Superstar Aspirations

Chapter 177: The only and only first love in the world - END

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Obviously, Liz Petru had just been beaten up a few months ago, but now, Crimmans himself is much more seriously injured than Petru. However, this time he did not publicize it like Petru did, just to promote the movie, Liu Lao directly blocked the news of the crew, and the field manager drove the fainted Crimmans to a nearby hospital for treatment.

The two slaps that Liu Lao slapped were really flesh wounds, not serious at all, but Kerry's own injury when he fell on the camera frame made his head bleed.

The wound was the size of a thumb, and the blood flowed like a stream, and you could see a little bit of bone. After being sent to the hospital, I quickly sewed up nine stitches in total. It is difficult to say whether there will be scars in the future.

Liu was always angry and anxious. Now that Old Holt is not here, he is Kerry's elder. The two slaps before were very angry, but now he is more distressed.

The doctor quickly checked and confirmed that there were only minor concussions and flesh wounds, and no blood clots, and Mr. Liu was relieved.

Mr. Liu didn't understand at all, how the kid Kerry reacted so suddenly. He slapped him twice, but the kid didn't lose his temper. After he scolded him a few times, Kerry was so excited.

Did he say something he shouldn't have said

But he didn't seem to say anything too much, did he? Can't even scold him twice

Unsolved after all.

Mr. Liu has already contacted Mr. Holt. The latter heard that his son was injured by a fall, and he might even be out of shape, but he was not too anxious, and it was decided that he would be able to return to the United States about next week. So Mr. Liu deserved to work tirelessly to help his old friend see his son in the hospital, but he had only seen him for two days, and when Kerry woke up, he was gone.

Liu Lao: "..."

Fourteen years ago, I was filming in his crew and learned the unspoken rules.

Now he has scolded a few words, and he has disappeared without saying anything.

Mr. Liu felt that he might have a relationship with Mr. Holt...

Hurry up and look for it immediately. When Mr. Liu found Kerry's trace, he had just arrived at the airport and the plane had already taken off.

A silver plane took off from Los Angeles and flew directly to the Chinese capital. There was no flight to City B within a day, so Liu Lao was helpless, so he could only ask friends in China for help. After looking around, I finally found Qin Cheng.

As soon as Qin Cheng heard Kerry's name, he said without saying a word, "I'm not interested."

Mr. Liu: "He may have gone to find Lin Xuan. Don't you have a good relationship with Lin Xuan? You don't care at all?"

Qin Cheng whispered "Oh" on the other end of the phone, and said lightly, "Why is he looking for Lin Xuan?"

Mr. Liu was a little hard to say, but he didn't say it, Qin Cheng was about to hang up, so he sighed and briefly summarized what happened. He just said that Lin Xuan and Kerry got married 14 years ago. He was not very good at saying what was going on.

However, Qin Cheng frowned: "Being a Liangzi? Fourteen years ago, when Lin Xuan was eighteen?"

Liu Lao said angrily, "Don't ask, can you help? Huh?"

Before Qin Cheng could answer, a clear male voice sounded on the other end of the phone: "Lin Xuan? Mr. Liu, why are you related to Lin Xuan again? I know Kerry has pursued him before, what happened to them?"

When he heard Rong Xu's voice, Liu Lao was surprised. Rong Xu was much more talkative than Qin Cheng, so he agreed immediately, saying that before Mr. Liu returned to Huaxia, he would go to Lin Xuan to have a look, and if Kerry really went to Lin Xuan, he would also help take care of him , Mr. Liu was relieved.

After hanging up the phone, Rong Xu pulled a certain man and went to Lin Xuan's house. When he got to the door, he didn't see Crimmans, Lin Xuan opened the door, looked at them in surprise, stared at Qin Cheng with special vigilance, and pulled Rong Xu aside and said, "Rong Rong, come find me. Of course I can, why bring Qin Crazy over here?"

Rong Xu smiled helplessly: "It happened suddenly. But Ermu, has Kerry ever come to you?"

The smile on his lips suddenly froze, and Lin Xuan asked in surprise, "Crimmans Holt? Why did he come to me? I'm annoyed by him, Rong Rong, he's a very strange person, he used to harass me all the time. , Don't harass me recently, it's good."

Rong Xu faintly sensed something was wrong, but looking at Lin Xuan's disgusting look, he couldn't tell what was strange. At this moment, the doorbell rang suddenly and hurriedly, and the three of them turned to look at the door together.

Qin Cheng was the closest to the gate. He glanced at the walkie-talkie: "Crimmans Holt."

Rong Xu was stunned: "Really?"

Since he had promised Mr. Liu to come and take care of him, Rong Xu naturally couldn't go back on his promise. He walked straight to the gate, but he was stopped halfway through. Rong Xu turned to look, but saw Lin Xuan looking at him calmly, that baby face no longer had the optimism and cheerfulness of the past, but instead had the calmness that he should have at his age.

"Really Clemens Holt?"

Qin Cheng stood by the door: "Well, it's him."

Lin Xuan asked softly, "Why did he come to me?"

Lin Xuan didn't ask how Crimmans knew his home address. They were all insiders, and they were inextricably linked to each other. Kleimans really wanted to know an address, but he could find it.

However, no one could answer Lin Xuan's question. Rong Xu looked at him helplessly, the doorbell was still ringing, and gradually, the people outside the door no longer had the patience to ring the doorbell, and instead knocked directly on the door. He didn't dare to shout out, probably because he was afraid of being discovered by others: this is Crimmans Holt, and at this time, he still wants to lose face.

There was silence in the room until Qin Cheng asked calmly, "Fourteen years ago, what happened to him and you?"

In a word, the air is completely frozen.

After a long time, Lin Xuan smiled slowly, a bit tired: "Where did you know about this?"

Qin Cheng said, "Elder Liu."

"Liu Lao Yao... So, he already knew?"

Although in the past I always said that Qin was crazy and Qin was crazy, but in fact, the two people in the room now are both Lin Xuan's friends. Faced with these two people, he briefly introduced his relationship with Kerry. Just to sum it up in one sentence, everything is light as a feather: "I slept with him before, I was a little fat at the time, and then I lost weight and became a singer in the entertainment industry. He didn't know who I was, and then Chasing me again, I'm not interested in him. That's it."

Qin Cheng frowned slowly: "When you were eighteen?"

Lin Xuan nodded: "Well, it was that time."

Rong Xu was a little cloudy, but he also realized that this might not be such a good memory.

The people outside the door were still knocking, and Kerry heard a sound inside the door, but no one opened the door for him. It is impossible for things to continue like this, Lin Xuan refused to open the door, and it was impossible for Rong Xu and Qin Cheng to hide in the house forever.

But Lin Xuan said indifferently: "It's almost evening, he will leave soon, we'll go out then."

Rong Xu asked, "How do you know that he will leave in the evening? He has been waiting outside the door for more than an hour."

"In the evening, it's the rush hour." Lin Xuan raised the baby face without a smile, and calmly narrated the reality: "He doesn't know who lives opposite me, but he will be worried, Will people come home suddenly? He is the kind of person who can't let anyone see his embarrassment, and he will definitely leave temporarily." After a while, "In fact, maybe as long as he sees you here, he doesn't dare to talk to me. Say more."

Speaking of this, Lin Xuan suddenly stepped up and walked to the door. He opened the door bluntly.

Kerry's hand was in the air, as if he was about to knock, when suddenly the door opened, his eyes widened in surprise, and he couldn't hide his joy. But after a short period of joy, he was nervous and uneasy again. He was anxious to say something, but before he spoke, he saw Rong Xu and Qin Cheng standing behind Lin Xuan.

All the words were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say it again.

As Lin Xuan said just now, when he sees other people around, this person's self-esteem does not allow him to do anything shameful. Mingming is willing to cross the Atlantic Ocean and rush from the United States to China; Mingming is willing to knock on the door for more than an hour, but after seeing others, his face turned blue and white, and he finally withdrew his hand without saying a word.

Lin Xuan was actually a little surprised when he opened the door. He didn't expect that the person in front of him still had a gauze on his forehead, and his left cheek was a little red and swollen, obviously being slapped several times.

Seeing this, Rong Xu suddenly understood: No wonder Mr. Liu asked them to help take care of it, he was still injured!

It's not too late, since he saw the person, Rong Xu plans to take Kerry to leave first, at least find a hospital so that the other person can recuperate. Qin Cheng's eyes turned between the two, but he didn't say much, but Kerry refused to go with them.

Rong Xu asked, "Kerry?"

The blond director's face was morbidly pale, his lips were bloodless, but his azure blue eyes stared at the man standing in the door. Lin Xuan looked at him calmly and did not speak. The two looked at each other for a long time, as if they had exhausted all their strength. Crimmans gritted his teeth and said seriously, "I really... I don't know that the Lin Shen fourteen years ago is the current Lin Xuan..."

Lin Xuan smiled: "It's just a one-night stand, nothing."

As if he didn't expect the other party to react so easily, he said again: "I really don't know... Really, really don't know..."

"Then why do you suddenly know now?"

Kerry froze for a moment. He quickly repeated Liu Lao's words.

Lin Xuan shook his head: "Brother Wang recognized me from the beginning. When I first debuted, I lost dozens of pounds, and he recognized me at a glance. I'm also very surprised." After a pause, he He smiled and said, "But he was the only one who recognized me. It's normal that you didn't recognize me."

Looking at the unconcerned appearance of the young man in front of him, Kerry felt as if a dull knife had grown in his heart. The blunt knife was slowly scraping on his heart, and every time it scraped out dripping blood, when the man laughed more, he would be in pain. .

Even though there were two people standing beside him, one of them was Qin Cheng who he didn't like very much, but Krimmans still gritted his teeth and said word by word, "I'm sorry."

The noble head lowered again, everything was the same as fourteen years ago, not even the golden hair changed a bit, this Hollywood nobleman lowered his posture and apologized solemnly.

Lin Xuan has always known that Crimmans is not bad, and his apology is sincere, but his arrogance is also engraved in his bones. No matter how close you are to him or how you get to know him, the more you understand, the more hopeless you will feel.

This man, for his self-esteem, what else can he give up

His face is above everything else.

And in front of that dignity, in front of that inexplicable face, sleeping with a fat man is indeed the biggest stain in life.

Those words may be unintentional words, but who can say, unintentional words are not subconscious complaints.

Krimmans bowed his head and apologized, just like fourteen years ago, his cheeks were hot with shame, and he didn't dare to think about the faces of Rong Xu and Qin Cheng next to him. Are these two people laughing at themselves, and whether they already know what happened to him and Lin Xuan. If that was the case, would the incident be known to everyone, everyone knew that he once slept with such a fat fat man... No, that person was Lin Xuan.

After waiting for a long time, without waiting for a response, Crimmans couldn't help but raise his head, only to see Lin Xuan looking at him blankly.

"I accepted your apology fourteen years ago, so Mr. Holt, I don't need to accept your second apology."

Kerry was stunned: "Lin Xuan?"

"goodbye."

"Lin Xuan!"

The door closed with a bang, and Crimmans took a step forward and just hit the door. The wound on his forehead was immediately smashed, and the red blood soaked the gauze all at once. Rong Xu quickly grabbed the person and was about to take him to the hospital, but Crimmans kept shouting, "Lin Xuan! Lin Shen! Lin Shen!"

After shouting, all of them were shouting for Lin Shen. Rong Xu had never seen Crimmans look so embarrassed. The blood passed through the gauze, wetting the handsome face, crisscrossing his cheeks. With a disastrous face and bloodless lips, this all-powerful commercial film director seemed to faint in the next second at this moment, but he still kept a name in his mouth.

Lin Shen…

Lin Shen!

When he called this name, he shouted harder than "Lin Xuan", but the door never opened.

Bleeding so much, Crimmans finally fainted. Rong Xu looked up at Qin Cheng, who resigned and helped him up and went downstairs together. After going downstairs, Rong Xu received a reply from Lin Xuan: [Well, you can take Holt to the hospital, I don't really want to be involved with him. It's all over, no big deal.]

Although Rong Xu really wanted to care about his friends, since Lin Xuan didn't want to talk about it, he wouldn't ask more.

After sending Klimans to the hospital, the matter had nothing to do with Rong Xu and Qin Cheng. This time, it was far from easy for Crimmans to get out of the hospital. Old Holt rushed to the hospital three days later and forcibly kidnapped his son.

After seeing his son, he didn't ask about his son's injury, but asked directly, "Fourteen years ago, did you really sneak into someone?"

Clemens said, "It was an accident, I didn't do it on purpose."

Old Holt slapped Kerry in the face with a slap. The slap was heavier than Liu Lao, and Kerry coughed up a little blood. "You went to Lin Xuan, I've heard of him, is it him? Very good, after doing that kind of thing, you still hid it and solved it by yourself. It's been fourteen years, and you haven't revealed a word to us. Bar!"

Crimmans gritted his teeth and didn't deny it.

"I know the atmosphere in the circle. One or two people are really nothing. But not to mention how I taught you when you were a child, even Lao Liu said that they are not celebrities at all, they are not doing that kind of thing, they are Your translator! You should have been raped! Have you apologized properly? Have you been forgiven!"

"I do not have!"

Old Holt said angrily, "How dare you say no!"

He was so angry that he wanted to slap him again, but Crimmans stopped him directly. The first time he was beaten by Mr. Liu was because he was not prepared, and the second time was because Mr. Liu played a trick. Being beaten by my father, the first time it can be said that it should be, but the second time it is absolutely impossible!

Old Holt was stopped by his son, and his heart was very complicated for a while: "I have grown up, I have really grown up. Okay, go home!"

Then, regardless of Kerry's attitude, the old Holt directly led people to tie them to the plane and brought them back to the United States.

The new film of the Crimmans has long since been suspended, and the following month, the Holts slowly pry the truth from their son's mouth. Mrs. Holt covered her mouth, as if she couldn't believe it, that her son would be just as unspoken as those in the circle, and the secret was still a translator.

But Old Holt saw something different: "Is there really a good apology?"

Kerry nodded.

How could Old Holt believe that if it was resolved well and there was no conflict between the two sides, why did he still disappear afterward

Old Holt brought Charlie over. When Charlie saw Old Holt, his legs trembled with fright. Guys, if I tell this, Kerry is really going to kill me. You know what a face he's got, he fucked a pig, that kind of thing has to be said, the Hollywood guys still Don't you laugh at him for the rest of your life?"

Old Holt straightened his eyes: "A pig?"

Charlie recalled carefully: "Yeah, listen to Kerry, he is a very fat fat man. I don't know what happened to him, but he was drunk and met a pig. Uncle, he is also very pitiful, you see, he But Kleimans, your son, he is full of fat. No one can stand it, let alone Kerry? Kerry was so angry that he was going crazy. Fortunately, I helped him solve it, otherwise he He might actually find a rope and hang himself."

Old Holt was stunned.

After returning to the room to see his son, Old Holt was so angry that he didn't know what to say. He had probably noticed what had happened. After so many years, he realized for the first time whether his son was too arrogant and arrogant.

Normal people have humility, Kerry does not, he can comfort himself with "My son is very good, no need to be humble"; many people have gentleness, Kerry does not, he can think "Kerry does not need gentleness, there is Just the wrist."

But the guilt and apology that any ordinary person should have, his son may have, but it is far less than the so-called face.

"Kerry, if it was you, you were taken by an investor, and he gave you a good resource afterward so that you could make a good movie. Kerry, do you think it's appropriate?"

Of course, Crimmans understood what his father meant. He squeezed his fingers and thought for a long time: "But my appearance is very good. Lance, when you got me, that investor didn't lose anything at all. He is so worth it, so if only Give me a resource, why should I…”

"Crimmans Holt! Don't you say that you despise those racist white pigs the most, why are you telling me now that you discriminate against ugly-looking people? Could it be that Lin was fat, so you could humiliate him? Is he a pig? You can humiliate him, he's a piece of fat? You can treat rape as a disadvantage and give them a little benefit? Kerry, I can't believe it. You have grown into such a person. I am so disappointed in you, I finally understand why Lin left you."

"My son, if you weren't my son, I really wanted to kick you away. And now I also want to tell you a fact, whether it's the current Lin or the former Lin, just like you, you will always be Not worthy of people!"

The door slammed shut, and old Holt left the room in despair, leaving Kerry sluggish.

For the next ten days, Crimmans was locked in a room by old Holt to reflect. The director who has shot countless Hollywood blockbusters, for the first time began to reflect on what kind of waste he has raised for his son who has been raising him for more than 30 years.

Has a very high director talent, can get high box office and awards.

But aside from these and that pretty good skin, what was left of his son

Arrogant and arrogant character, do not know how to treat things with respect.

On the tenth day, old Holt sighed and said to his son, "Kerry, have you ever thought that besides being good at acting and looking good, what else do you have? I can see that you are real I like that Lin. Why do you prefer Oriental, I want to know the reason now."

After being illegally detained for ten days, Crimmans was not as angry as he imagined. Hearing these words, he gradually lowered his head.

After a long time, his hoarse voice sounded: "I like him..."

Old Holt asked, "Lin Xuan?"

Kerry shook his head: "It's Lin Shen. I have liked him since a long time ago and have a good impression of him. If he had been a little thinner back then, maybe I wouldn't know that I like him until now. But, I just like him, So when I saw Lin Xuan, I couldn't help but like him."

He suddenly raised his head: "Lance, I really like him."

Old Holt said, "He doesn't like you."

"He likes me, Lance, I always knew he likes me! I can see that at that time he pretended not to understand me, just didn't want to leave me. But I used a resource to put that The second thing was cleared up and pushed him away from me. Lance, he is the only person in the world who can tolerate me. I don’t want anyone but him. I just like him, I really like him he!"

Old Holt finally breathed a sigh of relief: "Son, go, give up all your unnecessary arrogance and pursue your love."

At noon the next day, a plane landed at Huaxia Capital Airport. That evening, when Lin Xuan came home, he suddenly stopped as soon as he got out of the elevator door. No, maybe because he couldn't move forward at all. Because the whole aisle is stuffed with Japanese blue roses.

That blue ocean, like the man's eyes, glowed with the light of freedom and self-confidence.

The man who didn't know how long he was sitting in front of the door suddenly saw Lin Xuan, got up immediately, and looked at the other side nervously. This time, he was no longer stingy and only willing to buy 99 roses. Kerry stared at the baby-faced youth from a distance across the countless roses.

After a long time, Lin Xuan said lightly: "Is this after me, Mr. Holt?"

This was an understatement, without any seriousness at all, Lin Xuan even raised his foot, stepped on the roses step by step, and walked to the door. He picked up the key to open the door, as if he hadn't noticed that he had smashed all the roses, smashing Kerry's thoughts.

Kerry stiffened for a moment: "Lin Xuan, I like you."

Lin Xuan turned to look at him with a half-smile, "Since you like me, why don't you remember what I once said, I'm allergic to pollen?" As soon as he finished speaking, the door slammed shut, blowing away countless roses.

Crimmans was completely frozen in place.

After living for more than 30 years, Crimmans has made many movies and won many awards, but he has never really chased a person. He has made romance films, but he can manipulate his heroine, so that the heroine is willing to fall in love with the hero, so that the two protagonists are in love with each other.

But in reality, he can never codify another person's feelings.

Lin Xuan really didn't love him anymore.

Lin Xuan was busy planning a national tour recently. He put down a big movie with hundreds of millions of investment and followed him day and night. The man didn't say a word, as if he didn't exist and never let him into the house.

Kerry never thought that he would remember the months fourteen years ago so clearly.

At that time, the whole crew didn't want to talk to him, and even Mr. Liu didn't want to talk to him. There was only the little fat man, who always looked at him with a smile. No matter how angry he was, the little fat man would still be serious. comfort yourself.

The entire crew, hundreds of people, only Lin Shen, will always be by his side.

In the end what kind of people can be considered gentle

Ten years ago, he made a romantic film, and the heroine was extremely gentle. Now that I think about it, it was Lin Shen.

In the end what kind of people can be regarded as hard work

Eight years ago, he made an inspirational film. The hero worked hard. Now that I think about it, it was Lin Shen.

Even if the whole crew was laughing at him, laughing at a fat man who wanted to play the leading role, his little translator was never discouraged. He has an ideal, he has a goal, and he works hard to move in that direction, acting in front of him again and again, but he laughs again and again, his Lin Shen just wants to get his own advice, but what he does is what

Time and time again, those dedicated performances were treated as jokes for entertainment.

In addition to the skin, his Lin Shen was bitter and smart, gentle and tolerant. And he has nothing but a pair of skins.

Now, his Lin Shen doesn't even have the last flaw, he has become Lin Xuan. But he is still who he was, with only a pair of skins and so-called talent, what else does he have

Old Holt asked three times: Crimmans, what else do you have

What else does he have

He has nothing.

Even Lin Shen disappeared, leaving only Lin Xuan who no longer loved him.

After two consecutive months of failure, Crimmans gradually felt powerless. He tasted despair, and he truly believed that this person really didn't love him anymore. On the morning of the first performance of Lin Xuan's concert, Kerry was still at the door of Lin Xuan's house. This time he didn't bring any gifts, he just asked, "Why aren't we filming?"

Lin Xuan walked towards the elevator, ignoring him at all.

"I've seen 'Silent' and you've done a great job, the same as I used to direct you."

Director Xu once said that Lin Xuan's acting skills are completely the taste of the class. Lin Shen's acting skills were trained by Kleemans, and Kerry was greatly influenced by Mr. Liu, so Lin Xuan's acting skills were indeed classy, and there was nothing wrong with him.

However, his Lin Xuan has been in the entertainment industry for more than ten years, but he has only acted in one "Silence".

"So good acting, why don't you play a few more plays."

Lin Xuan walked into the elevator and pressed the floor button. Kerry stood outside the elevator, just like every time before, he had already made the end that the other party still ignored him. But this time, at the moment when the elevator door closed, Lin Xuan smiled softly: "Aren't you supposed to be the clearest answer to this question?"

The elevator closed with a ding.

Still unable to figure out the answer to the question, in the evening, Crimmans entered the concert scene and sat in the first row.

When he came to Huaxia, he only brought himself with him. At that time, he thought that when he left, he might be able to bring his lover with him. But today, he is still an empty person, with only one chapter of concert tickets in his pocket, as well as his air ticket and passport.

The ticket was early this morning, and the movie had been suspended for several months, and he had to go back.

This time, he really gave up, he really couldn't get back his Lin Shen. The current Lin Xuan, doesn't love him at all, no matter how he lowers his posture, just like the old Holt said, let go of unnecessary arrogance, and constantly show love and apologize, Lin Xuan will not be shaken.

At first, he hurt Lin Shen too deeply. After meeting again, not only did they not recognize the other party, but they still hurt them again.

In fact, in the past 14 years, he has never been really tempted by anyone. He should have thought that he has already had someone in his heart. His arrogance does not allow him to admit that he is in love with a fat little man, but his heart makes him unable to love anyone else.

From beginning to end, there was only this little fat man, only his Lin Shen.

But now, Lin Shen is dead, only Lin Xuan.

Lin Shen is dead...

Only Lin Xuan.

In the stadium, the roaring music continued to sound, and the singing little king also received cheers and applause from the audience. Everyone's attention was focused on the stage, and few people paid attention. A big blond Hollywood director slowly stood up, turned and walked out of the field.

He walked out in despair, as if he had lost the most important thing in his life.

In fact, it was the most important thing.

His Lin Shen is dead, already dead, so what is he still doing here.

The better Lin Xuan, if he doesn't love him, he can't love him either.

Crimmans has never wished the person he loved to be fat as much as he does now. No matter how fat he is, no matter how people around the world laugh at him for falling in love with a fat man, he hopes that Lin Xuan is still a fat man, so that he may still be eligible for his love, and maybe still love him!

Step by step, he walked outside the arena, passed through several rows of seats, and was about to reach the aisle.

At this moment, tens of thousands of fans in the audience suddenly exclaimed, and countless fans stood up, shouting frantically, and some people were crying.

"Axuan! Axuan! Axuan is okay! Ahh my Axuan!!!"

The body froze suddenly, and Crimmans saw many guards who were originally guarding the aisle, and suddenly rushed to the stage quickly. At this moment, the time became extremely long, and he heard the fans beside him shouting in a crying voice: "Hit 120... Yes! Hit 120! Hurry!"

Crimmans turned around suddenly, but saw that on the spacious stage, the dancer had disappeared. Countless people gathered under the stage, not knowing what they were doing, Crimmans' heart was beating violently. His eyes slowly widened, and suddenly he saw that the group of people seemed to lift a stretcher. The next moment, he ran forward like crazy.

Countless fans gathered together, who would make way for him.

With all his strength, Crimmans managed to squeeze out the crowd. His face was covered with scratches from his fingernails, his clothes were wrinkled, and even his hair was a mess of weeds. The decency and nobility of Rimans Holt.

"I'm Clemence Holt! Clemence Holt! I'm going too, take me there!"

Kerry grabbed a staff member's clothes and tugged it tightly, his eyes were scary red. The staff member nodded in fright, took Kerry to the car, and went straight to the hospital.

In the car, several staff members discussed anxiously.

"Why did it suddenly fall? What can I do? Lin Xuan won't have an accident, right?"

"The three-meter-high platform, I saw Ermu bleeding a lot, if he really hit the ground on the back of his head, maybe he really... Even if he didn't hit the ground on the back of his head and fell on his spine, would he be paralyzed... "

"To shut up!"

With a roar, the staff immediately quieted down.

My heart was beating fast, as if it was about to pop out of my chest. Crimmans' eyes were blood red, and as soon as the car arrived at the hospital, he got out of the car and flew into the hospital. He ran directly to the place with the most people, shouting his name while running, and asking those people to make way for him.

When he successfully ran to the door of the emergency room, he saw a nurse who just came out of the door and said: "The spine is damaged, the back of the head is seriously injured, and now the bleeding is not stopping, it may be life-threatening. Who can sign the guarantee letter, and a craniotomy will be done next. Operation."

boom!

The world seemed to collapse in an instant, and Crimmans fell heavily to the ground. He vaguely saw Lin Xuan's agent step forward and anxiously signed a guarantee. Then another long wait.

Kleimans sat on the cold tiled floor, staring blankly at a certain point on the ground, motionless. If it wasn't for the slight throbbing of his chest from breathing, perhaps he was like a dead man at the moment, waiting for the doctor's final judgment.

Another two hours passed, and the door to the operating room suddenly opened. Kleimans dashed over quickly, and just came to the front, but he heard the doctor sigh: "We did our best, the time of death is 1:06, please mourn."

Snapped!

A fist slammed into the doctor's face, causing the doctor to cover his face in horror, only to see a blond-haired lunatic grabbed his collar and dragged him with a strange force to the man covered with white cloth. In front of the stretcher bed, he roared: "He's not dead! What nonsense are you talking about! You rescue him for me! Rescue him immediately, save him now!"

I don't know if I am surprised that a foreigner can have such good Chinese, or I am still frightened by this almost robbery behavior.

This doctor has worked for more than ten years, and it is the first time that he has seen such a crazy family member of the deceased. He vaguely felt that the foreigner looked a little familiar, but he couldn't remember who he was. After all, the deceased is a big one, and the family of the deceased suffered a sudden change. Maybe they were a little excited. The doctor could only patiently say: "I'm really sorry, please mourn."

"Impossible! He can't die!"

Several doctors hurriedly pulled Crimmans away, but Crimmans' strength was astonishing at the moment. He shook off everyone and threw himself on the white stretcher bed. Through the white cloth, he stroked the person on the bed with trembling fingers. Every touch seems to be the most solemn pity, tears are like a flood that burst the embankment, and the handsome face has already been wet.

Kleimans knelt on the ground in embarrassment, hugging the corpse tremblingly, crying without image.

how can that be…

how can that be!

Four hours earlier, he was watching the man sing and dance on stage, watching his fans applaud him.

In just four hours, it was all over.

His Lin Shen died fourteen years ago.

Now his Lin Xuan is also dead.

All dead, really dead... He'll never be seen again.

The heart was beating rapidly in the chest, a smell of fishy sweetness rushed to the throat, and the next moment, the bright blood dyed the white cloth red. Lin Xuan's manager immediately pulled Crimmans away, and shouted angrily, "You are sick! Why are you vomiting blood on my girlfriend's corpse, who are you, who are you? Who is it!"

There was blood all over Crimmans' lips, and he raised his face, the blood and tears made that face no longer handsome, even like a beggar with nothing. He laughed like weeping and laughed at himself: "I am who he is... I am who he is... I am nothing, nothing.

He doesn't like me anymore, and I don't deserve to be liked by him at all.

He hates me very much, yes, there are many people in this world who hate me, but why does he hate me too...

He's not acting anymore, and I'm obviously the one who should know the reason the most. I let him down, he didn't let down the circle, he let me down. With someone as disgusting as me living in the world, I did something like that to him, and used a character to perfunctory him and trample his self-esteem... He doesn't want to remember me anymore, so he doesn't act anymore... "

Speaking of this, another mouthful of blood spilled from the corner of his mouth.

The doctors and nurses on the side hurried forward: "Take a deep breath, don't get too excited. Sir, please mourn, don't be too emotional, calm down! Calm down!"

Crimmans cried and laughed like crazy. He hadn't calmed down yet, and Lin Xuan's manager who was not far away couldn't calm down: "You make him calm down, why don't you let me calm down! My fucking girlfriend Suddenly died in a car accident, I didn't have time to be sad, and a green hat appeared. Should my boyfriend be sad or angry first, damn it, bastard, I'll kill you!"

Crimson's eyes reddened: "Fuck! Who are you boyfriend! Say it again!"

"I'm fucking my girlfriend's boyfriend, it's none of your business!"

"Who is the little three!"

"You are the mistress! You are my girlfriend's mistress!"

"Fuck! What is your girlfriend, he doesn't have a boyfriend at all, he..." The voice stopped abruptly, and Crimmans was suddenly stunned, his face was full of tears, and his mouth was full of blood, and he closed it forcefully. When he closed his eyes and opened them again, he asked in astonishment, "Who are you?"

I saw that this tall and thin man had a similar physique to Lin Xuan's new manager, with the exact same moustache and the same glasses. Crimmans stayed for a moment, then stepped forward abruptly, and lifted the white cloth away.

Everyone was stunned.

Crimmans even looked at the unfamiliar female face, speechless in astonishment.

A doctor suddenly understood the situation: "Sir, who are you looking for? Aren't you Miss Xu's family?"

"He's looking for me."

A hoarse and tired voice sounded from behind everyone. When everyone looked back, they saw a handsome and elegant young man leaning against the door of the emergency room, looking at them. His right hand was hung by a white bandage, his face was pale, he seemed to have lost too much blood, and his spirit was very bad.

The moment everyone saw this person, they suddenly thought in their hearts: Lin Xuan! It turned out to be Lin Xuan!

At the same time, a black figure rushed up at a very fast speed, hugged Lin Xuan, and embedded it in his arms. Feeling the temperature in his arms, Crimmans' heart slowly returned to stability, his eyes were red as if he was about to cry blood, his body was trembling, and only the arms holding the man were firmly wrapped around him.

"It's fine if you're fine, fine if you're fine... As long as you live well, everything is fine..." Kerry kept repeating this sentence as if he were chanting the scriptures. After speaking for a few minutes, he suddenly thought: "Yes, you don't want to watch Come to me, you don't want to see me again. Then I'll go, I'll go now, I'll go... "

boom!

As soon as he turned around, Crimmans fell straight to the ground. Before Lin Xuan could react, the surrounding doctors, nurses, and patient's family members didn't even have time to reach out, and saw the man fall to the ground.

The doctor immediately stepped forward to check: "... The mood fluctuated a bit, and I fainted temporarily. It's nothing major."

Lin Xuan breathed a sigh of relief: "I didn't pass out, but he passed out."

It was just a big hole in his arm. The next morning, Lin Xuan was discharged from the hospital and held a press conference to report to fans that he was safe. When everything was done, he returned to the hospital, where Crimmans had woken up and was about to be discharged.

The two met in the corridor, and after a long time, Clemens said in a hoarse voice: "I'm going back to the United States today, you take good care of yourself."

Lin Xuan looked calm: "Never come again?"

Crimmans tried to pull the corners of his mouth, but couldn't smile. He raised his chin, just like every time in the past, looked down at the young man in front of him, and said arrogantly, "No more. You will be better off without me, Lin Shen, I gave up, you are alive. , that's fine."

This deliberately pretended appearance is even more humble than the original. Even though he raised his chin, his voice was full of bitter taste.

After experiencing the horror last night, he no longer expects himself, but only wants to ask God to let this person live. He must live longer than him and let him die before this person, otherwise he really doesn't know if he would have rushed into the operating room and killed himself if he found out that the person under the white cloth was not Lin Xuan later last night.

Before that moment, he and Clemens Holt had made a few movies about suicide, but he never cared about it.

Why sacrifice for love, why not live well. There is no point in sacrificing love, it is simply stupid and cowardly behavior.

But when he saw the white cloth, he suddenly felt that the sky was falling.

At that moment, he also became extremely cowardly. How should he survive, how should he survive day and night. Maybe give him some more time to calm down and he might come to his senses and let go of that immature idea. But how could he possibly get through that time

He wouldn't have a chance of reason at all, he would just end his life and fantasize about being able to meet that person in heaven.

Until the last moment, you have no idea how much you love him.

As long as this person is alive and well, does it matter if they are not together

No.

As long as he's alive, it's more important than anything else.

Staring at this person carefully, seeing the peaceful light flashing in those blue eyes, at this moment, Lin Xuan couldn't help clenching his fingers, feeling as if something had changed.

"Crimmans Holt, you were with a fat pig."

This sentence was spoken in Chinese. In the public, many passers-by looked at Lin Xuan secretly, and when they heard him suddenly call out Kerry's name, they remembered who this foreigner was. And when they knew who it was, they were even more surprised: "… Fat pig? What fat pig? Clemens Holt and a pig?"

Lin Xuan said word by word: "He is a fat pig and a piece of fat. Being with him is the most disgusting thing in your life. No matter how much you deny it, you are just with this piece of meat and this piece of meat. Pig, we lived together."

"I've never been with him," Crimmans said.

Everyone was shocked.

Lin Xuan slowly released his fingers, showing a disappointed smile: "Is that true..."

"I didn't have sex with him, you should just say, I had sex with him. I liked him, that's why I had sex with him, and I knew from the beginning that if I didn't like him, I couldn't have sex with him. He has sex. I love him, the whole world should know, I'm in love with the pig I call a pig, I call him a pig, I call him a fat meat, but I just love him. The whole of Hollywood You know, I, Clemens Holt, had sex with him and fell in love with him."

The voice stopped slowly, and Crimmans slowly raised the corners of his lips, showing a pale smile in the strange eyes of the people around him: "As long as he is doing well, it doesn't matter what happens to me. Lin Xuan, you Say he'll be fine?"

Lin Xuan clenched his fingers and said nothing.

Crimmans didn't think he could get an answer either. He walked towards the door. There, he would soon catch a taxi, go straight to the airport, and leave the country. Since then, he has been ridiculed by the Hollywood crowd, and his news should be in the headlines the next day, discussed by fans all over the world, and ridiculed by many people who hate him.

And his Lin Shen will live well.

Such a life was something he had never dared to imagine before. If it really became like that, he would want to die directly.

But now, as long as his Lin Shen lives well, as long as Lin Xuan lives well, how is he doing, does it matter

"...Are you really never coming to Huaxia again!"

Suddenly hearing this, Crimmans stopped and turned to look.

Under the sun, the smile that had disappeared for fourteen years slowly rose up on that pretty baby's face. Missing fourteen years of time, missing fourteen years of company, countless cold and lonely nights, countless times I can only hug myself and cry sadly, Lin Xuan, who is already 32 years old, smiled softly: "Three times. A month later, I will sing a concert with Rong Rong. Are you really not coming? Don't you have a good relationship with Rong Rong? "

The icy blood all over his body actually warmed up little by little.

"When I arrive... can I come?"

Lin Xuan stared earnestly at the blond man in the distance. This time, the bright sunlight still shone on this man's hair, making that blond hair seem to be on fire. But this time, what this person left him was no longer a back, but a look of panic and fear, belonging to Crimmans Holt, who he was not familiar with, which made him unable to refuse.

Fourteen years of pain and torture, in the end, turned into just two words—

"Can."

The only first love in the world belongs to Lin Xuan and Clemens Holt.

This first love, which has been kept for fourteen years, may not be able to quickly forget the pain, but as long as it is still in love, it will not be forgotten.

I can't let you go in my life, just because I love you.

The author has something to say: [Small Theater]

three months later—

Rongrong: ... So you used me as a reason to show that you can fall in love

Ermu: Who said I was going to fall in love with him? Who said who said it

Rongrong: =_= Then what do you mean

Erki: At least... let him chase him for another fourteen months, right, hahahaha~

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At this point, this article is officially over.

I originally wanted to write a cookie as the final extra, but I was too tired to write it. Second, I didn't think of any good stalks recently, I didn't have inspiration, and I wrote it too hard, and it wouldn't be interesting.

Finally, let's talk about Qin Chengcheng's vest. My family Qin Shen is very stupid, but this stupid cute is only stupid and cute for Rong Rong to see, in front of other people, Qin Shen is always Qin crazy crazy [I don’t know if you still remember, the full name of Qin crazy crazy group is: ( How to get the upper hand in getting along with Qin Cheng and ruthlessly crush him, making him so ashamed that he can't wait to find a crack to get in)]~

Last but not least, thank the little angels for their support over the past six months.

The superstar has written more than 1 million words and serialized it for half a year. Among them, because of my mental state and three-dimensional busyness, the update is very unstable. I'm really grateful for being able to hold me and see now. I hope to see you again in the next book, I love you.

The last, the last (.), to promote the new article~ The new article will open on June 5th next Monday, and continue to write the little sweet article la la la ~ stupid Fuwa will work hard to update it, this time it will not be broken like a superstar Come on, girl you like

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