Ning Can was stunned, the pillow that he had been clenching tightly fell off, and fell to the ground as soft as his whole body.
"Is it disgusting?" Xia Yan asked him when they parted.
His voice was calm, but his dark eyelashes trembled almost imperceptibly.
Ning Can hasn't recovered yet.
Xia Yan stared at him, second by second, as long as the four years apart.
Ning Can's ears turned red after realizing it: "What's so disgusting..."
Xia Yan's heart jumped violently, and his voice became hoarse: "Do you hate it?"
Ning Can's brain circuit was still on another line. He asked him, "Did you agree to date me?"
Xia Yan squeezed his hand, so strong that he seemed to break the slender fingers: "Ning Can..."
He called out his name, but didn't know what to say next.
Ecstasy and terror swept through his nerves like a gust of wind and waves, making him feel like he was stepping on the clouds.
Really
is this real
In the dark night, when I should have slept the deepest, something like this happened, shouldn't I really suspect that it was a dream
Ning Can whispered, "Actually, I didn't feel anything."
He answered the kiss just now.
Xia Yan was caught by him and brought back to reality, strangely enough to feel a little reassuring.
"What can you feel with such a quick kiss?" Ning Can looked up at him, his eyes twinkling.
Xia Yan's head buzzed, holding down the back of his head and kissing him again.
Not only did Ning Can not push him away, but instead responded to him.
When the two of them came back to their senses out of breath, they had already slept on Xia Yan's bed.
Ning Can said, "I have something to tell you."
Xia Yan mentioned it in his heart.
Ning Can was a little hard to tell.
Xia Yan's hand loosened, his fingertips trembled, his heart ached, and he said, "If you tell me that you are doing this just because you are afraid and don't want to sleep by yourself, then I will never see you again in my life. already."
Ning Can hurriedly said, "How could I!" His heart was a little broken.
Xia Yan was expressionless.
Ning Can's face became hot and he said, "Besides, I'm not afraid anymore. I'm so old, how could I..."
Xia Yan stared at him.
Ning Can couldn't hold it anymore, he had always known that Xia Yan had always condoned the lies he told, instead of really believing them.
He compromised: "I'm just a little bit mean..."
Xia Yan got up.
Ning Can grabbed his wrist and said, "But if I don't want to kiss you, I won't kiss you either!"
Although there is a reason for the horror movie, but he really thinks about it.
Xia Yan couldn't move.
No matter how thick-skinned Ning Can was, he was still embarrassed to say this: "...That's right, since that incident four years ago, my stuff has not been able to work anymore."
Xia Yan didn't understand.
Ning Can blushed, and told him the secret that had been hidden for four years: "I, I won't show it..."
Xia Yan was stunned.
Ning Can said it all anyway, and after knowing that Xia Yan didn't hate him, he let go, as if he had forgotten the four-year separation and returned to the intimacy of a teenager, he said, "Really, since the two of us, I have No, I can't do it myself, but I haven't found anyone else..."
He wouldn't say anything about such a shameful thing except Xia Yan!
Xia Yan regained his senses. He remembered that night four years ago, and another sharp pain felt in his heart.
He hurt Ning Can.
It was him who caused him the mental barrier in his eyes.
Xia Yan's heart was full of regret and regret.
Ning Can was still talking: "If we want to date, we have to tell you about it in advance... But you can't dislike me, I'm still you like this... Well, I'm also at fault, I shouldn't underestimate you, but... "
Xia Yan lowered his eyes and said, "It's my fault."
Ning Can wanted to say that you were right, but thinking about Xia Yan's ruthlessness that night, and...
How cruel is he!
Xia Yan calmed down and asked him softly, "Can I see it?"
Ning Can paused, thinking about what he didn't see, and said, "It's useless to see, it's really not easy to use." As he said that, his shorts slipped to his calf.
Xia Yan's heart trembled, and he tried to calm himself: "It's really not possible, you have to see a doctor."
It is estimated that it is not a physical problem, but a psychological problem. If you can have a professional doctor to help you, definitely...
For some reason, Ning Xiaocan, who had been stared at by Xia Yan for a while, had been sleeping for four years... There was movement.
The author has something to say: Sweet no, hehehe.