"It's true that he can't decide his own birth." Hearing this, Gao Xiaoqi twitched the corners of her mouth, and there was a bit of meanness in her beautiful eyebrows. "But you don't think about it, how can a child raised by a mother like that be any better?"
Hearing these remarks, Xue Yu felt chills all over.
The prejudice of others is sometimes like a heavy stone pressing on the body, which cannot be removed, and can only be carried forward.
The spine that used to be straight, just bends little by little.
Thinking of hearing those malicious rumors at school later, Xue Yu felt desperate.
But what made her even more desperate was that Su Xiangnan really disappeared, disappeared into her world without leaving a trace.
As if it never happened.
Life still has to be lived. During that time, Xue Yu's condition was very poor, and he had to apply for a leave of absence from school and temporarily return to his home to recuperate.
Xue's father and Xue's mother thought she was sick and were very worried. After the discussion, Xue's mother even quit her original job and concentrated on accompanying her daughter at home.
Xue Yu lived in a daze for a long time, until she saw her father's white hair on the temples and found that her mother always quietly came to the room in the middle of the night and shed tears at her, that she finally realized what she had done.
Because of Su Xiangnan, whose whereabouts are unknown, she scares her parents who have always loved her.
During that period of time, Xue Yu was not unaware of the smog at home, but just habitually ignored it.
She can't get enough of anything, and life seems to have lost its meaning.
However, Xue Yu knew that he couldn't go on like this.
She couldn't choose to hurt herself and punish her parents just because she lost Su Xiangnan.
That is irresponsible.
Sometimes the fall is only a momentary thing, and so is the sobriety.
Xue Yu tried to cheer up.
The effect is not too bad.
She finally graduated with good grades and became a reporter for a medium-sized newspaper.
Su Xiangnan has disappeared for seven years.
In the past seven years, Xue Yu deliberately did not think about each other or contact her high school classmates, and her parents had a tacit understanding not to ask her what happened that year. Later, Xue Yu even doubted whether Su Xiangnan really existed. Or is it just a beautiful and desolate conjecture when my girl was pregnant with spring.
Life goes on.
Nothing will be remembered forever.
Until the day when the calm is broken and the self-deceiving appearance is brutally torn apart.
Xue Yu heard the name Su Xiangnan again on TV news.
At that time, she was putting on makeup when she was going on a date.
In the first two months, under the constant persuasion of her mother, she finally nodded to participate in the blind date.
The object is a professional soldier, born with a dignified appearance, Xue Yu has a strong premonition almost at the first sight of the other party. If the object of marriage is him, there may be a happy and fulfilling second half of his life.
Xue Yu was tired.
The once lonely and full of love, under the precipitation of the years, has gradually become a complex emotion integrated into the bone and blood, but it no longer tortures myself all the time, only occasionally when I think of it, I feel a little regret and a little pain.
The other party's impression of her is obviously very good. After exchanging contact information with each other, they always make an appointment to meet each other during the holidays.
Xue Yu really planned to put Su Xiangnan down.
Until I suddenly heard the news from him.
Su Xiangnan was arrested. As the mastermind of the kidnapping case that caused a national sensation a while ago, the target of his kidnapping was Lin Zhi.
Xue Yu looked at the gloomy, cold, ragged, unkempt man on TV, and once thought that the other party was just a stranger who happened to have the same name as Su Xiangnan, but when Su Xiangnan raised his head and looked at the camera, Xue Yu knew , this person is Su Xiangnan.
A beautiful young man in her heart.
Once a beautiful boy.
How did it become like this
The Lin family used their connections, entrusting contacts and guiding public opinion, so that the verdict was quickly determined.
The two dazzling characters made Xue Yu close his eyes.
I don't know if it is to pay homage to the young life that suddenly fell, or to pay tribute to the love that was doomed to be lost before it started.
On the last meeting day before the execution of the sentence, Xue Yu decided to meet Su Xiangnan.
She had done her hair and makeup, and was wearing a beautiful knee-length dress, tan suede short boots, and her slender legs were wrapped in nude stockings, straight and beautiful.
Although she didn't know if Su Xiangnan would see her, she still made the trip.
Just to send the deceased one last journey.