After answering the news about Yuan Ran and Zhu Qi, this matter has not spread yet, and the class group and the circle of friends in the university are still singing and dancing. Tang Youchen posted another Weibo saying that the girls in the three-dimensional dimension are not as cute as the two-dimensional ones, and he took a picture of a figure of Jiugongge, and the comments below are all kinds of fancy beatings. Dad said he would be at home next month, and asked him if he would come back on the 11th. Xie Xuan said he would go home, but Yoyo hasn't come back yet, Wang Luxu... Wang Luxu has been blocked.
Putting down the phone, Xie Xuan sighed softly again.
"What about your classmate?" An Yu put down the rice in his hand, "Don't worry too much, there are no hurdles you can't get over in life, you can start over anytime you want, the end is also a new beginning."
"I like this sentence very much," Xie Xuan's lips and eyes curled up, "It's just... my friend has never been a very optimistic person. When he is at his best, he is full of anxiety about the future... Besides, people The more positive you are, the more positive you can have a positive attitude. A person's body, emotion and mood affect each other. His current physical state... "
It's like a vicious circle, the worse the physical state, the worse the mental state, and then the psychological emotions stimulate the physical state in turn.
"There is no way." An Yu said, "Things are already like this, he has no choice—either get through this hurdle, or continue to consume until you get through this hurdle."
"Yeah." Xie Xuan didn't understand this truth, but it really happened to friends around him, and it was different from the TV.
Xie Xuan didn't go back that night. Although he said it's not good to disturb the patient (especially if the other person was hospitalized because of him), after chatting casually, the two hit it off unexpectedly. In childhood, we chatted almost all night without knowing it.
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A few days later, the matter came to fruition. The school gave Xu Haiyang a one-year suspension from school. The counselor claimed that he was in poor health, but didn't say much about it. Usually everyone in the class has a good relationship, but when this incident happened, everyone was very embarrassed. The class leader proposed to visit the hospital, and was unified by those who were familiar with the incident, saying "I have already gone to the capital for treatment. Not very clear, he didn't want to say more, he prevaricated, although everyone was quite concerned about the sudden accident of a classmate, but everyone had their own affairs, and there was no new source of news. After a few days, this matter gradually faded away. It was—as it should have been.
There is no impenetrable wall in the world, and besides, this is an era in which secrets are most difficult to keep. A few days later, the news that Xu Haiyang was arrested and sent to a drug rehabilitation center spread like wildfire.
If drug trafficking is the original sin, then drug use is half the original sin, 'Why did you take drugs? ', not many people care about the process, whether it is irresistible temptation or a pure victim, once the white feathers are stained, even if there is a voice of understanding, there will definitely be more piercing doubts and contempt.
—Individuals may have their own opinions, but once they become a group, voices always have common rules.
How the news was leaked is not important anymore, Xie Xuan believes that people who know about this matter, Yuan Ran, Zhu Qi, Lin Leling, the counselor and even An Yu who has nothing to do with it, are not the ones who would leak the news, but there is nothing in the world that is impenetrable The wall, I really want to know one thing, there are many ways.
The splash caused by this incident is far greater than it was at the beginning, and it is not enough to become a news on the Internet, but dozens of floors have been built in the school forum, and all kinds of unpleasant remarks and speculations are coming. If these It would be an indescribable second blow to Xu Haiyang's ears. But anyway, he couldn't hear it for the time being.
So far, this matter has drawn the first full stop.
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The petals of memory are scattered in the long river of time, turning into countless light spots, and re-condensed and bloomed at this moment.
Light, shadow and images are constantly flashing.
Flashback…
After Xu Haiyang left, only Yuan Ran and Xie Xuan were left in the dormitory. Yuan Ran was looking for a job, so he was usually not in the dormitory during the day. One evening two weeks later, Yuan Ran returned to the dormitory with takeaway food and saw Xie Xuan smiling mysteriously at the computer.
"Xuanxuan, are you in a relationship?" Looking at Xie Xuan's computer screen, Yuan Ran finally couldn't help asking.
—Although it shouldn’t be asked, because the computer screen is actually a pixel-style XX farm game (). But the smile on Xie Xuan's face is too eye-catching, it is the expression of a teenager dating online!
"Huh? No, I'm farming with my friends." Xie Xuan clicked the mouse, hoeing and watering the ground without looking back.
"With friends?" Yuan Ran keenly got something, and immediately rushed to Xie Xuan, "Isn't this a stand-alone farm? How do you farm with your friends? Do you go to work for a while and she goes for a while?" Yuan Ran couldn't understand This mentally retarded game mode, at the same time, seems to smell the sour smell of love in the air-who would use this mentally retarded gameplay
"Ah?" Xie Xuan finally stopped hoeing and watering, and looked back at him as if he was mentally retarded, "This is online."
Yuan Ran: "..."
Yuan Ran: "You still say it's not online dating!"
Xie Xuan continued to look at him with the same expression as before: "What are you talking about, I played with my friend, boy."
This time Yuan Ran reacted very quickly. He glanced at the partner's logo on the character status in the lower right corner of the computer screen, and directly complained: "Are you hoeing with your friend and getting married?"
Xie Xuan was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said: "Our farm supports online marriage. If you want, I can marry you too, as long as 998."
"...you have changed." Yuan Ran said coldly, "Have you forgotten the happy life that we used to light up and clear all the girls to marry NPCs and reach the pinnacle of life?"
"Who needs an NPC when you have a little friend?" Xie Xuan was also very disgusted.
After Yuan Ran finished speaking, he went to eat. After knowing that Xie Xuan's friend was a boy, he complained a few words. But I didn't take it to heart at all.
But Xie Xuan, who was calm on the surface, went to his heart.
Although I said that I can get married if I play with you, as long as 998 and so on... But getting married is different from getting married.
It doesn't seem right.
Thinking about it carefully, in the past 22 years of my life, I have seen all the works I have seen, even including the ideal virtual characters in the works. Such joy. Just chatting, playing games, and talking together, I feel that the whole world is the best. every under the sun
Every petal, every drop of morning dew on the branches and leaves, every dust in the air shines with infinite brilliance. Unknowingly, several weeks have passed since the day of Zhacha KTV, and I didn't notice the passage of time at all.
Do I... like him
...but am I not straight? ! I should be straight!
... Should I ask someone? Who to ask
The first person that comes to mind is my sister Xie You, for no other reason, my sister is very rotten. Afterwards, the candidate Xie You was immediately kicked out of his mind: Just kidding, let my sister know about the fact that there is no horoscope, maybe even someone who is really straight will be brainwashed into a crooked one.
Neither can friends. Friends are such creatures, whether they are confidantes or friends, depends entirely on the occasion. Xie Xuan is not worried that his friends will lose the chain when something really happens, but if you ask them about this kind of thing, they will all become cronies who are afraid of chaos in the world.
Of course, it is even more impossible to ask the elders.
... Why don't you find a forum and ask? Even the school forum. In the eyes of those in the computer department, there is no difference between anonymity and streaking. Once the vice chairman of the radio station wanted to be on two boats, coded and asked about strategies anonymously on the forum, but was stripped by an unnamed person in the computer department the next day Hang out, topped the list of scumbags in the school.
So Xiaona opened Baidu and searched, 'Is there any anonymous forum suitable for consulting relationship problems? '
An anonymous forum was quickly found. It is very easy to find an anonymous forum in the Internet age. Although the style of painting seems unreliable, it’s okay to listen to it anyway.
So Xie Xuan organized the language and began to edit the post.
'Mr. LZ, the thing is like this, when I was having dinner last week, I met a friend because I went to the wrong room. He is very good-looking and has a very good personality. We have a lot of common languages and hobbies, and our three views are also very compatible. It's fun to do nothing. Even if you are not together, just seeing each other's WeChat profile picture is very happy. Do I like each other? '
After editing, Xie Xuan read it again, but didn't send it out: Is it still necessary to send it out! You can tell it's wrong just by looking at it!
So Xie Xuan added a description:
'LZ has a lot of same-sex friends, but I have never felt the same way about them, and all the eyes on the street are beautiful girls, so LZ has never doubted his sexual orientation, only this one friend is different, he and Everyone in this world is different. Although there are many good-looking people in this world, there are also many people with the same interests, but no matter how good-looking other people are, they are just good-looking. If there are more people with the same interests, there are more people who cannot get along. I like him absolutely Not just because we are happy together, that feeling cannot be described with happiness, he is the best'
When I typed here, Xie Xuan choked upon seeing what he typed, and closed the webpage directly.
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"Huh..." Xie Xuan let out a long sigh of relief, leaning on the back of the computer chair.
So I like him...
However, he is straight. No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look crooked. If I say so, I'm afraid I won't even be able to be friends.
"What's wrong? Broken in love?" Seeing Xie Xuan sighing, Yuan Ran, who wiped his mouth after eating, turned his head with interest.
"Yuanyuan, let me ask you," Xie Xuan thoughtfully, "If I confess my love to you, what will you do?"
"Pfft!" Yuan Ran, who was drinking water, almost vomited on the ground, "How to do it, are you asking about your funeral? Don't worry, you can be cremated or buried, Dad will satisfy you!"
"Then let me ask another question," Xie Xuan said kindly.
Changed the question, "If Zhuzhu confessed his love to you, what would you do?"
Yuan Ran: "??? Does Zhuzhu know that you treat him like this?!"