Huo Yunshen's voice was heavy, not to mention that these words were emotionally complex, and he did not speak clearly.
Yan Qing was so distracted by his provocation that his ears were filled with the sound of his heartbeat and his breathing, but he couldn't listen carefully.
She seemed to have caught the word "child" vaguely, but she didn't have time to distinguish it, and she lost her composure under his fierceness.
She still insisted on reaching for the bedside table, grabbing a small piece of necessities for him at random.
Will use deeply every time.
In this regard, he has always been serious and cautious.
Yan Qing was so confused by his kiss that she didn't care anymore when she gave him the necessities, and concentrated on indulging in the enthusiasm he gave, but when he really invaded, she vaguely felt that tonight was a little different from before.
Hotter, more trembling to the touch.
She cried out uncontrollably.
In the middle of the night, Yan Qing really lost her strength and curled up in Huo Yun's deep arms. Coax her to sleep.
He himself slept all night, and when it was slightly dawn in the early morning, he put Yan Qing, who was sleeping deep in his arms, in his arms, and closed his eyes with a frown.
Although Yan Qing was tired, she slept surprisingly well. When she woke up in the morning, her waist and legs were sore, but she was full of energy. She rested on her husband's arm, and incidentally recalled a wave of images of her face shaking with enthusiasm last night.
As a result, the more I think about it, the more I can't stabilize my heart.
There seems to be something wrong with the deep state...
In the past two or three years, his mood has always been stable, and there has been nothing that would stimulate him for a long time. No matter how much he indulges in pleasure, he is still more gentle, but this time it is obviously dry, and even let her find a kind of ... That year, because of the memory regression, he imprisoned her in the nebula to ask for it day and night.
In this case, there is only one reason.
He was silently afraid of something.
Yan Qing couldn't lie down anymore and wanted to turn over to look at him, but as soon as he moved, his hand inadvertently touched the corner of a plastic package under the pillow.
She was stunned for a moment and took it out in disbelief.
The one she gave to her husband...
At about this position, she shoved it into his hand, and then he was useless? Still being pushed to the pillow in the later entanglement? !
Yanqing instinctively looked at the bedside table. The lid of the small box that kept the necessities was still open. Even if you didn't count the amount inside, you could get a rough idea.
Her husband took the initiative and did nothing.
Yan Qing was stunned for a while, and then recalled the scorching temperature without any barriers, which further confirmed her judgment.
She reddened from her cheeks to her collarbone, bit her lip and turned her head to look at the man beside her.
He was still asleep, his eyebrows were tightened unconsciously, there was light blue under his eyes, his arms were unconsciously folded, and he still tried his best to trap her in his arms in the dream.
It has been a long time since Yan Qing had seen him look so uneasy, and at the same time his heart ached, he realized the seriousness of the problem.
Perhaps the "child" she vaguely heard last night was not an illusion.
Yan Qing tried her best to control her emotions and breathed steadily. She carefully got out of Huo Yun's deep arms, took her mobile phone and left the bedroom. After wandering around the door twice, she decided to call Min Jing and ask directly.
She didn't believe it was so coincidental, it was definitely her husband who knew something.
When the call was connected, she preempted: "What time did his meeting end yesterday afternoon?"
Min Jing was unprepared for his sister-in-law, and was caught off guard by such a question. He was unable to respond at work and answered honestly, "Four o'clock."
Yan Qing choked: "Four o'clock? Isn't it six?"
"It was supposed to be more than six o'clock, but Brother Shen made it ahead of schedule." Min Jing was so panicked that he didn't know what was going on. "He was thinking about you getting together with friends and wanted to pick you up earlier."
Yan Qing covered her cold forehead: "So, after the meeting at four o'clock, he will go to the club immediately, right?"
Min Jing went up and down, always feeling that the topic was going to be dangerous, hesitating whether to nod or not, but this brief silence already told Yan Qing the answer.
She hung up the phone and leaned against the wall for a while, her throat sore and her eyes swollen with unbearable heat.
really…
After four o'clock, he would arrive at the clubhouse at four thirty at most, and he would definitely go upstairs to find her, and when he walked outside the door, he should have just heard those conversations.
She admits the most sensitive and avoidable issues.
Said she "liked children", "wanted", "dreams about it"...
Yan Qing couldn't bear to think about his mood at that time.
In fact, there is no need to think about it at all. His decisions and actions are clearly revealing his heart.
He resisted so much that he and she were the only two left in the world, but in the face of her love, he silently tied himself with ropes, and chose to make concessions to satisfy her every wish.
In just a few hours yesterday, how much he endured alone.
Yan Qing felt a pain in her chest, and she couldn't help being angry with him.
Did she care about him so much so that he would not say a word to wrong her? ! Then what's the point of her wanting a child!
the penalty.
The punishment has to be harsher, otherwise it will not solve the problem that will be faced sooner or later.
Yan Qing made up her mind, pursed her lips and went back to the bedroom, went into the inner room, gently took away her pillow, then turned to the bathroom, packed all the bottles and jars, and carried them to her workshop on the second floor.
Since Huo Yunshen had been grinding with her a few times here, the sofa had long been replaced by a soft bed, and sleeping was no problem.
Yan Qing put down the pillow, put aside the cosmetics, found a bottle of vitamins in the medicine cabinet, poured out two white pills, placed them on the table, and prepared a glass of water.
After setting up the "wife is very angry" scene, Yan Qing waited for Mr. Huo to get up.
Before Huo Yunshen opened his eyes, he felt that his arms were empty. He subconsciously reached out to look for it. There was no one around, and the sheets were cold.
The scenes of Qingqing snubbing him that had been haunting in the dream suddenly came to him, he got up in a hurry, and she was not in the bedroom.
"Qingqing."
No answer.
Huo Yunshen was about to lift the quilt and get out of bed, when he suddenly found that her pillow was missing, his face turned pale, he went to the bathroom to look for it, but what he saw was not only empty, but also the skin care products she usually placed in a fixed position. It was gone, the pink electric toothbrush and cup were gone, and only his blue bath towel hanging side by side was lost out of thin air.
His heart was so tightly bound that he couldn't breathe.
He hurried back to find his phone, calling her with cold fingers as he rushed into the hallway.
The familiar bell rang faintly from a door downstairs. Knowing that she was still at home, Huo Yunshen's dry lips finally recovered a little blood. He rushed outside the studio and pushed the door open.
Inside the door, his Qingqing was wearing only the thinnest pajamas, sitting pale on a chair, putting two pills in her mouth and swallowing them painfully.
"What are you eating!" He took a few steps to her and picked her up.
Yan Qing grabbed the armrest and refused, so don't start by whispering, "Contraceptive pills."
Huo Yunshen's hands trembled, and a layer of blood was stirred in his pupils.
Yan Qing didn't look at him, for fear that she would lose her temper immediately. She suppressed her voice: "You forgot to take measures yesterday, I'll just fix it."
"Remedy..." His voice quickly became hoarse, "I said I wanted a child."
When Yan Qing heard him say these words, she was so sour that she wanted to cry. She choked up, not completely pretending, but also brought out her real emotions: "Why? Just because I heard it. Like? So your wishes can be relegated to the back, without any need to think about it, just satisfy me and make me happy, right?"
Huo Yun clenched her wrist deeply, still unable to get her up.
He didn't dare to use too much force, so he just squatted down on his knees, clasped her waist tightly, and prevented her from running.
"Qingqing..."
She guessed it.
He had long been invisible in front of her, and no matter how well he concealed his thoughts, he would still be seen through by her at a glance.
Yan Qing's eyes were red, and she finally turned her head to stare at him: "Am I right? No matter how much I love you, you won't put yourself in an important position. Whenever there is a little conflict between us, you will It's a matter of course that you should retire, it doesn't matter if you are happy or sad, right?"
Huo Yun looked up at her deeply, his white lips opened and closed slightly: "Yes."
Yan Qing's nose was suddenly sour.
She took a deep breath: "Then you see, you ignored yourself and made me very angry, so angry that I moved everything out, and I will sleep in this room from now on, regardless of you—"
The next words could not be finished, the hands that were holding her suddenly tightened, the fingertips were about to press into her bones, and the kiss hurriedly and fiercely covered her, wrapping the tip of her tongue heavily.
His voice was hoarse: "It's okay to be angry with me, it won't work like this."
"You hit me and lose your temper at me," he gritted his teeth. "You can't hide from me, and you can't just take medicine!"
That kind of medicine hurts the body, and he watched her swallow it, as if crunching his tense nerves.
The floating in the dream, the emptiness he saw when he woke up, all stabbed him in his heart. After three years of marriage, Qingqing never left him, always depended on him intimately, and never got angry with him. Today... Today is because of the children.
"I'm not angry because of the child!" Yan Qing saw the gloom in his eyes and cut off decisively, "It's because of you!"
Huo Yunshen's arm was stiff.
Yan Qing wiped the wet corners of her eyes and stared at him: "Since I was five years old, I have always had you in my heart. Do I have so many feelings to like this one and that? My expectations for children have never been because of creatures like children. In itself, what I want is your child."
"Do you know what the point is?" She stroked his face with her soft hands and raised her eyes to meet him, "I love you, so I am willing to spend time and hard work to conceive a child of you and me, not only I like it, and—"
Huo Yun deeply saw his reflection in her eyes.
she said softly.
"Huo Yunshen, I can give you everything in this life, including from childhood to adulthood, without giving you any warm affection."
He was shocked.
Yan Qing rubbed his hair on his temples with his fingertips: "I didn't have a good time in the Yun family, but at least my mother loved me very much before her death. I had family affection, but what about you, the Huo family owes you too much, you deserve it The family cares and cherishes it, and no one has ever given it.”
"But I can," her voice trembled slightly, "I want a child because I want to have a family that belongs only to me and you, sheds your blood, bears your surname, trusts you wholeheartedly, If your relatives hurt you in the past, make up for it."
Huo Yun stared at her in a daze, a little bit of warmth in his eyes.
"I don't need it," he said. "Qingqing, I just want you."
To her constant care and love.
Yan Qing no longer resisted, leaned down, and patiently hugged his neck: "This is the second thing I want to say."
"Deeply, I promise to do whatever you want, I really want it, I don't force it," she insisted, "Even if I say this, if you don't like the child, we can still not, you don't want me to go out with others I don't have to go to distract myself, but only—"
"If you embarrass yourself, hold back when you have something to say, and give in in a way of self-injury, I will be so angry that I can throw you in the room alone."
"This is the method that hurts you the most. I still do it, just to let you understand what is my bottom line. I will always put it first and will not be shaken by anyone or anything."
Huo Yunshen clasped her fingers tightly.
She asked reluctantly, "Tell me what it is."
"It's me," he said.
Yan Qing met his expression, her eyes were sore that she couldn't stand it.
Not enough, she wants to give him more... more affection.
Let him be confident, get used to his importance, and confidently occupy her.
All strong possessiveness comes from insecurity.
He was afraid that he would resist the whole world approaching her.
But there are still countless beautiful years in this life, and what she wants to give him is the world that belongs to him.
"Yes, it's you, the child, or anything else, it's impossible to change."
Yan Qing finished pretending hard, relaxed her body, snuggled into his arms obediently, and hugged his back tenderly: "I didn't mean to scare you and murder you, it's really distressing, you are not allowed to think about it without a word. , let's take it slow, and when you're ready, we'll ask again, don't be in a hurry at this time."
She listened to his thumping heartbeat, and added: "If you're not ready all the time, then don't. If you don't have family affection, you'll need it. Anyway, love is enough."
Huo Yun lowered his head deeply into her neck, his heart was wrapped in the warm tide, and said in a muffled voice, "Then you can't take medicine either."
Yan Qing blinked and changed the subject: "Is Mr. Huo still awkward?"
He shook his head.
"Don't panic?"
He continued to nod.
"Then I said it," she cleared her throat, "actually I take vitamins."
Huo Yun suddenly raised his head to look at her.
Yanqing blushed: "Where did we get the contraceptive pills? I can't go out to buy them early in the morning, and I can't have them delivered, so I'll lie to you and let you know how angry I am."
Huo Yun pinched her face deeply, then pulled her to his chest and hooped her tightly.
She plucked at the clothes on his shoulders and asked, "So... should I eat? It's safer to find Dr. He, so that people don't talk too much."
Huo Yun bit her earlobe deeply: "Don't eat."
"You, you, so many times last night... What should I do if I'm pregnant, I'm not in a safe period."
"I want to be pregnant."
"Aren't you jealous anymore?!"
"eat."
Yan Qing couldn't help but laugh.
Huo Yun gritted his teeth deeply: "I eat a lot, you can supply me more."
"Okay—" Yan Qing kissed the corner of his mouth, "Whether it is there or not, I will give you a lot of love and fill the void of family affection."
Half a month later, Yan Qing's punctual aunt delayed.
Huo Yunshen knew her menstrual period very well. He couldn't sleep well for a few nights with her arms around her. Yan Qing didn't dare to drag her on to hang her husband's heart, and dug out the test paper that had been prepared for a secret test.
Two bars.
Yan Qing's heart was beating like a drum. She stared at the test strip for a long time and couldn't come back to her senses. It was not until Huo Yunshen knocked on the door that she floated out to show him.
There was almost no delay, and he went to Dr. He's private hospital immediately. The nurse received him with sincerity and fear, and gave Mrs. Huo a blood test.
While waiting, Yan Qing held her husband's hand and warmed him from cold to hot.
"Mr. Huo, ma'am, congratulations!" The nurse smiled happily, "It is indeed pregnant."
Dr. He eavesdropped on it, and let out a sigh of relief.
Yan Qing took the test sheet, handed it to her husband solemnly, and leaned on his shoulder: "Mr. Huo, you are going to be a father."
On the way home, there were flowers blooming outside the car window.
Yan Qing couldn't hold back her excitement. She knelt down on the large seat and asked with a blushing smile, "Shen Shen, do you want a boy or a girl—"
She guessed that her husband would choose a girl.
In terms of jealousy, the daughter will definitely be better than the son, and he shouldn't have too much discomfort from being invaded and robbed.
Huo Yun's dark eyes looked at her, and he pushed her long scattered hair behind her ears, but replied, "I want a boy."
The feeling of being snatched away, of being divided, if there is a slant to the sex of the child.
Then he hoped to be a son.
Enough for him to be jealous.
He had tasted all the loss and sourness, and he didn't want to let Qingqing experience even the slightest.
He came to compete with his son.
And never, Qingqing will have a moment when she feels lonely because of her daughter's existence.
Yan Qing asked in surprise, "Why?"
Huo Yun smiled deeply and said, "Because in my family, there is always only one little princess, Qingqing."