Ten seconds later, Lin Yifei felt as if he had been waiting for a century, when suddenly his wrist was grabbed, Chris whispered "let's go" in his ear, and pulled him out.
There are those skeletons dancing around, and occasionally ghosts fly by. Lin Yifei was dragged by Chris as if he hadn't seen anything. Chris has a good sense of direction, almost no detours, and he was directly pulled to the "Heaven Exit".
Lin Yifei gasped for breath and raised his head while running all the way, "Are we waiting for them here?"
"No, let's go play by ourselves." Chris raised his eyebrows, "Even if they can't find the two of us, they will know how to go home by themselves."
Lin Yifei was stunned, did Chris mean to play with him alone
It is obvious that he has accepted his reconciliation message, if he says he wants to wait for Chen Manman again, I don't know if Chris will ignore him again. And Manman is not a child, and if she really can't find herself, she will take the bus home.
"Okay..." Before Lin Yifei finished speaking, Chris dragged him out in strides.
It happened to be noon at this time, and Lin Yifei was already a little hungry. Chris bought two hot dogs and a Coke at the food truck.
The amusement park is full of crazy shouts, children dragging balloons to and fro, and the air smells of sweet popcorn and ice cream.
The two were sitting on the bench eating hot dogs, Lin Yifei asked him, "What are you playing now?"
"Whatever." Chris took out the napkin and wiped the ketchup from the corner of Lin Yifei's mouth with his hand. Lin Yifei missed those slightly drooping eyebrows.
Swallowing Coke, I felt refreshed.
"Don't you drink?" Although he knew that Chris seldom drank soda, it seemed a bit monotonous to just eat hot dogs.
"Yeah." Chris picked up the glass of soda, there was only a straw on it, but he sipped it without hesitation. The two simply settled for lunch, and went to fight again to win a stick of chewing gum.
"I bet the aim of that gun must have been adjusted, otherwise how could we have hit six out of ten shots?" Lin Yifei was a little aggrieved, Chris didn't speak, and just pulled him from the beginning to the end.
After playing some small games, Lin Yifei still decided to ride the roller coaster again.
"I bought a package ticket. The most expensive game here is the roller coaster. It takes a few more times to get back the price!"
"good."
After noon, many people went to eat or take a break, so there was almost no need to queue up to get on the roller coaster.
When the safety lever came down, Lin Yifei stretched out his hand to hold Chris beside him.
The first ten meters of the track was still a straight line, and after driving slowly for less than two seconds, it suddenly accelerated. Lin Yifei shouted excitedly.
There were screams in front of and behind him, but Lin Yifei was not afraid. He turned his head to look at Chris on the side, and before he could open his mouth to speak, the wind poured into his mouth. And Chris kept looking at him with his head sideways, which made Lin Yifei's heart hang, not because of the roller coaster, not because of gravity, but because of Chris, even in the most thrilling moment, he could just look at him like this.
With a quick spin, Lin Yifei closed his eyes, and at that moment Chris kissed him.
It was a passionate kiss, lips and teeth touching, presumptuous and crazy, like this spinning roller coaster messing up all thinking. Lin Yifei wanted to dodge, but Chris just sucked harder, passionate and decisive.
For the first time, I felt that the three-minute roller coaster was so fast. When the end came, Lin Yifei stood there stupidly, and Chris let go of the hand that had been holding him.
The safety bar was raised, and the tourists got out of the car in shock.
Lin Yifei followed behind Chris as if he had lost his soul until he turned around.
"You asked me if we could reconcile. My answer is no."
Lin Yifei stared at him with wide eyes.
"Because I can't stop my urge. I can't miss you like a normal friend. Whether you stand by my side or not... I want to hug you and kiss you..."
Occasionally, children's balloons fly past their bodies.
Chris' expression was the same as when Lin Yifei saw him for the first time. He will be indifferent not because he is cold, but because he has long known that what he desires is not so easy to get.
"If you just treat me as a good friend, it will be a torment for me." Chris said softly.
"I... I..." Lin Yifei opened his mouth, he didn't know what to say, his language suddenly became impoverished, and he felt suffocated.
"That's right." Chris turned his head away.
Elizabeth's shout came from a distance: "Chris—I finally found you! I'm going to cry if I don't find you!"
Chen Manman beside her saw Lin Yifei and ran over.
"Brother Yifei, what's wrong with you?" It was the first time Chen Manman saw Lin Yifei showing such an expression.
When Chris took him to the amusement park to shoot balloons and throw hoops, he thought they could go back in time. But in fact, Chris knew that he couldn't go back to the past, so he held him so tightly, like an impossible date. The kiss on the roller coaster was all Chris wanted to express to Lin Yifei.
There is nothing between them, unless they are in love.
"Can you accept me who likes you?"
But Lin Yifei couldn't answer.
What Chris has is determination, but what Lin Yifei needs is an affirmative answer - if he rushes forward to hug him regardless of his own body, will this happiness become "forever"
Lin Yifei understands the horror of reality better than Chris, and he knows that there are still many variables before they are fully fledged.
If the momentary joy shattered, Lin Yifei believed that he was in the mood to bear everything, because he had already experienced the most painful.
What about Chris? When faced with the harm in this real world, does he know how to endure it? If blood dripped, would he recover
This is the sadness of growing up. Even if the desire to have it is so strong, you have to measure the results that follow.
Elizabeth was still hanging on to Chris, but she felt a difference in him, an indifference that shut the world out.
"Chris... where did you go just now? You are not waiting for me at the exit of 'Hell Adventure'..."
"I'm going back." Chris walked towards the exit of the amusement park.
"Ah... well... I'll go back with you..." If Chris wants to go back, then there's no point in staying here by himself.
Sitting in George's car, Chris kept his head up and looked out the window.
George adjusted the rearview mirror a little, and he saw Chris' almost sad expression, with something shining in his eyes under the scorching sun at three or four o'clock.
That night, Chris sat on the head of the bed, always holding a book in his hand.
George walked in without knowing when, and put a glass of milk on his bedside, "Master, you have been looking at this page."
"I'm looking at this one." Chris' fingers slid across the line, even though George couldn't read Chinese at all.
"Oh, that line must be wonderful."
"Hold the hand of the son, and grow old together with the son."
"Master, I don't understand Chinese." George bowed, "But if you are willing to tell me other things, I promise I won't tell others, including Mr. Osborne."
"..." Chris was silent for a while, his eyes softened, "George, if you like someone, how can you hide your feelings and just stay by his side?"
"Master, I think this is impossible." George paused, "There are three things that people cannot hide, coughing, poverty, and love."
"Yeah... because I can't hide it, I'm going to lose him."
"It's not the end of the world yet, master. So don't judge so early. You are still young, and you still have a lot of time to wait." George stepped back gently, leaving Chris still holding the book.
That night, Lin Yifei leaned against the window, watching the neon lights of Chinatown shine. When life came back again, he tried very hard to fix some things, to complete what he hadn't done. For example, he doesn't want Chris to be alone, for example, he teaches him fencing... But all of this still hasn't changed one thing, that is, Chris still likes himself.
And the moment Lin Yifei was shot before he was reborn, he felt the most regretful thing...that he never found out about Chris's feelings, even if everyone around him knew about it, but he was the only one who was still naive. But what if you know it? Respond or reject? He propped his head and looked out the window, Chinatown was still bustling, his troubles did not belong to this world.
Lin Yifei pressed his eyes and smiled wryly. When he closed his eyes, he could see Chris's extremely peaceful brows and eyes.
A car passed by, its headlights passed over the opposite bus platform, and the row of jumping slogans seemed to break through the eyeballs.
WHY DON' TYOU HAVEATRY
The blood boiled suddenly, it was difficult to suppress.
Lowering his head, Lin Yifei sneered. OK, let's see how it ends this time.
He picked up the phone and dialed Chris' number, his fingers trembling slightly.
"Hey, Chris..." Lin Yifei swallowed, his heart was so nervous that it was about to burst.
"Yifei." Chris's voice was cool with a hint of anxiety. The trial at the end of the century quietly began.
"I don't want to have a... cold war with you." Lin Yifei swallowed, desperately brewing emotions.
"Hmm." Chris' soft moan stirred the air.
"I don't want you to look sad... and I don't want you to always turn away in front of me, as if leaving this world is nothing worth your nostalgia."
"Do you love me?" Chris's voice was small but extremely firm. That was the answer he had to get.
"I like you."
After saying this, Lin Yifei suddenly felt relaxed. It turned out to be like this... It turned out that I really liked him.
"So what's the difference between 'like' and 'love'?" Chris frowned slightly.
"'Love' is too absolute. Just like Romeo and Juliet, they choose to destroy themselves because they can't be together. In order to 'get', they will hurt everything. So saying 'love' at our age is too much. It's too fragile. But 'like' is different." Lin Yifei chuckled, remembering that he had discussed this topic with Chris before rebirth, "'like' is... you told me one thing is very important , then I think it is important. Compared with those world famous cars, I think the rear frame of your bicycle is the happiest. It is because you are hungry, and I will want to share what I think is the most delicious. That is... "
"That is, when you think you will hurt me, you will put on an expression of indifference and ask me to leave like before, right?"
Lin Yifei stayed there.
"I'm sure I like you much more than the so-called 'like'. I never thought of destroying each other, because I would not be reconciled. If you are afraid of the word 'love', well Yifei, I like you."
Chris has always been reticent, just like before he was reborn, he always looked at Lin Yifei with a depth that Lin Yifei couldn't understand. But at this moment, he expressed it with such plain words, which made Lin Yifei's heart tremble slightly.
"Fool."
Does this guy repeat the same obsession no matter how many times he starts his life again
"Don't be afraid, Yifei. None of us will be harmed. We will all become stronger and stronger."
"Um… "
"Kiss you." Chris's lips touched the receiver lightly, Lin Yifei gasped, and hung up the phone with a snap, as if Chris had really kissed himself. The heart that stayed in mid-air surged like a surge, as if he was stabbed by Chris for the first time before his rebirth.
Such a reckless sword hit his chest fiercely. The strange thing is that there is no fear of death, nor the bewilderment of failure.
Just a crazy heartbeat... Yes, I like you.
Now I finally know.
So I am no longer afraid. If reality wants to bend your tall sword one day, I will be your scabbard to protect you. If there is any harm coming, I will bear it.
Who wants me to be older than you
The summer vacation ended in such youthfulness. Lin Yifei ushered in his second junior high school sophomore. And their fencing club, or directly called "Saber Club", has injected fresh blood.
When Lin Yifei saw that baby-faced guy in the fencing activity room, he couldn't help opening his mouth: "You...you...you weren't my opponent in the quarter-finals last year... Ivy..."
Lin Yifei couldn't remember the opponent's last name, but he only remembered that although this guy had only learned fencing for two years, his level was very good.
"Haha, I'm so glad you still remember me." Ivy stretched out his hand towards Lin Yifei and blinked his eyes, "Ivy? Lance."