Li Kuan was deeply saddened. He guessed that he was not valued by Li Shimin because of his mother's relationship. He also guessed that someone calculated that he and Li Shimin were incompatible with each other. He also guessed that Li Kuan was disobedient and rejected by Li Shimin when he was a child.
Unexpectedly, the result was so ridiculous. At this time, Li Kuan remembered why Li Tai scolded his mother during the state banquet. It turned out that the rumors back then turned out to be like this. The reason for the incomprehension and resentment has not been understood until today.
If his mother succumbed to others and gave birth to him as a wild species, what would explain his appearance? Li Kuan is nine points similar to Li Shimin, not only the outline but also the figure are almost the same, and there is no need for blood to recognize relatives or a paternity test to identify whether they are biological.
When he showed his true face in the coming-of-age ceremony, all the rumors, even the results that were traced back then, proved to be wrong. Li Shimin knew that there must have been someone who was obsessed with it, which made him disgusted with Li Kuan's mother, until his death in childbirth was related to this.
After re-investigating, Li Shimin roughly guessed who did it, but he didn't intend to find out the bottom line. The deceased is gone and everything is over. Even if he regrets not at the beginning, and there is no regret medicine to take, this guilt can only be buried in his heart.
"I really feel worthless for my mother!" Li Kuan burst into tears, staring sharply at Li Shimin, and accusing him of the mistakes he had made in the past, "If my mother really slept with others to have me, then why would I grow up with you? Generally indifferent? No wonder you would ignore me, even if I drowned and almost died, I never asked, because in your heart I am not your son at all, and even wish I would die. It would be a shame for you to live. No wonder my biological mother is not recorded in the genealogy, that's why!"
Li Kuan's words are pearls, and Li Shimin is speechless. In fact, he does think so. He doesn't care about Li Kuan's life and death. If Li Kuan survived, it would be the green hat on his head; if Li Kuan died, all the shame would go away.
"Since you think I am not your son, why do you want to live with me in the palace? Why not send me away?" Although his mother died after giving birth, he gave Li Kuan life after all, even if he had never met. , And did not feel the maternal love, but he had already believed that he was Li Kuan. He had died a long time ago in his previous life, and now he is Li Kuan.
As a son of man, he failed to fulfill his filial piety. Even after his mother died, he still carried a huge humiliation. Li Kuan’s heart was bleeding, accusing Li Shimin of inaction, accusing him of watching his mother die in childbirth, and he It was the culprit that caused the mother to die.
The pregnant mother endured the gossip. Li Shimin not only did not choose to believe it, but made a stab in her heart. The mental breakdown has long been devastated, and it is fortunate that he can be born. Who can understand the grief in Li Kuan's heart
"I never thought of sending you away!" Li Shimin categorically said, "Even though the evidence was clear at that time and my heart was so uncomfortable, I never thought of sending you out of the palace, because at that time you looked very much like your mother. "
The memory before the age of six is very vague. Li Kuan does not remember what happened before. Since drowning, the memory has become incomplete, and he remembers some of his bad times in the palace, whether it is Li Chengqian, Li Ke, etc. Brothers, or the maids and guards in the palace, always show contempt and disgust in his eyes when he sees him.
Li Kuan was a little confused when he heard the words and asked Li Shimin again, "Since you know what you did wrong back then, why do you not restore my mother's reputation in the future, so that she can feel at ease with the knowledge? Why is everyone reluctant to mention what happened back then?"
"I am the prince of a country, but some things are not as simple as you think!" Li Shimin had trouble saying, he didn't ask Li Kuan to understand, he only asked him to understand that he had difficulties. Li Kuan frowned and guessed his mother. The matter may be so extensive that even Li Shimin himself had to consider it carefully.
"I promise you that when the time is right, I will give you an account of your mother's affairs." This is Li Shimin's promise to Li Kuan, or he said it solemnly in front of Li Yuan's portrait. Li Kuan believes that Li Shimin does not Will deceive myself.
"I hope it won't be too long!"
Li Shimin solemnly nodded his head and agreed. He was prepared to explain everything to Li Kuan when the time was right, but now only a part of it was revealed. If all were said, it would surely cause a shocking wave. Li Shimin didn't dare to gamble.
Li Kuan felt sad for his mother. He really couldn’t figure out why his mother chose Li Shimin. Marrying an ordinary person might not have so many things. It is even possible that now his mother is still alive, and he will feel his mother’s feelings too. Dear.
"Who is my mother's last name and where did she live?" Li Kuan still doesn't know her mother's name or where she lives today. He wants to know more about his mother.
"I can't say the name of your mother for the time being!" Li Shimin had her own plan. "As for the place where she lived in Chengqing Palace, if you want to go, I will personally take you there when you return to Beijing. , Your mother still has some relics there."
"Does my mother have a portrait during her lifetime?" Li Kuan asked again.
"Yes!" Li Shimin thought for a while or nodded and admitted. Immediately Li Kuan stood up and walked outside the tomb. Li Shimin was taken aback for a moment, and said in surprise: "Where to go?"
"Mother's portrait, I want to get it back!" Li Kuan said bluntly, and Li Shimin had to get up and go out with him.
When the father and son came out of the mausoleum, and the Empress Changsun, Wu Jue and others were waiting outside for a long time, Wang Huai and others looked at each other. Li Kuan and Li Shimin came out one after another, but they felt that something must have happened and they seemed to be closer together.
"Elder Wang, please prepare an incense case when you return to the mansion, and everyone in the mansion will wear plain clothes to wait!" Li Kuan immediately ordered to go down. Wang Huai and others didn't understand what was going on. Li Kuan didn't explain much, and turned to look at Wu. Sui said: "Follow me into the palace later!"
Wu Jue nodded and agreed. Li Xi and Li Tun handed over to Wang Huai to look after them. Watching Li Shimin preparing to go to Luanjia, the time would be delayed. Li Kuan stepped forward and said solemnly, "Father, Please ride back to the palace!"
"Why?" Li Shimin did not speak. Empress Changsun was very puzzled. Li Shimin smiled and did not speak, but he still obeyed Li Kuan's suggestion and got on his horse. Then Li Kuan and Wu Hui also rode Xiao Hei towards the palace. Gallop away.
"Husband, what are we doing?" Wu Jue looked at Li Kuan in confusion.
Li Kuan said solemnly: "I want to take back the portrait of my mother and welcome him back to the palace for offering!"
"Do you know who your mother is?" Li Kuan shook his head and said, "I don't know the name yet, but I know that my mother was humiliated during her lifetime, and the day I was born was her death day."
Even though there are still many questions, Wu Shuo did not intend to continue to ask questions, but Li Kuan could see that his heart was heavy and grief. At this time, too many questions were about salting the wound. Even if they are not people of this era, no matter how the mother of life is a fact, the blood family affection that cannot be easily parted is in it. (End of this chapter)