You can't talk nonsense when you are light, but you can pretend to be drunk when you are drunk.
Jane Jie's laughter became more and more obvious in the darkness, Gu Yan could still feel the vibration coming from his chest, his arms were pressed hard by the sides of his head by Jane Jie, and he could still smell the smell that belonged to Jane Jie's body. faint aroma.
"You fucking get down!" Gu Yan growled.
"I don't have the strength." Jane said.
Gu Yan couldn't wake up and pretended to be drunk, Gu Yan rolled his eyes, the two of them were already sweating, and he couldn't help twisting left and right, trying to take off his coat.
"Hurry up, my back hurts."
Feeling Gu Yan's shaking, Jian Jie got used to the darkness, found the right position as soon as he lowered his head, and kissed him hard.
Gu Yan was obviously taken aback, like a young daughter-in-law from a good family who was molested and played.
The temperature on the lips was hot, and there was still the smell of alcohol, and Gu Yan was also drunk after a few turns.
To be honest, he didn't feel disgusted, the breathing of the two was entangled, and the lips and teeth were inseparable.
Gu Yan made the appointment, and he didn't hold back the excitement in his heart. This kiss was much gentler than the one last night. Jian Jie pulled Gu Yan up from the ground while kissing.
The two stumbled, Gu Yan led Jian Jie to lean on the bed in the room.
"You..." Gu Yan panted///breathed, and took away Jane's hands that were groping on him: "What are you touching!"
The mattress was relatively hard, and the mattress creaked several times when it fell down.
Jian Jie smiled and kissed: "What kind of bed is this?"
"Then you go back." Gu Yan pushed Jian Jie away.
"Don't go back." Jian Jie hugged Gu Yan, put his face into Gu Yan's neck, and breathed steadily against Gu Yan's skin: "Don't drive me away."
This kind of coquettish words made Gu Yan helpless and distressed. After all, the two had been separated for so many years, and now they just reconciled. No matter what they said, they couldn't be too cruel to Jane.
"Lie down first."
Jian Jie groaned twice, but didn't move.
It is estimated that Jane Jie did it on purpose, and kept provoking Gu Yan's neck with his lips. Gu Yan became ruthless, and suddenly turned over violently, clamping Jian Jie on his body,,, down.
"It's not over, is it?"
Jian Jie lay down, her posture unchanged, her bright eyes could see clearly in the dark.
He could feel the changes in their bodies. There were only a few thin layers of clothes between them, and their heartbeats were at the same rhythm.
It seems that the house is no longer cold, and the temperature is gradually rising.
Gu Yan could even hear each other's breathing in the silent air.
The madness in his heart was clamoring, Jian Jie raised the corner of his mouth, and pressed close to Gu Yan's ear: "Don't you want to?"
As if confirming the meaning of Jane Jie's words, the next second, Gu Yan lowered his head and bit on Jian Jie's protruding Adam's apple, and slowly moved down, using his mouth to push aside Jane's collar, and found the collarbone.
"Don't regret it."
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In the end, Gu Yan still couldn't bear it and restrained himself. After all, his family's conditions didn't allow it, and taking a bath was more troublesome.
The toilet paper that fell by the bed interpreted the behavior of the two of them just now. Time passed by and sleepiness struck.
Gu Yan covered the two of them with the quilt, and hugged Jane tightly in a daze.
"Come to my house next time." Jane said while laughing.
"I didn't say..."
"What?"
"You can be flirty." Gu Yan tapped Jian Jie's chin a few times with his finger: "Why didn't I find out before."
"It's been so many years, it's not what it used to be."
Jane Jie took out her mobile phone, turned on the flashlight, and the room became much brighter.
"Sleep, what are you doing?" Gu Yan raised his body halfway.
"Change clothes."
This is someone's young master's way of life. Gu Yan lay limp on the bed, watching Jian Jie step past his legs and get out of bed.
"They're all old clothes, just wear them casually."
Jian Jie didn't dislike it either, she opened the simple closet, looked through it with her mobile phone for a long time, and found a pair of black long johns: "Just this one."
Gu Yan lay on his side, squinting to watch Jian Jie change his clothes.
"What? Regret your slow movement?"
"Blind fart." Gu Yan sneered: "There is only cold water at home, why don't you take a shower when you're done?"
Trembling, Jian Jie jumped back onto the bed, crawling back into the bed like a loach: "I'll tell you a secret."
"You are a chick." Gu Yan said without thinking.
"Aren't you?" Jane raised her eyebrows.
"Where do I go to break it?" Gu Yan put a pillow on his back: "Dig a hole in the wall and make it yourself?"
After the words fell, the two laughed like idiots.
Gu Yan had never imagined such a warm scene, he had been immersed in the past, and when he took a brave step, he realized that some things were simple.
The night was quiet, the two of them hugged and lay down, and the small room was no longer cold.
When Gu Yan woke up, Jian Jie was still sleeping, the quilt was half stuffed on her head, her breathing was steady, Gu Yan stared at Jian Jie for a long time like a thief, and still wondered if she was dreaming.
The cool room told him, this is not it, the person lying next to him is Jane Jie, and the toilet paper beside the bed reminded him of what happened last night.
When Jane's mobile phone screen turned on, Gu Yan was changing clothes. There were more than a dozen WeChat messages in a row, and he was hesitating whether to wake up Jane, when a call came directly from his mobile phone.
It's Jabe.
Jian Jie's cell phone was turned on silent, except for the flickering and no sound, Gu Yan couldn't tell what mood he was in right now, so he stared at it for a few seconds, turned around and got out of bed.
The movement is a bit loud, after all, the spring inside the bed will make a sound whenever you turn over.
"Where are you going?" Jian Jie poked her head out of the bed sleepily, watching Gu Yan put on a coat.
"Buy some breakfast." Gu Yan said, pointing casually with his chin: "Your phone number."
Jian Jie reached out to touch the phone, checked it with half-closed eyes, and put it next to the pillow, then wrapped her head in the quilt and smiled at Gu Yan: "Come here."
"Why?" Gu Yan raised his eyebrows.
I always felt that Gu Yan's tone was yin and yang, but Jian Jie didn't point it out, and repeated: "Come here as soon as I tell you."
Gu Yan sat down on the bed again with a blank expression.
Jian Jie raised her body slightly, rested her head on Gu Yan's lap, and said with ulterior motives: "How do I feel about you, you are going to throw the jar away after eating the honey?"
"Tell the truth." Gu Yan raised Jian Jie's chin: "Did you take the wrong medicine?"
"It's not over yet." Jian Jie quacked happily, and sat up slowly when the music was over: "Going out in the afternoon?"
"where to?"
"Just say whether to go or not."
"Aren't you going to work?" Gu Yan pushed Jian Jie aside, took out his wallet and counted some change: "It's not yet the statutory holiday."
"Annual leave." Jian Jie yawned, stopped making trouble, and went to Gu Yan to locate her lips and kiss him quickly: "Morning."
"Stupid." Gu Yan laughed along the way.
Maybe the choice this time is right, no matter what happens later, Gu Yan knows that the current self is very relaxed compared to before.
He feels that the road is going in a good direction, and everyone around him is working hard, but he has been hesitant to reach out, which is hard to understand now that he thinks about it.
Jian Jie put on Gu Yan's clothes, wiped his face with cold water, and his legs trembled with energy: "I'm serious, go live with me, if you want to come back, you'll have to pass this time, the end of the winter." Can't live."
"It's fine, I can get used to it." Gu Yan checked the key: "Hurry up, the stall will be closed at night."
The two left the house one after the other. What surprised Jane was that he rarely felt that the sun in winter could be so bright.
There is no light in Gu Yan's room, even in the morning, if the lights are not turned on, it is still very dark.
But this is the life Gu Yan chose, and Jian Jie respects it, and is willing to accompany Gu Yan to adapt.
The breakfast stall is not far away, and it is opened by an old man who lives nearby. The hot soy milk is still steaming, and the freshly fried fried dough sticks are still glistening with oil.
"Sit here." Gu Yan moved a red plastic stool.
They don't pay much attention to eating here, they set up three small red plastic square tables, and they take whatever they want.
Jian Jie had itchy nose, sneezed, and sat down next to Gu Yan.
"Are you used to eating?"
"You forgot, the breakfast stalls in high school were like this." Jian Jie said nostalgicly: "Didn't you buy it for me every day? How can you still not get used to it?"
That's right, at that time, what could you ask for? All you eat is the taste.
There are too many breakfast stalls like this near the school, Jian Jie followed Gu Yan to eat back and forth, and the egg-filled biscuit seller can also tell which one is delicious.
Gu Yan ordered two bowls of soy milk, bought three fried dough sticks and a fried dough cake, and added a basket of fresh meat buns.
"This soy milk is made by the old man himself in the early morning. It is very fragrant, much better than the water in other places."
Jian Jie took a sip, raised her eyes and stared at Gu Yan.
This is Gu Yan's circle of life, the environment is backward and not rich.
Sitting at the next table eating were a few plainly dressed middle-aged men, eating buns one bite at a time, with smiles reaching their eyes as they spoke.
For a moment, Jane was very envious.
Although this kind of slow-paced life is bitter, it is the most realistic daily life for ordinary people.
"Eat, what are you thinking about?" Gu Yan knocked on the bowl with his chopsticks, and pushed the bun to Jane.
"nothing."
"That's right, Jane."
"Um?"
Gu Yan considered it for a while: "On the day of thirty children, you should go home."
He knew Jane's current situation, and he didn't want himself to be a stumbling block for Jane.
What's more, Gu Yan knows how it feels to lose his family, and he doesn't want Jane to become another self.
For Jane's family, the Chinese New Year is meaningful. If Jane really doesn't go back, then the relationship with Jane's mother will always be in a difficult state of reconciliation.
"I'm serious, you go back to celebrate the New Year first." Gu Yan finished eating, and gently put the chopsticks on the table: "We can take our time."
Hearing Gu Yan's words, Jian Jie was in a daze.
He raised his head and looked at Gu Yan.
"Why?"
"Family is more important." Gu Yan said: "When my mother had an accident, I didn't see it for the last time. This is an irreparable mistake in this life, but you are different. Auntie and the others do everything for you. I think you know better than me."
"Even if my parents might not accept you for the rest of their lives?" Jian Jie stared into Gu Yan's eyes: "You want me to go back?"
"Um."
Jane was silent.
After a while, Gu Yan heard Jian Jie's silent and forceful answer.
"No matter how long it takes, one day, I will take you home to celebrate the New Year with you."
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