Xue Yu and Su Xiangnan were together for a whole year of high school.
It's not the kind of innocent teenagers and girls who hold hands, kiss on the mouth, and write a review for fear of being caught puppy love, but the kind of hanging out in bed.
Xue Yu sometimes felt sick.
She knew that she shouldn't indulge Su Xiangnan like that. Sooner or later, she and him would only be pushed to the brink of death. However, as long as the boy stared at her with those dark eyes, without any extra words, Xue Yu's reason would be easily shattered. rout.
How sad.
Loving someone shouldn't be like this.
However, after taking the wrong first step, Xue Yu didn't know how to turn back.
She can only fall.
At least she can hold Su Xiangnan's hand.
The girl's pale self-comfort was quickly shattered by the ruthless reality.
Because of saving Gao Xiaoqi, the parents of the Gao family expressed their gratitude and gave Su Xiangnan a considerable amount of reward when he became an adult. According to Su Xiangnan's character, he should not have accepted it, but he desperately needed the money, so he did not reject the Gao family in the end. Kindness of parents.
Xue Yu also knew about this.
However, since Su Xiangnan accepted the money, his actions have become more and more unpredictable. Xue Yu vaguely knew the reason, but was at a loss.
Later, Su Xiangnan, who was completely abandoned in her studies, deliberately gave up and went to a third-rate university, one that can be read with money, while Xue Yu performed exceptionally in the college entrance examination. second choice.
When she received the admission notice, she couldn't believe it.
But the joyful mood came and went quickly, because it meant that she and Su Xiangnan had to be separated.
In the end, in the expectation of his parents, Xue Yu still went to the ideal school in his heart.
Every holiday, she would go to Su Xiangnan.
The two basically spent their time in bed.
The strong desires of men are basically vented on her.
Xue Yu had the intention to change this relationship, but every time Su Xiangnan used a sentence: "Otherwise, I'll go find someone else?" After being blocked, he tried again and again, but the other party's demands and unscrupulousness were exchanged.
In this relationship, Xue Yu was humble and weak.
The deeper the entanglement of the body, the greater the emptiness in the heart.
Xue Yu had a hunch that he would be swallowed up sooner or later.
If one day... she might be able to learn to let go.
It's a pity that Xue Yu didn't wait for that day in the end.
Su Xiangnan's mother, Su Lin, died.
Xue Yu had met each other several times, and as Su Xiangnan's girlfriend, he was taken to the hospital to reassure her mother, but usually, Su Xiangnan didn't like Xue Yu taking the initiative to find Su Lin, so she would only ask Su Xiangnan when she called. Follow along to visit each other.
Even if she was tortured to the point of being shrivelled by illness, and her face was haggard, she could still vaguely see a woman who was once magnificent.
Su Xiangnan has seven points like Su Lin.
With the remaining three points, that clean heroic spirit probably came from his father who he never mentioned.
That was Su Xiangnan's restricted area.
And Su Lin was the last bit of persistence in Su Xiangnan's life.
After Su Lin passed away, Su Xiangnan finished dealing with her descendants and disappeared.
Xue Yu searched everywhere but couldn't find the man's whereabouts, including Gao Xiaoqi's.
"Su Xiangnan? It seems that I haven't seen him since he confessed to me."
"Confession?" Xue Yu murmured in despair. "Has he confessed to you?"
"Well, I just happened to be seen by Lin Zhi... He was so angry that he wanted to talk to Su Xiangnan. Actually, I don't think there is anything to talk about at all." Gao Xiaoqi smiled slightly. "After all, I rejected him outright. Although he looks really good, how could I possibly be with him with that kind of status."
That identity
"That's right, um..." It wasn't until Gao Xiaoqi looked at herself hesitantly that Xue Yu realized that she had asked the question unknowingly. "I tell you secretly, don't tell anyone else."
The beautiful girl stuck out her tongue and looked innocent, but what she said was like a knife, severing Xue Yu's heart.
"Su Xiangnan is an illegitimate child."
"His biological father is my father's family friend, because of his shameless mother, the family has been at odds for many years." Gao Xiaoqi said, with a trace of disgust in her eyes. "I heard that his mother wanted to bring Su Xiangnan to recognize her ancestors back then, which is really disgusting."
Xue Yu didn't understand the grievances of Su Xiangnan's parents' generation, but just looking at Gao Xiaoqi like this, she couldn't help but ask.
"What about Guan Su Xiangnan?"
"What does what his mother did have anything to do with Su Xiangnan?"
"Can he decide when and who will give birth to him?"