Hua Xiang sneaked to the psychological counseling department, and sneaked out again.
The old expert's diagnosis is a thousand words combined into one sentence - "You have sexual impulses towards men, and you don't know whether you are gay or not?"
Hua Xiang knows it too well, he has done it since four years ago.
But back then he had rational numbers, which he could control; this time only irrational numbers were left, and he couldn't grasp the rules at all. Sometimes Li Weixi stood in front of him and talked to him, and his heart was as still as water. Sometimes when he was walking on the road and saw a cold drink shop, he fantasized about how Li Weixi licked and ate ice cream, but he became hard.
Damn it, how dare he not have the other half of his brain in his crotch, but a time bomb that exploded randomly
Because Hua Xiang has too much black material recently, his agent gave him a vacation to let him have a good rest—if he stays at home and cannot go out, it is also called a rest.
But the more he stays at home, the more restless he is, and he always thinks about what he has and what he doesn't have. But there are still advantages: when he has more distracting thoughts in this regard, he doesn't have to worry so much about the gossip on the Internet.
It's just that it's not good to think too much alone. Hua Xiang has no experience in foundation, so he decided to ask his seniors to talk about it.
But how can he have any seniors who are radical? He has only one gay peer.
So he called Qiu Qiu.
"Hey, autumn thief, it's me..."
Qiuqiu just woke up in the morning, she was still in a daze, but when she heard his voice, she immediately sat up from the bed. "Hmm! Hua Xiang, have you figured it out and plan to sign with Xingui Entertainment?"
"No, why haven't you given up yet." Hua Xiang's mood suddenly turned ugly again, "It's really impossible, unless the upstart can pay the liquidated damages to my teacher, otherwise I won't leave."
"... Oh, okay then." Qiu Qiu said lonely.
Hua Xiang scolded him unwillingly: "How much money did the upstart give you, you are so caring."
"Hey, how do you know that there are rewards for poaching corners?" Qiu Qiuqiao shared the little secret of friendship, "The money they give is quite a lot. Our friendship is worth five million!"
Meeting such a friend who is obviously a second-generation demolition but is still easily tempted by money, Hua Xiang really has no choice.
"Okay, today's call is not for this matter, I have other 'important matters' to ask you."
"I don't dare to ask for advice. I will tell you if I can answer it."
He was obviously alone at home, but Hua Xiang still looked around guiltily, and said in a low voice, "I want to ask you... what does it feel like to be gay?"
Qiu Qiu raised his head with a question mark: "Why do you ask me?"
"Because you're gay."
"Aren't you too, why don't you ask yourself."
"...!!!" Hua Xiang corrected him righteously, "Who, who said I like men? You can't say that I'm gay just because I was born as a male star, it's a stereotype!"
Qiu Qiu was extremely innocent: "So do you like girls?... But you don't have the temperament of a straight man."
"What is the temperament of a straight man?"
Qiu Qiu thought for a while: "Like Big Bear..."
"...???" Hua Xiang felt that their understanding of the word "straight masculinity" was too different.
Qiu Qiu really didn't have a good answer to this question. He was kidnapped by Fu Ruien on this road. Apart from Fu Ruien, he had never liked other men, and he would not have sexual fantasies about a certain male star. He became The reason for bending is simply because of love.
Hua Xiang hung up the phone, feeling that the conversation with Qiu Qiu not only failed to help him recognize his own sexuality, but now he started to go backwards.
If the opportunity to change from straight to curved is "love"... then does this mean that he also loves Li Weixi
Thinking of this possibility, two landmines and a grenade between Hua Xiang's legs were about to explode again.
…
It's not good to stay at home and think wildly, this day Huaxiang disguised himself and went to the theater secretly.
The contract signed by the economic company to Hua Xiang and his disciples was "tailor-made" according to their situation. At that time, Hua Xiang didn't understand, he was grateful to Dade, after so many years, he finally came to his senses, and he had to sigh that the economic company was good at calculating.
Generally speaking, the income of new artists signed by a brokerage company is divided into 20-80 or 37%-the company takes the bulk, and the artist only takes a little. Moreover, draft singers were born with an eight-year contract, while Hua Xiang only signed for five years, so the company really gave him preferential treatment.
However, in exchange, Huaxiang's masters have been brokered for about ten years, and it is written in the contract that since the packaging and promotion methods of theater performance artists are different from ordinary stars, if they sing on stage with the troupe, no commission will be charged, but Other commercial performances, variety shows, overseas performances, etc. must be approached through an economic company.
In the first year of signing the contract, the economic company gave everyone a lot of opportunities to show their faces: the Spring Festival Gala of a certain local station, the Lantern Festival celebration of a certain star station, the exchange performance of a small country, the cameo appearance of a certain movie... It was only when Huaxiang felt elated that "I made the right choice" did the economic company show its true fangs.
They asked Huaxiang to continue acting according to their script, otherwise the company would cut off everything that had been given to him as a teacher. If Hua Xiang doesn't follow, then his brothers and sisters will always be able to work on one acre of land on the stage, and take another step outside... don't even think about it.
It was only then that Hua Xiang realized that he had boarded a pirate ship, but he had no eyesight. Seeing that it was full of gold, silver and treasures, he thought it was a treasure ship.
After all, there is no medicine for regret in this world.
When Hua Xiang arrived at the theater, his brother was leading a group of apprentices and grandchildren to rehearse a new play. Hua Xiang obediently found a corner and sat down, hugging his legs like a child to watch his brother give everyone a play.
Huaxiang has made a big splash in the entertainment industry in recent years. Although there are a lot of negative news, it has also brought some positive effects. After all, the higher the exposure, the higher the attention. And it's not him blowing it up, these brothers from his teacher's school are all handsome and graceful, many people will have a misunderstanding, thinking that male actors are "sissy", but they are not at all, they are beautiful on stage Jiaoniang, after stepping down from the stage, she will be a gentle little gentleman. Standing next to ordinary people, that elegant demeanor makes people unable to take their eyes off it.
—No one knows how Hua Xiang's crooked seedling came out of their sect.
Back to the main story of the book, because of Hua Xiang, some young people gradually began to pay attention to opera. It's just that the singing and words of traditional opera are too esoteric for many newcomers. The babbling on the stage for a long time makes everyone wish that the subtitles can be played at the same time.
So Huaxiang's elder brother, that is, Wen Sen's grandfather, decided to do it himself, adapting a traditional Beijing opera "Red Mansion Eryou", telling the life experience of the second sister You, the third sister and the two sisters in the Red Mansion, involving love, family and various emotions . The adapted new Beijing opera is named "Mandarin Duck Wrong", and the theme song of the same name is the one that Hua Xiang sang in the draft finals that year. But in this way, it is not appropriate to call it Peking Opera, and it is more suitable to be called Peking Opera.
In order to make it easier for new audiences to understand, the lyrics are written in a catchy way. The main melody of the singing is the Erhuang tune of Peking Opera, which introduces the characteristics of the Southern School.
In fact, my brother started writing this play a few years ago, but I never had the chance to put it on stage. This time, Huaxiang took advantage of the east wind, and he wanted to make some contributions to the opera world in his later years, so this drama was completed.
Hua Xiang always knew that his brother was rehearsing a new play, but because he was too busy with work, he didn't have time to listen to it. Now that he has been put on a long vacation, he can finally come and listen.
In the play, the second sister You and the third sister You are a pair of brothers who are very aura in the master's school. Both of them are much older than Hua Xiang, but in terms of seniority, they have to call Hua Xiang the master uncle.
Seeing this "little master uncle" coming, everyone greeted him warmly.
In the middle of his speech, the elder brother found that everyone's hearts were running away, so he flicked his beard angrily, and simply let everyone rest where he was, while he lifted the leather monkey's collar and took away the guy who disturbed the morale of the army.
The two found a quiet place to sit down and talk. Senior brother is sixty-seventy years old this year. Hua Xiang is considered his senior brother in seniority. In terms of age, he is really about the same as his grandson. Master Hua Xiang was already old when he took him in. The basics were all taught by his seniors. As a child, he was not determined. He wanted to play games after learning a few words, but he didn’t succeed in the game. Quite a lot.
Now that he was sitting face to face with his senior brother, Hua Xiang subconsciously hid his hands behind his back. Halfway through the hiding, he suddenly remembered that his senior brother was old and could no longer touch him.
The senior brother pretended not to see his little actions, and poured him a cup of fat sea tea for him to drink.
Hua Xiang said disgustedly: "Senior brother really preserves health."
"If you don't keep in good health, don't you want to raise to death like you?" The brother glanced at him from behind the thermos: "Look, how thin you are."
"Isn't this for looking good on camera..."
The senior brother didn't speak, his big blue blood-vesseled hand reached into the gown on his body, took out a while, and took out a handful of candies.
When he was young, he didn't catch up with the good times and lost his health. When he was old, most other old people had high blood sugar and needed to avoid food, but he had low blood sugar. No matter what clothes he wore, he always had a few pieces of candy in his pocket . But only candy, no chocolate, because "chocolate will make your throat sick".
When Hua Xiang was young, he always looked forward to being affirmed by his seniors, but when he finally got it, he was a little disappointed, because for Hua Xiang, who came from a wealthy background, a fruit hard candy full of saccharin was really hard to impress. he.
But now, Hua Xiang discovered that besides the familiar fruit candy, there was also a small piece of chocolate in the elder brother's old hand.
"Eat it." Senior brother handed it to him, "Senior brother has it on his body, and has always wanted to give it to you."
Hua Xiang stared at the chocolate for a while, but he didn't pick it up, and his brother didn't take his hand back.
It was not until a long time, a long time, that Hua Xiang took the piece of chocolate, tore open the package bit by bit, and stuffed it into his mouth.
He glanced at the wrapping paper and found that the chocolate was 80% pure.
The higher the purity of the chocolate, the more bitter it is, and the bitterness is sour.
Brother is getting older, his eyes are not black and white like young people's, but slightly cloudy, the junction of the eyeball and the white of the eye is a deep and clear dark blue.
He just stared at Hua Xiang with such a pair of eyes, and saw that he was caught off guard by the sour and bitter taste of chocolate, and all his facial features were wrinkled together.
The brother asked him if he was suffering.
He said it was not bitter.
"Is it really not bitter?"
"It's really not bitter." Hua Xiang pushed the piece of hard-to-melt chocolate under his tongue, where there are no taste buds, so he can't taste it.
He said with a big tongue: "When I was apprenticed to the master, I bowed my head to the master three times in a serious manner. I still remember that the master said that if we enter his door, we will always be a family. This has nothing to do with blood. It is only related to inheritance. When the master was alive, he protected the entire division through the turbulent years with his own strength. Later, the master was ill in bed, and the mantle was passed on to you. It is you who lead us all to move forward. Let's go... Now that you are old and your grandsons are getting married, it's time for me to take over this burden."
"But… "
"It's nothing to worry about." Hua Xiang said, "You and Master have survived so much suffering, so it doesn't matter if I'm tired."
The senior brother looked at this junior brother who was as old as his own grandson. Not long ago, this little thorny head was sneaking, cheating and refusing to go to morning class. In the end, he rewarded him with a meal of fried pork with bamboo shoots... But in the blink of an eye, he also became an adult. He has become a man of indomitable spirit.
Over the years, Hua Xiang has carried the weight of the master's family on his shoulders. Before that, no one would have thought that Hua Xiang had such an "ambition" hidden. Everyone has admiration, but more emotion.
"You child..." The senior brother turned his head and wiped the corners of his eyes.
Hua Xiang yelled strangely: "Don't call me a child! I'm already twenty-four!"
"At twenty-four, he's still a brat with no hair!"
Hua Xiang was in a hurry: "It's all grown up! It's all grown up! If you don't believe me, look!"
"Don't look." The brother said, "I'm old and my eyesight is bad, so I can't find it."
…
After Hua Xiang chatted with his senior brother, his mood was not so clear, but at least it was no longer cloudy. The main reason is that he is now distracted by sexual orientation and entangled with negative emotions, and he will be led away by Li Weixi after a while.
He sat under the stage and enjoyed the rehearsal of "Mandarin Duck Wrong" all afternoon. His senior brother asked him if he wanted to sing two voices on stage. Hua Xiang quickly waved his hands and said sincerely: "I have been led astray by popular singing for a long time, and I can't go back. , in front of everyone, brother, please save me some face!"
The senior brother laughed at him for his stage fright, but also felt sorry for his wasting time, so he could only sigh and let him go.
It was the Wusheng teacher on the stage who spoke for Hua Xiang: "Okay, it's not easy for Hua Xiang these years. Look at the popular young singers, don't they all rely on post-processing, and there are many out-of-tune on the spot. Hua Xiang every day With so much work, it’s good to be able to maintain the current level.”
The senior brother blew his beard and stared at Wu Sheng: "Tell me about you, you have been talking to him since the first time we met, people who don't know will think he is your junior brother!"
"I wish he was my junior brother..." Wu Sheng flipped the ball on his hat, "How about it, Hua Xiang, come and be my junior brother, I will definitely love you!"
Hua Xiang smiled awkwardly in the audience, not knowing how to answer.
In fact, he is usually very clever. When someone throws a joke at him, he can throw it back without thinking. However, he felt that something was wrong all over his body when he showed his favor to the martial arts teacher.
This martial arts teacher is in his early thirties this year. He has a strong and dark body, a little over 1.7 meters tall, walks vigorously, and has a pair of eyes that are not angry. He is a very dignified senior in the troupe, but when he first met Hua Xiang, his attitude was very kind.
Hua Xiang is not familiar with him, and has only met him a few times, and every time he finds his attitude indescribably strange. At first, Hua Xiang felt that he was too sensitive, but later he simply attributed all this to the fact that the other party wanted to please himself, a little freshman in the entertainment industry...
Now, Hua Xiang has vaguely grasped his own sexual orientation, and a frightening guess appeared in his mind.
But... Wusheng teacher Kong Wu is powerful, with a dark Chinese character face, looks honest and honest, full of straight masculinity. Could such a man really be gay
... No, he can't look at people with colored glasses. A man like Da Xiong who is infinitely close to a gay man can be a straight man. Why can't a man like Wu Sheng who is infinitely close to a straight man not be a gay man
Forget it, let's slip away quickly.
Under the benevolent gaze of the martial arts teacher, Hua Xiang couldn't stay any longer, so he hurriedly left the rehearsal room with the excuse of urinating.
But if you tell too many lies, it will always come true. After leaving the rehearsal room, Hua Xiang really felt a stomachache, and hurried to the toilet to solve the problem of reincarnation of grains.
If only he could hold on a little longer and not go to the toilet in the theater—when he walked out of the private room with his pants up, he was actually blocked by the Wusheng teacher who was waiting here!
A drop of cold sweat dripped from Hua Xiang's forehead. He looked at Mr. Wu Sheng, who was a whole head shorter than him, but had such an imposing manner that he pushed him to the wall. He really wanted to grow wings and fly away.
"Teacher Wusheng... say something if you have something to say." Hua Xiang smiled stiffly.
"Well... let's talk..." Teacher Wusheng looked at him with raised eyes, and Hua Xiang actually saw a trace of... charming in those righteous eyes? "I do have a lot to say to you."
Hua Xiang swallowed nervously: "Actually, I also have something to tell you, teacher, that is... can we change our positions?"
The distance between Mr. Wu Sheng and him was so close that it almost didn't exist. Hua Xiang retracted his chin desperately, even double chin.
"Is this posture not good?" Teacher Wu Sheng stuck out his tongue and licked the corner of his mouth. If this posture is done with a different face, it may still seduce people, but he looks so majestic and upright, a bit like a mixture of a political teacher and a physical education teacher.
Hua Xiang's cowardly chickens stopped, and he kept doing nothing, reaching out to push the other party away.
As a result, it hit the hard chest muscles of the Wusheng teacher.
These are two fucking iron plates! ! ! Can't move at all! ! !
Hua Xiang used the strength of a dung beetle to roll a dung ball, and pushed it again. As a result, Teacher Wusheng grabbed Hua Xiang's hand with one hand, and pressed it tightly between his two well-developed chest muscles.
Wu Sheng: "Oh, you kid is quite impatient."
"No no no, I didn't, I wasn't..."
Wu Sheng whispered softly: "Okay, you don't have to hide it from me. The first time I saw you, I knew you were of the same kind... The entertainment industry is so chaotic, and you are so famous now, I want to find a regular sex ~ partner is not easy, right?"
Hua Xiang hesitated and didn't know how to answer.
"Don't worry, I don't want to get anything from you, I just want to cooperate with you to solve your personal health problems, how about it?"
"Uh... I don't think so." After all, he was a senior martial artist who looked up and looked down. Hua Xiang didn't know how to refuse this kind of harmonious appointment and invitation, so as not to let him hold grudges.
"Don't you already have a partner?"
"No, no..."
Teacher Wusheng's eyes lit up, and he stuck his hard flesh on Hua Xiang's body. He pouted impatiently and planned to kiss Hua Xiang, and said excitedly: "Then come quickly! Now ethics and morality can't stop us! !!
He grabbed Hua Xiang's collar with both hands, his arms were swollen, and he was about to tear his clothes!
Hua Xiang clutched his chest and screamed in fright: "No, no, no! Teacher, you misunderstood me, I'm really not gay!"
"… Huh?"
"Really!" Hua Xiang pointed to his limp Xiaoxiang to show his innocence.
He is really sorry, sorry.
…
After finally getting rid of the enthusiastic Wusheng teacher, Hua Xiang felt that his slightly crooked sexuality had been straightened.
Yes, he shouldn't doubt himself! He must be a straight man!
Otherwise, in the face of the masculine Wusheng teacher, how could he not be tempted at all, not be tempted, and never be tough if he says he is not tough
It seems that he was only fascinated by Mr. Li for a while. For example, now, he changed the face of Mr. Wu Sheng into Mr. Li, and he didn't feel any temptation, but his heart was as calm as water, without any fluctuations.
Sure enough, professional psychiatrists can make mistakes...
The boulder that had been hanging on his heart and kept beating up and down finally fell, and Hua Xiang couldn't tell whether it was easy or heavy.
After all, he sneaked out, so he couldn't stay outside for too long, so he quickly returned home before the agent found out.
Because of his messy mind, he didn't notice some unusual things in the house.
For example, there was an extra pair of leather shoes in the entrance that didn't belong to him.
For example, the silly Samoyed in his family, who would shake its head and wag its tail every time it saw him come back, was lying obediently at the door of the guest guard.
For another example, the messy living room table has been cleaned up, and the garbage in the kitchen trash can has been packed and placed outside the door.
After Hua Xiang entered the door, he kicked off his sneakers, took off his clothes, and hurriedly rushed to the bathroom. Just now he was rubbed against the wall of the public toilet by Wu Sheng teacher for a long time, he felt a smell of urine all over his body.
The clothes on his body were thrown all over the floor, extending from the gate to the living room, and even the last piece of underwear was kicked off by the door of the guest bathroom.
However, before he could rush into the bathroom naked, the door of the bathroom suddenly opened from the inside...
Water vapor with mint aroma gushed out from the bathroom. Hua Xiang sniffed the tempting aroma with his nose, and stared at the person in the bathroom dumbfounded.
... Li Weixi, who was walking out while wiping his hair with a towel, just ran into his sight.
Li Weixi was astonishingly white all over, except for the traces of birthmarks on his waist and legs that spread from his back to his front.
Everything is the same as it was many years ago.
Warm air, ambiguous atmosphere, entangled sight.
Compared to then...they wore less.
— No, neither of them wore it!
Li Weixi was startled at first, and immediately tore off the bath towel for wiping her hair to cover her lower body.
Hua Xiang didn't move.
Although, although he is not gay, he has no interest in men's bodies at all...
But Mr. Lee looks so charming—
—Otherwise, he is polite and rigid