Lu Zhengyu's gray eyes moved and he turned to look at him.
"She wanted you to live well."
Hearing this, Lu Zhengyu revealed an ugly smile, "Is it possible?"
His voice was hoarse and unpleasant because he hadn't spoken for a long time.
Lu Zhanbei: "I don't care if it's possible or not, I've already promised her, so you can't die."
Lu Zhengyu said nothing more and continued to be immersed in his own world.
Putting himself in his shoes, Lu Zhanbei could understand his mood, "Old man, if a person is not afraid of death, how can he be afraid of living? Mrs. Yu is dead. You must accept it. If you really love her, work hard to complete it." Her last wish, otherwise, she will die with her eyes open."
Lu Zhengyu shivered and raised his head, his eyes dry.
"I have always wanted to marry her. This is the goal I have always insisted on. Now that the goal is gone, I really feel that living is a kind of torture."
Under the afterglow of the setting sun, the white hair on his temples was particularly dazzling.
Overnight, he aged dramatically.
This king, who stood at the top of the Xia Kingdom's power list, completely lost all ambition and fighting spirit, and even lost the motivation to live, and became old.
Lu Zhanbei turned away and looked at the sinking sun.
"This is the last thing you can do for her, don't let her down."
Lu Zhengyu covered his face with his hands, shoulders shrugged slightly, and a broken voice came out through his fingers, "I regret it. Why did I not listen to her advice again and again? If I had listened to her advice... we I must be very happy now... I was the one who killed her. If I had known that this day would happen, I would rather she never appeared in my life... I was wrong... "
Sometimes people can be too paranoid, which is not a good thing.
A trace of fluctuation flashed across Lu Zhanbei's pure eyes. Why do we always have to wait until we lose something before we can learn to cherish it
"Think about it for yourself, I'll leave first."
Lu Zhengyu maintained the posture of covering his face, and he didn't know how long it took. He knelt on the ground with his legs, held his head, and let out a sad howl from his mouth.
"ah-"
What kind of sadness is contained in this sound.
Like the aloof wolf king who lost his mate, he was desperate, regretful and self-blame.
Two days later was Yu Yun's funeral. It was drizzling, making the atmosphere even more depressing.
Lu Zhengyu buried Yu Yun in the Lu family's ancestral grave, and the inscription on the tombstone was also Lu Zhengyu's wife.
However, this is a cenotaph.
Lu Zhengyu held Yu Yun's ashes in both hands and stood in front of the tombstone without moving for a long time.
Lin Wanwan, who was dressed in black, had red and swollen eyes. Lu Zhanbei opened a black umbrella to cover the two of them.
Until dusk came and the rain stopped, Lin Wanwan rubbed his sore eyes and said, "Let's go."
No matter how sad she is, she has to accept the truth.
"Um."
The moment the two turned around, Lu Zhengyu's deep voice sounded.
"I gotta go."
Lu Zhanbei turned around, "Where are you going?"
Lu Zhengyu shook his head expressionlessly, his eyes like two pools of stagnant water, unable to make a single ripple.
"I don't know either. Apart from getting to know Linwanwan, Ayun's biggest wish during her lifetime is to travel around the world and see the scenery of all the mountains and rivers. I am ready to fulfill this wish for her. I will leave the Lu family to you, no matter how glorious it is Decadence, whatever you want.”
"good."
Lu Zhanbei held Lin Wanwan's hand and turned to leave.
When walking down the stairs, Lin Wanwan couldn't help but look back.
Lu Zhengyu's always straight back was slightly stooped, and there were already large patches of silvery white in his hair.
He held the urn in his arms tightly and rubbed it gently, "Don't worry, I will go find you immediately and wait for me when I fulfill your wish."