The light in the bedroom was soft and dim, and the warm fragrance of Yan Qing floated in the air, which was the smell of Huo Yun's covetousness late in the day and night.
Before falling asleep, she rubbed his palm softly and promised to wake up to celebrate his birthday with a tone and expression, still vivid in her mind.
But at this moment, everything was like a dream, shattered in the cruelest way and frozen into ice.
A few hours ago, he said that he loved him and would give him a home. Now he is holding a pillow and slamming it on his shoulder. The pillowcase is decorated with beads that girls like. A bright red bloodstain.
Huo Yunshen couldn't feel the pain.
He stared at Yan Qing without blinking, his voice trembled, and called her again: "Qingqing."
"Didn't you say don't call me that?" Yan Qing stared at the bloody mouth on Huo Yunshen's face, her eyes wide open, filled with panic and vigilance, drowning out the guilt of missing a hand and hurting others, "How can you so-"
She had just woken up, and her temples were tingling like needles, and the nerves seemed to be tangled in confusion, pulling each other, torturing her will.
Yan Qing looked at the man in front of her with difficulty, holding her breath.
She remembered that she had just received the certificate from him and moved into this villa, and she had agreed in advance that they would sleep in their own way, he would never cross the line, how could he lie beside her when he opened his eyes, hugging her tightly, even more extreme Yes... it seems that he was kissed.
Is this person completely dishonest
Treating her like this casually, treating her like that, for her trusting him!
Yan Qing grabbed the quilt and wrapped herself tightly, and desperately stepped back: "Huo Yunshen, you went to my bed privately, and changed your name and called this name! If you are so immature, what's the use of the contract we signed before marriage? Why not? Hurry up and get a divorce when it's dawn!"
Her face was refusal, rejection, dislike, and rejected him thousands of miles away.
She said divorce.
The pain that I thought I would never experience again, turned into jagged boulders in the blink of an eye, all pressed against Huo Yunshen, crushing him into a bloody mess.
He stared at her blankly, his whole body freezing to the bone, his fingers were stiff, and he couldn't lift it at all.
"Wife," he opened his mouth and begged her quietly, "don't scare me, I can't stand it."
Yan Qing met his bloodshot eyes, and there was a faint scarlet frenzy. She thought in a trance that she was back on the bridge that rescued him. He was also so extreme in his eyes that he was able to swallow her into her belly, and she was so sad. an abandoned patient.
She was a little scared, but an unknown pain surged in her heart, and tears flowed unconsciously.
… pain
What does it hurt her, hurry up and avoid it.
Huo Yunshen was obviously abnormal, he obviously broke his precept first, but he looked like a victim, as if he was going to go crazy with her.
"You're scaring me!" Yan Qing's lips turned pale, and he glared at him defensively, "I shouldn't believe what you wrote in the contract, I'm even less suitable to live with you, you are too much today, too Terrible!"
As soon as we were together, we sneaked into the bedroom and kissed and hugged. After being accused, my eyes were full of madness. In the next step, should I use force? !
Yan Qing didn't dare to reason with him anymore, so she stumbled out of bed, and ran out barefoot before she had time to put on her slippers.
The man's heavy breathing was trembling, and he was extremely dangerous behind him.
She just ran a few steps, and before she could touch the door, she was grabbed by Huo Yunshen, who suddenly got up. His five fingers were made of steel, and he pulled her waist back and took her back. She gasped in shock and fell back to the bed in an instant.
Huo Yun pressed her deeply, pinching her chin with a cold hand, forcing her to look at him.
The blood dripped from his face to her ear, and his throat was completely torn: "Yan Qing!"
Yan Qing felt that little warm red.
It was only a slight rubbing of her skin, but it was as if it was burning hot, burning her body through.
"You let me go..." This feeling was too wrong, Yan Qing pushed him in panic, "Let go of me! Are you perverted, how can you go back and bully—"
With a "uh" sound, all her endless words were swallowed into the man's mouth.
He kissed her fiercely, his arms wrapped around her in his arms, his wet and hot lips were filled with despair and helplessness, almost savagely demanding, he was panting, and with every breath he made a voice like crying, Grinding her lips hard.
Yan Qing's eyes were half-open, and he could see him clearly at one moment, then blurred again.
Her eyelashes were wet, her body was hot, and she even instinctively wanted to hug his neck to meet him.
crazy…
He was crazy, and so was she.
Yan Qing bit him ruthlessly and tasted the salty and bloody smell, how could she know that he didn't stop at all, as if she didn't feel pain, she bit harder, and when he had to relax a little, she immediately struggled and fled towards the corridor with tears in her eyes.
She couldn't calm down and talk to him!
If you want to go, leave here first, go back to the "Peak Girl" program group, go anywhere, you can't stay anyway.
Yan Qing was caught when she entered the corridor. She couldn't resist the overwhelming strength of the man and was forcibly picked up by him.
"Huo Yunshen, you lunatic! Can you be normal!"
Huo Yun stared at her deeply, his voice was so hoarse that he couldn't speak incoherently: "I'm crazy, I'm not normal, I'm perverted, terrible, can't trust me, can't ignore me, can't live with me..."
Every word is spoken by Yan Qing.
But being repeated by Huo Yunshen one by one, Yan Qing's pounding heart was like being smashed by a heavy hammer.
Huo Yun supported her deeply, and his fingertips sank into her flesh: "I've always been like this. From before to now, it's never been better, but if you want me, you say you love me."
Yan Qing was stunned, suddenly dizzy, and reflexively broke free.
Huo Yunshen bent his knees, hugged her and knelt straight on the carpet, his sweaty forehead buried in her neck, biting her shoulder, his teeth trembling: "Qingqing, think about it, think about who I am."
"Don't forget me," he hugged her tightly, wanting to break her bones, "don't go, don't leave me! Today is my birthday, you promise you will wake up after a sleep, Say happy birthday to me and tell me how good the day is, not hell…”
He was cold all over: "Qingqing, please, don't let me go to hell."
Yan Qing didn't know how she couldn't stop crying. Her ears were ringing like a bell, and her eyes were getting darker. She wanted to grab Huo Yunshen's clothes, but she weakly put them down and collapsed on his chest.
"Huo... Yunshen."
"Clouds are deep..."
"…deep."
She murmured vaguely, and soon became quiet and soft.
Huo Yun hugged her deeply, and a choked sob finally leaked from his clenched teeth.
He took him back to the bedroom, wrapped him in a quilt, wiped away the tears on her face, and squeezed her tightly with one hand, while the other hand struggled to turn on the phone.
When the call was connected, Dr. He opened his mouth first: "Mr. Huo, I'm already on the flight back to China. I'll turn off the phone immediately. I'll contact you after I land tomorrow to check my wife."
"Her memory," Huo Yunshen tried his best to be steady, "returned to a few months ago after a short nap, and is now unconscious."
Doctor He lost his voice: "What?!"
Huo Yunshen was gradually unable to restrain himself: "Is she in danger!"
Dr. He took a few deep breaths and asked calmly: "Mr. Huo, has your wife thought about the past again recently? For example, what special key points? Or, have you frequently mentioned the past with her? Is her feelings for you renewed? Has it deepened significantly?"
Huo Yun was slashed by a sharp blade in his chest, answering Doctor He's question sentence by sentence.
"When she remembered the details, she often dreamed and optimistically thought it was to restore her memory."
"The key point... remembering a special person."
"I didn't tell her about it, I was afraid she wouldn't be able to bear it, but," his red eyes stared at Yan Qing, "someone else may have said it."
"Also, she loves me."
Dr. He's heart was heavy, and something he had been worried about but dared not mention lightly still happened.
He said sternly: "Mr. Huo, listen to me, since the first time you brought your wife to me, I have told you that her nerves are already very fragile. Willingness and emotion have led to such an unimaginable progress today, but at the same time, she is also bearing the corresponding load."
"Her real memory is locked, because she is eager to remember, she has been hitting that gate unconsciously, which is equivalent to self-mutilation," he said solemnly, "Every time she thinks of a little, or even deepens her feelings for you, it is stimulating and weak. On the day when she can't bear it, her memory will naturally be confused, it may regress, or one day in the future, she will not be able to remember at all and go back to the moment after she was tampered with."
Because the old memory is sealed, the new memory collapses, and when the human brain collapses extremely, it will return to the set origin.
But whether there is a "special person" or not, and whether the wife will have more extreme development in the future, Dr. He dare not make a conclusion easily at such an urgent juncture.
He said firmly: "Relax for the time being, this is the first time my wife has happened, and there will be no danger in a short time."
"Let her rest more and don't be stimulated. Her current memory is confused, and it changes every time she sleeps. When she wakes up again, she may still forget or remember that she has just done it. I don’t know anything about it, in short, I’ll discuss it in detail when I return to Haicheng.”
Huo Yunshen didn't stop for a moment, no matter what time, he contacted Xu Mohan.
Xu Mohan was frightened: "... Mr. Huo?!"
"Did you tell Qingqing about the past?"
Xu Mohan listened to his tone, and the cold sweat broke down at that time: "Yes, since I met her, she has been shouting that she wants to hear your story in college, and I can't bear to reject her..."
Huo Yun asked coldly, "Did she have any abnormal reaction?"
Xu Mohan knew everything and said: "On the day we met, her eyes seemed to see you through me. She fainted for a few hours, and then she often felt dizzy and sleepy. She wouldn't let me say it, I just..."
Huo Yun closed his eyes deeply, and his five fingers were whitened by the mobile phone.
In the silent night, the person on the bed was not stable, and the forehead was dripping with sweat.
Huo Yunshen lifted the quilt, wrapped Yan Qing in his arms, kissed her messy long hair, and took the trouble to soothe her thin back. Lips were also scratched with blood.
At three o'clock in the morning, Yan Qing finally calmed down, her delicate eyebrows stretched out, and her breathing was no longer rapid.
Huo Yunshen got out of bed and left the bedroom, his thin body swayed a little, and slowly walked to the terrace at the end of the corridor.
The wind in the spring is still cold, there is a long bright light downstairs, in that courtyard, Qingqing's hair flutters past, there is a swing in the courtyard, he specially set it up for her, she often lazily nests on it, the skirt corners flutter. , opened his hands and called him "deeply" with a smile.
Huo Yunshen laughed silently, but there was a hot liquid in his eyes that fell into the night.
He raised his hand and took the cigarette case that had been pulled out along the road.
I haven't smoked in a long time.
In the past, living was like dying. I smoked at that time, but Qingqing didn't like it, so he quit immediately. Later, when Qingqing disappeared, he sat at the door countless times, lit a cigarette and watched it burn, expecting Qingqing to see it. Come, scold him, despise him.
Huo Yun lowered his eyes and stared at the jumping fire, igniting it.
The spicy smoke choked into his throat, he covered his mouth, coughed dully, his back bent, and the thin clothes couldn't hide the shape of the joints.
Yan Qing sat up in the bedroom with his forehead pressed, spinning around.
She was silent for a while, and finally suppressed the clutter in her mind and slowly regained clarity. Her reaction was a little slow, she looked around carefully, and took her phone to check the time.
Thirty-three.
afternoon
Yan Qing frowned and thought for a while, then glanced at the sky again, and suddenly said "ah".
Damn it, it's early morning!
She fell asleep after supper and woke up now? !
How about my husband!
He wasn't in bed at three o'clock in the morning, where did he go? God, she is such an unconscionable person, she still wanted to celebrate his birthday at twelve o'clock, but it was actually delayed until now!
Yan Qing hurriedly got out of bed to look for him. As soon as he got out of the bedroom, he saw that the door leading to the terrace was ajar, and there was a faint light inside.
After confirming where he was, Yan Qing breathed a sigh of relief.
I went to the hair dryer in the middle of the night, did I deeply see her sleeping stupidly and feel lost...
Yan Qing pursed her lips, turned her head back to the bedside, quietly opened the small drawer by the bedside, found a set of cat COS costumes hidden in it, flipped through it a few times like a thief, really embarrassed to put it all on, and finally put it on. A cat ear hairpin is worn on the head.
When she got up, she helped her top-heavy, didn't care too much, slipped into the bathroom and quickly put on makeup, put on his preferred nightdress, and approached the terrace carefully.
Yan Qing did not expect to see Huo Yunshen smoking.
He stood alone in the night wind, his body also seemed to be penetrated, the smoke between his fingers was like blood-stained eyes, silently burning to ashes.
How could she let him... have such a lonely moment.
Yan Qing touched the inexplicable moisture in the corners of his eyes, leaned over gently, and hugged the man's cold back.
Huo Yunshen was as stiff and cold as a sculpture.
She couldn't help hugging tighter: "Deep."
Yanqing felt that she must have been hallucinating, but... she felt a hint of hoarse tears.
"Deeply I'm awake," she said in a nasal voice, "are you complaining that I slept too deeply?"
Huo Yunshen turned around, and the injured half of his face was hidden in the shadows.
The little girl was wearing a skirt, showing her snow-white shoulders, and wearing a pair of pink and fluffy cat ears in her long hair. She was blushing and looked at him with love.
His wrists were shaking.
Yanqing touched the tip of his ear embarrassedly, put an arm around his neck, and asked with a smile, "Do you like the genuine Qingqing cat?"
Huo Yunshen crushed the heart-wrenching word: "Love."
Contented, Yan Qing tiptoed and kissed his chin: "Mr. Huo, happy birthday."
Huo Yunshen touched her face with his fingertips like ice cubes, his chest was rubbed into mud, and he begged in a low voice, "Qingqing, I want to hear that you love me."
Yan Qing wrapped his arms around his waist, with a sweet voice, and solemnly confessed: "Huo Yunshen is the best, gentlest and most handsome boy in the world. I love him."
Her eyes were like the moon, just like the night outside the school, she said softly: "There are so many people in the world, I only love this one."