The midsummer in Haishi is particularly hot, and the scorching sun shines through the floor-to-ceiling windows.
Fu Rong brought a cup of tea, the bright red nail polish made her fingers white, she took a sip and said, "Chuchu, I heard Assistant Zhou say yesterday that your materials are not ready yet."
Cheng Chu sat beside him, dumbfounded and did not speak.
There was silence all around, and there was a sudden "pop", which made her eyebrows jump and she almost fell off the sofa.
The glass teacup was slammed on the coffee table, and there was a trembling aftertaste.
Cheng Chu came back to his senses, "What did you just say?"
The girl's beautiful peach blossom eyes lost their brilliance, and the dimness seemed to be attached to a cloud. Fu Rong sighed, the fire in her heart was extinguished in an instant.
"Chuchu." She sighed and said earnestly: "You will be going abroad alone in a few months. How can parents feel at ease in such a state of mind?"
Cheng Chu pursed his lips and whispered, "Mom, I'm fine, but I'm a little tired recently."
"I know." Fu Rong put her hand on the back of her hand, patted it, and whispered, "It used to be my mother's fault, and I shouldn't object to your playing the piano. Now that I think about it, it's right for you to stick to your dreams."
Cheng Chu's drooping eyelashes trembled, and he replied softly.
A mango tree is planted in the back garden, and cicadas chirping in the summer.
Fu Rong saw that Cheng Chu had no energy, and couldn't ask anything for a while, so she reluctantly asked her to go back to rest.
At noon, the heavy curtains blocked the sunlight, and the room was dark.
Cheng Chu lay on the bed without any sleepiness.
She's always been a straightforward person, but this time, even something as simple as submitting materials was delayed for weeks.
The head of the bed lit up for a moment, and she turned over, struggling to reach for her phone from the table.
It was Professor Lin's text message.
The old professor is getting old and is not used to WeChat. He usually sends text messages when there is any notification.
"Cheng Chu, the submission of materials for K University is just a few days ago, and the submission of other departments has been completed. If it is because the family does not agree, you can tell me, I will do psychological work for them, this time Opportunities are not easy to come by, it is about the future, you should consider them carefully.”
Cheng Chu's fingers paused slightly.
The room is very quiet, and the second hand of the clock can be clearly clicked.
Time seemed to be stretched for a very long moment, and Cheng Chu heard the blood flowing rapidly in his body, and it all slowed down at this moment.
She blinked in a trance and lowered her head to reply to the text.
"Professor Lin, I'm sorry to trouble you, I will give you an answer tomorrow."
Putting down the phone, she got up and opened the curtains.
The noon sun shines brightly.
Gu Miao sat upright, with a half-drinking glass of Ice American on the wooden table.
The doorbell rang a few times, his flipped fingers paused, and he was in a trance for a moment.
Who will come at this time
"bell bell"
The doorbell rang a few more times, and he got up and opened the door.
The corridor was full of sunshine, and the girl stood at the door, her bright eyes staring straight at him.
"Why are you here?" Gu Miao's cold brows widened, and she hurriedly turned to let her in.
The girl showed no expression from beginning to end, she took off her shoes and stood beside the shoe cabinet.
Gu Miao's heart sank, and there was some fear in her heart.
"What's wrong?" He hesitantly walked over, wanting to hug her.
But the girl reached out and pushed him away with a blank expression.
His stiff hands rested on her shoulders, neither letting go nor retracting.
But the unease deep down inside grew stronger.
The room was quiet, as if the running sound of the computer on the side was clearly audible.
Cheng Chu clenched his fingers, raised his eyes and said, "I have something to tell you."
The boy's heart stopped for a moment, and he suddenly remembered that in the TV series he had watched with the girl, when the heroine broke up with the hero, this was what he said.
The summer wind mixed with the heat came in, but Gu Miao felt like a hole had been opened in his heart, and the whistling weather turned into a burning fire, which made his heart hurt.
He froze and stood there, as if the blood in his body had stopped.
Cheng Chu closed his eyes and struggled to say, "Gu Miao, I..."
"Stop talking, Chu Chu." He interrupted with a trembling voice.
"Don't say it." He murmured, his eyes gradually turning red, and the words shattered and shattered, "Is it because I've been too busy lately to ignore your feelings, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
The boy's forbearance and restrained black eyes glowed with water, and his words became incoherent: "Is it because I didn't answer your call in time last time? I'm sorry, I was in a meeting at that time, and I didn't do it on purpose."
The gardenias on the balcony were planted by the two of them together, and the gentle summer breeze drifted into the house with the fragrance of the flowers.
But Gu Miao felt that the light fragrance of flowers had turned into a knife, and the heart and the lungs were filled with heart-piercing pain during the breath.
He forgot the resistance of the girl just now, and hugged her with such strength that he almost crushed her.
"Chuchu, I'm sorry, don't go."
The hot and humid heat around her neck made Cheng Chu forget to breathe for a moment, she patted the boy's firm back and comforted awkwardly: "I'm not angry, how could I be angry, what are you talking about? Let go first, let's face each other Say, okay?"
The boy hugged tighter, choked and said, "You must be angry, I was wrong, forgive me, okay?"
Cheng Chu was dumbfounded for a moment, the sadness and unease that had just been hidden in his heart were completely washed away by the teenager's tears.
She stroked his back lightly and said soothingly, "I forgive you, let me go first, I can't breathe in your arms."
The boy's fingertips froze, and he hurriedly released her in fear.
He lowered his eyes, his dark eyelashes were still stained with crystals, and his tone was cautious and helpless: "I'm sorry Chu Chu."
"It's okay." Cheng Chu smiled, peach blossom eyes full of tolerance.
Seeing her smile, he raised his eyes to look at her tentatively, suddenly remembering his humiliating behavior, and his ears suddenly turned red.
"I, I've never cried." He wiped his eyes in a hurry, his cold and dark eyes were red, like a puppy abandoned by his owner.
Cheng Chu only thought that his pitiful appearance was really cute, she took his hand and said softly, "Don't rub it, it's all
Rubbed red. "
The young man lowered his eyes and placed his hands rigidly on either side, neither moving nor not moving.
The living room was very quiet, Gu Miao's heart was thumping and beating violently, he didn't understand what the girl meant.
Did she mean "it's okay" not to break up
Gu Miao pursed her lips and tentatively said, "Chuchu, you mean to forgive me, don't you break up?"
Time seemed to stand still for a moment, his throat was dry, the redness in his eyes had not disappeared, and he looked at her so humbly and pitifully.
Cheng Chu's eyes widened, "Who told you to break up?"
The young man's heart suddenly loosened, and the hard and heavy pain seemed to be wiped from his body in an instant.
"I, I thought." His dark eyes drooped, trembling pitifully, and his voice was low, "In the last TV series, the heroine said I wanted to talk to you, and then they broke up."
Cheng Chu couldn't help laughing, and the small dimples on his cheeks were looming, "You are so cute and dead. I love brain supplements so much every day, how can I be willing to break up with you."
The joy in the boy's eyes opened slightly, slowly flowing from between his eyebrows to the corner of his mouth.
The girl said, "Watch less TV series in the future."
He obediently replied, "Yeah." But he didn't mention that the TV series was clearly pulled by her to watch it together.
The house was quiet, and the floating wind blew up the gauze curtain and cast a warm yellow shadow.
Gu Miao said softly, "Then what are you going to say?"
The smile on the girl's lips suddenly stopped, and the light in her eyes slowly extinguished.
"What's wrong?" Gu Miao frowned, his eyes were still red, but he had a serious and cold look.
Cheng Chu's quiet heart couldn't help but relax, she paused and called softly, "Miao brother."
Gu Miao responded, her voice low and gentle.
"That's right." The girl wringed her hands, frowning in embarrassment.
Gu Miao said softly, "What's wrong? Tell me."
As long as it doesn't break up, he can accept anything.
The girl took a deep breath, closed her eyes and said, "Our school has an exchange student program this year, going to K University for two years. The professor gave me this opportunity."
The words that had been held for a long time came out at once, and the big stone hanging in Cheng Chu's heart suddenly fell, but the accompanying worry and reluctance slowly came up.
The room was silent, the cicadas chirping outside the window.
Cheng Chu held his breath involuntarily, waiting for his answer.
There was a low sigh in the air.
Cheng Chu's heart tightened, only to hear him say lightly, "That's it."
The girl raised her eyes suddenly, and met those black eyes, deep like the night, but gentle and tolerant.
"Do you have any ideas?" Cheng Chu couldn't help asking.
"Chuchu." He leaned over and touched the girl's cheek lovingly, "I will always respect your thoughts."
The boy's palm was hot, as if all his enthusiasm and love were burning, making Cheng Chu's heart tremble.
She asked gently, "Will you not miss me?"
The young man leaned over to embrace her, this time, his embrace was light, as gentle as the spring breeze blowing in March.
"Of course I can't bear you." His voice was very low and deep, and he slipped into Cheng Chu's ears leisurely, causing a shudder in her heart.
But he continued unnoticed: "But Chu Chu, if I don't agree with you to go, even I will spurn myself."
So selfish, despicable, and dark, I am even less worthy of you.
Cheng Chu's eyes were a little hot, she hugged the boy back, and her voice was a little choked, "Brother Miao, I can't bear you."
Gu Miao touched her head and whispered, "Do you remember that you went to the key class in your second year of high school. Did I say anything to you?"
The girl blinked, her butterfly-like long eyelashes still stained with dew, "You said, let me wait for you."
The teenager wiped her tears, "Chuchu, I can't follow you this time, but I will wait for you to come back."
The bright moon in the sky was so dazzling, but he never thought of taking her off, he only quietly dreamed of becoming a star beside her, to accompany her day and night.
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