Huo Yun woke up late at night, nostalgic for the lingering heart-wrenching pain.
He made all kinds of preparations in his heart, no matter how Yan Qing repented and refused after waking up, he would not let her go half a step away, and even if he used the lock, he would trap her by his side.
But she didn't expect that she would post it obediently and ask him this question that he didn't dare to think about.
Huo Yunshen's voice was very soft, afraid that he would wake up from his sweet dream: "What are you asking me?"
Yan Qing leaned against his chest, the aftertaste was still in her body, and the scene from last night was automatically played in front of her. The person with a gentle voice and a taste for the essence... was indeed her.
Many old and new clips were rushing through her mind, and when her head hurt, she instinctively hugged Huo Yunshen, and said dullly, "You heard right... I wonder if there is something wrong with my memory, I have a lot of similarities with Yun Qing. The point, I didn’t think about it before, I thought it was too mysterious and impossible, but—”
Huo Yun hugged her deeply, rubbed her temple with his palm, and his voice was unstable: "Speak slowly."
Yan Qing's face was dripping blood.
What does she say.
But—I have never had a boyfriend in my memory, let alone any skin-to-skin relationship, I always thought I was a blank slate, and it turned out! She broke through the bottom line with him as if she were dying. Not only did she feel no pain at all, she also reacted super skillfully.
It's not just a matter of nowhere.
It was the kind of feeling that belonged to Huo Yunshen alone. She accepted him very naturally, and every time she reached the peak of happiness, she seemed to wake up.
The body was telling her in an embarrassing way that it was definitely not the first time she had been with him.
Yan Qing was very confused, and the facts were about to come out, but she didn't dare to believe it all, for fear that she would be disappointed.
I also felt that I had resisted so thoroughly before, but now that I just slept with others, I began to swear that it was the lost Bai Yueguang, and I was very embarrassed.
She explained stumblingly: "I, I'm just asking, I don't want to covet anything, don't think about it, I just have doubts..."
After a pause, she couldn't help grasping Huo Yunshen's hand, the tip of her nose was red, she looked up at him, and confessed in admitting: "Huo Yunshen, I especially wish I was Yun Qing."
Because I fell in love with him, I hoped that I was really her.
Huo Yunshen lost the strength in his hands, rubbed her into his arms heavily, lowered his head and kissed her.
Holding back his tears, he took out the words that he had suppressed for a long time: "You are, you are injured, forget me, no matter how many changes you have, I will never admit you wrong, you are my minister sir."
Listening to his tone, Yan Qing wanted to cry too: "But I don't have amnesia, I have a complete memory myself. I'm just a vague shadow about you. It feels half-truth and I can't remember a clear..."
She was afraid that she would be overjoyed, and asked eagerly, "Could it be a mistake?"
Huo Yun deeply stroked her messy long hair: "Qingqing, do you believe me?"
Yan Qing nodded obediently, she gave herself to him, can you believe it
"If you are not Yun Qing, no matter how similar you are, I will never approach you, let alone others," he said solemnly, "I can't find any substitute, I only have one of you."
"Your memory, the reason why you refused to believe me in the past, and what you have suffered, I will explain it to you when you return to Haicheng."
"Don't think about it now, your head will hurt."
Huo Yun pressed her forehead deeply, his hot skin rubbed against each other, his breath was close, and he touched her lips as if electrified.
Yan Qing's heart was up and down, and his hands and feet were sore because of his poking.
Huo Yun sucked her earlobe deeply: "Then let's do something else."
Yan Qing was like a fledgling little fish, she was easily hooked, she couldn't tell her will, she rolled up the quilt and tried to run to the bed: "It's about to dawn, I still have a shooting task today..."
The man's hand dragged her back: "I temporarily closed the venue and moved to the afternoon."
His voice was hoarse with desire: "Qingqing is obedient, do it again, and consolidate your memory."
Yan Qing dressed up beautifully and returned to the variety show in the afternoon. She quietly complained along the way that Huo Yun was so seriously ill. She had just receded from her high fever, and she couldn't eat or sleep every day. net.
Before getting out of the car, Huo Yunshen wrapped her waist around her and asked in a low voice, "Qingqing, are you still hiding from me?"
Yan Qing lowered her eyelashes and touched the back of his hand: "No."
"Whatever you say," he tightened his arms, "I can't stand you ignoring me."
Yan Qing's consciousness was somewhat confused, unable to determine his identity and position at this time, the surging emotion group shrank, and he did not dare to vent freely, and his heart was not able to implement it.
After listening to Huo Yunshen's words, she suppressed her thoughts for the time being, strived to complete the relevant parts of the variety show as soon as possible, and boarded the return flight the next day. There is no shadow in front of the fans.
Before leaving, An Lan knew that it was Mr. Huo's arrangement, so she didn't have the guts to speak up, but cautiously warned her: "Yan Yan, we have a very tight task, and we are going to record the next episode today, which is the penultimate episode of "Peak Girl". Now, go back as soon as possible."
Yan Qing raised his hand to assure.
Huo Yunshen was only separated from her for a moment, but when he saw her coming, he was still eager to pull her, wrapping his arms in his arms to feel at ease.
Yan Qing asked anxiously, "Where are we going?"
"Remember the doctor you saw in the old house when you were drunk last time?"
Yan Qing nodded: "Your personal doctor."
Huo Yun kissed her forehead deeply: "I'll show you how to get to know him again."
Half an hour later, Yan Qing was led by Huo Yunshen and stood in the top floor consultation room of Dr. He's villa, looking around in surprise at all the precision medical equipment. When his eyes fell on the set of brain interference instruments, his pupils shrank unconsciously. .
She seems to...
Lying in a similar place, I can't remember the specific scene, but it was very painful, all the nerves were like being crushed, making her life worse than death.
Huo Yun was deeply aware of her strangeness, and stroked her head softly to reassure her: "Don't be afraid, it won't hurt you."
Dr. He was stunned. Although he didn't know what happened to Mrs. Huo, being able to be led by Mr. Huo in a sober state at least showed that she accepted the possibility of doubtful memory.
He looked forward to hearing a detailed description, but Mr. Huo only said: "She didn't remember, but she realized too many doubts and believed that she was Yun Qing."
Dr. He was so excited that he wanted to swear.
This kind of case, which he originally deduced that he could not recover for a long time, even if there is progress, there will be a relatively long period of self-denial, which will cause distrust and rejection of the relevant people who are really remembered, but what he sees with his own eyes at the moment is gradually becoming a Two people in one.
He said last time that he underestimated his wife's feelings for Mr. Huo.
Now it seems that it is much deeper than what he expected at the time. It is so deep that she overcomes the negative instinct caused by injury in many unconscious moments, and keeps choosing to be close to Mr. Huo, so that she will have the current accumulation.
Dr. He stretched out his hand: "Madam, I'm very pleased to formally introduce myself to you. My real main field is hypnotherapy, and the repair and modification of human brain memory."
When Yan Qing heard the word "change", she couldn't help but get nervous.
Huo Yun gave a cold and cold glance, and Dr. He was shocked to realize that his wife's hand could not be held, so he quickly retracted it, and then asked, "Mr. Huo, can I try a third intervention for my wife?"
Yan Qing's eyes widened: "...the third time?"
Huo Yun smoothed her tensed back and said slowly, "The first time was in the garage of the show crew. I made you faint and brought you here. The second time was a celebration feast. Someone put medicine in your wine. , you are not drunk, you are in a coma under the effect of medicine, which is very dangerous."
Dr. He added in a timely manner: "Because of the well-founded wine, you almost forgot Mr. Huo again. He had a hard time those two days."
Yanqing's cognition was continuously overturned, and more and more truths that contradicted her understanding surfaced. Her mind was congested, her cheeks were pale, and there was only one thing she wanted to know: "Am I really Yunqing?"
Huo Yun deeply protected her and sat down, looking up at Dr. He.
Dr. He thought for a while: "My wife's mental condition is still fragile, and her current progress must be taken care of. She must not be radical and easily self-defeating. I think it is better to look at the facts first than to describe and guide her. It is easier for her to adapt."
For the first two treatments, Dr. He left key parts of the video with Huo Yunshen's permission. He found it and put it on the big screen.
Yanqing watched with her own eyes how Huo Yunshen carried her in. She connected the magnetic disk, and gradually showed that she did not belong to her under the suggestion of Dr. He.
Huo Yun squatted beside the diagnosis and treatment bed and hugged her in pain. When he heard her call out "Yun Shen", his eyes were filled with pain and madness.
Yan Qing didn't blink, tears streaming down her cheeks.
She really called him "Yunshen", that kind of tone, innumerable how many thoughts and nostalgia had melted into it. It was not an imitation, but a subconscious engraved in her body.
Enough to prove her identity.
After the two videos ended, Yan Qing sat in a daze, unable to return to his senses.
Dr. He injected Yanqing with a soothing injection to prevent her from having a headache.
Huo Yunshen lowered his body, knelt down in front of her, and held her cold hand in his palm: "You are Yun Qing, you pulled me out of the dark hell when you were a ignorant girl. At first, I was afraid that you were just a whim and very weak. I tried to avoid you, and then you really left, it would be better for me to die every day, chasing you everywhere, your heart is very soft, you don’t dislike me, and you are still willing to love me.”
Yan Qing stared at him. She was in a hurry. Everything he said was familiar to her, but she couldn't remember it.
Huo Yun choked in his throat: "Later you were admitted to a good university, I rented a house, we lived together, and raised a cat, I hate that cat the most, and always divide your attention, but if you like it, I and I You said, Qingqing, please, can you only like me?"
Yanqing burst into tears. She rummaged through her memory and couldn't find it.
He wiped her eyes: "Three years ago, you were forcibly taken away by the Yun family at the door of your home, and soon the news of the air crash came, I don't believe it, you said you would stay with me for the rest of your life and would not leave me alone, you clearly You know, I have nothing but you, and if you leave, you will kill me."
She bit her lip hard, not wanting to cry.
"Why did I forget," she whimpered, "how can I forget."
It's like listening to other people's stories, but everything happened to her and Huo Yunshen. He carried all the burdens and pains, while she was clean and lived a peaceful life across the mountains and seas. There were suitors. , I thought about future marriage, and even thought about what kind of person I would marry.
She is useless, she will only have a headache again and again, and then deny it.
Huo Yun's deep eyes were bloodshot, and he rubbed her face: "But you are the one who was hurt. Someone bullied you, tampered with your memory, and turned you into a stranger who has nothing to do with the past. Too many, the body's instinct refuses to be changed again, so I have been unable to accept my statement, Qingqing, it is you who are strong enough to come to this day and think about it again."
Yan Qing covered her eyes with her arms, sobbing and said, "I don't remember at all... I can't remember at all... It's all blurry..."
Huo Yun hugged her deeply: "You believe that your identity is enough, let's take the rest slowly."
She doesn't want to be slow.
She just wants to recover.
Yan Qing looked up at Dr. He and asked urgently, "Is there a way? Is it okay to intervene like the previous two times? I will cooperate!"
Dr. He recognized: "In the past, you couldn't make progress because of your rejection, but this time you open up the sea of knowledge, maybe it will be effective."
Yan Qing lay on the diagnosis and treatment bed for the third time. It was fine at first, but as soon as the magnetic tape was attached, she immediately shook her head in fear.
Posting this, there will be severe pain that she can't bear...
Huo Yunshen sat beside her, threw off the connector, and put his arms around her to protect her chest: "Qingqing is not afraid, we won't do it."
She described it hard: "My impression is very broken, I seem to have been hurt by something like this... "
Huo Yun hugged her hand, which was jagged and bulging: "I know, don't try, go home."
Yan Qing gasped for a moment, then firmly said, "I can overcome it, do it again."
Huo Yun deeply objected and picked her up to leave.
She grabbed the edge of the bed and stared at him: "I've done too little effort, let me try again, otherwise... I won't get through."
Dr. He connected the magnetic disc for her again, Huo Yun took her head deeply and put it on his lap, she rubbed softly, intertwined his fingers with him, and slowly closed her eyes.
Everything disappeared in front of Yanqing's eyes, sinking into the darkness, and following the voice's guidance, he spread himself out as much as possible.
There were sporadic pieces that were lifted up and flashed across, the blood on the boy's hands, fierce eyebrows, and to punch her in the face, he picked a small pink flower outside the school gate and followed her secretly, when she wasn't paying attention. , in the pocket of her bag...
But in the blink of an eye, the countless behemoths implicated by the fragments were suddenly locked by the gate, trapped behind and struggling violently, causing a heart-wrenching pain.
Yan Qing recited "Yunshen", and there was a painful voice between her teeth.
Huo Yun's face was bloodless: "Stop!"
Dr. He also frowned and slowed down the process. After several trials failed, he solemnly chose to stop. He said solemnly: "I have never been involved so deeply before, so I never realized that my wife's real memory is under control. ."
Huo Yun's deep blue veins bulged: "Explain."
"In layman's terms, after she was tampered with, the original memory was stored in the depths of the subconscious, but at the same time, the other party imposed a certain instruction or restriction on it in the form of deep hypnosis, and it needed to meet certain conditions to recover."
He worried: "We have no way of knowing what it is, and we don't know who the other party is, and we can't make assumptions. In this case, it is very difficult for the wife to find a vague impression and recognize her identity. She has strong willpower and deep feelings for you, so she was not completely locked up, but if she wants to really remember everything, she can only wait for an opportunity and try her luck."
"In addition, it's best not to tell your wife about this. She will fall into this cage and think about it all the time, but it will be harmful. It is better to let her develop naturally."
Dr. He sighed in frustration: "I'm sorry Mr. Huo, I still let you down."
Huo Yun lowered his eyes to wipe Yan Qing's sweat, lifted her up, and let her lean on his shoulders.
"Enough," he gently kissed her dry lips, "I appreciate it."
Yan Qing woke up after an hour, opened his eyes in confusion, looked at the wall for a while, suddenly sat up straight, and shouted anxiously with a small white face: "Is it incomplete? What went wrong? I... "
Only a few bits and pieces of her flashed, the rest remained blank.
She was still Yan Qing from Canada, not back to Yun Qing.
Huo Yunshen fed her hot milk and wiped the corner of her mouth with a gentle expression: "Doctor He said, don't rush for success. Your memory has been wrong for so long, and you need a slow recovery process."
Yan Qing's moist eyes darkened: "How long will it take."
"Soon." He coaxed her.
The weather was cold, Yan Qing's body would be weak after the intervention treatment, Huo Yunshen wrapped her in a small quilt like every time, wrapped it in a ball and hugged her.
Yan Qing protested in a low voice, "I'll go by myself."
"No," he curled the corners of his lips, "my wife's legs are sore."
Yan Qing understood his deep meaning, hid under the quilt with red ears, stayed in his arms honestly, and let him hug him and get into the car.
Back in the car, Yan Qing still hung his head, huddled in the quilt, and his heart was submerged by the salty and heavy sea water.
When they met on the bridge, the moment Huo Yunshen was about to jump into the river, he stabbed her in the heart like a sharp blade.
almost lost.
He almost passed by him in a strange way, forgetting him for the rest of his life.
Huo Yunshen raised Yanqing's face, stared at it for a long time, and said seriously: "Do we need to get to know each other again, I am Huo Yunshen, I have loved you for a long time, have been looking for you for a long time, and finally cheated and became yours Legal husband, what about you, who are you?"
Yan Qing looked straight at him, her eyes were full of water, she bent her eyes and smiled, and answered him:
"I'm Qingqing, Huo Yunshen's Qingqing."