Luo Zhen didn't know whether this was his illusion.
However, at this moment, Luo Zhen did indeed perceive a sense of emotion without any excitement or frustration from the mouth of the girl who was a rapier user in front of him.
That kind of feeling is called darkness.
That kind of feeling is called sadness.
It was like she stopped thinking, stopped being happy, stopped feeling everything around her, and abandoned her entire life and future. This was how the rapier girl gave Luo Zhen.
That's why the other party said that.
"It doesn't matter."
The rapier-wielding girl spoke in an indifferent tone.
"I didn't come here to be recognized by other people, let alone to get along with other people."
So why did the rapier girl come here
The answer is simple.
"I just want to try my best and collapse after exhaustion."
The rapier-wielding girl turned her back.
"If my end is to die at the hands of others, then that's okay."
If this is really the end of the girl, then the girl will accept it calmly.
This is what the girl wants to say.
In such a situation, although the girl didn't seem indifferent about what it was like to gain a foothold and what kind of frame-up, she decided to give up on all of it.
after all…
"You'll all have to die in the end, no matter what."
The girl left these words and prepared to leave.
Looking at the back of this rapier girl, even though she didn't even know what she looked like, Luo Zhen still understood subconsciously.
I understand how pathetic the girl in front of me is.
because…
"You look so much like me before."
Luo Zhen almost blurted out such a sentence.
And this also made the girl stop in her tracks.
If Luo Zhen expressed concerns about the girl's personal safety, the girl would definitely turn a deaf ear and leave directly.
If Luo Zhen expressed contempt and ridicule for the girl's actions, the girl would definitely remain indifferent and leave Luo Zhen with nothing to show for her.
By then, this girl will become an insignificant passer-by in Luo Zhen's life, and even an insignificant victim in this world, falling at the end of her struggle.
However, Luo Zhen did not express concern for the girl's personal safety, nor did he scorn or ridicule the girl's actions. Instead, he said such words as if he was looking at something familiar.
It was this sentence that changed the girl's life trajectory and made her stop in her tracks.
then…
"A lot like you before...?"
The girl who wielded the rapier didn't look back, she just murmured and spoke.
In response, Luo Zhen nodded directly.
Then, Luo Zhen said this.
"There is no hope."
"Can't see the future."
"All that can be seen is the destined fate and end."
"So I gave up the pursuit."
"So I gave up trying."
"It's just that before the end comes, I still want to fight with all my strength."
"Is this what you are thinking now?"
These words spoken by Luo Zhen without the slightest hint of euphemism made the rapier-wielding girl lower her head.
Luo Zhen didn't know what the girl's expression was and what her inner thoughts were at this moment.
But Luo Zhen can still understand.
The reason has already been stated.
"That's how I used to be. I couldn't help it."
Luo Zhen concluded with this sentence.
Yes.
no way.
The same was true for Luo Zhen in the past.
Before getting the "Miracle", Luo Zhen was a child destined to die at the age of two.
Although, due to special reasons, Luo Zhen still had a complete mind and heart even though he was only two years old at the time, it was precisely for this reason that Luo Zhen clearly understood how serious what happened to him was. unreasonable.
There is no possibility of salvation.
There is no way to be rescued.
Some are just lying on the hospital bed, quietly waiting for death to come.
Therefore, at that time, Luo Zhen had given up hope and the future. He was just trying his best to make the last struggle, but he had already accepted his irreversible end.
The girl in front of me is the same, right
Even if you don't know what kind of person he was in the past, the other person's current thoughts and ideas are not that unusual.
It is conceivable how cruel and desperate this is for a girl to be imprisoned in this death game, with no way to leave and no guarantee of personal safety.
Even if Kayaba Akihiko left the conditions for his rescue, a full month later, the first floor of Aincrad has still not been conquered, but there are still 99 floors above, and each one is more terrifying than the last. , each layer becomes stronger and stronger, even if they have the idea of working hard, facing these digital difficulties, how many times will the players have to be on the verge of despair and death before they can reach the end
Rather, can anyone really make it to the end
At least, there is no such hope at present.
The girl must be such a person, right
No hope of leaving in sight.
No light of redemption can be seen.
Therefore, she chose to struggle until she exhausted her last bit of strength before falling down, calmly, calmly, and accepting her own end without any fluctuations.
Isn't this exactly the same as Luo Zhen before
In view of this, Luo Zhen can understand and understand better.
"Is this just giving up on yourself?"
Luo Zhen was neither sarcastic nor provocative. Instead, he stared straight at the other person's back and said these words calmly.
However, it is this attitude that is so persuasive that it is indescribable.
The girl who wielded the rapier slowly moved her body and looked at Luo Zhen.
Although he still couldn't see the other party's appearance clearly, Luo Zhen could clearly feel that the other party's gaze was like a sharp sword, piercing his body.
"Then why are you alive until now?" The girl asked in a low and hoarse voice, "Didn't you give up?"
Luo Zhen has only one answer to this question.
"Because of a miracle."
Luo Zhen's too direct answer made the girl stunned.
"Miracle…?"
The girl repeated blankly.
"Yes, a miracle."
Luo Zhen responded briefly and truthfully.
This made the rapier-wielding girl silent for a moment, and then she became sarcastic.
"That kind of thing...isn't reliable at all..."
Hearing this, Luo Zhen also laughed.
"Maybe."
That's what Luo Zhen said.
"But it's just because many people are unwilling to give it up that they finally get what they want."
Hearing this, the rapier-wielding girl opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something, but gave up in the end.
Because of Luo Zhen’s words.
"Even if you want to try your best before dying, please don't do it this way."
Luo Zhen's tone changed back to lazy and frivolous, and he spoke like this.
"This is a death game. Killing a player is equivalent to killing a living being. Maybe the player who attacked you will have a psychological shadow in retrospect and will not be able to cheer up for the rest of his life. By then, you will not have decided your own end. , but determines the fate of others, so how about at least not dirtying other people's hands?"
Luo Zhen's words made the girl hold her breath.