Xia Mian called an ambulance, and neighbors called the police after hearing the violent noise. The scene was too chaotic, Xia Mian's head was about to burst from pain, so he called his cousin and asked him to help.
The cousin readily agreed, and immediately rushed over on the nearest flight.
Li Li had never crushed a few worms to death in Dalian since he was a child, so it was impossible to beat Father Xia to death with a glass bottle. Xia Mian and his father were both carried into the ambulance, and Xia's father woke up halfway through, holding his head and screaming for pain, while shouting for Li Li to pay him compensation, and to sue Li Li for him to go to jail.
Xia Mian didn't have obvious visible trauma on his body, but his mouth was bleeding and his head was dizzy, which may be more serious than Xia's father.
Li Li lay down next to Xia Mian's stretcher and burst into tears. Xia Mian held his hand and pulled him up, saying to him, "Follow me closely, don't be afraid."
Li Li said, "I'm not afraid."
After arriving at the hospital, the police also came, and Xia's father was so emotional that he made a fuss. Both father and son had CT scans, and it was confirmed that it was a mild concussion, and the injury was not serious. The police asked Xia's father to calm down and explain the situation. After accusing Li Li, he condemned Xia Mian, saying that he didn't care about his biological father, that he had no conscience, that he was a white-eyed wolf, and that he didn't fulfill his obligation to support... Anyway, he said whatever hurt or hurt people.
At eight o'clock in the evening, my cousin arrived in a hurry, and the first thing he did was to rush up and scold his uncle who was older than him, gritted his teeth and said, "I've had enough of you, I've really had enough of you..."
The cousin took care of all the aftermath, allowing Xia Mian to recuperate in the ward with peace of mind. He also gave Li Li a thumbs up, saying that he has done a good job, and when the matter is settled, he will treat Li Li to dinner.
The policeman was dismissed by his cousin, and the nurse left Xia Mian after hanging up the bottle. He and Li Li were the only ones left in Xia Mian's single room. Li Li sat by the bed, lowered his head and began to cry again.
From the apartment to the hospital, he never did that face. His eyes were red like rabbit eyes, which made the doctor mistakenly think that he was also injured at first.
Xia Mian lay on his side, patted the hospital bed beside him: "Come here."
Li Li leaned over and lay down on the spot where Xia Mian had photographed.
"I'll let you lie down." Xia Mian wiped away his tears, but it would be impossible to wipe them clean for a while.
Li Li took off his coat, climbed onto the bed lightly, and lay on the edge with his arms and legs folded.
Xia Mian wrapped his arms around his waist and brought him closer. He put his face on Xia Mian's shoulder and cried even harder.
"Daddy... How can Daddy hit a child..." he said, "It's not right."
Although Li Li lost his parents, his aunt was both a mother and a father, and the parents would spend ten yuan on Li Li if they had ten yuan, so they doted on him. If it weren't for the poor economic conditions, he would definitely be used to be a lawless and stubborn child.
"Has he hit you before?"
Maybe it was too sad, Li Li forgot to use "you" to address Xia Mian.
Xia Mian said, "No."
One of his life creeds is not to "sell pity" to anyone on any occasion. He completely denied his past, saying that whether he was vain or brave, he wanted every aspect of him to look powerful.
Li Li looked at him with tears in his eyes. Although he didn't believe it in his heart, he still breathed a sigh of relief, sobbing and said, "Then I... let me tell you something happy."
He put his hands on Xia Mian's back, stroking rhythmically, just like his aunt coaxing him to sleep when he was a child.
"Me, my name is Li Li. The pronunciation of the two characters is very similar. When you pronounce it quickly, it looks like 'Lily'. I was always very thin and short when I was a child, and I was not boyish, so my classmates called me 'Lily' on purpose. , asked me why I cut my hair short, didn't braid it, and didn't wear skirts to school like other female students... "
When Li Li said this, he sniffed and blinked the tears from his eyes, "I felt very wronged, so I ran home and asked my parents why they gave me such a bad name. My parents told me that because people and When people communicate with each other, they will call each other by their names. People with three characters in their names will be called by their full names by people they don’t know well. After they are familiar with each other, they will omit their last names and only read the last two characters to make them appear intimate. There are only two names. People who are familiar with or unfamiliar with Chinese characters will be called by their full names. I use a name with two characters. If the pronunciation is similar, people will call me with double characters regardless of whether they are familiar with me or not. It seems very friendly. .They want everyone in the world to call me double words, just like the two of them, to make me feel loved...
"You see, parents love their children. If they don't love you, they don't deserve to be your parents."
After Li Li finished talking about his parents, the tears finally stopped, leaving only a pair of red, swollen and watery eyes, which contained nothing but Xia Mian. He stopped stroking Xia Mian's back, moved his hand to his side, and held Xia Mian's hand that was not holding the bottle.
"Don't be sad for those who don't deserve it." Li Li said, "You still have Teacher Xu, brother who rushes over to help whenever something happens, you have many people who love you. If... if I can, I will always be with you from now on. Watching you, not letting anyone hurt you like today... "
When love overflows with a red heat wave from a few words, when it breaks through the top of the head, the impact is as deep as hatred.
Xia Mian's heart and stomach were constricting crazily, his throat was blocked, and he seemed to have lost the ability to speak. Li Li's face was close at hand, he leaned forward to kiss him, it was too light, he wanted to bite, he wanted to gnaw; biting and gnawing was still not enough, he was almost going to swallow him.
Xia Mian seemed to be born with a gap, both emotional and personality, and he desperately longed for something to fill his void. Now it seems that this opening is the shape of Li Li.
"Do what you say, Li Li."
Xia Mian heard herself say in a hoarse voice, "You have to stay with me forever."
Li Li cried again. Xia Mian bit his lips bleeding, Xia Mian sucked the blood away, and then went to lick his tears.
"I'll be with you."
Between the intertwined lips and teeth, Li Li's voice was fragmented.
From autumn to New Year's Eve, Li Li stayed in City B for an internship except for going back to school at the end of the term.
For him and Xia Mian, Father Xia's beating was just an insignificant episode. After Xia Mian recovered from his injury, no one mentioned Father Xia again.
The way the two get along is infinitely close to a pair of "couples": holding hands when traveling together, ordering a couple's set menu when dining out; when it snows in winter, they buy scarves, hats, and gloves in pairs. Xia Mian is gray and Li Limi is white.
On New Year's Eve, Xia Mian drove to the train station to take Li Li home. It snowed lightly that day, and the road surface was frozen for a long time due to the heavy snowstorm a few days ago. The traffic in the city slowed down, and Xia Mian and Li Li were afraid that they would not be able to catch the 9:00 p.m. train, so they left early and left their dinner near the station.
It gets dark early in the twelfth lunar month of winter, and a row of restaurants along the street are brightly lit, and a steady stream of hot fog escapes from the cracks in the doors and windows. Li Li pointed to a noodle shop and asked Xia Mian, "Would you like to go there?"
Xia Mian said, "Okay."
Li Li ordered a small portion of plain noodles in clear soup, because he had to take the train all night, so he didn't want to eat too much or too greasy. Xia Mian ordered beef noodles and added a large plate of beef, so Li Li had to eat half of it.
"... I will stay in school and do my graduation project after the school year. I want to do my best so that I can live up to Mr. Xu's attention to me during the past four years. When I finish my graduation project, around May, I will I'll come over to find you some time, but I won't be able to stay for long this time..."
Li Li only took a few mouthfuls of noodles, put down his chopsticks, and counted the days for Xia Mian with his fingers.
"When I graduate in June, I will stay in City B. I haven't signed any company yet, because I want to be an art teacher in a public elementary or middle school. I like dealing with children at work. I should It's more suitable for me... "
Li Li spread out his future plans to Xia Mian, detailing them in detail, mixed with his inner thoughts that he would not easily utter. The future is fluid and full of uncertainties. Li Li said a lot of "ifs" and "buts".
Xia Mian hid his hands under the table and clenched his fingers so hard that he was about to bleed.
The train was about to enter the station, Xia Mian went to the convenience store next door to buy milk, bread, and a box of chocolates for Li Li's breakfast tomorrow, and then bought a platform ticket to send Li Li into the station, and helped him push boxes with his backpack.
The platforms around Xiaoyian were crowded with passengers. Xia Mian and Li Li stood shoulder to shoulder and heard the sound of a train moving on a nearby platform. No matter driving in or out, the long roar and the vibrating sound of the rails can take away a force in the person's body.
The train pulled into the station on time, Li Li squeezed forward with the flow of people, and his figure was swallowed by the green leather carriage. He said, "See you in May."
Xia Mian said, "See you in May."
See you in May, as Li Li said, you won't be able to stay for long, only three days and two nights. He came to take an overnight bus, and went back to take an overnight bus. In addition to the time spent on the road, the time spent with Xia Mian was not as much as the road.
In order to hold on to these three days, Xia Mian asked for leave from school, closed the door and stayed in the apartment with Li Li, enjoying carnal pleasure day and night.
When Li Li entered the door, Xia Mian stripped off his underwear, and he couldn't put it on again for three days. His back hole was always kept moist, Xia Mian would penetrate him wherever he wanted, and he would not stop until he cried silently.
They didn't go through the estrus period, but they had the same indulgence as the estrus period. The apartment is filled with the stench of love fluid and semen. Li Li, who is a blank sheet of paper, has learned to be obsessed with emotions because of Xia Mian, and has given up his shame in frequent sex. The slippery inner thighs were attached to Xia Mian's waist, and his feet were wrapped around them, and he hooked them lightly and heavily with his toes.
Xia Mian called him "obedient", but also deliberately called him "coquettish".
Li Li no longer struggled with Xia Mian whether to ridicule or praise. He cherishes every alpha pheromone he breathes into his body, and he hopes to dream of Xia Mian every night when he is apart, and be surrounded by the smell of Xia Mian in his dreams.
If the "reluctance" is strong enough, so that he doesn't have to face separation, his reluctance is enough to merge into rivers and seas.
This time we parted, Xia Mian went to the train station to see him off again. Li Li's eyes were red, and he stood in front of the green leather carriage and said, "See you in June."
Xia Mian replied, "See you in June."
Spring, summer, autumn and winter, four seasons change, Li Li comes and goes, goes and comes again. Xia Mian has a natural certainty, he feels that Li Li will definitely come in June as promised, just like he said that he will come for an internship in autumn, and he came; also like he said "see you in May", he also came.
What happened later was like a verification of Murphy's law, and also like a proof that God insisted on going against Xia Mian. The memory of this period of time collapsed and destroyed, and became a video that was only black and white noise after being invaded by a virus.
In mid-June, Li Li "disappeared".
The standard for defining a person's "disappearance" in modern society is very simple, that is, losing contact.
Their last phone call was on the day of Li Li's graduation ceremony. Li Li said that everything was going well for him and he would leave for City B soon, and he would tell Xia Mian as soon as the time was determined.
After this phone call, Li Li's number became empty.
It's been a long time, and Xia Mian can't remember how many phone calls he made during that time. From morning to night, from full battery to power off, it seems that as long as he works hard enough, he can change the "empty number" on the phone.
He felt unbelievable, and even questioned whether he had auditory hallucinations. Li Li was so committed and tireless, he was a person who didn't even dare to hug him too hard. How could he suddenly "disappear"
Xia Mian couldn't sleep all night. He questioned the air:
Didn't you say "see you in June"
Didn't you say you want to accompany him
What about people
people!
He asked Xu Xin about Li Li's whereabouts, but since Li Li was admitted to university, he never received any funding from Xu Xin. The address recorded in the information has moved into another family, and the landline has also become empty.
Xia Mian kept searching, anxiety mixed with uneasiness, which gradually turned into disgusting hatred. From summer to autumn and then to winter, he obtained the qualification for the study abroad program as he wished, and publicized it in the whole school. The teacher took the confirmation form and asked him to fill in the information. His pen tip hovered over the spouse column, and his nasal cavity became hot, and a big nosebleed suddenly dripped down. In the panic of the teacher, he finally confirmed what he had lost.
Didn't you say "see you in June"
Didn't you say you want to accompany him
He believed it like a fool, and plunged into the deep sea like a dive, waiting for Li Li to come in as his oxygen tank.
If Xia Mian had known that Li Li would leave him, he would have turned a blind eye to Li Li who was isolated and helpless in the villa from the very beginning, just like he would have ignored a stray dog on the way home from school.
But he took Li Li home, bathed him, fed him, cuddled him to sleep, rubbed his hair and called "Babe". He was already in a predicament where he couldn't let go. If he had known that Li Li would go and never return, he would have chased into the railroad tracks, clamped Li Li's bones and brought him back.
He hugged Li Li already, so he never let go.
Absolutely, no, let go, hand.