Chi Yu looked at her.
The woman's chin was slightly raised, and the white jade-like face was covered with a gauze-like mist under the warm yellow light, with a hazy beauty.
His throat was dry and his Adam's apple rolled.
"Okay."
Chi Yu's voice was low and hoarse, his moist black hair rested on his smooth and full forehead, and he looked like a well-behaved and quiet big child.
Xue Xue's eyes became softer.
"Why didn't you tell me your real name?"
"Because, I don't want to get involved with the past."
The man's words were clear, and every word was subtly paused, but he didn't hesitate.
This is the answer that Xue Xue expected.
She nodded and asked a second question.
"What would happen to you if I broke up with you now?"
Chi Yu's eyes widened.
Xue Xueqing saw that the pair of dark pupils converged to the extreme, then suddenly enlarged, and then fixed in an ethereal state with no focus.
"What are you talking about?" Chi Yu's voice was suppressed, even if it was a tangled tone, it still brought a hint of coolness when it got into the eardrum. "You say it again? Huh?"
"I said, if I break up with you now..." Xue Xue did not escape nor allowed Chi Yu to escape, and repeated his question in a natural tone. "What would you do?"
Chi Yu almost didn't think about it and was about to blurt out the answer in his heart. It was a blatant threat. He didn't allow the person in front of him to leave his side, even if it was just a hypothesis, as long as he thought that what Xue Xue said had a chance to come true, It seemed to him that reason was so superfluous and ridiculous.
"I… "
"Huh?" Seeing that Chi Yu suddenly lost his voice, Xue Xue still looked at him with gentle and encouraging eyes. "A Yu, you can think or hesitate, but I hope the answer you say is the one you will actually put into action in the end."
"We don't need lies between us anymore, do we?"
This sentence is like a breakthrough.
For a moment, Chi Yu was in a trance like waking up from a big dream.
What he and Xue Xue said was actually only a part of it, the most important and crucial part. However, some details, such as the inferior methods that he had experienced in the mental hospital, except for drug control, he did not fully reveal.
I feel like it doesn't matter anymore, and I really can't remember.
There was a time when Chi Yu felt as if he was trapped in a maze, and there seemed to be different personalities pulling each other in his body. When the dark and bloodthirsty side prevailed and manifested in specific actions, it was not pain that burst out. , but the pleasure of despair.
In such an unstable state of mind, it took him only three years to regain the forces that had been loose since Lin Jing's death and spread it. Into a well-built cage, so that he can spend the rest of his life to appreciate everything he designed back then.
In the past three years, Chi Yu felt that he had become another person.
A cold-blooded, emotionless, cruel and murderous person.
He was not directly contaminated with human blood, but became a high-ranking judge, indirectly deciding life and death.
Later, Chi Yu himself couldn't tell whether he was like this by nature, or was he deeply affected by drugs and didn't know it
When the dust settled and the matter came to an end, Chi Yu accepted the suggestion of his father's old friend to go to a private clinic for treatment when he was sober.
A year later, when his condition gradually stabilized, he chose to become Chi Yu under the advice of the doctor, and use another name to experience another life.
He did not cut Lin Chiyu and Chi Yu, but switched between the two identities, moderately relieved pressure and improved self-control by changing the environment, and reshaped his personality.
Facts have proved that the effect of the treatment is remarkable, especially after meeting Xue Li.
Although Chi Yu knew that the violent beast never disappeared, he just learned to dormant just like himself in the mental hospital...
It's screaming.
Desire to break free from shackles and break out.
Xue Xue felt that Chi Yu's arms around his waist were constantly tightening, just like a man's unpredictable eyes, sending out a dangerous message.
It wasn't that Xue Xue couldn't feel it, but he still chose to maintain the same posture, staring at him tolerantly and peacefully.
His eyes are like flowing water, enough to wash away the filth in the world.
"I..." Chi Yu slowly closed his eyes, like a nervous student, expressing the answer in his heart in a sentence that was not smooth. "I will accept your breakup, but I will not give up. I will pursue you again after I will make myself a person you are satisfied with."
When he said this, he didn't dare to look into Xue Xue's eyes, not because he was guilty, but because he was afraid, afraid that his strong emotions would pass through the window of his soul and bring pressure to the people he liked.
Chi Yu had the illusion that he was being judged, and Xue Xue was the judge holding the gavel.
He hadn't been so nervous for a long, long time. He was so nervous that he couldn't help but slow down the rhythm of his breathing, lest one accidentally disturb the person in front of him.
Even with his eyes closed, Chi Yu felt that he could still see Xue Xue, the evening dress she was wearing today, revealing a delicate and fair collarbone, and the makeup on her face that she couldn't remove in time, even after a day The tossing revealed flaws, and it was still so beautiful that it was hard to take your eyes off.
Chi Yu let his imagination run wild until Xue Xue chuckled.
"Really?"
"Huh?" Seemingly not understanding why she asked that, Chi Yu tilted his head slightly.
"Why..." Xue Xue slowly approached Chi Yu. "Don't open your eyes to see me?"
The light hit Chi Yu's eyelashes like falling starlight.
He slowly opened his eyes obediently.
The woman in front of her had a beautiful smile and beautiful eyes. Under the curved willow leaf eyebrows, in the black and white apricot eyes, Chi Yu clearly saw his own reflection.
That is his home.
Xue Xue put her palm on Chi Yu's left chest, where there was a beating heart.
"The last question..." Xue Xue stared at Chi Yu and said slowly. "Ayu, do you like me?"
This should be a simple question, but they both know each other, and perhaps this is the most difficult question, because they have to face the unfamiliar longing in their hearts and the uneasy throbbing.
Xue Xue didn't care about Chi Yu's silence, she even thought that she could give Chi Yu a little more time to recognize herself.
The good night is short, maybe it's time to do something more meaningful.
Xue Xue thought about it, and was about to kiss Chi Yu.
Unexpectedly, the man who was motionless like a piece of wood suddenly grabbed her by the shoulder, and the strength of his hand made Xue Xue subconsciously frown. The manic beast has been re-summoned
"Ayu..."
"I don't just like you."
Xue Xue was stunned.
"me… "
He was usually calm and calm. Seeing that a man who was able to handle everything with ease, expressed his nervousness in a rare and specific way, Xue Xue quickly realized that this time was different from every previous one, because Chi Yu's pale skin, which was as white as suet cream, gradually became a thin layer of pink.
Chi Yu was "me" for a long time, but couldn't utter a complete sentence. Xue Xue felt teased when he saw his helpless appearance, but it was always like this. He didn't have time to do anything, and Chi Yu rushed to her again. One step at a time.
This time it was a kiss, fierce, like a kiss that would swallow Xue Xue's mouth into her belly.
Probably just now, if there was no teasing, enough fuel was accumulated in the man's heart. When Chi Yu's lips were pressed up, Xue Xue felt an unusual momentum, especially when the man stuck out his tongue and was arrogant. After occupying the entire mouth, Xue Xue had a sense of absurdity that Chi Yu wanted to absorb the air he finally absorbed.
However, she quickly found an entry point and kept up with the rhythm of the man.
"Um… "
The two exchanged saliva, and the sound of tsk-tsk water was extraordinarily erotic in the sound of the heater operating.
When Chi Yu finally let go of Xue Xue, Xue Xue weakly fell on the man's chest, the other person's heartbeat beside his ears, because the intimate actions just now alternated fast and slow.
Xue Xue, who slowed down a bit, took the opportunity to get his hand into the hem of Chi Yu's clothes, but unfortunately he was caught by the man just as he lifted the fabric.
This time Chi Yu didn't use much force, but Xue Xue still had a hard time breaking free by relying on her innate advantages.
She glanced at Chi Yu unhappily, but found that she couldn't look away.
Chi Yu was smiling, which was different from the usual smile. It was the kind of smile in which the facial features of the whole face were stretched out, and there was a smile between the corners of his eyes and the brows.
He was born good-looking, and when he smiled, his peach blossom eyes narrowed slightly, deepening the folds at the end of his eyes, and the slightly depressed arc seemed to be filled with honey, even at a distance, Xue Xue could smell a sweetness breath.
"I don't just like you." Chi Yu repeated what he just said again, the difference is that this time he took it over smoothly. "Xue Xue, I love you."
The man's low and hoarse voice was like sparkling water. After slipping into Xue Xue's eardrum, it exploded.
Sugar is released and thoroughly integrated into every cell.
"So coincidental?" Xue Xue turned her head, facing Chi Yu's fiery gaze, softly speaking, and coquettishly said in a sticky tone. "Actually... I also like you a little more than I like you."
Saying that, she stuck out the tip of her tongue and licked the corner of her lips.
"No matter what you've been through, it's called Lin Chi Yu or Chi Yu..."
"You are Xue Xue's current boyfriend, and..."
"Future husband."
System: "Chi Yu's favorability is 100%, and the client's grievance value is zero... Congratulations to the host, the mission has been successfully completed."