Eight years ago on the autumnal equinox, September 23rd, at 8:40 am, K1075, car No. 6.
It was drizzling in city B, and Xia Mian went out without an umbrella, so he put on his black hoodie and stood waiting at the exit.
K1075 was 35 minutes late, and Xia Mian played two rounds of Tetris on his mobile phone before the train finally arrived. He saw Li Li walking out along the flow of people. With a big backpack on his back and a 26-inch suitcase in his hand, his face was full of tiredness after sitting on the train all night.
Xia Mian took off his hat, stood there and shouted, "Li Li."
His voice was not loud, just normal volume, but Li Li heard it. He turned his head, looked back and forth among the tourists, and found Xia Mian.
His tired face disappeared, he pushed the suitcase, and trotted towards Xia Mian.
"I've been waiting for a long time..." Li Li said, "Didn't you go out with an umbrella? Wait a minute, I'll go buy two umbrellas."
"unnecessary."
Xia Mian grabbed him, hugged him to sit on the suitcase, bent down slightly, and looked at him.
Li Li bought a hard seat ticket and stayed up almost all night. When I was about to arrive at the station, I took a bottle of water to wash up, and then I just waited for the train to arrive at the station. I didn’t have a good rest, and I didn’t eat breakfast, so my face turned pale due to hypoglycemia.
Xia Mian held his face and kissed him on the lips: "I drove here and pushed you over."
Li Li was a little flustered, he didn't know whether to be surprised that Xia Mian kissed him in the exit square where people were coming and going, or that Xia Mian let him sit on the box and push him away first. He stayed for a few seconds and said, "My box is of poor quality, I can't sit like this..."
Xia Mian turned a deaf ear to it.
He got his driver's license in his sophomore year, and immediately planned to save money to buy a car. It happened that there was a national competition with a lot of money. He won the special prize and bought a mid-range car with all the money.
He thought, if Li Liqiu is coming, then the co-pilot will let Li Li sit in the first car that he owns entirely by his own ability.
The location of Li Li's internship is near the university town, a professional art training institution. He will first work as a teaching assistant and lead amateur interest classes. If he does well, he can transfer to lead an art test class. It will be a little bit harder, but his income will increase significantly.
Xia Mian's school was also in the university town, and the house he rented was not far from where the two of them went to work and class, so he didn't agree with Li Li going to live in the dormitory arranged by the institution. He let Li Li live in his house, with him. The only room to sleep together.
Two people were squeezed into the bachelor apartment, Li Li's suitcase was spread out, and Xia Mian's personal belongings filled the space that Xia Mian could not fill alone.
The bed is 1.5 meters in size and placed against the wall. It is a bit spacious for one adult male to sleep, but it is a bit crowded for two. Li Li slept on the other side of the wall, and Xia Mian hugged him every night, sweating with his tight body in the cool autumn night. Li Li fell asleep in a daze, occasionally waking up from the heat, and gave Xia Mian a tighter embrace in exchange for a light struggle.
Xia Mian has to go to class, spend a lot of time in the library studying hard, socializing, and also participates in project teams and competitions.
Li Li has to teach, prepare lessons, deal with students, and take the initiative to do all the housework in the apartment. The time of the two of them is full, which is another look that can't be seen in the leisurely and comfortable summer.
Xia Mian may not be free when Li Li is on vacation. When Xia Mian is free, Li Li is very likely to be called by the art examination class to help. The two don't make love in the exhausted night, but seize the time to entangle in the early morning before the day's plan has begun.
An apartment is not a villa, Xia Mian can overwhelm Li Li anywhere. The small sofa placed in the living room and dining room was stained with most of Li Li's bodily fluids. Xia Mian often snatched the bowl from him while he was eating breakfast, and pressed on the sofa to do it urgently and violently. If you have time, do it twice and leave the hickeys prominently.
Everyone in the training institution knew that Li Li had a "boyfriend". The two lived together and had an extremely wanton sex life.
They secretly guessed whether this "boyfriend" was Alpha or Beta, whether it was a potbellied wretched old man or a young man. Li Li would use his half-palm-sized bar phone to make phone calls between breaks, with a gentle and obedient tone, saying "you" in one voice, so everyone speculated that his "boyfriend" must be much older than him even if he wasn't a wretched old man .
One late night when he was working overtime, Xia Mian drove to the agency to pick up Li Li, and showed himself in front of his colleagues for the first time. Everyone knows that Li Li's "boyfriend" is a young and handsome Alpha, well-dressed, with an outstanding temperament, and he looks like a man of good family background and well-educated.
"Li Li, why don't you introduce me?" The colleague laughed and teased, "Is he your boyfriend?"
Li Li was startled, and panicked because of the word "boyfriend". He shook his head and explained, "It's a friend."
"real?"
"Really just friends..."
Li Li looked at Xia Mian and saw that he was silent and had no objection to Li Li's statement.
On the way back to the apartment, Li Li's heart was hanging, and he still had lingering fears about the appellation problem.
He really didn't know how to define his relationship with Xia Mian. If someone asked, he would call Xia Mian "my teacher's son", which must be the most appropriate and safest answer.
At the intersection, Xia Mian stopped and waited for the red light. The cold light from the side of the road entered the car window, making his face half-bright and half-dark.
"I don't remember when we became 'friends,'" he said.
Li Li was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt a pain in his heart: "I'm sorry, I was too quick to speak... I will explain it clearly to my colleagues at work tomorrow."
"What time do you go to work tomorrow?"
"Eight o'clock."
"Can I ask for leave?"
"... If I really don't have time, I can change shifts with the afternoon people."
"Then change shifts." Xia Mian's tone was close to an order.
It's cool in late autumn, but the apartment with closed doors and windows is as hot as the dog days that have passed.
As soon as he entered the door of the apartment, Xia Mian dragged Li Li into the room, and searched for props that had been used on Li Li, including blindfolds, mouth balls, jumping eggs, and handcuffs.
"You can wear it by yourself." Xia Mian leaned against the wall, watching coldly, "Try it yourself."
The props are familiar but unfamiliar. Li Li looked at them, and the memories of being left aside by Xia Mian for two hours in the summer vacation of the second year flooded back. He remembered those uncontrollable, invisible pleasures that gnawed at his bones like ants, tearing him apart.
"Don't want to?"
Xia Mian asked the same question as before.
Li Li blinked his dry eyes, picked up the mouth ball and looked at it for a while. After estimating the size, he opened his mouth "ah", pushed the silicone ball with his fingertips and bit it into his mouth, and then tied the leather cord on the back of his head. .
Saliva is secreted rapidly and will soon flow out of the mouth along the lower lip. Li Li trembled a little, and knelt on the bed in a daze for a while, then slowly took off his jacket, coat and pants, knelt forward, and stretched himself with his hands.
Xia Mian just did it with him in the morning, and also did it the morning before yesterday. It is not difficult to poke a finger at a place that is so frequently used by Alpha.
Li Li covered his face with his hands, but couldn't ignore Xia Mian's gaze. It was a line of sight that was drawn away from the outside, not going up and down with him. He endured the shame and thrust himself with three fingers to the point where he could make the sound of water, his chest rose and fell, and he reached for the vibrating egg.
When the switch was turned on, the small ellipsoid shook his palms numbly. He pressed the Tiaodan against the opening of the acupuncture point and pushed it in, and the entry was smoother than expected. With almost no need for his strength, the opening of the acupuncture point actively sucked the Tiaodan in.
Li Li's waist collapsed, panting violently as he dragged the bed sheet.
The drool drooped down and dripped on the bed sheet. Li Li's vision was hazy, tears fell down at some point, and the flow was far more ferocious than saliva.
He slowed down for a while, then straightened his upper body in a kneeling position. In order to avoid sitting on the bed with his buttocks in his mouth, he struggled to maintain a kneeling position, turned around and handcuffed himself. He failed many times, his body was shaky, and he couldn't finish it despite all the hardships.
"Why are you crying?"
Xia Mian came over and stroked Li Li's cheek. There are bloodshot eyes in his eyes, like the hungry red eyes of beasts when they prey.
"Can't you do it by yourself?"
Li Li nodded, crying out of breath. The mouth ball made him unable to breathe through his mouth. He cried so hard that he had no time to breathe through his nose alone, and his whole face turned red from lack of oxygen.
Xia Mian took off the mouth ball for him, took out the vibrating egg, kissed his eyelids and tears, waited for him to breathe for a while, and then kissed his lips deeply.
"Can a friend treat you like this?" Xia Mian asked, "I've fucked you so many times, and it turns out to be your 'friend'?"
Li Li tugged at Xia Mian's clothes, crying uncontrollably.
Xia Mian let him humiliate himself with props, and now he kisses him tenderly. Li Li was almost torn apart by this feeling, and asked brokenly: "Then tell me, what can I think of you?"
Xia Mian looked deeply into his eyes, those red eyes pierced his soul, Li Li could never forget them all his life.
"I am your Alpha, if you have me, no one else will even think about it."
He is Li Li's Alpha, so he controls him, plunders him, and monopolizes him.
Xia Mian picked up Li Li, hugged him between his arms, and gnawed on his glands. Omega pheromones lingered in his nose, and Xia Mian felt the possessive desire in his body loosen. He separated Li Li's legs, supported his penis, and inserted it completely into his body.
"If you must have a 'boyfriend' or a 'husband', then I am. I can also be your child's father."
Xia Mian wants a complete, whole-hearted love, a love that can drown him in it. Now he appointed Li Li to give him this love.
Li Li must give it to him.