"When I was nine years old, my father was suddenly transferred to the border of Yunnan and Yunnan to 'investigate', and my mother took a long vacation to accompany me from the work unit. It took several months."
Bu Chonghua didn't seem to see Wu Yu's obvious expression of resistance, and said flatly looking at the tombstone.
"I waited for them to come back every day, but the so-called investigation seemed to be endlessly long. Until the summer vacation of the school, my dad happily said on the phone that things were almost finished, and he was going to hand over to his colleagues. Their colleagues from the Public Security Bureau discussed with them. So when I go to Yundian, I can also take me along, so that I can meet my parents in advance and come back with them."
"But what I didn't expect was that it was the last time I saw my parents."
Wu Yu looked at the weeds at his feet and closed his eyes.
"Looking back now, on the way to Yunnan and Yunnan, there have been various signs of something wrong: why do they live in such a remote place, and they even have to cross several rivers and several armed police checkpoints, which clearly has already crossed the China-Myanmar border. Line? Why are only the two of them stationed in the entire inspection base, and there are all kinds of equipment inside and outside the house, what exactly are they going to inspect in the barren mountains and mountains? Even young I can feel that they are tired and haggard in just a few months A lot, but the excitement of seeing my parents at the time made me forget everything. I happily followed my father to fish in the mountains, and came back in the evening for the family of three to have a meal, and even checked the progress of my summer homework for my mother; Laughton, went to bed very early that night, and was suddenly woken up by someone in the middle of the night. It was a little boy about my age, and his cold, trembling hand was desperately covering my mouth, telling me not to make a sound."
Wu Yu squeezed out a few words: "Don't say it..."
"My memory of that night from that moment to much later is very mixed. All I remember is that he dragged me into the closet, and the moment the closet door closed, there was the sound of car engines and cluttered footsteps, and then Someone broke in, screaming, bumping and roaring..."
"do not talk!"
"That's my parents." Bu Chonghua said in a calm to indifferent tone, "A gang of drug dealers broke into my house, pressed them for the true identity of an undercover agent, and shot them in front of me after failing."
"I told you to stop talking!" Wu Yu couldn't bear it any longer and suddenly raised his head.
Bu Chonghua looked back at Wu Yu from the tombstone, his eyes were bloodshot, and asked softly, "Do you know how I survived? That little boy took me out of the fire and hid me in a tree pit halfway up the mountain. , In order to lure the drug dealer, he endured the pain and rushed into the deep mountain forest where he could not see his fingers... I don't know where he came from, and I haven't seen him since, and no one knows who he is. He It's like a ghost that suddenly appeared in the bloody night and left in a hurry, exchanged his life for mine, and then rushed to the edge of the cliff and resolutely rushed to hell."
"Many years later, I learned that the mastermind behind that night was Wan Changwen, a Chinese drug dealer who had fled to the Golden Triangle. My father's so-called investigation was actually to set up a radio station for a top-secret cross-border undercover operation, and my mother took a long vacation to accompany me there. It was just to cover for their father. After the two were exposed, Wan Changwen sent people to torture and question the key undercover agent in their operation, but they didn't say anything until their death. Because the last cover they made with their lives, that Only undercover can complete the mission safely and finally come back alive."
"Since that year, there is only one thing left in my life." Bu Chonghua's lips trembled slightly when he said, "I want to avenge them."
Wu Yu put one hand on his forehead, took a sharp breath, and almost sneered: "Then you go, you think that the big drug lord who has been operating in the Golden Triangle for 30 years is not good enough for you, so why don't you go?"
"Wu Yu," Bu Chonghua said hoarsely, looking at him, "the battle between kindness and evil is not always determined by the strength of each other's strength. It's like my parents didn't tell the undercover man until the last moment. The name is like the child who rushed to the mountains against a gang of drug dealers in order to save me... Liverness, faith, and no turning back, these words that have been uttered by people have long been a metaphor for the final outcome."
The wind rolled scraps of grass from their feet, overwhelmed the gray stone tablets that swirled across the mountains and into the sky.
"No matter how dangerous the front is or how powerful the criminals are, I will never give up and keep going. Every criminal I catch and every package of drugs I seize is for the scarred child who rushed to the drug dealer 20 years ago. revenge."
Liver and gallbladder, faith, no turning back.
Wu Yu closed his eyes, and at that moment he felt as if he was still running wildly in the endless dark night. Every breath was cutting the trachea and alveoli, but he couldn't stop.
He ran to the only hut in the dark night, with young parents and children in their sweet sleep in front; he ran to the depths of the trapped forest, behind him were police lights, roars and bloody knives drug dealer. He really couldn't run anymore, and when he finally thought he could stop, the more terrifying and terrifying secrets followed him, and he didn't even give a second of breath.
"Those words are nice, but I don't think about those things anymore." Wu Yu said coldly, "I just want to be a coward who is safe and sound, and the title of hero is reserved for those lying in the soil. People are enough."
"A coward?" Bu Chonghua's eyebrows were tightly pressed, as if he had heard some ridiculous joke: "Have you ever been afraid when you faced Liu Dongcai's dozens of thugs alone? You and I faced hundreds of thugs in Fengyuan Village. Were you afraid of a cultist when his life was on the line? Now you tell me, you just want to be a sensible coward?"
"I'm sorry, sorry for disappointing you." Wu Yu said coldly, "If the other party is a shark, then I just want to be a coward, is there a problem?"
The two of them looked at each other, and Bu Chonghua suddenly realized that he never knew Wu Yu at this moment.
He tore off the docile disguise he had made when he first came to the Nancheng Branch, and no longer looked like a carefree young man, wearing an old man's singlet and flip-flops, sitting in a food stall eating barbecue, smiling slyly at him from the dim light bulb . The violent, desperate and desperate Wu Yu, who was locked up in the solitary room, kicked the TV to pieces and kept asking where Bu Chonghua was, was also hidden, just like the falling of the tide, revealing a rocky beach, revealing another. Zhang He did not know the real face.
"I told you that I went undercover just to fight for a career, and I came back to be a police officer just to get a salary. I didn't have such lofty loyalty or belief from beginning to end, and I didn't have the perfect moral education of your elite."
Wu Yu took a few steps back, stepped on the wet grass, and smiled like a self-deprecating smile.
"I'm just an ordinary little bitch, I don't want to go back to face a big drug lord as dangerous as a shark, I'm sorry."
He nodded politely, turned around and stepped on the grass and soil, and walked towards the gate of the cemetery.
At this moment, there were hurried footsteps behind him, and then Juli pulled him back abruptly, and Bu Chonghua stared into Wu Yu's eyes from a close distance: "Do you know that the more you are afraid of it, the more you rely on it? You can't hide for a lifetime! How long can Jinhai protect you, five years? Ten years? If you don't completely destroy the other party, you will remain anonymous for the rest of your life and live in the shadow of being threatened by them forever!"
"I… "
"Have you seen the words engraved on the stone? Do you know why the line with the name of the person erecting the monument is blank?!" Do you want to hide and hide for the rest of your life until you die?!"
Wu Yu sighed and said, "Yes. I just want to live a little longer than Ling Zun Lingtang."
Bu Chonghua was blocked there, and Wu Yu's eyes seemed to show a subtle pity.
"Detachment," he said, "the sacrifices of your parents are touching, but do you think I look like I'm touched in any way?"
"..." Bu Chonghua seemed to feel that he had heard it wrong.
"I have seen many people die more tragically and tragically than your parents, but nothing can change anything. You may not like to hear what I say, but forgive me, the police are just a job, most of them Sacrifice has no value other than self-impression."
Wu Yu stood still and let himself be carried by Bu Chonghua, and even laughed sarcastically.
"People have to move forward, and they can't look back all the time. Please mourn and change."
A strong stinging pain, like a fire, quickly covered the limbs and bones along the nerves. Bu Chonghua's ears were booming, his chest was burning like fire, and in the next moment he didn't even realize it, he punched out—
Wu Yu's face slanted, but the fierce wind stopped abruptly, and the heavy blow did not come as scheduled.
"… "
He opened his eyes, Bu Chonghua's nails pierced deep into the flesh of his palm, the veins on his arms burst out, and the knuckles were blue and white, and the next moment, he clenched his teeth with his hand holding Wu Yu's collar!
Wu Yu staggered two steps on the grass, almost collided with an unknown stone tablet, and burst out laughing.
Bu Chonghua gasped and stood on the spot, like a beast stabbed into the soft underbelly with a knife, the blood in the seven orifices in the chest was boiling with severe pain. He stared at Wu Yu, covering his eyes with one hand and bending over, his laughter became more and more obvious, he shook his head while laughing, and finally the whole person could not restrain the trembling, and he seemed to feel that it was all very absurd; Only then did the smile gradually stop, and stood up leaning against the tombstone.
"I'm sorry to disappoint you. I'm not from the same world as you."
He looked at Bu Chonghua, and there seemed to be a faint look of exhaustion and ridicule in his eyes, and said, "Sometimes I'm also very disappointed in myself."
Bu Chonghua stood motionless in front of his parents' tombstones, and Wu Yu finally smiled and shook his head at him, as if it were a sad farewell.
Then he turned and passed through the Martyrs' Cemetery, disappearing under the lead-grey sky in the distance.