Originally, Ku Jie wanted to say no.
However, when he saw Ren Xinghe's bright eyes, he felt that he couldn't speak. In the end, the two words turned into three: "I'll look for it."
"Thanks."
"When I find it, I'll deliver it to you by courier."
Ren Xinghe: "..."
After all, it was someone else's house, and Ku Jie couldn't stay for long. Just after eight o'clock, he made an excuse and left the courtyard.
Seeing Ku Jie leaving, Ren Xinghe sent him to the off-road vehicle. Seeing him pulling the door open, Ren Xinghe suddenly said: "Otherwise, I'll go to the second-hand market to collect it."
Kujie's body stiffened, and he suddenly thought that although Ren Xinghe seemed to have let go of her state of mind after moving, she was still the sensitive, suspicious and insecure Ren Xinghe.
As soon as he said something harsh, she would retreat into her shell. This seemed to be a self-protection mechanism, a physiological state.
So, he lowered the car window and gave a rare explanation: "I don't have time every day, so I choose to use express delivery."
Ren Xinghe's eyes were a little brighter, but despite this, she still refused: "It's really no need. You are so busy and you are too lazy to look for it. If it doesn't work, I will look for the neighbor."
Ku Jie said no more and nodded: "Good night."
Ren Xinghe smiled reluctantly, turned around and walked back.
Ku Jie watched her enter the small courtyard, started off-road, and left the small courtyard.
Generally speaking, Kujie knew what Ren Xinghe was thinking. He wanted to rely but was afraid of it. He brainwashed himself a hundred times a day. He couldn't trust anyone and couldn't accept anyone's kindness, because it was poison and would make him lose his ability to stand. strength.
She lived with due restraint and rationality.
Therefore, Kujie felt that he was cruel, as if he was constantly releasing goodwill, constantly releasing signals that you can rely on me, and shaking Ren Xinghe's life.
However, he couldn't let go of the worries in his heart. Those kind of things were like weeds. When the spring breeze blew, the jungle was full of them.
…
"Did you send the person away?" After Ren Xinghe returned home, Grandma Ren asked her while sitting in the rocking chair.
"Grandma..."
"That young man is a nice person. Grandma can see that he is a very sincere person. When I asked him a question just now, if it involves a part that he doesn't want to answer, he would rather not say it than make up a lie. , it shows that he doesn’t bother to lie. Although I don’t know where you met such a friend, grandma has no objection to you getting acquainted with him. "
After listening to her grandmother's words, Ren Xinghe smiled bitterly: "I am a female student in the senior year of high school, why should I do this?"
"Little Xingxing, don't be too tired."
Ren Xinghe heard grandma's pun and nodded: "I'm going to review my homework."
"Okay, let's wait until you finish the college entrance examination."
Ren Xinghe lived a very hard life because she wanted to have the right to choose. If she lost her only chance to take the college entrance examination, then her future would be totally different.
…
After returning home, Kujie entered the bedroom and randomly searched for some clothes from the closet.
But after packing it, he threw it aside.
Because he had to figure out whether he was qualified to participate in Ren Xinghe's life. Some things, once started, could never be finished.
Is a few pieces of clothing important between two people
No, it's the connection that has become so weak that there is no excuse.
Lying on the sofa, Kujie submerged himself in the darkness. If it was before, he would have felt accustomed to it, but today, he always felt that something was different.
At this time, the idiot little K sent him a message: "Brother Jie, Jianghu is here to help. Help me forward a message to refute the rumors. Hurry!"
Kujie took a deep breath and replied directly: "Give me your grandma's number."
"Brother Jie, my grandma will drag you around asking questions, which will make you even more annoyed."
"Answer me a question, and I will help you. Why does a person suddenly feel that the house is very big, the home is very quiet, he is very sleepy but can't sleep, and he always wants to go somewhere... always..."
I always want to meet someone...
In the second half, Ku Jie couldn't say anything, maybe even he was shocked.
"Why else? I'm lonely."
Why is it lonely
Only when you have care and longing will you feel lonely.
We know clearly that it is a trouble and a problem, and we know that there may be a big gap and many obstacles, but people have such a mean nature, the more they cannot do something, the more they want to do it.
"Come on, I'll turn."
Then, he took out his cell phone and sent a message to Ren Xinghe, because he knew that if he continued to calm down, he would suffocate.
Jack Su: "I found the clothes. The place where I go to class is not far from where you work. I will send them over tomorrow. When will you be there?"
At this time, Ren Xinghe was already half asleep. Suddenly she saw the screen of her phone light up, and she was stunned for a moment.
Ten minutes later, she didn't reply.
Half an hour later, she didn't reply.
Kujie knew that she was struggling, but he didn't push her because he had given up the choice now and felt comfortable.
Just after twelve o'clock, Ren Xinghe realized that he couldn't regain his senses at all, so he replied: "School ends at five fifty, and I will be there at six ten. I have to go to boxing class at seven o'clock, and I will go home to review my questions at eight o'clock."
The two of them are the same kind of people, so after the other party responded, they deeply understood what kind of gap they had opened towards the other party.
Uneasy, uneasy, but full of the only courage in this life.
They never ask for anything easily, and they force themselves not to need it, but when their feelings have an outlet, they will become fuel, burning themselves completely until they turn into ashes.
Like people attract like people.
People of the same kind pity the people of the same kind.
In the text, I always say that language would rather be decent.
So in the extra chapter Kujie, what I want everyone to feel is that no matter what the adversity, there is always someone who will hold your hand and give you hope of life.
In front of Ku Jilayu Ning.
Later, it was replaced by Little Star to pull Kujie.
(End of chapter)