Hearing Song Changdong say those three words with his own ears, Fang Yan was still a little surprised.
He had known Song Changdong for so long, but he couldn't see it at all.
"Brother Song, you...?" Fang Yan paused, and then said, "Then what do you mean by telling me this?"
"I don't have any other intentions. I just want to ask you some questions." Song Changdong stepped on the brakes and pulled the car to the side of the road. He scratched his hair irritably, and said: "You are several years behind that Mr. Gu, you are still so young, you said before that you are still in college, do your parents know about this kind of thing?"
"My parents?" Fang Yan replied honestly: "They all know, and they all agree."
"agreed?!"
"Of course." Fang Yan said: "They are all reasonable people, very reasonable, Brother Gu and I sincerely told them about the things we want to spend the rest of our lives together, and they agreed to me and Brother Gu after careful consideration. things."
Song Changdong was silent.
"Is there no objection from anyone?"
"Of course there are." Fang Yan smiled: "When I realized my love for Brother Gu, I was not very old. There was a gap in age between Brother Gu and me. They were all worried about me. My parents are okay, especially my mother, she has already guessed it, so Brother Gu and I told our minds, and after making sure we were not joking, they agreed. On the contrary, it was Brother Gu’s family. His grandfather thought it was Gu Big brother tricked me, and beat big brother Gu severely."
"And then? How did you agree later?" Song Changdong said, holding his breath.
"Of course, we also had a serious talk with Grandpa Gu, and after confirming that Brother Gu is serious about me, Grandpa Gu also agreed." Fang Yan didn't intend to explain this kind of thing to outsiders too clearly. Looking serious, he was even more puzzled: "Brother Song, did something happen?"
Song Changdong shook his head.
"and you… "
Song Changdong looked forward, there was endless loess outside the car window, and he couldn't see the edge at a glance.
He took out his pocket, took out a crumpled pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took out one and put it in his mouth, he took out a lighter from his pocket, and then he thought of something, turned around and asked Fang Yan: "What are you talking about?" you do not mind?"
Fang Yan shook his head.
With a click, the lighter was lit and extinguished, and the smell of inferior cigarettes filled the car. Fang Yan opened the window to let the smell of smoke dissipate.
"You are so kind." Song Changdong said, "As far as I know, there are very few people who can tell this to their family members and get their support."
Fang Yan smiled and said, "My family is very nice."
"is very good."
There was a moment of silence in the car.
Song Changdong took a deep puff of the cigarette, and without waiting for a cigarette to finish, he directly extinguished the cigarette butt, throwing away the remaining half of the cigarette wastefully.
"You should have heard Gao Cheng mention it, but I'm actually from the capital too."
Fang Yan nodded.
"I am a round older than you, and older than your elder brother Gu. When I was young, I was not as tolerant as I am now..." Song Changdong was silent for a while, and then continued: "In the past, people who were a little older than you At that time, I also had someone I liked, we had secretly dated for many years, and was later discovered by my family."
Fang Yan was taken aback.
Although Song Changdong hadn't said the following words yet, looking at his expression, Fang Yan also understood what kind of story he wanted to tell.
The ending is definitely not a good one.
Sure enough, Song Changdong continued to say: "They lost their temper very much, both families, and no one wanted us to be together. At that time, we were very firm. He was locked up at home, and so was I... Everyone They all wanted to tear us apart, our mobile phones were confiscated, we couldn't even see each other, they waited for us to change our minds and become normal people."
Fang Yan breathed lightly and looked at him nervously.
"And then I gave up first."
"Brother Song..."
"I'm sorry for him, and now I think about it, and I regret it." Song Changdong said sadly: "At that time, he must have been under a lot of pressure, and he must have been waiting for me to rescue him, but I didn't do it. I Run away, I promised my family, go abroad and never see him again."
"But when I was at the airport, I took the opportunity to go to the toilet and ran away secretly. I originally wanted to find him, but when I ran out of the airport, I was scared again."
"I don't dare to see him, I'm afraid to see him disappointed, he must already know that I have given up that relationship first... I don't know his news, no one wants to tell me, and it's not good to think about him. "
Fang Yan asked: "Then did you go back to find him?"
"No, I ran away." Song Changdong paused, then repeated: "I ran away."
"..."
"At the airport, I hesitated for a long time, and finally walked back. But instead of going abroad as my family hoped, I secretly bought a recent ticket, and then I arrived here."
"Brother Song, you haven't been back all these years?"
"No." Song Changdong subconsciously took out his pocket, took out the cigarette case, looked at the few cigarettes left in it, and stuffed it back into his pocket: "When I came here, I happened to meet Gao Cheng, Gao Cheng I just came here, I heard that he came from the countryside, I had nowhere to go at that time, so I came with him, I have stayed here until now, I can’t count how many years have passed.”
Fang Yan said directly: "Brother Song, are you afraid to go back?"
"Yes, I dare not." Song Changdong smiled wryly: "Later, my family found my trace and came to look for me, but I didn't want to go back, so they treated me as their son and announced to the public that I had been staying abroad. return."
"What about that person?"
"I don't know, maybe he's married, or maybe his child is as old as Erniu and the others."
"Brother Song, haven't you inquired about it?"
"I was the one who gave up at the beginning. Wouldn't it be too much for me to inquire about him now?" Song Changdong said bitterly, "He must hate me to death, wishing he would never see me again. I also thought that he would now What is it like? Maybe his family has accepted his sexuality. He already has other people who love him and dare to face everything with him. He may have already married a wife and had children. He always likes girls. I broke the bend. killed him."
"..."
Fang Yan didn't know what to say.
He opened his mouth, thinking about it, but he didn't know what comforting words to say.
Apart from the entanglement during that period, his relationship has been going smoothly. After he confirmed his intention with Brother Gu, he got the consent of his family. The only setback was given by his brother, but it was still nothing.
Fang Yan thought for a while, if he faced the opposition of his whole family, would he stay with Brother Gu until now.
Fang Yan couldn't think of the ending.
Because he knows that his family loves him and is willing to try to accept it for him. But one thing Fang Yan can be sure of is that if he is really faced with such a choice, he will definitely try to change his family's thinking instead of blindly resisting. Similarly, he will not give up so quickly.
Unless Brother Gu changed his mind.
But Fang Yan also knew that Gu Rong would not do this.
He thought about it, and finally closed his mouth.
Song Changdong smiled wryly: "You don't need to comfort me, I know that I have brought all this on myself, and it is my fault that I have fallen into the situation I am today."
"But after so many years, Brother Song, you still haven't given up?" Fang Yan said, "You've been thinking about that person, so you're here, right?"
"yes… "
Song Changdong looked ahead, his eyes were empty and he said: "The food he cooks is delicious..."