No one could accept the fact that Lu Zhanbei was dying.
However, Lin Wanwan accepted it.
After hugging Lu Zhanbei and crying that day, she really didn't shed another tear. She always smiled when she was in front of him.
He wanted her to be happy, and she was happy.
Shen Zhiyi and the others would come to the hospital basically every day, take one look at Lu Zhanbei, then leave, and then ask the doctor about the situation.
Although everyone said nothing, Lin Wanwan could tell from their increasingly heavy expressions that none of them had found a cure.
Time passed day by day, and half a month later, Lu Zhanbei put on an oxygen mask.
After he fell asleep, Lin Wanwan came to the window sill alone to blow in the wind.
Ding dong, the phone rang suddenly.
Lin Wanwan swiped the screen and found a private message.
[Wanzi: I haven’t seen you post on Weibo for a long time. What happened?]
[Linwanwan: Yeah.]
[Maruko: Maybe I can help you with some advice.]
Lin Wanwan has indeed accumulated too many negative emotions in her heart recently, and she can't talk to others, as that will only deepen their pressure.
[Linwanwan: My boyfriend is sick and will not live long.]
[Wanzi: My condolences, pain is only temporary, time is the healing medicine.]
[Linwanwan: You don’t understand. In fact, I didn’t understand before, but now I understand that no matter how prosperous the world is, without that person, it will become boring.]
[Maruko: I hope you won’t have the ridiculous idea of committing suicide for love.]
Lin Wanwan smiled, but the smile did not reach her eyes.
[Linwanwan: No, he wants me to live well, and I can't let him down. But thinking about the days without him makes me despair. How can I survive such long days alone?]
After a long while, Wanzi sent a message.
[You can find someone to accompany you. That Tang Chen will definitely be willing.]
[Linwanwan: He means the same thing, but I won’t let him leave peacefully as he wants. If I ask him to go underground, he won’t trust me. It’s best to pretend to be a corpse to accompany me!]
[Maruko:… ]
As she typed words in her hand, Lin Wanwan's eyes became sore again.
[Maruko: Are you crying again?]
again
Lin Wanwan only thought that he had guessed that she had cried many times, and did not worry about it.
[No, thank you for listening to my ramblings for so long. I’ll leave now. As usual, the conversation will be kept confidential. Bye.]
Lu Zhanbei didn't move his eyes from this line of writing for a long time, feeling a mixture of sweetness and sourness in his heart.
I not only hope that she will forget him, but also hope that she will always remember him.
The ultimate wish is actually for her to live a good life.
At this time, the door was pushed open.
Lu Zhanbei raised his head and looked at the woman standing at the door, his expression returned to normal, "Why are you here."
"Lu Zhanbei, you have hidden a lot of things from me."
“…”
Half an hour later, after gathering her emotions, Lin Wanwan rushed back. When she saw several medical staff coming out of the ward, she immediately went to greet them, her heartstrings tightening.
"How is he?"
"Mr. Lu's respiratory system has begun to deteriorate. Remember to put on an oxygen mask on him on time."
"...Okay." Lin Wanwan twitched the corners of his lips, feeling heavy in his heart.
After the medical staff walked away, Lin Wanwan looked up at the snow-white ceiling and forced back tears.
Is this the price she needs to pay for her resurrection
When I finally thought I had grasped happiness, I discovered that it was all illusory and terrifying.
How cruel it is to have something and then lose it.
If she could, she would sacrifice everything she had to keep Lu Zhanbei alive.