In a certain year, on July 11, the sky was blue.
Teacher Xia is right, there are many things, you can't just look at the surface.
If I hadn't ran away from home, I wouldn't have the chance to spend the night with Teacher Xia, let alone see my parents being anxious.
My parents have been very strict since I was young, sending me to practice calligraphy, to learn foreign languages, to learn mathematics, every step seems to be walking steadily according to their plan, but I can’t feel myself, so I’m " Fascinated” on the text.
In the world of words, I can be tens of millions, I can become anyone I want to change, and I can incorporate any weird ideas of mine without any constraints. This feeling of self-esteem is really very real. good. []Super Teacher 264
I don’t know why I come from a financial family, and I like words that are incompatible with them. Even for this reason, sometimes my grandfather and "milk" and "milk" didn't like me very much, and I was strongly opposed by my parents. .
Yes, I have listened to them all since I was a child. There is little violation. Only this matter, I chose to persist.
I am fortunate for the little persistence that year. If it were not for words, I would not be so close to Teacher Xia. Today, I know that my parents care about me very much. Maybe as Teacher Xia said, they did all this. , Including getting close to Xue Huang, is just for my own good, but the way is a little too self-righteous.
Just now, my mother told me that they would not oppose me to study Chinese specialization. I am so happy. If there is something happier than having my own dream, it is that all the Yin family supports this dream, and even better than this. Happier? Of course there is, that is, Teacher Xia also supports it.
Hehe, Teacher Xia has always supported it.
I really like Teacher Xia, but...
In a certain year, on July 17, the sky was gray.
Unexpectedly, I was notified so soon that I was admitted to the Chinese Department of Citong University.
Is it because my grades are too good, ha ha...
I called Teacher Xia the first time. He was also very happy. I was supposed to celebrate, but today Xiao Xiuyi is coming back. Teacher Xia said that another day, but my father said that he would take me back to my hometown. It is said that they are all world-renowned prestigious universities, and they still have a lot of face to go to. It is estimated that they have to go back to earn some face. Of course, on the surface, it is to go back and give incense to the ancestral grave. For his support of me this time, then I Support him too, but it's a pity that I can't go play with Teacher Xia.
I heard that Teacher Xia's mother came here, Xiuyi is also there, Sister Xin is also there, I really envy them, can have fun together, what kind of person is Ms. Xia? It should be an amiable elder, kind-hearted, knowing "sex", strong aura, and can penetrate the hearts of others at a glance, just like Teacher Xia...
Actually, okay, I admit that I am a bit afraid of seeing Teacher Xia’s mother. I’m afraid she doesn’t like me. I’m afraid she can see my little knot. If she doesn’t like me, then I don’t know how to pay. Why do you continue to feel like this...
I really like Teacher Xia.
A certain year, July 18
When I returned to my hometown today, I felt that everything was so strange. All the relatives had strange faces. Even if they smiled, the smiles were strange, but there was a kind of warmth inexplicably. This kind of power, I think it must be sincere, I found Dad His smile is also sincere, so rare, I thought he came back, it was purely a cutscene.
At night on the rooftop, you can count the stars. The vast starry sky feels more mysterious than in a big city. I don’t understand why the same sky, in different locations and environments, seems to be so different and in the same patch. The people under the sky also have such a big difference.
If Teacher Xia looks up at this time, can you see the starry sky? Can you see Orion like me
I don't know why tonight, I thought a lot.
That day, I learned that Sister Xin is Teacher Xia’s girlfriend. I didn’t suddenly feel that the sky was falling down. I always thought that one day I would collapse when I heard the news, but I didn’t expect my reaction to be so dull, not painless. , But when it hurts, there is a strange feeling. I really don’t know why. Is it because Sister Xin makes people feel jealous at all? []Super Teacher 264
That night, I saw Sister Sha get into Teacher Xia’s bed, and I heard their conversation...
I envy Sister Sa's courage, and envious of her being able to do what she thinks is right. Even when I walked up and took a closer look at him, I felt so nervous that she didn't belong to me anymore.
But I was fortunate that I finally walked over that day. Teacher Xia mistakenly regarded me as Sister Sha and took me into his arms. Although he knew that the person he thought of at the time was not me, I also felt happy. When I came back that day, I remembered the feeling of being shrunk in Teacher Xia’s arms every night. I didn’t dare to mention this in my diary. In the feeling.
I hope that one day, like Sister Sha, I will get the opportunity to sleep with Teacher Xia all night, then I will die of happiness.
I really like Teacher Xia...
In a certain year, July 21.
I was walking around all day today. I saw a lot of people, people I didn’t know, and they all praised me with a thumbs up. I can only smile at them. God knows how dry my smile is. .
I heard that Sister Sa returned to the home of her biological parents, but she was uncomfortable and fled back. In the past, I had always envied Sister Sa’s self-respect, unfettered and unrestrained. Later, I learned from Teacher Xia that orphans without father and mother are actually very poor. We are like this. We don’t cherish and lose when we have it. I regret it and I am always envious of others. As everyone knows, when you envy others and complain about yourself, it is very possible that another person is enviing you.
But I don’t want Sister Sha to leave. She feels safe with her. Besides, I think she should stay with Teacher Xia. No matter how old her parents are, I don’t think Sister Sha will care. She only cares about what Teacher Xia thinks of her.
It's good to be able to live in such a simple way, and I hope I will be able to live like this one day, simply happy.
In a certain year, July 24, it rained heavily.
Nausea, vomiting, and diarrhea.
My body is too bad, it’s just a little unsuitable for the environment, and it happened like this. If Teacher Xia sees it, she will definitely laugh at me again... No, Teacher Xia will definitely feel distressed, and then help me Cure, hehe...
My hands are so soft that I can’t write any words. I’ve never seen an ugly word like myself. It’s like the words that Teacher Xia described Leka-chicken chopped shit, haha...
I always hear many people say that when the body and body are weak, the soul is also particularly weak, and it always becomes much weaker than usual, but I don’t know why on the contrary, I have nothing to do these days, and I think a lot. , I finally figured it out just now, why didn't I feel distraught when I heard that Teacher Xia had a girlfriend
That's because I never thought of possession. (To be continued)