Xia Yan frowned. He couldn't listen to what he said. "I will restrain myself. After a long time, maybe..."
It was so outrageous that he couldn't say it himself.
Ning Can repeated dumbly, "Do you like me?" The ending sound was already raised.
Xia Yan was a little irritated by his appearance: "I know you can't forgive me, and I can't forgive myself either."
Just because I love you.
This undeserved relationship ruined their friendship from childhood to adulthood, making everything unrecognizable.
He's the culprit, he knows, but...
If people can control their hearts, how can there be so much pain.
Ning Can looked at him motionlessly, and finally asked in a different way: "You treated me like that four years ago because... because of you..."
I don't know why, but suddenly I can't speak.
An unprecedented heat surged into his throat, blocking his face red.
Xia Yan laughed at himself: "No way."
Under the dim floor lamp, Ning Can's face was scalded into spicy crayfish, he stammered: "I thought you were taking revenge on me..."
Xia Yan was stunned: "Retaliate against you?"
"Yes, yes..." Ning Can sorted out his immortal logic, "I treat you as a woman, and I still want to kiss you, you just..."
Xia Yan laughed angrily at him: "If I'm angry, shouldn't I beat you up?"
He did lose his temper at the time, but he wasn't angry, he was just very disappointed and disappointed. The deep affection he had endured for several years was lost. When he thought that Ning Can would belong to someone else, and that Ning Can, who was so drunk and confused, would make out with others, he I lost my mind and did something irreversible.
Ning Can stammered and murmured, "How could you like me..."
He kept repeating this sentence, as if he had heard some great news, and his mind was full of shock and incomprehension.
Xia Yan didn't want to entangle with him anymore.
It took him four years to adjust to his current life, and he didn't want to be disturbed again.
Xia Yan was not confident, could he experience another four years like this
"So, stay away from me." Xia Yan seemed to warn himself, "I don't want to disgust you any more."
After he finished saying this, Ning Can raised his head sharply: "Don't talk about yourself like that."
Xia Yan was stunned.
In the countless days they spent together, whenever he talked about himself, Ning Can's reaction was always so intense.
He was like a hen protecting his cubs, and he didn't allow anyone to scold Xia Yan, not even Xia Yan himself.
In the past, Xia Yan would always be warmed by him like this, but now he just feels sour.
Such brotherhood is the culprit that pushed him into the abyss.
Xia Yan said softly, "Let's go, Ning Can, please go."
After a while, Ning Can said, "I didn't know you liked me."
Xia Yan didn't want to guess what he was thinking: "It doesn't matter, it's all over."
Ning Can frowned, and his voice trembled: "So... you don't like me now?"
Xia Yan was irritated by this sentence, he stared at him and said, "How many times do you want me to repeat it? Ning Can, I love you, not just between children, but wanting to monopolize you and be with you forever. love!"
Ning Can was stunned again.
After Xia Yan finished speaking, he felt tired again, he said: "Let's go, I beg you, don't let me..."
Ning Can was still talking to himself: "I thought you hated me."
Xia Yan raised his lower lip sarcastically.
Ning Can kept it in his heart for four years, and said something he couldn't let go of no matter how he tried to talk about it: "I thought you hated me, at that time... You said you hated me, you didn't want to see me again, so I went. foreign."
That was the most painful moment in Ning Can's life.
Waking up from the drowsy drunkenness, Ning Can felt a severe pain like tearing his body, and the person he cared about most stared at him with fierce eyes, and when he gave him pain, he was still saying that he hated him.
- Xia Yan hates him.
- Xia Yan hates him.
For Ning Can, who had everything going smoothly, it was like the sky was falling.
The author has something to say: Help Xia Yan to clarify, four years ago he thought he was crazy, but it was actually the drunk Ning Can who was dishonest. !]