Mo Li looked back at Yiyi, and looked back at Ji Nanfeng: "Nan Feng, do you have a psychiatrist you know?"
She did not intend to conceal her own problems, nor did she have the purpose of concealing them.
Ji Nanfeng slammed the brakes, and the car was also Zila—a sound.
Mo Lixin didn't have time to guard. Although he was wearing a seat belt, he slammed forward, and he didn't hit anything at all, just a brain shake.
Damn it, how come you have been having trouble getting along with the car recently. Mo Lixin pressed his eyebrows.
"Why brake suddenly?" Mo Lixin shook his head, turned around, and looked at Ji Nanfeng, who happened to be also looking at herself.
However, his eyes are long and deep, and in his calm eyes, there are emotions that Mo Li can't understand. It seems a little sad and a little scared. Why does he have such a look, as if he is looking at her, but not looking at her. From his eyes, she seemed to see another herself.
Ji Nanfeng was originally happy. His heart was becoming more and more lively, and he did not have the dimmer look that was once in the last life. Until the last year he got disgusted by himself, and disgusted by the autism and social fears that others disliked. Ill, shut yourself up, and stay in your own world without crying or making trouble.
He naturally didn't know at the time.
In that year, there were only a handful of times going home, and every time she didn’t come out to see him, in that year, there was no entanglement with her, but there was also no Xihanwenwennuan, which he thought was annoying, he thought at one time. This was just her wanting to fight, but what his mood was like at that time, maybe at that time, he didn't understand, just felt empty, but he was also ruthlessly suppressed by this strange emotion.
What he didn't expect was that she came out one day after almost keeping herself at home for a year, and the last courage she came out was him. The liver operation was not a life-for-life replacement, but at that time, she had done it twice. She is at the end of her life after the operation, but even so, she can live for three to five years without this operation if she guards this dilapidated body. If it is well restored, no matter how long it takes, it won’t be a problem. , But she did not choose this way. She gave him the chance to live, and she wrote a suicide note and went to Huangquan.
The only sentence written in the suicide note-if she is the source of your happiness, then I will guard it. I hope that when you laugh, you can think of me.
She didn't explain a word for herself, not a word blamed him, and even thought of him in the end.
When it comes to selfishness, Moli also has a heart. In the line, she did not conceal the fact that she gave him the liver. She has only one purpose. As the letter said, watch him not to forget herself. This is her greatest selfishness. .
Ji Nanfeng, it was already two weeks after waking up when he could talk and do activities. When he woke up, he was clear and there was no pain in his body like two weeks ago. I thought to myself, it should be because of the illness that accompanied the body. I know, I can't be happy,
When he knew that Mo Li's heart was dead, it was the day he was discharged from the hospital. He knew that something had happened recently, otherwise no one in his family would take care of him. Even Duan Anran, who had been by his side, would not be by his side again. , The one who takes care of him is just a nanny. But considering the physical reasons, he didn't ask much.
On the day of discharge from the hospital, the long-lost wind and sunshine, but he felt extremely cold, and the only person who came to pick him up was Wei Xiulan.
It's just that his face is haggard and listless, Ji Nanfeng feels that something has happened.
"Xin'er... is a good boy. Our Ji family can't pay what we owe her... and... You can't pay it back... Fenger, you're wrong this time, it's ridiculously wrong..." Wei Xiulan said, she burst into tears uncontrollably .
He heard the words, the more disturbed he was: "But what happened..." The tone was trembling that he didn't even realize.
"Xin'er... Xin'er... Go, go and see her, Qixin Temple..."
Qi Xin Ancestral Hall, Ji Family Ancestral Hall, Gu Ming’s thoughts, where the dead lived... The ancestral ancestors are ranked, and the wide courtyard outside the ancestral hall is a tombstone. Ji’s ancestors have been here for generations, but he did not expect that one day, it would be such an early day. He will come here because of her...
What was his mood at that time, like being struck by lightning, his legs and feet weighed as heavy as a thousand pounds, and one step was more difficult than one step. Then he realized how much he liked her, but this kind of like was restrained to perverted like, dormant In my heart, I have never noticed it.
But when I understood everything, it was already too late. I regretted it at the beginning. It is true that I have lost the cherishment that I only understood, a gentle and ingenious sentence, to understand the truth, but paid a bloody price...
Regardless, this life. He thinks that nothing will happen anymore. He will put her in his hand like a little princess, and won't let her suffer half-time grievances. Whether it is her body or mind, she must be intact, healthy and healthy. Row.
Watching her slowly let go of her guard, open her heart, can quarrel with him, can joke with him, and gradually lose her restraint, and restore the self-confidence and sunny and cheerful when she first saw him. He thought that some things would not happen, but she did this. Asked, and asked her to lift up her letting go.
Doctor of mind, a strange profession—
Ji Nanfeng was immersed for a long time, and Mo Lixin looked at him like this.
"Why do you want to find a doctor in the heart?" After a long time, he replied.
Mo Lixin felt that the atmosphere was weird, and after thinking about it, he confessed: "There is a very strange thing, I think it's better to tell you."
"Maybe you don't believe... Another person lives in my body..." Mo Lixin said, looking at Ji Nanfeng fixedly.
Ji Nanfeng didn't expect this to be the reason, even though it was strange, he listened to it.
… It’s difficult to understand things, but it’s not difficult to speak about. After a while, things will be explained clearly.
"So, you should have a strange second personality. You know her, she knows you, and she hasn't appeared recently. You should find a psychiatrist," Ji Nanfeng concluded.
"Well, isn't it really outrageous, how can I still talk to my second personality?" Mo Lixin herself didn't believe in herself. If you want to put it in ancient times, she will definitely lose her heart and be crazy!
"Tomorrow and Sunday, I will accompany you to have a look. Don't worry too much." Ji Nanfeng breathed a sigh of relief, as long as it wasn't for the autism that is thousands of miles away, it would be fine. The disease was too negative.
"Why did you brake suddenly..." Mo Lixin still asked.
"Think of something, it's no big deal" with a faint smile, some things, it's better not to explain.
Mo Li narrowed his heart and didn't ask any more.
The next day, Ji Nanfeng took Mo Lixin to see a psychiatrist.
The doctor was introduced by the mother of Victoria. He is a well-known psychologist.
Although the hospital is a private clinic, it is still overcrowded. Of course, most of the people who come to this kind of hospital are people who are sick.
"Feifei, don't run, wait for grandma"
As soon as she entered the hospital, Mo Lixin heard such a sentence, her voice hoarse, and she sounded like an old man with poor health. Later, I found a child with braids, ran over, fell on her, and hugged her calf tightly.
Mo Lixin didn't react for a while, and glanced at Ji Nanfeng at a loss.
"Kid, what's your name!" Ji Nanfeng squatted down and looked at the little girl who was only knee-high.
The little girl did not answer. It's just that the big watery eyes blinked at the handsome uncle who was talking to her.
Mo Lixin touched her head, knelt down, looked at her and said, "Why are your parents here alone?"
The little girl cried uncontrollably when she heard her parents, and held Mo Li's heart tighter: "Mom, beautiful mother"
Mo Li had a hearty meal, and Ji Nanfeng also had a meal. This kid looked like he was 3 or 4 years old, so he shouldn't be arrogant!
The little girl cried so much, breaking Mo Lixin's heart to tears. The way this well-behaved little girl cried was really pitiful.
"Feifei, come here, why don't you listen to grandma's words, grandma can't catch up with your old bones," the old man who came limping over said breathlessly. When he looked at the girl named Feifei, he looked He paused, then raised his head again, and looked at Mo Lixin apologetically: "Girl, sorry, my granddaughter ran out in a hurry, so I don't want to blame." After finishing speaking, he went to take the little girl away.
But the little girl was stunned and hugged Mo Lixin's calf, without letting go, she looked up at her hopefully with her round head up, and she saw that she liked her more and more.
"Mother-in-law, this kid is very cute" Mo Lixin replied.
Seeing that he couldn't move, the old man sighed heavily: "Feifei is the only bloodline left by my deceased son and daughter-in-law. I didn't take care of it. For such a disease, blame me, blame me."
Mo Lixin turned her head to look at Ji Nanfeng, then turned her head back, wondering: "Why does the mother-in-law say that?" From her point of view, this child looks quite normal, able to run, jump, and talk.
"Fei Fei, I stopped talking a year and a half ago. I went to the hospital for a checkup. She was fine. She had some autism. She was quiet on weekdays. She seldom cries, but she didn’t expect that she would still cry here. , But as long as you can make a sound," he smiled with some relief at this point.
The old man explained.
"Don't speak?" Mo Lixin exclaimed. Didn't the little girl still speak just now
"Well, it has been 8 months since the last time I spoke. I came here today and finally got in touch with the heart doctor here. But before it started, Feifei ran out. This is the doctor who has been in appointment for a long time. … Hey" he sighed again as he spoke.
"Mother-in-law said that Feifei did not speak, but she said it just now." Mo Lixin replied, thinking of something, and then squatted down and touched Feifei's face with both hands, wiped away the tears that hadn't dried, and said softly: "Feifei, I called me just now, I didn't hear clearly, can I call it again?"