Chu Che has an easy-going personality, is considerate, and treats her well.
If you are looking for a boyfriend, this should be a good choice.
But she never cared about Chu Che.
When I was alone, I never thought of him even once.
And ever since she met Mu Yichen, she often dreamed of him.
Although most of them are villains, at least they appear very frequently, almost close to Ouyang Tian.
Ouyang Tian is her ex-boyfriend, and they have been dating for three years; she and Mu Yichen have only known each other for less than a month.
Thinking about it this way, the influence of the latter on her is obviously not to be underestimated.
What's even more terrifying is that in her recent dream, Mu Yichen turned into a gentle devil.
Not only did he treat her very well, he also said he would marry her, and in the end he even sacrificed his life to save her.
This dream is almost the opposite of reality.
In reality, he had never been so gentle to her, and it was even less likely that he would marry her.
This dream she had was too sentimental.
If Mu Yichen knew about it, he would definitely laugh at her again. She couldn't understand her own position, and that's why she had such an unrealistic dream.
Therefore, when Mu Yichen asked her today if she had always dreamed that he would like her and couldn't tell the difference between reality and dreams, she didn't dare to answer the question.
Strictly speaking, his words did not slander her.
She had indeed had a dream that he liked her and pampered her.
Perhaps, subconsciously, there is a little hope for this.
She was still dreaming, imagining the story of Ouyang Tian losing his memory and finding a new love.
The reason why such a setting appears is that she has vaguely noticed her own psychological changes deep in her heart, and is looking for reasons to alleviate her guilt, right
In addition, her indulgence towards Mu Yichen has gone too far beyond the limit.
He used force or threats to force her to do many things.
For example, let her take the initiative to kiss him and seduce him.
Another example is to address him in a particularly affectionate manner similar to that used between lovers.
Also, allow him to draw her eyebrows and play role-playing games with him.
She even agreed to be his mistress...
It is a fact that she is extremely repelled in her heart. After all, these have violated her principles of life. However, she did not risk her life and refused desperately.
If it were another man, Zhao Donghan wouldn't be able to bear it even if he just imagined it. We will fight the other side to the end and never compromise.
At worst, I don't want to take this life anymore, but I should rather live in pieces than live in ruins, and refuse to do things that will cause me to lose my self-esteem.
Recalling that when she was a child, the son of the director of the orphanage bullied her in order to get her to agree to be his child bride, and she never lowered her head.
But now, she did not risk her life to resist, which speaks volumes.
Besides, she was too easy to soften towards him.
Every time I saw his wounds, I would feel so worried that I couldn't help but care about him, and even bandaged his wounds with my own hands many times.
She is not a cruel person, but she is not so kind either.
If he didn't have him in his heart, he would definitely not meddle in such nosy matters.
That time, after Mu Yichen got drunk, she sent him back to the villa.
Then, he mistook her for someone else.
During the whole process, he did not force her, but she seemed to be possessed by a ghost. Not only did he play the role of his former love throughout the whole process, but he also said a lot of lines that were similar to vows.
She confessed that she liked him.
He also said that she promised never to leave him.
In this way, it is not too much to define it as a pledge of eternal love, right
Normally, she wouldn't say it casually.
It is even more impossible to say such significant words out of sympathy and coercion.
Now that she said it, it meant that she didn't hate it and it became a reality.
Every time she thought that he would marry another woman one day, she would feel uncomfortable.
But she immediately told herself that it was an illusion and just ignored the sourness.
From this point of view, after Mu Yichen bullied her into losing her mind, her words of "I don't want you to get engaged" were not considered against her will.
She still remembers that when they separated in the stairwell the second time they met, her emotions began to be influenced by him.
From then on, the situation intensified and she was changing unconsciously.
She would also be in a bad mood when she saw his frown; she would be worried when she saw him hurt; even every word he said could easily affect her mood for the whole day.
In the Zhao family, she never paid attention to the rumors no matter how excessive they were; but just a mockery from the corner of his lips could easily arouse her anger and make her lose her cool instantly.
At that time, she thought it was because he had gone too far.
Now that I think about it, that's not entirely true.
After all, she has heard even more outrageous things than that.
The real reason is probably that she cares too much about how he sees herself.
She didn't want to and was looked down upon by him. I hope to be praised by him and have an excellent impression in his heart. That's why I couldn't stand his contempt.
She could remain indifferent to other men's confessions; but in front of Mu Yichen, she was flirted with and confused again and again.
Falling down step by step, unable to look back, he was eventually dragged into the abyss of evil...
So much evidence is enough to prove one thing -
She was done, she had feelings for Mu Yichen, this hateful man.
She really couldn't find any other reason to explain all this except "she had fallen in love with him".
Zhao Donghan sighed helplessly, that man's methods were indeed extraordinary.
I regret so much. If she had known this, she shouldn't have provoked him.
If she could travel back in time now, she would definitely wait in front of that bar, punch her out and take her away.
In this case, he would not have met Mu Yichen, and he would not have fallen into the miserable situation he is in today.
Her personality has always been very strong.
Friends around her often joke that her character is a standard dither.
The adjectives for her are also "stubborn", "strong", "domineering" and so on.
Now in front of Mu Yichen, she has turned into a little white rabbit who needs a man's protection outside, a rag doll who is played around with in the villa but unable to resist, and is bullied by him at every turn until she cries.
This change made her feel very strange and extremely ashamed.
If Jiang Qian, Lu Jiaqi and the others found out about this, they would be surprised if they didn't laugh to death.
If she had a choice, she didn't want to fall in love with anyone, she just wanted to keep her heart.
However, things like feelings are not up to anyone at all, and there is nothing she can do about it.
If his purpose was to play with her emotions, first use gentle means to make her show her sincerity, and then get rid of her harshly to get revenge on her, then he has succeeded.
All she could do now was to desperately keep this secret from him, to protect her little remaining self-esteem.
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