The morgue is on the negative floor, cold and damp, and no one comes and goes.
Shen Wang followed behind him all the time, and when he was approaching the door, Su Nuo stopped and turned his head, "Go back."
Her cold posture made Shen Du's heart twitch.
"I'll accompany you in."
"No need." Su Nuo refused, "I don't want to see you."
Shen Wang's Adam's apple rolled up and down, his hands that were hanging down tightened again and again, and in the end he didn't say anything, and didn't continue to follow.
When Su Nuo was about to go in, Shen Huang couldn't help calling her: "Nuo Nuo." He said in a low voice, "I'm sorry..."
Su Nuo didn't seem to hear, her slender figure was isolated behind the security door.
Yuan Ze and Yuan Guohong were inside, when they saw Su Nuo entering, they left the room without saying anything, leaving the space to Su Nuo.
The room is very empty, surrounded by only this bed, the lamp hanging above the head is dim, and the cold light reflected has no warmth. Lin Zhi on the bed was covered with a white cloth, her withered body could be vaguely seen.
Su Nuo took two steps forward, moving her fingertips, not daring to lift the white cloth. She lowered her eyes and stared at it for a long time, then raised her hand and slowly pulled down a corner.
Lin Zhi could no longer see her original face, she was so thin that only a pair of bones remained, her torso was tightly wrapped by her dull skin, her cheeks were sunken, her complexion was ashen, only a pair of eyelashes were left, which were black and thick, she was breathless, but Peaceful as if asleep.
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not.
There was no turmoil in her heart, and her brain completely separated all emotions, leaving only peace and silence.
"Little Cotton, it's time, we should go back." Yuan Ze walked in, holding Su Nuo's shoulders tightly, trying to give her a sense of security with his generous chest.
Su Nuo put on a dull expression, and Yuan Ze took her away.
They went back to the ward to pack their things, and then followed Yuan Ze home, leaving only Yuan Guohong to go through various procedures in the hospital.
None of the brothers and sisters spoke a word along the way, and when they finally got home, Yuan Che suddenly stretched out his arms to block Su Nuo when he entered the house, and said with a cold face, "You are not welcome here."
Su Nuo twitched her eyelashes.
Yuan Cheng gave Yuan Che a hand: "Xiao Che, don't be like this..."
"You've never considered this place your home. Now that Mom is gone, you don't have to compromise to live with us anymore." Yuan Che slammed on the door frame, "Let's go."
During the stalemate, Yuan Ze walked out of the elevator after parking the car.
This scene made him frown, "Yuan Che, what are you doing?"
Yuan Cheng became anxious, took Yuan Che's arm, and whispered to persuade him, "Forget it, little Che, be careful that big brother gets angry..."
"What's wrong with big brother being angry?!" Yuan Che shook off Yuan Cheng's hand, his eyes were red, "One of them doesn't take care of this place, and the other hasn't been home for many years, what kind of children are they! Why should we be afraid of them?"
The more Yuan Che spoke, the more excited he became. Yuan Cheng stared blankly, his lips twitched, and finally lowered his head and remained silent.
"Su Nuo, you don't have the same surname as us, and you shouldn't have come back, but now it's all right, you can go and continue to be your eldest lady, no one is stopping you this time."
Yuan Ze's face darkened, and he kicked him.
Yuan Che's thighs were sore from being kicked by him, he took two steps back and fell to the ground in embarrassment.
Yuan Ze looked at him condescendingly: "Whether I'm wrong or right, it's not up to you, a little bastard, to say. Everyone is sad when Mom is gone, and you are not the only one who is uncomfortable, but you can't attribute Mom's death to Su Nuo and Su Nuo." on me."
Yuan Che wiped away the tears on his face indiscriminately, got up from the ground, pointed at Su Nuo tremblingly, and said, "She, she hung up on us repeatedly, just to be happy with Shen Du, and she only cares about herself even when Mom is sick!"
After Su Nuo closed her eyes, she explained in a cold voice, "First: I didn't hang up the phone, and second: Don't speculate on me with your dirty thoughts."
"I'm telling the truth!" Yuan Che couldn't listen to a word of her explanation, "You are a white-eyed wolf! You just have no heart!"
Yuan Ze sneered, "Let me ask you, who took care of Mom during her illness and hospitalization, you?"
Yuan Che was taken aback by the question.
Yuan Ze continued: "Who runs back and forth to the hospital every day in the high temperature of more than 30 degrees to accompany my mother, are you?"
Yuan Che turned his head away and remained silent.
Yuan Ze gritted his teeth and said, "You keep saying that Su Nuo is a white-eyed wolf, but she has always been taking care of our mother. She goes to work and studies during the day, stays up late at night to stay in bed, and doesn't rest on Sunday. She just walked away for a day, you You have to put all the blame on Su Nuo, do you think this is fair? Yuan Che, you have to be conscientious in life, ask yourself, are you losing your temper because of your mother and us, or because of your own selfishness?"
Yuan Che, who was poked at the center, trembled, and dared not speak up to refute.
Yuan Ze took a deep breath, "I originally bought this house for Su Nuo, and her name was also written on the real estate certificate. At the beginning, Su Nuo gave the house to you for the sake of your going to school. So it is you who want to leave. Two go."
"Let's go! You think it's rare for me to stay with you!" Yuan Che had endured to the extreme, glared at the two of them angrily, and ran out of the house.
"Yuan Che!" Yuan Cheng was startled and hurried to chase after him.
A family became torn apart and shattered during this night.
Su Nuo didn't look at Yuan Ze, went back to the house, packed two pieces of clothes, and went straight to the living room.
Yuan Ze touched his upper and lower lips, and uttered three clear and shallow sounds, "Little Cotton..."
"Get them back, it's late, don't let anything happen to you."
"And you?"
"We each calm down for a night, and we will discuss Mom's funeral tomorrow, and they should be sober by then."
Things can only be like this now, Yuan Ze didn't want to keep him anymore, he stepped forward to take the small luggage from Su Nuo's hand: "Then you will stay at my apartment tonight, Dad probably won't come back today, I will pick it up tomorrow." you."
Su Nuo nodded in response.
As the car was driving along the road, Yuan Ze had a cigarette in his mouth and did not light it.
Broken shadows of neon shrouded his handsome face, and two tears fell silently from the corners of his eyes, and were wiped away naturally by Yuan Ze.
He licked the dry corner of his mouth, freed a hand, and held Su Nuo's cold fingertips tightly.
The two brothers and sisters didn't speak during the journey. After putting Su Nuo in the apartment, Yuan Ze quickly left to prepare for his mother's affairs. She sat alone in front of the wide floor-to-ceiling windows, without turning on the lights, and completely submerged herself in the deep and lonely night. After a while, she fumbled for her mobile phone and sent Wang Cheng a leave message.
In the early morning, the crisp sound of the doorbell broke the comfort.
She glanced back, propped up her numb legs and came to the door. She lay down on the cat's eye and looked around for a few moments before carefully opening the door.
The man standing outside the door was travel-stained, with damp moisture scattered on his shoulders, his dark eyes were dark, and he watched her quietly.
"Why are you here?" Su Nuo's voice was hoarse.
"Come here." Zhao Yunqing bypassed Su Nuo and entered the door, and put all the big and small bags on the table, "Have you eaten yet?"
Before Su Nuo could answer, he rolled up his sleeves, "I knew you didn't eat."
Zhao Yunqing went into the kitchen and took out a bag of vegetables and fruits he bought.
"How do you know I'm here?"
"If you want to know, you will know." Zhao Yunqing fastened his apron and started cooking.
Su Nuo softly stopped: "Don't do it, I don't want to eat it."
Zhao Yunqing looked back and smiled; "I flew back from City A overnight and was hungry. Now I can't borrow your kitchen and cook for myself? Little heartless."
Su Nuo didn't speak any more.
He cooked two simple dishes, and gave Su Nuo another bowl of plain noodles.
At the dining table, the two sat opposite each other. Su Nuo lowered her head and picked up a few noodles with chopsticks. Before she put them into her mouth, a stream of acidic water poured out of her stomach. Her complexion changed, and she hurried to the bathroom to vomit into the toilet. When she came out, Su Nuo hadn't eaten for a day, couldn't spit out anything, her stomach was churning constantly, and her eyes were red with discomfort.
"Su Nuo..."
"I'm fine." Su Nuo's voice trembled, "Go back, it's not good for others to see you here."
Zhao Yunqing kept silent, moistened the towel, held her face in his hands, and wiped her face carefully and gently.
Su Nuo's long eyelashes trembled up and down, her dark eyes and her pale lips were firmly pressed together. She knelt on the ground, her whole body trembling.
"Are you still throwing up?"
Su Nuo shook his head.
"Let's go, go to sleep." Zhao Yunqing helped her sit up from the cold ground, and Su Nuo walked forward leaning on him.
After entering the bedroom, she lay on her side and curled up into a ball. Zhao Yunqing pulled a chair and sat over, "If you want to cry, you can cry against me."
Su Nuo shook her head, turned over and only left Zhao Yunqing with a slender and silent back.