Wu Yang pursed her lips and smiled, "So you want to remind me of this?"
"Well." Song Yan'an held the wine glass, as if remembering her past, with deep eyes, "Sometimes childhood sweethearts may not always make it to the end. On the contrary, the person who appears accidentally later may win."
He didn't know whether he was talking about himself or warning her. In short, at a certain point, their experiences were very similar.
Looking at the way Jiang Xun and Ye Mei dance, they seem to be in love with each other. On the contrary, Wu Yang will be hurt because she likes Jiang Xun. Song Yanan pays attention to this matter because he feels that Wu Yang is his. I don't want her to repeat the same mistakes and end up frustrated and lonely.
"Brother Yan An, can you hear what happened between you and Sister Shichu?" Wu Yang suddenly spoke. She didn't want to ask at first, but she couldn't restrain her curiosity and impulse.
After saying that, she was afraid that she had asked the wrong question, so she took several sips of wine.
Song Yanan glanced at her, the emotion in her eyes was very light, "What's the matter?"
"That's how you two met." Wuyang thought, after hearing some of this, he might be able to give up.
Unexpectedly, Song Yanan just said calmly: "There is nothing to say."
"Um?"
"I can't remember exactly."
"Can't remember?" Wu Yang was stunned. Seeing Song Yanan nodding, he subconsciously blurted out, "Are you drunk?"
Song Yanan couldn't help but laugh, "You think I look drunk?"
"Otherwise why didn't you tell me?"
"I don't remember it well enough to tell you."
"..." Wu Yang felt that he must be lying. If he didn't tell, he was unwilling to share.
She sighed in frustration, lowered her head and said nothing.
Song Yanan asked her instead, "Where are you and Jiang Xun? How did you meet?"
He still thinks she likes Jiang Xun.
Wu Yang sighed inwardly, and without explaining, he followed his words and said softly: "We met in the second year of junior high school. In fact, we were not familiar with each other at that time. We just skipped class together. Jiang Xun received a call from his home and said that he His mother was in a coma at home, so I climbed over the school wall with him and went home with him and sent his mother to the hospital, and then we became familiar with him.”
"You skipped classes in junior high school?" Song Yanan raised an eyebrow at her.
Wu Yang was embarrassed and curled up his fingers, "Occasionally."
"So, you weren't a good student when you were in school?"
"Just average, not too good, not too bad." Why is his focus so strange? He was obviously talking about the friendship with Jiang Xun, so why did he pay attention to whether she skipped classes or not
"So this is how you met." Song Yanan lowered her eyelashes, as if she had a desire to talk, and moved her thin lips, and suddenly said: "She and I have known each other since childhood."
ha
Wu Yang's eyes widened. What Song Yanan was talking about now was the meeting between him and Lan Shichu
She was stunned and looked up at him with curiosity in her eyes.
"Why are you looking at me like this?" Song Yanan frowned.
Wu Yang quickly shook his head, "No, I wanted to say, what next? How did you fall in love with her?"
"In the past, I felt that she was still young. Even if she confessed her love, she might not be able to go far. After all, she was not very mature at her age. At that time, I hoped that she would grow up quickly and graduate from college soon. Later, She has finally grown up, but..." Song Yanan only said this, then pursed her lips and laughed to herself.
"But what?"
"No." He shook his head. The complicated emotions in his eyes had dissipated, and he returned to his gentle and calm look. "Let's talk about you. I'm obviously asking about you, but why are you talking about me?"
Wu Yang's eyes were dark, "It doesn't matter. This is how chatting works. It only seems normal if everyone talks together. Otherwise, it would be all me talking, and it would be even more embarrassing."
He smiled and said, "You do know how to talk."
Wu Yang couldn't help but feel happy when he was praised, "Then you fell in love with her a long time ago?"
Song Yan'an didn't say anything. After a long time, he said a faint 'hmm'.
Wu Yang nodded, feeling very disappointed, but it didn't show on his face, "I've loved you for so many years, is it difficult to let go?"
Song Yanan suddenly raised his eyebrows and glanced at her, his eyes deep and hard to distinguish.
Wu Yang thought he had offended him, and quickly asked cautiously: "Did I say something I shouldn't have asked?"
"No, you are right. I just don't understand how you can talk about so many topics at such a young age? Is this the same for you?"
"So? What do you mean?"
"Love cannot be obtained."
Wu Yang waved his hand, "No, no, no, we haven't reached that point yet."
But if these four words were put on Song Yanan, it would be really love. After all, he liked Lan Shichu so much. She felt that her hope was getting slimmer, so she nodded again, "But, it seems It’s really hard to love.”
Song Yanan glanced at her and said calmly: "I knew it."
It turns out that they both fell in love with each other and fell in love with their childhood sweethearts. However, their childhood sweethearts both fell in love with someone else.
At this moment, because of the same experience, Song Yanan looked at her a few more times and suddenly felt that she was quite beautiful and her personality was easy to get close to.
"It seems that Jiang Xun and Ye Mei have something in common." Song Yan'an said pointedly.
Before Wu Yang could react, a high-end gold-gilded business card appeared in front of him. Song Yanan said: "This is my business card. If you feel too uncomfortable and want to find someone to talk to or drink, you can come to me."
At that time, he suffered it alone. The brothers and friends around him all had a certain friendship with Lan Fuchu. He could not talk to him, so he could only rely on being drunk every night to temporarily forget the pain. Later, he gradually got used to it. After getting rid of the bitterness in my heart, I felt less uncomfortable.
Now, when he saw Su Yi and Lan Fuchu, he no longer felt as if he was heartbroken, only a touch of sadness remained.
Thinking about it, time is really the best medicine for relationships. Even if it is life and death at the time, as time goes by, I will accept it calmly.
When Wu Yang saw the business card, his heart fluctuated greatly.
The next second, before his mind could clear his thoughts, his hands took his business card.
Biting her lower lip, the words she spat out were meaningless, "Thank you, Brother Yan An."
Song Yanan frowned, "You don't have to be so polite."
The reason why he wanted to help her was because he saw his own shadow in her.
*
After returning home, it was another sleepless night.
Under the warm ceiling lamp, Wu Yang held the business card given by Song Yanan and felt even more sad.
Hey, I originally wanted to give up, but now I actually have his phone number. This is a big breakthrough. What should I do? Should she give up? Or should we rekindle hope
She was very reluctant to give up.
But she was afraid of hurting Lan Shichu again. Of course, more importantly, she was not sure that because Song Yanan liked Lan Shichu so much, she might only get to the point where he could see his feelings, and then she would be strangled.
She was afraid that she wouldn't even have time to sit in the bar and chat with him in the end. Although he didn't know her thoughts now, it was better. At least one person's worries would only be heavy for one person and would not bother others.
She just kept thinking like this until dawn, when she couldn't bear the sleepiness of her eyelids and fell asleep...
*
After that, she didn't see Song Yanan for a week. In the adult world, people are working hard, struggling hard, pursuing goals, and increasing themselves every day. There is not much left to talk about love and longing, especially for someone as busy as Song Yanan. people.
Sometimes Wu Yang misses him too much, so she will open Weibo to check his updates.
Since the Blue Diamond incident that made headlines last month, he has not posted anything new for a long time. Wu Yang silently flipped through all his previous updates, trying to find some clues, but there was none, not at all. There was nothing on his Weibo. It was the announcement of acquisitions and project launches by some groups, and there was no real mood.
Wu Yang lay on the table and persisted in reading all his boring group updates.
Hey, it would be great if I could add him on WeChat, so that I can see what’s going on in his circle of friends.
Wu Yang bit her finger in frustration. In the early days of her secret love, she didn't want to have any trouble with him. She just wanted to see him once or twice a week, add him on WeChat so she could see what he was up to, and she was satisfied.
She discovered that her latest wish was to add Song Yanan to WeChat!
She had saved his phone number and set it as a special attention, but she didn't dare to call it. She just looked at it and thought about it every night, but she didn't have the courage to call it.
(End of chapter)