The car restarted, but there was some silence in the car.
After telling his own story, Song Changdong fell silent, and the atmosphere in the car was very stagnant, which Fang Yan was not used to.
Fang Yan looked out of the car window, there was still a long way to go to the field.
He thought for a while and said, "Brother Song..."
Before he could finish speaking, Song Changdong quickly interrupted him: "You don't need to comfort me, I understand the truth, but I saw that you and Mr. Gu have such a good relationship, and I suddenly remembered the past."
Fang Yan dryly closed his mouth again.
He endured it, but he didn't, and said, "It's been so many years, Brother Song, why don't you go back and have a look?"
"Look at what?"
"Perhaps that person is still waiting for you."
"Come on." Song Changdong said: "When I escaped here, I was already prepared. I gave up on him first. It would be good for him not to hate me in his life."
Before Fang Yan could figure out what to say, Song Changdong said again: "The bigger possibility is that he has forgotten me. After all, it has been so many years, and those who should come out have come out. If I show up again In front of him, maybe he will only treat me as a stranger."
"But Brother Song, if you don't go back and take a look, you won't be able to come out by yourself." Fang Yan said seriously: "You are here, using this land and the school as an excuse, but in fact you dare not go back. It's just an escape. It's been so many years, if that person has already let go, why do you still think about it?"
Song Changdong choked.
"you really… "
"I'm serious." Fang Yan said: "If it was me, I would definitely go back and take a look. No matter whether that person still hates me or not, as long as I see that he is living a good life, even if he already has another lover, Then I can rest assured."
"..."
"The past is over. Brother Song, you have regretted it for so many years, but even after so many years, only you know your regret. Instead of complaining about yourself here, it is better to go to that person. Say an apology to him." Fang Yan said: "I don't think that person will want you to delay your whole life because of this matter."
"What is delay?"
"Okay, then just treat it as Big Brother Song and you are contributing to this land." Fang Yan sighed: "It doesn't make any difference anyway."
Song Changdong: "..."
"Brother Song, you are old and young. You said it yourself. That person may be married and have children, and have other lovers. But have you ever thought that if he is also stubborn, because of you, he still has no love? Hate you, can't get out like you, and suffer like you?"
"It's impossible." Song Changdong subconsciously retorted, "He's not such a person."
"No one is allowed on this matter. Back then, he certainly didn't believe that you were the one who gave up so quickly."
Song Changdong: "..."
"Even if it's for that person, if that person suffers as much as you, Brother Song, if you can appear in front of that person, say sorry to him personally, and settle this matter, then you two Don't need to be so painful." Fang Yan said bluntly: "Brother Song, do you still want to take this matter into the coffin? Wait until you are seventy or eighty, and then talk to others, saying that you were sorry for someone before. At that time, Everyone will die when they are old, and that person will hate you until death, Brother Song, will you be willing to do this?"
Song Changdong: "..."
Song Changdong had a headache: "Why don't you usually speak so loudly?"
Fang Yan said: "Brother Song, what you did was so annoying, it reminded me of a friend of mine."
"Your friend?"
"He was also abandoned by his lover back then. Considering his age, he should be the same age as you, Brother Song. After his lover betrayed him, he has been single until now."
"Because you still hate each other?"
"I don't know either. I've never heard him mention it, but there's never been anyone else around him. When I first met him, he seemed to be out of this world, as if always You can leave, as if you have nothing to worry about." Fang Yan said: "It's not good enough, he has found his hobby recently, he opened a restaurant, and now all his energy is devoted to that restaurant, life is very fulfilling, I think He probably won't mind what happened back then."
Song Changdong was disappointed.
"It would be even better if he could know someone who can spend his whole life with him." Fang Yan said, "Sometimes, I feel sorry for him."
"Yes." Song Changdong said: "If it is such an excellent person as you said, there must be no shortage of suitors. As long as he has this idea, he will definitely be able to find him."
"Yeah." Fang Yan changed the subject, and said quietly: "That's why I'm angry, my friend is such a good person, but that scumbag who didn't have long eyes abandoned him back then. Things, I thought of him, and when I thought about it, I got angry."
Song Changdong: "..."
"Although my friend didn't say anything, I think he must have thought about that person in his heart all these years. Whether it's still thinking about that person or being heartbroken, although he never I mentioned it, but I definitely didn’t let it go in my heart.”
"That… "
"So! Brother Song, instead of regretting it yourself here, why don't you go and see it with your own eyes. What if the other party doesn't let go like you? If he still hates you, he can't move on to the next relationship. Only he can really see it. Only by putting you down can we start a new life. Brother Song, you are not only torturing yourself, but also torturing the other party."
"..."
"Whether it's that person or Brother Song, I think you all need to let go." Fang Yan sighed and said, "It's been so many years, Brother Song, you have regretted it for so many years, it's time to let go. Go and see Well, just take it as a relief for yourself."
Song Changdong: "..."
Song Changdong didn't say anything, but drove the car to the destination in silence.