In the first year of college, Xia Mian took the initiative to strike up a conversation with senior seniors, and successfully joined their studio. From a handyman to a deputy chief creative officer, he followed a project completely and earned his first small sum of money.
He used the money to pack himself: buy high-quality clothes, big-name shoes, and watches; go to the gym regularly, and take care of his hair by the way. He said that his mother was a professor at the University of Fine Arts, and labeled his original family as a high-spirited family, so he entered a higher-level circle and took opportunities for him to participate in the project.
By summer, he had a small savings and rented a mid-range bachelor pad off campus. The location is quiet and the security is perfect. Even if his father finds the school and asks all the students and teachers in the school, it is impossible to know where he lives.
In mid-July, Xia Mian finished his final exams and stayed another week for the project before packing up and heading to his mother's villa.
There were few exams in the Art University and the holiday was early, so Li Li had been waiting for him at the villa for half a month.
For a year, Xia Mian tried his best to climb up, and Li Li also struggled on the road of young growth. Compared to the previous year, he should have a bigger wallet, and the tailoring and materials of his clothes are much better. Although the shoes placed in the entrance are not famous brands, they are neat and clean, and the materials are solid.
The only thing that went backwards was Li Li's skin condition and physique. He was a little darker than last year, his complexion was dull, and he was obviously dry and dehydrated. A person who is already thin enough has lost a lot of weight this year. He is too skinny, which means he is sick and sub-healthy.
Xia Mian chatted with Xu Xin, deliberately directed the topic to Li Li, and figured out what he had been doing this year.
The city is building an antique street, and Li Li went there to work part-time, painting fake Dou Gong and colorful paintings on the forehead of the antique buildings.
The entire antique street, with hundreds of antique buildings, Li Li asked the person in charge to paint for him. The student labor was cheap, and the project was not in a hurry. The person in charge readily agreed, and Li Li started a long part-time job like this. From last autumn to this summer, there was only half a month of rest during the Chinese New Year. As long as he didn't have classes, he would take the one-hour bus there, climb up the two-storey shelf to paint Dou Gong and cloud patterns. Constantly exposed to the wind and the sun, without any awareness of skin protection, eating unnutritious boxed lunches at the construction site, ruining the already poor body.
In the 2000s, when the Internet industry was developing explosively, Xia Mian was able to land a job with a high cost performance with a little bit of top-notch, coupled with deliberate drilling. However, if the junior students in traditional majors have no extraordinary talents, poor family background and no connections, they will have to work hard to find cheap part-time jobs.
"Such a tiring part-time job is still mechanically repeated. I persuaded him not to go." Xu Xin said, "But he looked weak, but he was actually stubborn. After passing the exam, he refused me to support him financially. The expenses are student loans and scholarships, and living expenses are all based on part-time jobs. Some people in the school are skeptical of his scholarship because his artistic accomplishment is not high and his creative ability is poor, but others don’t know that he is hardworking and hardworking. The technique is very proficient, the extra-curricular general courses are the first in the whole major, and the comprehensive grade point is at the top. If you don’t get a scholarship, you have a shady scene.”
Xu Xin sighed, and it was rare to express his professional opinions to his son, "In fact, there are so many talented artists in the world, not everyone is born with creative talent, and many people's inspirations and ideas are mediocre, and they are still mediocre after repeated training. .Then I think it is also excellent to become a skilled and knowledgeable art practitioner through hard work.”
Xia Mian listened silently without commenting.
Xu Xin was happy to be able to talk about professional issues with her son. She said, "Xiao Mian, I think the same about you. Being a leading figure in the industry is beautiful, but being a conscientious screw in the industry can also lead to a rich and colorful career. If You’re stressed, don’t push yourself too hard.”
Xia Mian was noncommittal and just said, "Thank you."
There are three students who come to the villa this year, and they are all freshmen except Li Li. Li Li has experience and is a senior in a higher grade. Even though the rumors in the school are still there, the two juniors dare not show it, and they are very kind and friendly to him.
What's more, not everyone is jealous of people who "go through the back door", but some people will take this as an opportunity and use Li Li as a seesaw to get close to Xu Xin and his family.
One of the Omega girls named Tan Min was like this. She looks petite and cute, her family is well-off, she dresses up to fashion, she has a high affinity, and she is the type that everyone loves.
As soon as she arrived at the villa, she pestered Li Li, relying on the fact that she was also an Omega, holding him on his arm like a girl, asking him to teach her this and that, and asked him about the details of Xu Xin's funding.
Li Li took good care of the school girl, always helping her patiently, and trying to meet her requirements, but he refused to disclose the details of the funding, no matter how many times he asked.
"Is this a secret?" Tan Min asked curiously.
Li Li said no at first, but later she kept asking, so she simply replied "it's a secret".
Others praised Tan Min's pheromone smells good, but Xia Mian didn't think so. Tan Min's taste is so sweet that it is greasy, like the greasy taste of low-end bakeries on the street. She also likes to spray sweet perfume on top of pheromones, which makes Xia Mian feel like she is a walking mass of chemical additives, dazzling and pungent.
She was pestering Li Li, so Xia Mian couldn't disappear with Li Li without attracting her attention. He chooses to ignore them first, stay alone on the third floor every day, go to the gym on the second floor once the next day, and then go to the first floor to get an iced drink, and meet Li Li from afar.
Once Xia Mian passed by, Li Li's eyes would stick to him. Those desires and admirations that others cannot understand, all hide hidden desires, like an invisible hook.
Very hot summer, very stuffy air.
The blood of the young man pooled in the lower abdomen. Xia Mian used iced drink to pour it over, but one can was not enough.
"What do you usually do in your room?"
A female voice sounded from behind. Xia Mian was taking out the second can of iced carbonated water from the refrigerator, turned around and saw that it was Tan Min who had walked into the restaurant and smiled sweetly at him.
"Playing games." Xia Mian drank the can in his hand, took three more cans from the refrigerator with the other hand, put them on the dining table, and pushed them towards Tan Min, "For you and your classmates."
"Thank you." Tan Min stretched out his hand to take the iced drink, and as soon as he touched it, he gave a soft ah, muttered "good ice", pulled a few tissues from the side, wrapped the iced drink before picking it up.
"What kind of games do you play? Online games are so popular now, and my classmates ask me to play them, but I don't even know how to play them." She wrinkled her nose and said amusedly, "I don't dare to fight and kill in games, are you gentle? Can you recommend me some games?"
Xia Mian said, "No."
Tan Min was at a loss for words and didn't answer for several seconds. Xia Mian lifted her foot to leave, left her and walked out of the restaurant.
Xia Mian realized that Li Li was standing outside the restaurant after getting past Tan Min's cover, looking at him in a daze.
Xia Mian's gaze skipped over him, without pausing, he went straight upstairs.
"Wait... wait a minute!"
Li Li hurriedly chased him, "I don't remember the programming method you taught me last year, can I trouble you to teach me again?"
Xia Mian turned her head and saw that his face was full of apprehension, his hands were folded by his sides, tightly clenched into fists.
Tan Min heard the sound and followed, standing behind Li Li, looking back and forth between Xia Mian and Li Li.
Xia Mian said, "Come to my room tomorrow after dinner, and you will be alone."
The next day, thunderstorms rained all day in the suburbs.
The roar and lightning outside the window did not stop. Everyone stayed in the villa for a whole day, Xu Xin looked at the scattered grape trellises in the courtyard with distress, and said, "This year's ones can't be eaten again."
It was dark before six o'clock, Xu Xin and his students had dinner in the restaurant, and then went to his studio to draw. According to the usual practice, the students had to draw a color exercise. Li Li finished the drawing in advance, left Tan Min and another classmate in the studio, and went up to the third floor to find Xia Mian alone.
He knocked on the door, and at the same time, the thunder and lightning went crazy, and the dim corridor was instantly reflected in white. He trembled with fright, seeing the door opened by Xia Mian, he still stood still.
Xia Mian urged him: "Come in."
After not seeing each other for a year, Li Li became a lot stranger.
He woke up, walked into the room and locked the door behind him. The curtains were drawn in the room, the lightning and thunder were blocked out, the lights were sufficient, and it was not as scary as the corridor.
"Here's the paper bag on the table, remember to take it away later." Xia Mian sat on the chair and motioned Li Li to look at the paper bag.
The paper bag was light blue, with an elegant and simple design, and it had an English brand that Li Li didn't recognize printed on it. He was wary of this seemingly high-end thing, and gently opened it with his fingers along the edge, and saw that there were several brand-new packaging boxes with the plastic film unopened inside, with the words lotion, face cream, etc. written on it—
This whole bag is full of skin care products.
Li Li was startled.
He quickly let go of the paper bag and clasped his fingers in front of him, as if he had stolen something he couldn't touch.
"You may have made a mistake. These are not the things I use." Li Li was puzzled and also a little scared for no reason, and then he stammered, "Maybe, maybe this is what you want to give to Mr. Xu, I Not a girl, I can't use it."
Xia Mian said: "Skin care products can be used by both men and women. The backs of your hands are dry and cracked, didn't you notice?"
Often climbing elevated to paint outdoors is a painful torture to the hands. Especially in the depths of winter, just taking your hands out of your pockets will freeze your hands. Li Li had to keep painting with a brush.
His face can still be partially covered by a hat and scarf, but his hands are useless, and all his joints are covered with chilblains. He didn't know how to use skin care products, so he smeared it with chilblain ointment that cost a few dollars, leaving a series of dark scars that itched and cracked when the weather was a little dry.
Li Li looked down at his hands, which were rough and dull, full of scars and calluses. For the first time, he felt that these hands were so unbearable, and every joint could sting his eyes.
It turned out that there were so many ugly details on him. He never knew it, but in the eyes of outsiders, he probably could see it clearly, right
Li Li suddenly felt afraid of himself.
If he looked in the mirror now, would he see a strange man with a crooked mouth and squinting eyes
This question lingered in Li Li's mind for many years. Even at the age of thirty, many people praised him for being clean and handsome, with slender fingers, and he looked like an art student. He would often stand unconfidently in front of the mirror and look back and forth, loathing himself for a tiny spot.
In the evening of heavy rain, the inferiority complex in poor students' hearts is magnified by the gloomy weather, and a mere bag of skin care products can scare him off.
Xia Mian stared at him in silence for a while, then leaned back on the chair and asked him, "Why are your hands like this?"
Li Li lowered his head and answered slowly, "Maybe it's too cold in winter."
"Without gloves?"
“… I keep forgetting to wear them.”
"The winters in previous years were even colder, and I didn't see any scars on your hands."
Li Li took a deep breath, hesitated for a long time, and lied in an unskilled tone with a pale face: "I went back to my hometown. It's very humid there, and it's easy to get chilblains."
He didn't confess to Xia Mian about his part-time job in Antique Street.
He also lied.
Xia Mian was silent, staring at him with quiet and indifferent eyes. He saw that Li Li was sweating coldly, so he said "hmm", took out a small key, got up and took out a suitcase from the locked cabinet.
"I brought some props here, and I want to use them on you."
Xia Mian carried the suitcase to the side of the bed and opened it. Inside was a set of black "toys". Li Li had never seen it before, but seeing the strange shape, he could vaguely realize what it was.
He froze in place, Xia Mian supported the box and asked, "Don't want to?"
Li Li took a deep breath and shook his head.
His instincts were right. What Xia Mian took out were blindfolds, mouth balls, vibrating eggs, and handcuffs.
Xia Mian saw these props at a sex toy shop near the school. He went for a stroll with a certain rich second generation, and when he saw these low-risk, painless, but humiliating props, he immediately thought of Li Li.
He thought, if he used these things on Li Li, would Li Li be afraid and cry? If you were afraid and cried, would you want to run away from him
When leaving the store, Xia Mian paid for these props. The rich second-generation thief laughed and teased him: "Don't tell me you like playing SM?"
Xia Mian said, "No, I just want to give my Omega a try."
No one knew that Xia Mian described Li Li as "my Omega" at that moment.
Among the various "toys", Xia Mian first put a blindfold on Li Li to deprive him of his vision, and then asked Li Li to kneel on the bed with his back to him, and Li Li obediently did so. His hands and feet were limp, and he didn't exert any strength, allowing Xia Mian to fiddle with them. Xia Mian easily grabbed his wrist, buckled it behind his back, and restrained him with handcuffs.
The handcuffs are made of cold metal. The edges are rounded and painted black so they won't cut flesh. But its material is hard, and Li Li will strangle himself if he struggles a little.
Suddenly, Li Li trembled.
He was afraid, but he didn't fight back.
Xia Mian paused for a moment, waited for Li Li to stop trembling, then grabbed his ankles and handcuffed his feet together.
These props haven't brought much discomfort to Li Li yet. He knelt obediently and did not feel that his freedom of movement was restricted by the handcuffs. He just felt that the metal cuffs were cold and slightly heavy, and he couldn't see anything because of the pitch blackness in front of him, so he felt a little uneasy.
Xia Mian's hand came around from behind the ear, supported Li Li's chin to make him lift his neck, took the mouth ball with the other hand, put it next to his ear and said in a low voice, "Open your mouth and bite this silicone ball."
Xia Mian was very close, and his vocal cords vibrated visibly, which made half of Li Li's body numb. He felt that there was another person's body temperature close to his back, and it might be only a distance away from his little finger, which could be completely attached to his back.
"Aha… "
Li Li opened his mouth and made an obvious panting sound.
"Open it wider, and the ball won't go in." Xia Mian put his fingers into Li Li's mouth, pressed against his tongue and palate, and forced his mouth open. Li Li arched his waist and subconsciously moved forward to hide.
Li Li's palate is very sensitive, even more sensitive than his nipples. Gently rubbing the tip of his tongue will bring about a strong itching. If the stimulation continues, he will hook his toes and tremble, as if he is about to climax.
Li Li couldn't see Xia Mian's eyes. It was dark there, like a clouded sky outside.
"Open your mouth, it's not enough." Xia Mian pushed the ball between Li Li's lips and pushed it in little by little.
The diameter of the sphere is about four centimeters, which is not an exaggeration of a medium size. But Li Li was exposed to props for the first time, blindfolded, he couldn't see the size of the mouth ball clearly, and didn't know how far he had to open his mouth. Under panic, fear filled his heart.
Xia Mian breathed slowly into his ear, guiding him, calling his name:
"It's like you gave me oral sex. Li Li, you did it last year."
For some reason, when Li Li heard his name being read out completely by Xia Mian, the fear in his heart weakened a lot. He tried hard to recall the feeling when Xia Mian's genitals poked into his mouth, remembered the Alpha breath filling the tip of his nose, opened his mouth as hard as he could, took the silicone ball in, and bit it with his teeth. Xia Mian took the leather rope of the mouth ball and fixed it on the back of Li Li's head, completing the wearing of the mouth ball.
During the whole process, Li Li's mouth was stimulated by Xia Mian and the silicone ball one after another, and a large amount of saliva was secreted, which dangled down his lips and pulled out a silver thread of saliva.
Mouth balls create this effect. Li Li couldn't clench his teeth, and his tongue was pushed back. He would continue to secrete saliva, which was inconvenient to swallow and couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear, allowing it to flow continuously along his lower lip.
Why do you want to do this
He opened his mouth like a dog and drooled, would Xia Mian feel happy
Li Li couldn't figure it out. His head was a mess, and he could even see some white light under the blackout mask.
Xia Mian leaned back for a moment, picked up the last unused small vibrating egg, and said, "Lie forward, buttocks up."
Li Li leaned forward obediently, and with a slight movement, the restrictive force of the handcuffs and footcuffs was revealed. The up and down discomfort superimposed together, he hummed impatiently, and his breathing rate suddenly accelerated.
Xia Mian wrapped his body around his body with one hand, rubbing the nipples on his chest, and opened the lowest gear of the vibrating egg with the other hand, and rubbed against his acupuncture point that was not yet wet.
"Mmm... Mmm!"
The room was quiet, and the vibrating egg made a small but clear "humming" vibration. It was different from the numbness of finger insertion and genital insertion. Li Li's waist felt soft, and he felt the vibration of the vibrating egg not only stayed on the epidermis, but also spread to the whole lower body, and spread to the inside of his acupoint.
Xia Mian tightened his arms around him, and Alpha pheromone surged out, filling the whole room. This was the last straw that crushed Li Li. He smelled the pheromone and became emotional. His skin became hot, his back acupoints dilated, and transparent mucus wetted the little vibrating egg. It seemed that there was a suction force to push himself Vibrator sucked in.
Xia Mian pushed his finger, and it didn't take much effort to send the vibrating egg into the hole, leaving a thin silicone wire outside, connected to the switch for adjusting the gear, like a small animal's tail.
The Tiaodan is buried in the back acupuncture point and vibrates, and the stimulation brought by it is double that of rubbing at the mouth of the acupuncture point. Li Li cried softly, and lay down on the bed exhausted, only his buttocks were raised slightly, and lifted up from time to time, as if he was begging someone to touch him.
"You can't take what I gave you." Xia Mian said, "Stay away from that female classmate of yours in the future, don't let her hold you, it makes her sick to see."
After speaking, Xia Mian got up from Li Li, walked to the computer desk and sat down.
The project he participated in asked him temporarily, saying that there was a bug that was difficult, and he was the only one in the team who could fix it. He will fix this bug tonight, make a patch and send it to the project team.
He stared at the display screen, typing on the keyboard intently, accompanied by the sound of vibrating eggs and Li Li's pitiful sobs behind him. He writhed impatiently on the bed, bringing the sound of cloth rubbing and metal clinking of handcuffs.
Xia Mian's genitals are stiff and lust is high, but he sits firmly in front of the computer to deal with bugs, and even because of hormone secretion and improved blood circulation, his thinking is more sensitive and efficient than usual.
Rather than crashing into Li Li's body and galloping, Xia Mian would rather endure the pain in his lower abdomen, throw Li Li aside, and enjoy him being tortured to death by the props he added look like.
Li Li let the smelly and greasy woman touch him, wasting several days in vain; when he received Xia Mian's gift, he immediately questioned him as "wrong" and put on a look of resistance; he also took a part-time job to ruin his own Body, when asked by Xia Mian, he lied in time.
Xia Mian frowned, tapped the code, and suddenly cursed secretly:
"Hold."
When he finishes fixing the bug, he will kill Li Li.