He looked at Linwanwan intently, and various fragments flashed through his mind.
She cuts his hair, plays games with him, and tells him jokes...
Fu Zhinian knew all of this and could feel her care and love for him.
Warmth and emotion frequently flashed through Fu Zhinian's eyes, which eventually turned into deep complexity.
Lin Wanwan forced a smile on her face, "You're back."
"… Um."
His thin lips moved, but in the end he said nothing more.
When passing Lu Zhanbei who was standing at the door, Fu Zhinian's footsteps did not pause at all, as if he didn't exist, but the breath on his body became colder.
Lu Zhanbei closed his eyes and suppressed all the emotions in his heart.
"Wait a minute!" Lin Wanwan suddenly shouted.
Fu Zhinian stopped but did not look back, "Is there anything else?"
Accustomed to the cautious and caring look of little puppies, Lin Wanwan felt uncomfortable for a while.
After a while, she asked, "Is it so difficult to face the true self?"
Fu Zhinian's body stiffened.
"Everyone can have a mask, but we can't hide the softest side in our hearts and use the most indifferent attitude to hurt the loved ones around us. Human beings are social animals. They are born with a desire for care and companionship. You still want to use your own nature How long will you hide it? Aren't you tired after running away for so long? "
"..." Fu Zhinian's hands hanging by his sides were clenched into fists, veins burst out on the backs of his hands, and his emotions were boiling.
The next second, he suddenly turned around and said, "Why are you preaching to me?"
"I just… "
Fu Zhinian didn't give her a chance to explain at all. His expression was like that of a wounded wolf, and he neighed stubbornly and indignantly.
"Do you think you understand me very well? I am not a poor person who lacks love. I don't care about being sympathized with by anyone. Even if I am the only one, I can still live a good life!"
He strode away, and Lin Wanwan clearly felt a hint of vulnerability in his unruly back.
Lu Zhanbei came over and wrapped his hand around hers, "Don't worry, I don't care, just let him be happy."
Lin Wanwan sighed, "Lu Zhanbei, you are also a person who insists on saving face and suffering."
He obviously cares about his younger brother, but refuses to express it. This may be one of the reasons why Fu Zhinian develops a split personality.
"You said last time that Fu Zhinian became like this because of your father. Can you tell me the details?"
If it were before, Lin Wanwan might not mind this matter.
But she had been with the puppy for so long and wanted to help him.
"Talking as we walk."
"good."
On the way back, under Lin Wanwan's questioning, Lu Zhanbei started talking.
"His name was Lu Zhinian before. Both he and I have received the most rigorous training since childhood. It is impossible for us to have family happiness or father-son affection in such a dull and depressing environment. , he became more introverted and silent day by day, and even developed autistic tendencies.
Until I was eight years old, something happened. "
Linwanwan listened quietly...
"There was a mole in the Lu family. The old man felt that he was too soft-hearted and uncharacteristic of the descendants of the Lu family, so he gave him a gun and asked him to kill that person and practice his courage."
Lin Wanwan's heart tugged, asking an eight-year-old child to kill someone
Lu Zhanbei rubbed his forehead, and his expression became uncontrollably cold when he mentioned this matter.