When he put the ring on a woman he didn't love, he knew that he would never find someone he loved deeply in his life. Maybe others would feel sorry for him, but he felt that he was so good, really … very good…
He doesn't like Lu Fan's or Xie Xun's sympathetic or pity eyes, that kind of eyes should not be given to him, because he is the current head of the Tang family, do he want anything, such a self, still need other people's sympathy
Sometimes when the media interviewed him, they would ask him about the two most famous artists of his entertainment company, and they would always ask him, which of these two artists does he like more? He hated this question very much, because in his heart no one could compare to Jing Anjue, no one could.
But after a long time, when he watched the 19-year-old boy he signed at a high price of 20 million play classic roles and sing songs that many people liked, when the media kicked down that boy time and time again. The boy, seeing the name of the boy changed from "Shan Gongzi" to "Shan Little Heavenly King" to "Shan Tianwang" and finally became the "Shan Datianwang" recognized by the international media, he suddenly couldn't ignore the existence of this boy, he even I feel that maybe Jing Anjue may not have reached the height of a teenager when he was alive.
This recognition made him feel unspeakable regret, but he also felt relieved. It seemed that as long as there was one person who surpassed that person, he would miss that person less.
He got engaged to Jing Xuyan, and for some unknown reason, deep in his heart, he couldn't regard this woman as someone who would stay with him for the rest of his life.
He didn't know what stimulated Jing Shi'an at the engagement banquet, and he fell into a coma after being sent to the hospital. He heard Jing Xuyan say that during the coma, this man who had been in the business world for a lifetime kept talking about something.
Jing Xuyan didn't say what Jing Shian read, until that day when he went to the hospital, he heard the old man who was still in a coma read two words: Yan Xue.
In his memory, that person was an orphan, but it was also mentioned that that person had a mother in his previous life when he entered the orphanage. Because he loved that person, he intentionally tried to get to know him. He remembered that that person's mother was called Yan Xue.
He remembered that the man was called Jing Muyan before his debut. Perhaps, that woman hoped that this Mu was "Mu", and wanted to use a name to prove that the man loved her? What a childish woman, what a... poor woman.
He remembered that the man once acted in a movie where there was such a scene, the man faced the woman he was crazy for love, with a expressionless face but a certain kind of pity and resentment, "You are so pitiful, you are crazy. "
He couldn't remember his mood when he heard those two words clearly. He just felt that the girl who accompanied him became particularly dazzling, and he couldn't accept that he was with this woman, even if the identity of this woman was different from his. Such a match.
Since he got engaged, he rarely went to entertainment companies, maybe subconsciously he didn't want to meet that young man who had some resemblance to Jing Anjue. Maybe it's because of a guilty conscience, or maybe it's just that I don't feel the need to meet an artist.
When he decided to break off the engagement, the Jing family's reaction was very strong, and the media's reaction was also very strong, but he didn't want to explain, because the person who passed away had already passed away. People still live so happily, just like Jing Shian, just like... Xiao Chengyu.
He couldn't accept that the death of that person was related to Xiao Chengyu. The moment he learned the truth, he was not angry, but powerless, a kind of powerlessness to lose everything. Take one, and then make him numb.
Listening to Xiao Chengyu's helplessness, helplessness, and jealousy, he suddenly felt that Xiao Chengyu was the most pitiful person in the world, and he remembered that he just asked, "Did you sleep comfortably all these years? "
Later, Xiao Chengyu was not doing well. He divorced his wife and his status in the Xiao family declined, and his child was also taken away by his wife. One day he met Xiao Chengyu who was drunk in a bar. Watching Xiao Chengyu call Mu Yan all the time, like a child who has lost everything in pain, what kind of cruelty, what kind of elegance is gone, but he feels ridiculed, isn't this retribution? Retribution, people who have been living in guilt, wouldn't life be worse than death
After breaking off the engagement, he put his greatest energy into the family business. Everyone thought he was a business genius, and the media praised him as a business tycoon. He wanted to ask, if possible, could he become an unremarkable As long as... as long as that person is still living in his own life.
Time passed day by day, less and less media mentioned Jing Anjue, and more and more media mentioned Shan Yatong. In the end, no media asked him whether Shan Yatong or Jing Anjue was better, because in these In people's hearts, Shan Yatong has already surpassed Jing Anjue's existence and replaced Jing Anjue's existence.
There was a movie opening ceremony, because he was the investor and the director was a friend of his, so he had to join in the show, and Shan Yatong was the protagonist of the movie. It was the first time for the two of them to face the media at the same time. Compared with previous years, Shan Yatong's appearance has matured a lot. At the age of 26, he has the temperament of a mature man and a teenager. Standing in front of the media, he is unbelievably charming... just like Jing Anjue once.
And at this opening ceremony, the media once again asked how to view Jing Anjue, but this time the media asked Shan Yatong.
"I always think that the things created by the deceased are unsurpassed classics, because there is only one Jing Anjue in the world, and there will be no second one," the young man faced the media with a serious expression on his face, " I don’t think I’m qualified to compare with King Jing Tian, not because I’m still alive, but because of him at that time, people at that time liked and loved him, and people at that time may not all like me, right? ?”
He called that person Jing Tianwang, he said that Jing Anjue is a unique existence, he said that no one can surpass Jing Anjue, the reporters below applauded, some fans applauded, none of this was in his eyes, he just looked at the young man The side face of the young man was inexplicably moved, maybe it was because of his love, maybe it was the seriousness in the eyes of the young man when he said this.
He still remembers the first time he really saw the boy, at that time he handed him a cup of black tea, the man's favorite black tea, but he never saw the boy drink black tea again, he said that it would be better for him to drink plain water .
He had also fantasized that this young man was the incarnation of Jing Anjue, that Jing Anjue was not dead but was by his side, but the reality reminded him that all this was just his extravagant wish.
He is nine years older than the teenager. When he was thirty-six years old, the current head of the Luo family invested in writing, directing and acting in a movie. He felt very strange. This person has quit the film and television industry for so many years. What TV show are you shooting at this time.
This news set off a wave in the media, and then there was no news. He thought, maybe that person gave up this idea.
However, three months later, a movie called "The Wind Gone" held its opening ceremony. Because of "Millennium", although the domestic censorship of homosexual themes is still strict, as long as there are no prohibited scenes, it will cost more With some contacts and money, it is not very difficult to show it in domestic movie theaters.
He also received the tickets for the premiere of "Gone with the Wind". He took the movie ticket and watched it for a while, but he didn't go because he didn't think these fictional love stories were so touching. "In his eyes, it's just mediocre.
Not long after, he heard that "The Wind Gone" had a good box office. Although it was not as good as "Millennium" back then, it was still an excellent work. He also heard that many people who watched this movie cried. I also heard that this movie makes people learn to cherish and how to love someone.
He sneered when he heard the news, it was nothing more than media bragging, and with the power of the Luo family, it wouldn't be difficult for the media to say something good or bad. Let people learn to cherish? Cherishing this kind of thing is not something learned, but something that is lost and learned from.
That day, he drove past a movie theater and saw many people crying with red eyes, and heard some people say, "It's a pity that this story ends, it's so sad to watch..."
He looked up, and there was a promotional photo called "The Wind Gone" hanging outside the cinema. Luo An was wearing a white suit, and stretched out his hand to an invisible figure, his eyes were full of pain, and not far from him, Standing is a smiling young man, and on the right side of the young man are written two big characters "Wind Gone".
By coincidence, he returned home and searched for the official website of "The Wind Gone" online. His subordinates hesitated slightly and clicked in.
"Xi Jing, my favorite artist, Xi Jing." Ru'an, who has become the little king of the entertainment industry, told the media this way, although this Xi Jing has been dead for five years.
"Ru'an, do you like sunsets?" The boy in a white shirt stood under the kapok tree and asked repeatedly, "Do you really like sunsets?"
"Yes, I like Xijing." Ru'an staggered the young man's scrutinizing eyes, because looking at the young man, he would always think of Xijing, the person who died for many years.
The movie played to the end bit by bit, watching the sunset slowly, the whole screen turned into darkness, only the sad piano sound was used as the background, and the old man sighed in pain, "Why... I didn't catch you."
Why, I didn't catch you
His palms were cold, and he wanted to say to himself, this is just a movie, nothing else, no innuendo, no hint, no...
However, deep down in his heart, he knew that this movie was about Luo An himself, and that boy named Jin Tong was...
White fonts appeared on the dark screen, which read: I dedicate this film to those who have received love or are looking forward to love. I hope you cherish every bit of love in your hands. Don't wait until Shaohua dies, and you can never look back.
He took off the earphones, not wanting to listen to the piano anymore, he dialed a person's phone with trembling hands, and heard the elegant voice over there, "Mr. Tang?"
He couldn't speak, just trembling hands, listening to this familiar yet unfamiliar voice.
"Ya Tong, whose phone is it?"
The man ignored it because he could hear his shallow breathing.
"Ya Tong, answer the phone and come down to eat. The chef cooked your favorite Sichuan food today."
"En." The man only replied one word, but the other party seemed very happy, "Then I'll wait for you in the dining room."
He hung up the phone with a wry smile, and slumped on the leather chair weakly. This person was just Shan Yatong, just Shan Yatong.
Yes, it's just Shan Yatong. He sat up and turned off the computer. He didn't watch "The Wind Gone" today, he didn't call Shan Yatong... and he didn't think about it.
Opening the curtains, the sun was already setting. For some reason, he remembered the last scene of the movie, and his hands holding the curtains tightened. It was just a fictional movie, but...why, he felt like he couldn't breathe
This is just a dream, right
just... a dream...