Pull up the crotch~
This title has been in my draft box for a week. Basically, when I come back from get off work and have no energy or thoughts, I will want to send it out.
We are halfway through the month and my perfect attendance plan is on track.
If there are no accidents, the situation will develop as follows.
Next month I will be pleased to receive the first perfect attendance payment for this book, which is worth one thousand yuan.
Unfortunately, there is no fate.
I've been having a bad time recently. Even though I type words every day, chat in social groups every day, and post pictures of Kangkang friends every day, I'm really in a state of low pressure.
Part of it is physical. I am a rhinitis patient, and the cold weather caused pharyngitis. I rely on Golden Throat, Watermelon Frost Lozenges and loquat water to survive every day.
Perhaps it was due to reduced immunity that the cough persisted for half a month and was not getting better.
The ergonomic chair, on which I spent most of the royalties, did not bring me a comfortable experience and my muscles often felt stiff.
I turned on keep and wanted to do some exercise, but I was also in a lack of energy.
I'm bored all the time, so I can only go to the group every day to reread, come on, coder, in the evening, coder...
It rained today and I forgot to bring an umbrella when I went out. I got soaked all over for a box of 39-yuan loquat paste.
Later, my roommate reminded me that I could actually order takeout.
So, the more I thought about it, the angrier I became.
Bad weather brings about a low mood.
Let me sit in front of the computer and type out this crotch lift article.
When I was struggling to write a book, I often thought that if my grades could improve, I would definitely work harder.
But the fact is that when I really get better, life has made me unable to do what I want.
Two jobs and two incomes do not bring back twice the happiness.
I'm not the kind of sentimental person, and I don't quite understand why I suddenly had an emotional breakdown on this rainy night.
This may be what the teacher said to us when I was sitting in the classroom a few years ago, the beating of life.
Sorry to bring some negative energy.
I think I may need to take a two-day break to replenish energy, write some more interesting content, and try to make it less boring for you.
Good night. (End of chapter)