It was snowing heavily outside the house, Gu Yan gradually recovered from his stiffness, the thick pajamas on his body couldn't resist the wind and cold, he was driven out too suddenly, he didn't take his mobile phone, holding the cat in his arms, we were alone in the cold wind comfort.
Lin Xiaotian's house is behind Jian Jie's house, which is a blessing in misfortune.
At this moment, Gu Yan was stunned. He was actually prepared for everything that happened, but when faced with it, he realized that he was not as noble as he imagined.
What a person does can determine how others evaluate him, and so does Jane's mother.
He didn't know why Jane's mother knew about his imprisonment, no matter who it came from, he couldn't accept it.
Everyone didn't know the story behind this wrong thing, Gu Yan didn't want to say more.
His feet were red from the cold, Gu Yan barely let out a few mouthfuls of hot air, his heartbeat was slow and hot, but it couldn't warm his numb nerves.
While waiting for Lin Xiaotian to open the door, Gu Yan asked himself a question.
— Does Jane know
Do you know how embarrassed he looks now
Lin Xiaotian was taken aback when he opened the door, and at the same time he was shocked by the weak Gu Yan outside the door, an inexplicable anger rose from his back.
"What the hell is going on?"
"Who's here?"
A female voice came from the living room, and Gu Yan swallowed what he was about to say when he opened his mouth. He could only make an ugly smile, and hugged the cat in his arms to Lin Xiaotian: "Where is Auntie?"
"Is it cold? Hurry up and come in!" Lin Xiaotian felt distressed, found a thick dress from the cabinet by the hall, and put it on Gu Yan: "Don't think so much, my mother hasn't seen you for a long time, and she just mentioned you Woolen cloth."
Hearing that no one answered, the woman in the living room came out and met Gu Yan head-on.
That very inexplicable emotion was pounding in his chest, and Gu Yan's regained consciousness spread to the nerve endings, breaking his remaining rationality.
"Oh my God! Xiaoyan, what are you doing..." Mother Lin slapped her thigh anxiously, her eyes, which were exactly the same as Lin Xiaotian's, were immediately stained with water vapor, and the face that had been washed by the years had already brought a few small wrinkles. After arriving at Gu Yan, he opened his mouth and cried, "Why... why haven't you come to see Auntie for so many years!"
The bond between Lin Xiaotian and Gu Yan began in junior high school, and the same is true between Gu Yan and Lin Mu.
Lin's mother could see his reckless youth. Like Gu Li, Lin's mother was almost Gu Yan's second mother.
After Gu Yan came out, he never dared to see Lin's mother because of the guilt in his heart. He had let his own mother down, and he didn't want to provoke the second person who loved him.
However, some emotions cannot be controlled by human beings. At the moment when he saw Mother Lin, Gu Yan seemed to see Gu Li, and the grievances that had been hidden in his heart for ten years erupted like a flood.
"sorry... ... "
"Come in, come in, son, boil some hot water quickly!" Lin's mother took Gu Yan's cold hands, and took a few breaths: "Auntie knows, let's not say anything, Xiao Yan quickly let auntie see you ... "
Gu Yan took a deep breath, embraced Mother Lin, and hugged her without saying a word.
"It's grown so big..." Mother Lin choked up, and patted Gu Yan on the back vigorously: "Boy, now is not the time for you and Xiaotian to skip class!"
"Auntie." Gu Yan closed his eyes, feeling the warmth in his arms: "Thank you."
This thank you contained thousands of words, Mother Lin laughed and cried, and pulled Gu Yan to the living room: "It's all over, you are still Auntie's godson!"
Lin Xiaotian came out of the kitchen with hot water, his eyes were reddish: "Mom, shut Yuanbao upstairs and help me see if he has gone to the toilet."
"Okay." Lin's mother wanted to pull Gu Yan to continue talking, but after thinking about it, she sighed and led Yuan Bao upstairs.
Lin Xiaotian's anger that had been suppressed until he couldn't see Mother Lin's figure burst out again: "Where's Jane Jie?"
Gu Yan raised his head, looked at Lin Xiaotian, and made an ugly smile: "It's time to go to work."
"I'll call him." Lin Xiaotian took out his mobile phone: "I know the fuck, I didn't think to say more after seeing that you two have been doing well these days, what about now? Damn... Did he kick you out?"
Gu Yan looked out the window silently, waited for a while, and then said softly, "Give him some time."
"Give fart... time to fart!" Lin Xiaotian was discouraged, grabbed the cat who followed the living room and hugged him, one foot unconsciously touched the ground, irritated: "Do you need me to give him a spanking?" Telephone?"
Gu Yan shook his head, found Lin Xiaotian's cigarette from the table, fumbled for one, put it to his mouth and didn't want to smoke anymore.
"Then you go up and rest for a while?" Lin Xiaotian sighed: "I think he will contact me if there is anything, don't worry, this is your home, I will let my dad come to buy some food later, you have a good rest .”
Gu Yan walked into the guest room with heavy steps.
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Jian Jie looked at the time and sent Gu Yan a few WeChat messages. There was no movement until after lunch, so she called Gu Yan while she was out smoking.
It doesn't matter if you let Gu Yan sleep more, but if you don't eat after the meal time, it will be harmful to your body.
Now he is like an old mother raising a son, worrying about everything.
The phone rang several times and was picked up with a click, but there was no expected sound.
"Baby?" Jane called out tentatively.
"he's gone."
——The voice from the phone made Jian Jie froze in place. For a moment, he was doused in cold water, unable to respond at all.
Jian Jie's voice could not be heard, and Jane's mother on the phone had no tone: "You come back now."
"Mom!" Jian Jie yelled while holding the phone, "What did you do?"
"What did I do?" Jane's mother sneered, and asked back, "What did you do?"
"Where's Gu Yan? Why is Mom talking about something? Don't make it difficult for him. Why is his phone with you?" Jian Jie clenched the railing tightly with one hand, her eyes were red, and she even said in a pleading tone: "I'm going back now, let me He waits for me!"
There was no answer on the phone, just hung up.
Jian Jie didn't even come to ask for leave, so he drove straight home.
On the way, he thought of thousands of possibilities, and finally thought of calling Lin Xiaotian in the remaining rationality.
The phone was picked up quickly, as if he had been waiting for him: "Gu Yan is here with me."
"I'm sorry..." Jane pursed her lips, her driving hands were shaking uncontrollably: "I... my mother is here, I don't know that I...."
"Jane Jie." Lin Xiaotian wanted to get angry, but he was so helpless that he couldn't utter it. He roared hoarsely: "I asked you to take care of him at the beginning, but now Gu Yan asks you to take care of him so fucking fast... It's almost a fucking relapse! Let's... Can we not hurt him? You might be the one who went to prison. What kind of saint is your mother? Why do you blame Gu Yan? I asked him what was wrong. you-"
"I'll take care of it, you, take care of him for me." Jane bit her lower lip tightly, forcing herself to drive with peace of mind: "Trust me, no...you let him answer the phone."
"He's asleep." Lin Xiaotian refused: "You wipe your butt clean before you provoke him."
One day when two people she knew most hung up the phone, Jane wanted to cry.
When entering the house, the house was very quiet. The things Jane's mother bought were still in the hallway. A gust of cool wind blew in through the window of the living room. Jane didn't change her shoes, and went straight into the house.
Jane's mother was expressionless, sitting on the leather sofa in the living room thoughtfully, with the small handbag she loved to carry beside her, and she was wearing the cashmere coat Jane bought for her on the New Year's Day.
The only thing that made Jane's heart sink was that Gu Yan's cell phone was still on the coffee table.
"Are you back?" Jane's mother raised her sour eyes, and looked at the handsome and handsome Jane Jie, feeling a little strange.
Jian Jie frowned, walked up to Jian's mother and knelt down, put her hand on Jian's mother's knee, and said softly: "Mom, I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry?" Jane's mother seemed to have heard a big joke, shaking her head and laughing, and tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes after laughing, dripping down on the back of Jane's hand: "Why are you sorry for me?"
"Mom, don't be like this." Jian Jie suppressed her panic.
"You were very obedient when you were a child, until high school, I found out that you seemed to be very rebellious, and after a few inquires, I found out that you were playing with those bastards in the class." Jane's mother said to herself, but No emotion: "I'm too scared, you are my only hope in this life, I look forward to you Jackie Chan, and I dare not relax for a moment, so I will go to... I will go to the teacher, Principal Zhao, and Gu Yan, I just hope that you... Mom just wants you to be well! You go to school well, make a good girlfriend, why are you—why are you still with him!"
"Because I have him in my heart." Jian Jie said bluntly: "Mom, after all these years, I believe you can see that I have been inseparable from Gu Yan since high school. Be it a man or a woman, as long as he is Gu Yan, I like him."
"Only he can't do it!" Jane's mother pushed Jian Jie away, clapping her hands on her thighs in hatred: "Only he can't - he has been in prison! He has been in prison! Son, why are you so obsessed with it!"
"Mom, how did you know?" Jian Jie opened her eyes wide in shock, a little unbelievable, and repeated: "How do you know... that Gu Yan has been in prison?"
"Beibei told me that you can't be with this kind of person. He deliberately hurts others. You can like a man, but it can't be Gu Yan! A person with a tainted life like him doesn't deserve love! No way!"
"Jia Bei?" Jane Jie laughed suddenly, knelt on the ground covering his eyes with one hand, his shoulders trembled, all kinds of emotions were mixed together, but he wanted to laugh so hard that he couldn't help himself: "Jia Bei... Mom, do you know , Those rumors that the school spread about me back then, were Jabe the ones who said it?"
Jane's mother was taken aback: "What..."
"Do you know that I was the one who should have gone to prison! You were the one who was proud of it, and you were the one who cultivated with all your heart and devoted all your energy to hope for Jackie Chan's son! It was me—" Jane stood up, poking her own chest with her fingers, Hysterical: "It's me, Jane, and he, Gu Yan—he has been in prison for me for six years. After he got out, his family is gone. Now he is alone with me, but you drove him away!"
"You..." Mother Jian stood up, in disbelief: "Don't talk nonsense..."
"Why are you talking nonsense?" Jane Jie smiled, tears streaming down her face, her heart ached to the point of suffocation: "That knife, that fruit knife that stabbed people... is mine."
The author has something to say: Second update.
ps; I want to end it sooner, but the more the more the more, don't worry, it will be sweet!