"Like a walking zombie who has an empty body but must eat three meals a day and sleep at the same time every day."
People who have suffered psychological trauma in childhood are dismissive of everything around them. The only things that can arouse their feelings are obvious pain.
"Uncle, you are not worthless, you just habitually deny your own value. Adults are used to destroying our self-confidence in various ways. Although you may not remember or dismiss it, there are some things that have penetrated into your bones and blood. , integrated into your body, and over time, denying yourself becomes your physiological habit."
"You see, for your sister, you abandoned your studies before you graduated from college and came back from abroad to help her and protect her. Although you have completed the phased tasks, this does not mean that you have no love for her. It makes sense. In her heart, you will always be her support and concern, and you are by no means a dispensable machine. This is the value."
"For the people in X Club, you are their boss. You maintain their jobs and livelihoods, and to a certain extent, maintain the order and balance of the entertainment industry. Everyone knows X Club, and everyone knows Ku Jie. , this is also your value.”
"And to me, your presence is value."
"Your breath, your heartbeat, your presence are all gifts to me."
"You know what I mean? Value goes both ways..."
"Living every day seriously and upward is the greatest value to the people around you."
"This is the reason why I can quickly find myself no matter how much my father ignores me, how much my stepmother abuses and humiliates me, and how much my mother denies me, because I know that I have no value to them, but to those who really care about me People who are valuable, such as grandma...such as you..."
"Proving your worth to people who don't care about you is a meaningless thing in itself."
Ku Jie listened carefully to every word Ren Xinghe said, even every word.
After listening to it, he felt funny because he couldn't understand it as an eighteen-year-old girl.
Little Xingxing will be angry, sad, frustrated, and resentful, but she will not lose herself.
After Ren Xinghe finished speaking, he lay on Ku Jie's body without moving.
The two were silent for a few seconds. Ku Jie suddenly turned around, picked her up and placed her on his lap naturally: "Have you read psychological books?"
Ren Xinghe was surprised and nodded: "I have read some. Living in a high-pressure environment, you have to give yourself some chicken soup when appropriate. Sometimes I am really afraid of self-harm and mental breakdown."
"Am I really that important to you? We... haven't known each other for long."
Ren Xinghe looked at Kujie's eyes. His pupils were not black, but a little chestnut. They looked very beautiful and advanced in the light.
Moreover, she suddenly realized why she was in his arms and sitting on his lap
Ren Xinghe's cheeks were hot, and he nodded unnaturally: "Well, it was when I was in the most difficult time that he stretched out his hand and pulled me."
"Then your... feelings for me are really not gratitude?"
"Of course not." Ren Xinghe quickly replied, "Grandma has loved me since childhood. I know what gratitude is. It has nothing to do with care, jealousy, uneasiness, or reluctance. However, these emotions can only be expressed when I face you. There will be."
"I can understand the concern, uneasiness, and reluctance to leave. Jealousy?"
"Remember when you came to the video game city? You have no idea how many pairs of eyes are looking at you." Ren Xinghe explained awkwardly.
Ku Jie suddenly realized it, swept away the haze just now, and placed a kiss on her forehead.
"You see now that I have money and status, but I have a dark heart, trauma, and unstable temperament. Are you sure you still like such a man? I'm eleven years older than you."
"You have to like it." Ren Xinghe raised his little face and answered seriously, "I am only eighteen years old. The rice I have eaten is not as much salt as you have eaten, and the road I have traveled is not as far as the bridge you have crossed. I'm afraid that you won't treat me as an adult and that I can't be with you, so I'm also uneasy."
This time, Ku Jie did not answer, but pecked Ren Xinghe on the lips almost reverently.
"Want me to upgrade?"
"let."
The two were intimate on the stool for a while, and then Ku Jie let go of Ren Xinghe.
By the time the porridge was served, all the awkwardness between the two had disappeared.
"Why do you think grandma is so heartless? She actually dares to let me stay out overnight!" During the meal, Ren Xinghe couldn't help but start to complain.
"Because my character is valuable."
"Pooh."
After breakfast, Ku Jie cleaned up the kitchen. At this time, Ren Xinghe visited his living room and saw many of his trophies and certificates placed on the display wall.
And there are three words on it, Jiang Muyang.
This should be his real name.
Then the sister he talks about...is that right
"Uncle." Ren Xinghe suddenly shouted.
"Um?"
"Jiang Yuning is your sister?"
Ku Jie: "..."
"Don't you hate the entertainment industry, and don't you understand the people in it?"
"I don't know many, just a few. Jiang Yuning is my idol, but now, am I her sister-in-law?"
Ku Jie finished cleaning up, dried his hands, and returned to the living room to look at her: "So, are you surprised?"
"It's okay, no wonder, you also have some of her qualities."
"for example?"
"Decent."
Kujie refused to comment and drove Ren Xinghe back to the small courtyard.
However, just as the two of them were about to enter the courtyard, Ren's mother hurried up and grabbed Ren Xinghe's hand: "Xinghe, can you get your inheritance rights back? I can not interfere with your life, but you can't give up. Inheritance rights.”
Ren Xinghe shook off Ren's mother's hand and had nothing to say to her.
"Xinghe, can I harm you?"
Ren's mother looked very embarrassed. It could be said that she had not slept all night.
Because she knew that once Ren Xinghe gave up the inheritance, she would no longer be able to compete with her ex-husband, and her shares would eventually be diluted.
"Whether it's harmful or not, it has nothing to do with me." Ren Xinghe's tone was still very calm.
"I gave birth to you, should you repay me in return? I gave you life, and this is how you repay me?"
"You said it yourself, you regret giving birth to me." After saying that, Ren Xinghe pushed Ren's mother away, raised his head and said to Ku Jie, "Let's go in."
Ku Jie glanced at Ren Xinghe, then at Ren's mother, and then led Ren Xinghe to push open the door of the small courtyard, leaving only the creaking sound of the door closing for Ren's mother.
Ren's mother watched the two figures leave, her eyes darkening a lot.
Who is this man
Could it be that the reason for Ren Xinghe's willful behavior during this period was because of this man
(End of chapter)