Throughout the day, Su Nuo's brain was in an empty state, and she was forced to spare time to digest the complicated and huge information bit by bit.
Does Rong Qing treat her well? good. But that kind of good is good for pets, she can't have independent thoughts, independent personality, she has to listen to what he says. So after Su Nuo failed to escape, Rong Qing locked her in the secret room without hesitation until she was trained to be obedient and honest.
Before that, Su Nuo was just an ordinary little girl, she had never experienced anything, she didn't understand anything, she was naturally afraid of him, she dared to disobey him, how dare she not listen to him. Even after such a long time, she still can't help but feel chills in her bones when she thinks about that period of the past. Rong Qing said that at best it was domineering, at worst it was a pathological lunatic, whoever got in touch with him would be unlucky.
However, such a person has followed her for ten lifetimes and is always by her side, hasn't she noticed
The more important point is that he actually acted as a servant girl and eunuch for her, and once he took the initiative to go to sex, lure the pursuers, and let her escape, all these things are not like what Rong Qing would do...
Su Nuo closed her eyes, her thoughts were in a mess, she was more incredulous than stunned.
What is King Rongqing like? He was so proud that he was withdrawn, and everything in the world was like ants in his eyes. The moment he left the country and followed her, it meant that he gave up his identity and his self-esteem at the same time.
Is it worth it to abandon your figure, abandon your name, and not hesitate to bear the eternal infamy, just to follow her, just to be with her
not worth it.
She even felt that what he had done made her breathless. If she accepted it because of this, would it be gratitude, or did she really like it
Su Nuo looked at the scenery outside the window and fell into deep confusion.
The sky gradually became dark and dull, with no moon and few stars.
Su Nuo took a taxi and came directly to the lakeside hut where she and Zhao Yunqing had been happy. The lights in the hut were on, reflecting in the lake, creating mottled shadows.
As Su Nuo expected, he is here.
The autumn night was a bit chilly, Su Nuo gathered her outer shirt, and walked slowly to the door, she lingered for a long time, but still didn't ring the doorbell. While struggling, the door opened with a click, and when she raised her head, she bumped into his deep eyes without any reason.
Zhao Yunqing is clean and moist, with a refined temperament.
Su Nuo couldn't connect such a person with that tyrant, her eyes were wandering for a while.
"Come in." Zhao Yunqing stepped aside.
Su Nuo shook her head: "I'll just say a few words."
Zhao Yunqing said, "It's cold outside."
"It's not cold." She looked down at her toes.
Zhao Yunqing was amused: "You are so guarded against me, because you are afraid that I will punish you on the spot?"
"without… "
"Then come in."
Su Nuo didn't move, she raised her small face, and the light from the top of her head fell into her eyes, shining brightly and seductively.
"I figured it out."
Zhao Yunqing's eyes were burning, but without saying a word, he clenched his fists in his pockets involuntarily.
"If I say that I am moved by everything you do, that I am willing to accept you, like you, and live with you, I am lying to you." Su Nuo clenched her teeth lightly, with a hint of stubbornness in her naturally gentle voice, "I Don't want to lie."
"So." He frowned and looked at her indifferently.
Su Nuo licked her lips that were dry by the wind, "So, so I want to make it clear to you today."
He leaned against the door and gave Su Nuo great patience.
"You hurt me, no matter how much you do to me, no matter how good you are to me, I can't forget everything you have done. I can't forget the bad things because of your goodness, because those hurts really existed. , is in my brain and cannot be erased."
Zhao Yunqing's long eyelashes trembled slightly.
Su Nuo held her cold fingertips, "I can't accept a man who has cast a shadow on me."
His sexy Adam's apple moved, and the cool moonlight set off his handsome face, showing the loneliness in his bones even more.
Su Nuo took a deep breath and looked at him: "The words just now were for Rong Qing. The next thing I want to tell my brother is..." She said, "I hope you can give us a period of time to calm down and wait for me Get ready to start over, think about how to go in the future, and then think about emotional matters, at that time I will treat our relationship fairly and rationally."
After speaking, she anxiously waited for his answer.
Zhao Yun stared at Su Nuo quietly, couldn't help laughing, his heart was soft as cotton.
Su Nuo is a gentle girl. Zhao Yunqing has always known that she is kind and soft, and never hurts others easily. Even after going through hardships and falling into darkness, she always has her heart toward the light.
Even if she was still afraid of him and hated him, she was willing to cast aside her prejudice and treat him rationally.
"Nu Nuo."
Su Nuo swallowed her saliva, and stared blankly at Zhao Yunqing who whispered her nickname.
"Rongqing is dead."
"… I know."
"My darling is dead too..." When he said this, his tone was full of desolation and pain.
Su Nuo opened her mouth and said hoarsely, "I, I know."
"So I agree with what you said."
Zhao Yunqing's straightforwardness caught Su Nuo off guard. She originally thought that with this man's domineering and difficult personality, he would pester her for a long time, but in the end...
"If you've finished talking, you can leave now." Zhao Yunqing said coldly, "It's not suitable for you to stay here with me."
"..."
Well, the acceptance is also very fast.
Su Nuo took one last look at him, turned her head and walked back slowly.
"Su Nuo."
After walking two steps, he stopped her again from afar.
Su Nuo turned his head back, and he stood under the dim streetlight with his arms crossed, his black pupils turned into an intoxicated warm color, "Aren't you going to let me see you off?"
Su Nuo froze for a moment, then shook her head, smiled and waved at the person, "I ordered a car, you can go back." After a pause, "Goodbye, brother."
"Goodbye." Obediently.
From then on, starting from today, he is just Zhao Yunqing, using someone else's name and appearance, to start his own life.
Looking at the warmly furnished cabin in front of him, Zhao Yunqing suddenly felt that this kind of life is quite good, he doesn’t have to endure the cold at the height of power, he doesn’t have to cheat and plot everywhere, he just nests here and grows old like ordinary people .
Oh, and more.
Use the rest of his life to get back what he wants and loves.
This time, he will find the right way.
**
Soon it will be the Mid-Autumn Festival, which is the first festival that Su Nuo celebrates after returning to reality.
As a young artist, she was not as busy as those big names, so she got up early, bought a bouquet of flowers, and wore a woven red scarf to visit Lin Zhi's grave.
Early in the morning, the cemetery was quiet, and the morning mist had not dissipated, covering the surroundings hazyly. She walked along the stone road familiarly, and finally stopped in front of the tombstone. The tombstone was wiped clean, and fresh Yuan Guohong must have come to see her every day.
Su Nuo placed the flowers, bowed, and put the red scarf in front of the photo, "I've finished knitting for you."
Her embroidery is very good, and she learned it day and night when she was a show girl. The needles and threads are dense and delicate.
"is it nice?"
In the photo, Lin Zhi smiled.
"I spent lunch with my dad, and I'm going back to my adoptive parents in the evening. I'll come and see you first. After the day is over, I may be busy and won't come here often." Su Nuo didn't know what to say for a while. After staring at those eyes in the photo for a long time in silence, he turned and prepared to leave.
Never thought that she bumped into the twin brothers who came to visit the grave, Yuan Che's eyes were complicated, and he didn't speak when he saw Su Nuo.
Her eyes just glanced away, and then she put her hands in her pockets, walked around the two brothers and went down the mountain without saying a word.
"Why is she ignoring us..." Yuan Che muttered in a low voice.
Yuan Cheng patted Yuan Che on the shoulder, "You were so fierce before, I would ignore you if you wanted me to."
He snorted, chatting obediently with Lin Zhi.
The reunion dinner at noon was eaten at Yuan's house. Except for Yuan Che's eyes that made Su Nuo feel a little uncomfortable, everyone else was very friendly. He stayed with Yuan's father until four o'clock in the afternoon. The gift went to Shen's house.
The Shen family's parents had been looking forward to her arrival for a long time, and when she entered the door, they greeted with sighs.
"It's almost winter, mom ordered a coat for you, come up and try to see if it fits."
As soon as she changed her shoes, she was dragged upstairs to the cloakroom by Shen's mother.
Su Nuo followed obediently.
"The coat, hat, and those few limited-edition bags were given by your father's partner. They don't suit me, so you can take them all."
Su Nuo's eyes swept away, and the cloakroom was already full of bags of various brands. Shen's mother liked to dress her up. Even though she had been away for half a year, she never stopped buying clothes and jewelry for Su Nuo.
"Try this little red cheongsam first, it's perfect for the Mid-Autumn Festival." Mother Shen excitedly took out a red cheongsam and handed it over.
The workmanship of that cheongsam is very delicate and delicate, the skirt is embroidered with exquisite patterns, and the price can be seen at a glance.
Su Nuo frowned, and declined politely: "It's inconvenient to wear this at home, it's not as comfortable as home clothes."
"Put it on." Shen's mother said with a smile, "Aunt Zhao, do you remember? She gave you this dress specially. They invited us to visit his house tomorrow, and your father and I have already agreed."
Zhao...
Then I will meet Zhao Yunqing.
Su Nuo pursed her lips, since they chatted that night, the two of them had no contact with each other, and now they suddenly wanted to meet, and felt a little uncomfortable.
"Nuonuo? Don't you like cheongsam?"
Su Nuo recovered, shook her head and said, "I'll try."
Shen's mother pinched her face: "Mom already knows that Kuai Nuo Nuo is the most obedient, put it on and let mom see."
She glanced at the clothes, sighed, went in and began to take them off.
"Mom, where's the shirt in my closet, did you throw it away for me?"
At this moment, Shen Zhuang's cold and lazy voice came from behind the door.
Su Nuo paused when she pulled the zipper, then turned around and closed the door of the cloakroom.
Shen's mother looked at Su Nuo, looked at Shen Wang who had come in from behind the door, blinked, and replied: "You go outside and wait, I will go out and look for you later."
"Oh." He didn't ask much, and the footsteps gradually faded away.
After driving away Shen Wang, Shen's mother nervously explained to Su Nuo: "It's Mid-Autumn Festival, it's good to have a family reunion..."
She didn't speak, and lowered her head to buckle the hidden buttons of her high heels.