Gu Yan had no concept of time when he was a child, except for the exhausting morning classes and the bloody end of school, there was only time during the lunch break, which Gu Yan counted with his fingers.
How many days are there in a year, how long is each day, whether it is happiness or pain, whether it is the popsicle that I ate in my stomach during the summer vacation of elementary school, or the high school entrance examination that was walking on the second hand, until Gu Yan experienced an important turning point in his life, Only then did I discover that time, whether it is fast or not, is fleeting.
When he recognized the reality and stood alone in his barren and desolate dream, he realized that when he opened his eyes, he and Jane passed by for ten years.
Similarly, Jabe, who was drowned in his high school memories, was now looking at him with a face full of shock.
A modern art-designed wall clock hung in the foyer, and the twisted and exaggerated second hand was ticking, beating the hearts of the three of them.
Jia Bei's exquisite makeup couldn't hide his astonishment, and he didn't even notice that his mouth was slightly opened, his eyes were wide open, and he lost the restraint he had deliberately maintained before.
A dog barking broke the deadlock.
Gu Yan came back to his senses in an instant, holding the dog's leash tightly with both hands, using some strength in his hands, veins appeared on the back of his hands.
"you… "
"Jia Bei." Jian Jie frowned, feeling uneasy for a while, like being caught/raped/on the bed.
"This dog is disobedient, I'd better go..." Gu Yan's hands and feet were cold, looking at the pair of talented and beautiful lovers who were about to enter the grave of marriage, he felt a little ridiculous.
not a little...
It's ridiculous.
In fact, when he added Jane Jie to WeChat that day, he had dug out a small hope in his heart.
But the reality was cruel, and his little hope was smashed to pieces and even crushed into fine powder.
Gu Yan reached out to grab it, but couldn't catch it.
Sighing secretly, Gu Yan raised his hand and greeted Jia Bei: "Long time no see."
Jia Bei rolled his eyes wide open, forced a smile on his stiff cheeks, closed the door from behind with one hand, bypassed Gu Yan and Yuan Bao who were standing in front of her, and moved towards Jian Jie.
"Long time no see... are you out... are you here?"
"Why are you here?" Jian Jie asked from behind Jia Bei.
Jia Bei turned his head, bit his lips lightly, then turned his head to stare at Gu Yan, and then asked without answering, "You guys met a long time ago?"
Gu Yan, who was standing at the side, was bleeding back all over his body, and put together what Jia Bei hadn't finished to say in his mind.
Limbs and limbs were numb to the point of pain, and they were still immersed in Jiabei's words.
"Are you out... are you here?"
Humming gradually sounded from the depths of the eardrums, and as he stared at Jian Jie and Jia Bei with stiff eyes, the nightmare hidden in Gu Yan's mind stretched out his teeth and claws, raging from the back of his spine to his whole body, trying to tear his sanity and pull him into the Dark as the deep sea.
The air is suffocating.
Did Jane know all about it? !
Jane knew all about it.
Gu Yan unconsciously let go of the dog leash with both hands, and couldn't help but want to back away.
There seemed to be countless black shadows around, and the facial features hidden under the darkness were expressionless, and they stretched out their dry and sharp claws to stop him, preventing him from advancing to the road, and the blackness was crushed down!
let me go-
Gu Yan wanted to scream and struggle!
But he found that all the cries were suppressed in his throat, he was like a helpless clown.
He wants to escape.
Gu Yan raised his foot.
"Gu Yan?"
Jian Jie didn't pay much attention to Jia Bei, turned around and saw Gu Yan throwing down the dog leash, and walked towards the door without looking back.
"Gu Yan—"
However, Gu Yan didn't hear his shout at all, so he grabbed the doorknob and pulled it open forcefully.
The door didn't budge.
"Gu Yan!"
Jian Jie stepped over quickly, putting one hand on Gu Yan's shoulder.
There was a cold touch on the clothes.
Jane Jie found out that something was wrong with Gu Yan.
— Gu Yan is trembling!
"What's wrong with you? Gu Yan! Gu Yan..." Jian Jie grabbed Gu Yan's hands that were trying to open the door, and found that Gu Yan's hands were as cold as ice.
"Let me go..." Gu Yan lowered his head, covered his eyes, his voice was hoarse and full of pleading and despair: "Let me go..."
Jian Jie subconsciously let go of his hand, he was very astonished!
Gu Yan was uncharacteristically, like a little beast on the verge of despair, struggling for the last time under the hunt of the hunter.
Jian Jie didn't know what the problem was, he took a step back and didn't dare to touch Gu Yan.
Time is broken.
Gu Yan frantically twisted the doorknob, pulled it open, and plunged into the stairwell.
"Gu Yan—"
Jian Jie chased him out, followed by Yuan Bao.
Yuan Bao screamed a few times, and followed to run out. Jian Jie, who had never had a dog, was afraid of accidents and stepped on the dog's leash, but unexpectedly, he was staggered by the dog's brute force and almost fell down the stairwell .
Gu Yan had disappeared.
One dog and one person were left in a state of embarrassment.
"Jane Jie!" Jia Bei chased him out, with sweat on his forehead, he was scared out of his wits by the scene before him.
—
Lin Xiaotian received the call in the middle of the night. He had just been busy all day without feet on the ground, and he didn't even have the strength to go to the spa shop for a massage. When he returned to the hotel, he fell asleep on the bed. Blood.
"wait for me."
Lin Xiaotian hung up the phone with a snap, turned over suddenly from the bed, his hair was disheveled, his slender cheeks still had sleep marks, his beautiful red phoenix eyes were bloodshot, he grabbed the car keys on the bedside table with one hand, and rushed to the by the door.
The movement was loud and woke up the man sleeping on the other bed.
"Lin Xiaotian, what kind of madness are you in the middle of the night!" The man popped his head out of the bed, squinted his eyes and shouted without opening his mouth: "I will hurry up and go to bed for a day, where are you going, be careful I will interrupt your dog leg!"
"Save the dog legs for later, something happened to Gu Yan." Lin Xiaotian rubbed his feet against each other, put on his shoes indiscriminately, and without stopping, he pulled the coat from the hanger and put it on casually: "Dad, I'll go back and see look."
"What's wrong? What's the situation?" Father Lin and Lin Xiaotian looked exactly the same, propping up their upper body with their hands, grinning their teeth and enduring the soreness in their backs, trying to find their minds from the confusion: "I'll go back and have a look too?"
"You stay here, don't drive around at night when you are old." Lin Xiaotian yawned, with tears in the corners of his eyes, I will find someone to come over to replace me tomorrow, you stay here to discuss things first, a sum of money, It's useless to throw it away! "
"Go." Lin's father was unambiguous, his hair was messed up like a chicken coop: "Be careful—"
Lin Xiaotian's answer fell into the sound of closing the door.
Turning the steering wheel into the main road, Lin Xiaotian connected to the car's Bluetooth while driving, and broadcast a call to Gu Yan.
The phone rang for more than ten seconds before being picked up while Lin Xiaotian waited anxiously.
There was no sound on the phone, only Gu Yan's slow breathing.
"I'm driving back now, about seven hours, you wait for me." Lin Xiaotian shouted at the top of his voice, afraid that Gu Yan on the other side of the phone would not hear him: "You fucking are... no, Jane lives with me A community?! This is a fucking joke!"
"He knows." Gu Yan said.
"I know what I know..." Lin Xiaotian frowned, and didn't slow down much at the corner. Didi pressed the horn a few times and turned the steering wheel: "If you know it, you know it. It's not that you live in my house... Wait ... Damn Gu Yan, you are kidding me!"
Gu Yan didn't speak.
Lin Xiaotian's hand gripping the steering wheel slightly exerted force, the knuckles turned blue, and he almost stepped on the brake in disbelief.
"Blame me!" Lin Xiaotian yelled, and when he arrived, he couldn't help cursing again: "I'm a fucking idiot!"
When the cursing was over, both of them fell silent.
After a long time, Gu Yan said hoarsely: "I threw the dog away."
"What—" Lin Xiaotian screamed.
"Throw it at Jane Jie's place." Gu Yan said again.
Lin Xiaotian's heart went back and forth for several laps like a roller coaster today, he was so lazy to have a heart attack.
"Wait for me to go back and tell you that I will take care of the accident." Lin Xiaotian reassured: "Take a break, don't think too much, Jane may not know about this matter, Jia Bei and him are about to get married, if you know I should have told Jane Jie long ago, otherwise Jane Jie didn't need to ask you where you were when she saw you that day... Besides, Jane Jie contacted me, but I didn't say anything."
"En." Gu Yan responded.
This voice contained suspicion and uncertainty, Lin Xiaotian sighed and hung up the phone.
Just about to turn on the music to stimulate my rough sleepiness, I listened to the phone and answered it.
— It's Jane
These two people deserve to be inseparable.
Lin Xiaotian pursed his lips and picked up the phone.
"Smile, it's me."
"I know, I know how to read." Lin Xiaotian wrinkled his nose: "Is my dog with you?"
Jane on the other side of the phone was obviously stunned: "Is this your dog?"
"Otherwise whose dog is handsome and the other dogs are all angry? Watch it for me, and I'll go back and get it from you later."
"Hmm... Gu Yan's place..."
He already knew the purpose of Jane Jie's call, Lin Xiaotian didn't intend to hide it, and said bluntly: "I will probably be able to arrive in Zhongshi in the morning, tell me your house number, and tell Jia Bei to leave quickly, if you don't want to Let's see how tender you are."
Listening to Lin Xiaotian's aggressive tone on the phone, Jian Jie was not angry, and replied: "As soon as possible."
The light from the crystal chandelier illuminated two meters away from the window very clearly. Jian Jie hung up the phone, glanced at the dog sleeping on the blanket in the living room, and sighed silently.
"Jane Jie..."
Jia Bei came out of the kitchen, holding a fruit plate in his hand, looking at Jane nervously,
"I won't eat." Jian Jie said in a flat tone, pointing to the single sofa not far from her side, and said to Jia Bei: "It's been a day, you don't have to do this, if you don't want to say it, I won't force it. "
Jabe hesitated to speak.
She brought the invitation today because she wanted to give herself and Jane Jie one last chance, but she didn't expect to see Gu Yan when she entered the door, and she didn't expect that Gu Yan would run away after she said a word.
Some things really cannot be forced.
This, Jabe thought he should have known ten years ago.
"Am I...really, not as good as a man?" Jiabei's eyes were red, his nose was sore and his lips were shaking.
"No." Jane smiled, and gently pressed her temples a few times with her stylish fingers: "Jia Bei, forget about me."
"Just because I'm not a man?" Jia Bei avoided Jane's cheeks, stared at the unturned TV not far away, and asked unwillingly, "Is it so?"
"No." Jane said.
"Then why!" Jia Bei choked up: "Why! Why do I work so hard, but you still don't accept me! I have liked you since ten years ago, and I have always liked you!"
"Because you're not Gu Yan."
"Because you are not Gu Yan." Jian Jie repeated lightly.
The author has something to say: Hey, how should I put it, I feel that there are a few small reversals in this article, but I have to keep paving the way...
I kind of want to kill myself, I wish I could finish a chapter, but I just can't finish it.
ps: Because it is interspersed with memories, the development of the plot of the article will be slower. I hope readers will understand.
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