The moment Wanwan was pushed into the gate of time and space, Xie Xinyuan was not resentful, but grateful, grateful to Wanwan for freeing herself from the burden of that world.
In that world, she has been hurt too deeply, the death of her parents, the disappearance of her brother, the betrayal of her husband, the so-called "evil seed", and the divorce letter that Xie Xinyuan never thought of. In that world, Xie Xinyuan no longer had the courage to live again, if Wanwan liked it, it wouldn't hurt to give it up to Wanwan.
If Wanwan takes her own body, she can still help her take care of her loyal servants, offer incense to her parents during the holidays, maybe find her brother, and...the one she doesn't want to face The right child, Wanwan will take good care of it, Wanwan likes children that much. With Wanwan doing the things she couldn't do well on her behalf, no matter whether she still exists in the world or not, she doesn't have any regrets or regrets.
Xie Xinyuan never hated or complained to anyone in her life, she only blamed herself for being too stupid and too easy to believe men's sweet words. If there is an afterlife, she would rather die alone than never have anything to do with a man. At the moment before losing consciousness, Xie Xinyuan felt relieved.
Feeling being ruthlessly thrown on a warm and comfortable thing, Xie Xinyuan became vaguely aware of the pain, and wanted to open her eyes, but found that her eyelids did not listen to her commands at all. I just feel very tired, very tired, and want to have a good sleep. Xie Xinyuan's consciousness began to blur, and she vaguely heard what the two people were talking about, but she couldn't hear clearly. I always feel in my heart that if I can't hear clearly, I will lose something, but I don't know what I lost.
When Xie Xinyuan opened his eyes again, he found himself lying in a box-like thing. This box had no lid, and the box was filled with some fabrics. Xie Xinyuan thought to herself: It seems that she is still taken care of by God, and she has not lost her soul.
Not wanting to stay in this place all the time, Xie Xinyuan moved her body, trying to float up, but found that her body didn't listen to her commands at all. At this time, Xie Xinyuan realized that she was no longer a soul, but a baby. As for the box she saw just now, of course it was the baby's cradle.
Xie Xinyuan can't remember things from her childhood, but Xinyuan is still very curious to re-experience the life of a child. The cradle is very big, and the fence beside it is especially high. Xie Xinyuan, who can't stand up yet, can't even look at the house outside, but can only see the big roof above the cradle. The baby's clothes are very comfortable, and the material is very soft. Although Xie Xinyuan doesn't know this kind of fabric, she also understands that it is a good thing, and knows that this is a little baby who is favored.
Xie Xinyuan is not afraid of the strange thing about being possessed by a baby, she knows from Wanwan that modern people call this rebirth. A body that can be possessed has no soul, so Xie Xinyuan is not worried about the owner of this body coming to trouble her; moreover, Wanwan also said that rebirth on a baby is the best rebirth, just like reincarnation, except that it has the memory of the previous life , everything starts from scratch, without accepting the cause and effect of the previous owner of this body.
Thinking of Wanwan, Xie Xinyuan couldn't help raising her right hand. The ring that Wanwan forcibly put on also followed Xie Xinyuan and attached to the baby, forming a circle of inconspicuous patterns at the root of the little finger of the baby's right hand. If you don't observe carefully, you can't find it at all. Even so, Xie Xinyuan decided to wear a ring here in the future. Although she didn't know its function, it was Xie Xinyuan's only memorial to that world.
Xie Xinyuan didn't care about Wanwan's last sorry. She knew that she was definitely not a person who could support the family business. She had been protected by her family and didn't know how to face the next Xie family's dilapidation. Maybe that's why she didn't resist Wanwan's decision. Xie Xinyuan smiled self-deprecatingly: I am still so cowardly, no matter what I have experienced, I still haven't made my temper stronger.
Xie Xinyuan believed that if it was Wanwan, she would be able to handle it well. With Wanwan, all the predicaments of Mrs. Xie's family should be solved. Wanwan is a strong woman. With Wanwan around, everything will be fine. Besides, Wanwan likes children so much, so that child should be able to be taken good care of, right? Nunnies and maids don't have to worry so much, they don't have to be so tired from taking care of such an incompetent master...
Xie Xinyuan huddled in her thoughts like an ostrich, completely oblivious to the fact that a robot walked into the room, went straight to the cradle, and skillfully picked up the baby in the cradle, eyes flickering, looking at the child who had woken up.
Feeling being hugged suddenly, Xie Xinyuan couldn't help but stiffen: an adult, being hugged and coaxed like a child, Xie Xinyuan really felt very uncomfortable.
The robot didn't seem to notice that the baby was abnormal, it hummed a coaxing tune that Xie Xinyuan couldn't understand, hugged Xie Xinyuan and walked out the door. The sun was shining brightly outside the door, making Xie Xinyuan close her eyes uncomfortably. And that robot also seemed to know that a baby couldn't accept such strong light, so he buried the baby's face in his chest as soon as he went out.
Feeling the soft flesh on his face, Xie Xinyuan felt embarrassment and gratitude at the same time. The two emotions mixed in his heart. He didn't know what it was like, but he was a little dazed, as if he had returned to his childhood. In those sunny afternoons, in the garden of Xie's family, I felt the warmth of cuddling up against my mother's arms. At that time, life was so carefree.
In a trance, Xie Xinyuan heard a calm female voice.
"Emily, why did you take the baby out?"
What she spoke was not the official dialect that Xie Xinyuan was familiar with, but the native dialect that Wanwan had taught her—Mandarin. Xie Xinyuan was a little excited: If I came to Wanwan's hometown, would I see the beautiful scenery that Wanwan mentioned? Wanwan said to send me to a place that is fair to women, could it be to go to Wanwan's hometown... It wasn't until later that Xie Xinyuan realized that she had completely misunderstood, and the time difference was thousands of years.
"Give me the child, you go and bring the cradle. The weather in Green Star is fine today, and it is good for the child to have more exposure to sunlight."
The woman stood up and took Xie Xinyuan from Emily's arms, only then did Xie Xinyuan see her face clearly. The woman is only in her forties, and she is about the same age as the mother in Xie Xinyuan's world. Xie Xinyuan can't help guessing whether this person is her mother in this life, and that Emily should be the same person as Xie Xinyuan. If you can't be filial to your mother in the previous life again, you should be filial to this mother in this life.