone. But, we are still with you."
Bai Zhi whispered comforting words in her ear. Lin Mengya looked at the four girls surrounding her, smiled and said:
"It's time to arrange the marriages of you girls."