After the action that day, Zhou Qichen was feeling quite confused, and he left without even saying goodbye. Out of basic courtesy, he left him a note explaining that he had jet lag - this excuse was a bit lame, and it might have fooled others, but it probably wouldn't have fooled Lang Feng.
Zhou Qichen knew that he was much more skilled than Lang Feng in having sex with strangers. Desire was desire. He could sleep with different people every time, but he only loved one person for eight years, and he never held hands or kissed this person. He kept everything in his heart. After the age of 25, he could only find someone to express his desire when he went home during holidays, and then he would be suppressed for a longer period of time. Due to his experience, he was a person who separated sex and love. Even though he left the army and went to civil aviation, where he could freely control his time and energy, he was not able to completely break away from this pattern. Apart from the fruitless relationship with his ex in Shenzhen, more than two years had passed and he had not had another relationship.
But he and Lang Feng were not strangers. Lang Feng had taken him out on dates openly, and the two of them had progressed to this point, more than just sex buddies. He could also see Lang Feng's routine: date, get to know each other emotionally, go to bed after getting to know each other well, get to know each other physically, and then be together and lock in love. Lang Feng was a very orderly person, and they hadn't reached that stage emotionally, so he actually didn't want to bring him back that day, and Zhou Qichen saw all of this. But at the last minute, he let his guard down, not only bringing him home, but also letting him have sex with him.
But it wasn't just Lang Feng who let down his guard. He let down his physical guard, taking off his clothes before the relationship was fully developed. But Zhou Qichen let down his mental guard. Clothes can be put back on after taking them off, and it's just a matter of one word whether to do it or not. But once the mental guard is down, it can't be put back on. Whether during or after sex, he felt a little bit held, with all his weaknesses exposed, and it wasn't just because of the position. So much so that in the next few times, Zhou Qichen felt that Lang Feng looked at him differently.
One day after he left without saying goodbye, Lang Feng sent him a WeChat message and asked him: How was your flight today
Zhou Qichen was indeed flying that day, but he saw it only after he landed. He replied to him a few hours later saying that the weather was good and the flight was good, etc. In short, there was nothing much to it. He also couldn't bear to leave Lang Feng alone.
They chatted casually and thought that the matter of leaving without saying goodbye was over. However, the next day, on the night he took Fang Haofei to Shanghai, he received another call from Lang Feng.
That was the first time Lang Feng called me when he had nothing to do. Before that, he would either be a few minutes late for an appointment, or he would have a clear purpose to communicate other things.
"I was a little worried after you left that day, and then... are you okay? I was afraid that the fall was quite serious. Didn't you have surgery before?" Lang Feng's voice was quite loud. He has always been a straightforward person. His attitude was gentle, but he went straight to the point in his conversation.
"It's okay, it will be fine in two days. Thank you for your concern." Zhou Qichen felt warm in his heart when he saw that he still remembered this incident, and naturally he would not reject his good intention. In fact, he also knew that what Lang Feng cared about was not only the fall between them, but also the fact that he left without saying goodbye and leaving a note.