The "Qingqing" that Yanqing cared about in the past, now voluntarily speaks out, with an indescribable sense of sadness and belonging.
It turns out that this name really only belongs to a special person.
Even if the memory is gone, the subconscious is defending him, remembering that he is unique to him, knowing that he is insecure and has a strong desire for monopoly, so he maintains the name he likes to call, and does not allow others to shout.
Huo Yun's dark eyelashes were moistened, and his smile gradually expanded.
Just like when he was a teenager, he smiled openly and openly at the girl he loved, held up her face and kissed her twice, his eyes brightened: "My Qingqing admits me."
It seems that with her words, all the suffering he has suffered can be easily erased, as if it never happened.
Huo Yunshen leaned over and hugged her: "I'm not alone anymore, I have a real home."
The old house is not home without her, the villa is so big and empty, and she is not home if she does not go back, but as long as she is there, even if it is only a space for a car, it is his dream home.
When Yan Qing heard what he said, the corners of his mouth trembled, so sad that he couldn't speak.
Her dual identities are gradually merging, and the many contradictions in her past resistance to belief and association have become more and more rationalized in her active acceptance.
There has never been any brain supplement or imitation, and she has never been possessed by Yun Qing. Her feelings for him all come from herself, she forgot, but her body and instincts remembered for her.
The DNA given by Huo Yunshen proved to be true, and every time she said she was Yun Qing, it was all true.
And she...
She scolded him, threw his cherished glass ball, avoided him like the plague, and used a lot of ugly words on him.
In order to make him give up, she also deliberately made things difficult, said the most hurtful things to him, tossed him in the cold winter, claiming that he would like others in the future, he was very sick, and wanted her comfort, but he could hold hands and hug. Needing conditions, she also personally told him that she was pretending to be good to him.
She threw his heart into the mud and trampled him over and over again. He was bruised and bruised, but he still stood by his side stubbornly. Whenever she gave a hint of tenderness, he felt happy.
Even at this moment, when she believed that she was Yun Qing, she couldn't find her memory and couldn't empathize with Yun Qing.
Yunqing loves him, and she loves it too, but it's different. He wants to be complete, but she can't remember it and can't give him the feedback he deserves.
She is so indebted.
Yan Qing's endurance was collapsing, and she just wanted to find a place where no one was there to cry uncontrollably.
She tried her best to endure it, and was unwilling to give Huo Yunshen any more negative state. He finally became a little happier and could no longer be affected by her grief.
"I..." Yan Qing said in a nasal voice, "I still have to finish the program. Sister An Lan told me at the airport that today is the penultimate episode, and I can't be absent."
Huo Yun nodded deeply: "Okay, I'll accompany you. If you don't want me to show up, I'll wait outside."
Yan Qing couldn't hold it anymore, and patted his back: "Your high fever has just subsided, your body is not yet fully recovered, and you have so much work to do, don't spend all your energy on me, I'll go back immediately when I'm done. "
She urgently needs a little time to vent her emotions, and she has to learn how to get along with him in the future.
Identity has changed, and so many things have to change.
Huo Yun was deeply silent, his eyes drooped, and he agreed, "Okay."
He understood that Qingqing had been hit too hard, and he didn't want to face him for the time being.
He can't force it.
Yanqing arrived at the show group in the afternoon. When she was about to get off the bus, Huo Yunshen held her hand and said restrainedly, "Go home early, I'll come pick you up."
She was on the verge of collapse, her throat was so dumb because she had been holding back tears, and she couldn't say much. She just nodded her head, got out of the car and ran into the building. Many people greeted her on the road, but she ignored it. In response, An Lan bumped into her and told her to start recording in an hour, but she didn't say anything.
She has an hour.
Yanqing rushed back to the dormitory in one breath, locked the door, first turned out the sixteen-year-old photo of Yunqing, held it in her arms, pulled the quilt to wrap herself up, arched it to the corner of the bed, and cried out to her heart's content.
Cry deeply for Huo Yun, but also for myself.
I had to look at my watch while crying, for fear that the swelling of my eyes would not go away after too long.
Later, she was so tired from crying that she lay on her back on the bed with tears in her eyes. She held up the photo with tears in her eyes.
She said, Goddess Yunqing is so beautiful and so cute! At first sight, she couldn't wait to hold the sky, but it was actually herself!
Everyone called Huo Yunshen cruel and perverted, but she liked it too much.
How does she look so good! The woman she looks at is herself, and the man she looks at is her destined husband.
The broadcast in the dormitory suddenly sounded: "Emergency notice, all players please prepare and gather in ten minutes."
ten minutes!
Yan Qing didn't know what was going on, so she quickly got up and hurriedly applied ice to make up for herself.
She opened the dormitory door and bumped into Little Curly Hair, looking flustered.
"What's wrong? Did something happen?"
The little curly hair pulled her and whispered: "It seems that the fifth man has been in a relationship with a man. She is very popular, her debut position is stable, and she has a lot of fans. As a result, it is estimated that it will be over. "
Yan Qing frowned: "What will be the consequences?"
"Fans and netizens who eat melons are very strict with idols. It is taboo to fall in love, because everyone sells girl characters. To satisfy fantasies, keep yourself clean, falling in love means idols are disqualified, especially—she hasn't become real Idol, this time, it is estimated that he will be forced to withdraw."
Sure enough, when they got to the assembly place, the top of the program team and five mentors including Zu Li were present. The fifth-place contestant cried so badly, and the other girls also looked ugly.
The high-level executives were angry, and when they saw everyone, they opened their mouths and scolded the fifth place: "You don't understand what you are here for?! Since you want to debut, want to be popular, and want to earn this money, how dare you fall in love and participate in the show?! When you do something like this at the critical end of the show, who will be responsible for the negative impact! Don't implicate everyone if you don't behave yourself!"
No one said a word, only the sobbing of the party concerned: "I, I didn't expect that he would cheat me so much for being popular..."
Yan Qing pursed her lips, her heart sank slightly.
She felt a little discomfort inexplicably, raised her head, and met Zu Li's complicated gaze.
Yanqing started to bother him last time. After she was sure that she was Yun Qing, she bothered him even more. She turned her face away and didn't want to give him a look.
The high-level roared angrily: "I didn't expect it?! You don't know what the basics of being an idol are? Why do fans vote for you? Don't you think you are good at it? A group of little girls' films, what kind of strength! Among you people , There are a few who can really sing and dance, and their selling points are not all faces and characters!"
"When it comes to dating, when it comes to the show, don't you expect to be publicly executed! If you are in love at this stage, apologize as soon as possible and quit, and don't even think about debuting in the future. You will have to suffer when everyone yells and beats you!"
"The rest of the people are also weighed by themselves. Whoever is still in love, or if they have the ability, don't expose it. If it is exposed, the netizens will treat them equally, and they will not let anyone go, they will all be finished!"
Su Li's eyes follow him like a shadow, the more Yan Qing avoids, the more he stares.
After the top management left angrily, and took the fifth place to deal with the follow-up apology statement and withdrawal, the scene regained a little vitality.
Due to a sudden and bad incident, the program recording was forced to be postponed, and the contestants were all gathered together to wait. Yan Qing came out without a mobile phone, and could not tell Huo Yunshen that she took much longer than expected.
In a dignified atmosphere, the instructors arranged for the players to be divided into several practice rooms to train first. When Yan Qing's name was read first, she cooperated and walked out. When she reached the corridor, she was stopped by Zu Li, who went out ahead of time and waited.
Yan Qing shook his hand: "Mr. Su, is there something wrong?"
Su Li whispered, "Be careful too. Netizens won't be tolerant to you because of the Huo family. If the relationship is exposed, with his identity, there will only be more malicious speculations about you online."
The lover climbed the bed and was scheming, and there were no unspeakable vicious words.
Yan Qing smiled officially: "Thank you for reminding me, you've been thinking too much."
Su Li stared at her face: "You look so much like her, why is your personality so different? She used to be very soft. If I persuade her to be kind, she will definitely listen. With Huo Yunshen's temperament, he is paranoid and dictatorial. , refuses to give you freedom, you are in this circle and want to be an idol, he will only bring you more and more troubles."
Yan Qing hooked her lips: "If you told me that yesterday, I might have restrained myself, but today, I can tell you clearly."
"No matter how soft Yun Qing was in the past, he also has his own views of right and wrong. If you belittle Huo Yunshen in front of her, she will hate you as well. Believe it or not," she snorted, "Take it, Teacher Su, don't think about it all day. The Yunqing you made up in your brain, no matter she was in the past or I am now, I only see Huo Yunshen as one, I don't like you, and I don't need you to worry about it."
She took a step back: "You are the mentor, and I am the contestant. Once the show is over, it has nothing to do with each other. How wonderful."
Yan Qing finished speaking decisively and went to his practice room.
The program of the day was delayed quite seriously, and there was a large part of the daily filming in the middle. Everyone was in a bad mood and was forced to open the business. When the feature film and the extras were all over, it was already 5:00 in the morning.
But it's not the end, and we have to go directly to record the location.
Due to the bad influence of the exposure of the relationship, the debate and scolding on the Internet have continued, and the program team has been implicated. It is necessary to urgently release more materials, and even launch a new feature film ahead of schedule, so as to create new topics as soon as possible to correct public opinion.
Yan Qing was so anxious that she could not find a chance to return to the dormitory.
She is the most important contestant, and the program team will naturally try to draw attention to her. She is the one with the heaviest filming task. Even if others can take a short rest, she is arranged extremely tightly.
Afraid that she was tired, An Lan came over to comfort her: "Persevere, I'll get it done in the afternoon."
Yan Qing said sadly, "I want to use my mobile phone."
An Lan generously took out her own: "Do you go online? Don't worry, your fans are growing super fast, and many people who have lost their fans have turned to follow you. It is better to like fairies if you like disqualified coffee."
Yan Qing shook his head.
She wants to make a phone call, but the danger of using someone else is too great, so bear with it.
Huo Yunshen should know that she is being forced to work overtime and will not think about it.
Yan Qing tried her best to catch up with the schedule. She just slept on the chair halfway. The solo part was completed a lot earlier, but it was already the evening of the next day, and when she returned to the program group from the location, it was dark.
She sprinted back to the dormitory for 100 meters to get her mobile phone. There was no bombardment of calls and messages as she had expected. Huo Yunshen was very measured. He only made two calls in the evening and only five questions on WeChat.
"Qingqing, are you going home tonight?"
"I didn't go downstairs to wait for you. Don't be burdened, just ask."
"Is it too tired to shoot and have fallen asleep."
"If you wake up at night, give me a reply."
"Qingqing."
Why doesn't it seem right.
Yan Qing couldn't wait to call him, and after a lot of ringing, it was Min Jing who finally answered: "Madam, Brother Shen is drunk."
"… drunk?!"
"Today, an important contract with the group was settled, and there was a cocktail party that I had to attend in the evening. Brother Shen drank a little bit more. It was nothing at the scene. He got in the car in advance as normal. I thought it was all right, but he was very uncomfortable in the car. Now, I just took him home, and his condition... "
While listening to him, Yan Qing quickly armed herself: "How is his condition! I'll go back now!"
Min Jing squatted beside Huo Yunshen, clutching his head in annoyance: "It's hard to describe the situation, but he will get drunk, the root cause is you."
"The program team had an accident yesterday, and I was afraid that the impact would be too bad. Brother Shen would investigate, but he was smart and didn't say anything, and directly arranged for you to work overtime for one more day of filming. When I asked, I even pretended to be peaceful, saying that you guys finished work early and rested. "
"It wasn't until they urgently cut the new part and put it on the Internet before they came over to apologize and admitted that you guys were in a row. Isn't this looking for death, but unfortunately Brother Shen is drunk and can't listen to those explanations anymore."
God knows, Brother Shen doesn't care whether you have any influence or not, he only cares about what Yanqing is doing.
Yan Qing couldn't wait for someone to pick her up, so she asked An Lan to find a car to take her to the vicinity of the villa area, daring not to reveal too much detail, she ran the rest of the way by herself.
The road was quiet, and the wind whistled past my ears.
Her heart was tugging, and she continued to speed up.
For some reason, he recalled the words of Zu Li yesterday. He described Huo Yunshen unbearably, but in fact, the one who really ignored the influence on her was Zu Li himself who had casually created ambiguous topics before.
Huo Yunshen…
Love her every character and change, always respect her wishes, silently protect her and bless her.
In his bones, he longed to be exclusive, but because she refused, he endured it, put her first in everything, and was prudent every time he appeared, so as not to let her fall into any predicament.
Until yesterday...
She got out of the car and left in a hurry. He seemed to agree, but in fact he should be very uneasy.
She turned her head and couldn't get in touch for a day. Did she think she was struggling with something and ignored him on purpose
Yan Qing thought about his emotions for a while, and the contents of those few WeChat messages made his heart ache.
She's stupid, what can she adjust, what can't she say straight to him! What he wants is her, who is happy, sad and happy. If you share it with him, he will be really happy.
How did Guan Yunqing love her in the past, since she can't remember for the time being, she just loves him in a new way.
Just love.
Yan Qing rushed to his door, took a few breaths, calmed down a little, and rushed into the living room immediately.
Unexpectedly, seeing Min Jing for the first time, Min Jing hugged a pillow sadly, staring at the back of the sofa as if facing an enemy.
Before Yan Qing could ask a question, another pillow flew out from behind the sofa and hit Min Jing in the face: "I'll let you out!"
The hoarse voice was sharpened like gravel.
It's him…
Yan Qing's heart trembled, and she ran over in a hurry. When Min Jing saw her coming, she was relieved and whispered, "I'll leave first, it's nearby. If you're really unsure, call me again."
He disappeared quickly, dropping all the curtains before leaving, and the door closed tightly.
Yan Qing walked around the sofa and was stunned.
Huo Yunshen was originally wearing a formal suit, but now the suit is taken off and thrown aside, the tie is torn, the lead-grey shirt has a few buttons open, and his chest is heaving rapidly.
Yan Qing's breathing was trembling: "Deep."
Huo Yun was deeply shocked and raised his head suddenly, his cold white complexion was slightly red, and his eyes were covered with mottled blood. When he saw her, there was light in his empty pupils, and he immediately moved his body with difficulty to reach her calf. Hold firmly.
"I didn't go to the show team to find you. I know you don't like me waiting. I'm very obedient this time."
His voice was so sandy that he couldn't hear it clearly, and he struggled to articulate.
"Why are you obedient, you ignore me?"
Yanqing's internal organs were twitching together, and he eagerly hugged him. He was drunk and stubborn. If he refused, he would hug her legs. His voice became more and more broken and squeezed into her ears word by word.
"Qingqing, are you blaming me for not protecting you well, losing you for so long and suffering a lot of crimes..."
"Still angry at me, complaining that I lied to you to get married. Before, you really promised to marry me..."
"You said you were getting divorced that day."
"Divorce..." His hands trembled, his tone suddenly cruel, "I don't allow it, I live a day, don't even think about it!"
He was not conscious, the topic was jumping back and forth, and he had to tell her everything he thought. His tone was trembling, showing a toughness that he barely supported, trying to hide his panic, fearing that he was finally lost and found, and then abandoned.
"Don't ignore me, if you're not happy, be angry with me, be angry with me, don't leave... Don't leave me."
Yan Qing's throat seemed to be pinched hard, and the pain was unbearable.
He opened his broken heart to her little by little, let go of everything, and begged humbly.
Yan Qing moved, she wanted to prove it with her actions, and wanted to throw herself into his arms.
But she just tried to win, and Huo Yunshen's expression changed suddenly. He got up together, but he didn't stand firm. He firmly grabbed the corner of her floating skirt. I don't know whether it was out of control or the trend, and knelt in front of her.
Yan Qing was stunned and rushed to help him.
His scarlet eyes stared at her, his eyes blazing, but his words were extremely sad: "Qingqing, please, don't leave me again."
Yan Qing burst into tears and couldn't bear it any longer. She broke free from his hand forcefully. She also knelt on the floor, squeezed his arms away, and hugged his waist tightly: "I won't leave! I won't leave! I'm not angry, I won't ignore you, I'm-"
Huo Yunshen couldn't hear anything else, and only firmly engraved "don't leave" into his consciousness.
He was so drunk that he buried his head in the crevice of her neck and let out a low sob that he would never normally have.
After only a few seconds of stability, he raised up in a panic, grabbed her to stand tall, trapped her with one hand, and groped urgently on the coffee table with the other, knocking the decorations up and down.
"What are you looking for?" Yan Qing asked distressedly, "Don't worry, I'll find it for you."
"I'm in a hurry... I'm in a hurry..."
Huo Yunshen stubbornly went through it himself, and finally found the paper and pen on the lower floor. He hugged Yanqing and sat back on the floor, hugged her from behind, grabbed her hand, and stuffed the pen in.
"Qingqing, write to me, write the evidence."
Yan Qing tearfully said, "What is the evidence?"
Huo Yunshen pressed her hand onto the paper, and led her to write crookedly: "Qingqing promises that you will never leave for the rest of your life, Huo Yunshen."
Yan Qing shed tears while writing, blurring the words.
"No, I can't see clearly, I can't see Qingqing's disapproval," he breathed hot and changed another one, "Write it again, okay?"
He bit her, his voice ruthless and pitiful, wrapped in pleading: "Write it again."
Yanqing's strokes are very strong, and he writes more than he asks: "Qingqing promises to never leave Huo Yunshen, love him and love him, and be his wife all his life."
She thought it was not enough, so she put her lips on it again at the sign, leaving a red mark.
Huo Yunshen held the paper carefully.
Yan Qing turned around and touched his face.
He took the paper closer and kissed it lightly on his lips.
"what are you doing."
Huo Yun's dark pupils shone brightly, and said solemnly, "My wife."
Yan Qing's heart softened, she put her arms around his neck and kissed him firmly: "Shen Shen, my wife is here."