What would you do if one day you found out that you only had a few months left in your life
Sitting on a bench in the hospital, Xu Jiayin looked at the medical certificate in her hand. The above diagnosis indicated that she had already suffered from a special kind of cancer, and it was still an advanced cancer. She consulted the doctor with this case. If you want to be treated, it is not only painful, but it is impossible to cure it even if you spend money. Cancer, she knows in her heart, is not such an easy disease to cure, but when you know from the doctor, such a disease can be cured even if you spend money. When it was delayed, at most one or two years, and when the family was about to go bankrupt, Xu Jiayin was afraid. She couldn't be so selfish and make her family sacrifice everything for herself.
If you need treatment, you will need to receive chemotherapy in the hospital tomorrow. Xu Jiayin trembling hands, remembering the chemotherapy patients she saw in the ward area before, the hair on her head fell out, and her face was a kind of morbid terror. It's as if all the vitality has been sucked out. If Xu Jiayin chooses, Xu Jiayin will never want to live that kind of life.
Xu Jiayin is only twenty-seven years old this year. Although her parents always mention her as an older young woman, this age is still too short for a person's life, and it has not passed one-third of the time. That's all, and Xu Jiayin not only has parents, but also her own boyfriend. Thinking of her excellent boyfriend, Xu Jiayin feels even more painful. Obviously the other party has proposed to her, and they will meet their parents soon, and then they can be happy forever Together, and then have a baby that belongs to them!
But now? Now that everything is gone, and now there is only less than half a year left in her life, Xu Jiayin can't imagine what it will be like when her boyfriend finds out that she is sick.
Or she was selfish, after suffering from this disease, Xu Jiayin's first thought was that she didn't want her boyfriend to see her in a mess.
To be honest, Xu Jiayin has been chasing Xiao Qingrong for six years. She started chasing Xiao Qingrong at the age of nineteen, and later entered the society. The two worked together. Many people persuaded Xu Jiayin to give up Xiao Qingrong, thinking that Xiao Qingrong is the ice lotus on Tianshan Mountain. , it is impossible for someone to pick it off! In the end, everyone was surprised. Two years ago, the two actually got together. After they got together, they even invited their former classmates to have dinner together. It seems that Xiao Qingrong and Xu Jiayin are very in love with each other. Even if the male god Xiao is still He looks indifferent, but when he sees Xu Jiayin, he squints his eyes and smiles.
At this point, they realized that what the ancients said was good, strong girls are afraid of pestering their husbands, and the reverse is also the same. How many people didn't like Xu Jiayin at the beginning, and how many people regretted that they didn't do it later, after all, Xiao Qingrong was real Excellent, in addition to his handsome appearance, he also receives scholarships every year. As the only straight guy in the fashion design department who looks aloof, he can be said to be the super male god of the entire fashion department. People who like him, men and women, can surround the school stand up!
Later, Xiao Qingrong went to other companies for two years after graduation, and then opened his own clothing company. Now it is also very popular on the Internet. It can be said that he is a real winner in life.
Xu Jiayin will always remember the first time she saw her boyfriend. Speaking of it, it was not a very romantic acquaintance. It was the day when she was going to report to the university, but in the end she accidentally let her luggage fall down the slope, and the front fell The person walking by Po was Xiao Qingrong, and Xu Jiayin's voice almost broke when she shouted, fearing that her box would hit someone, but unexpectedly, when the box arrived at the man's place, it turned out to be in the man's hand obediently, When Xu Jiayin ran over in embarrassment, what she saw was a man with tight brows, and Xu Jiayin immediately remembered this man with his thin lips.
My mother said that men with thin lips are more fickle.
"Student, you are dangerous to others."
The man's voice was cold, causing Xu Jiayin's face to turn red all of a sudden. After that, he apologized again and again, took the box from the other party, and then watched the other party walk away. That moment was enough to make Xu Jiayin's heart flutter.
It was around this moment that Xu Jiayin fell in love with this man, and then... She desperately inquired about him, and then tried to get close to him. Almost at that time, everyone in the world knew that Xu Jiayin fell in love with Gao Leng The male god Xiao Qingrong.
But who is Xiao Qingrong? All the students in the class know that he is the super male god of the fashion design department. Not only does he study well, he always gets scholarships, but he also looks good. He is the dream lover of men and women in the school, but he doesn't seem to have any thoughts about anyone. , Falling in love or something, it doesn't exist at all.
Even so, Xu Jiayin faced up to the difficulties, exhausted all her strength, and chased them to work from college, almost throwing all her face on the ground, just when everyone When laughing at Xu Jiayin's toad for wanting to eat swan meat, Xu Jiayin never thought that she would really become Xiao Qingrong's girlfriend.
Two years ago, she was finally able to be with the person she likes. She would hold her boyfriend's hand to go shopping, secretly photograph him when he was cooking, and have her boyfriend take care of her when she was sick. She thought Qingrong was aloof, but only she knew how good her Qingrong was to her.
But now...but now all of this is gone, all of this...will cease to exist! ! !
Thinking of this, Xu Jiayin's tears finally fell, and she buried her head in her knees tremblingly, letting the tears fall from the corners of her eyes. She was really scared, afraid of death, cancer, chemotherapy, all of these things Everything, even at this time, she dared not tell her parents or her boyfriend.
She was afraid that her parents would cry hysterically and feel uncomfortable when they found out about this, and she was also afraid that when she was finally happy with her boyfriend, she would let him lose everything. Even if she told Qingrong that she had cancer, Qingrong would not She will leave her, she knows this person so well, but the more she understands, the more her heart aches, because she would rather be sad to death than make Qingrong feel sad at all.
If you like someone for a long time, you probably bury yourself in the abyss, and then you can't step out.
Speaking of which, Xu Jiayin is fortunate for the first time that she has not had an intimate relationship with her boyfriend for two years, because her boyfriend is a conservative person, and said that the two can only be together when they get married. Xu Jiayin is Xiao Qingrong Xiao Qingrong is also Xu Jiayin's first love.
Xu Jiayin used to feel the happiest when she was able to go from school uniform to wedding dress with Xiao Qingrong. Although she pursued it alone, it finally touched her boyfriend's heart.
But now, Xu Jiayin is glad that none of this happened, it's just the beginning, even if it's over, her boyfriend won't be so sad.
Slowly raising his head, he looked at the diamond ring on his right hand. This was the diamond ring that Qing Rong gave to him when he proposed to him. It was just a month ago, Xu Jiayin thought that she would be able to grasp happiness immediately, but she never thought that her own happiness would be so difficult.
If you only had a short time left in your life, what would you do
When Xu Jiayin saw such words in a book, she scoffed at that time, thinking that such an assumption was unreasonable, but now after this incident happened to her, Xu Jiayin realized that perhaps, what was said in the book was correct .
She only has half a year left in her life, will she have to spend all of it in the hospital, undergoing infinitely painful chemotherapy
She didn't allow the rest of her time to just pass by, she wanted to do something she had never done before, she wanted to let herself have no regrets or fears when death came.
Any plan may appear in the future plan, but only hospitalization, there is no such thing.
Xu Jiayin's eyes were red, and she slowly took off the ring on her hand. She used to think that she would become the happiest Mrs. Xiao in the world, but now, she can't drag Qing Rong down. She likes someone, It's not like this, she can't make Qingrong responsible for her own death, and she can't be a drag on Qingrong.
She would rather that she has always been a beautiful existence in Qingrong's world, that passionate and loving self, rather than the inhuman self after chemotherapy.
Just after Xu Jiayin took off the ring, the mobile phone in her pocket suddenly rang. Xu Jiayin took out the mobile phone and saw that the name on it was dear, and there was only one person who could be Xu Jiayin's dear, and that was Xiao Qingrong.
Seeing the call from the person she likes, Xu Jiayin didn't answer it after a long time, letting the phone flicker and then stop the music.
Tears fell uncontrollably on the phone, Xu Jiayin's eyes were red and her voice choked.
"Qingrong... I'm so scared... Qingrong, I'm really scared..."
She said, but she was even more afraid to see her boyfriend, and buried her head on the phone, and then the phone rang again, and Xu Jiayin's suppressed crying turned into howling, and the ringtone It kept ringing, but she didn't answer it in the end, as if she was saying goodbye to all her previous feelings.
There are people coming and going in the hospital, and some people will secretly look at Xu Jiayin. After all, in a place like the hospital, tragedies happen every day. Everyone seems to be used to crying like this, and Xu Jiayin, who is sitting there, is crying One thing has been decided.
She can't drag her family down, and she can't drag her boyfriend down, so she has to break up with her boyfriend. Only in this way, Qingrong will not be so sad when she finds out about her...