Xue Xue still maintained the same posture, quietly looking at Su Xiangnan.
Until she was sure that the other party would really not take over the uniform in her hand, Xue Xue suddenly raised her hand and threw the clothes in her hand.
Su Xiangnan didn't answer.
"Maybe I don't have the qualifications or the identity to say anything to you, just like I don't know what you're thinking or what you've been through, but Su Xiangnan, there's one thing you don't need anyone to prove, that's life ."
"Your own life."
"There is no way to change what has happened, but you can change what has not happened in the future."
Su Xiangnan remained silent, but the fist by his side clenched quietly.
Xue Xue noticed this detail.
She decided to add another firewood.
"Su Xiangnan, think about it, is your mother willing to see you in such a depraved state?"
Su Lin is Su Xiangnan's inverse scale.
Hearing Xue Xue mentioning Su Lin, Su Xiangnan raised his head abruptly, his long and narrow phoenix eyes stretched open, and his dark pupils were like two carefully polished gems, incredibly bright.
There are two clusters of anger burning in the middle.
"What do you know?" Su Xiangnan's voice was low and hoarse, as if forced from between his teeth. "Xue Yu, don't think I've slept with you twice and you'll be able to interfere in my affairs."
"Do you know that you are really..."
The word "cheap" stuck in his throat, clamoring to pop out of his mouth, but when he met Xue Xue's calm gaze, Su Xiangnan didn't know what was going on with him, so he couldn't make a sound.
In the end, it was replaced by "nosy" that was several times weaker in lethality.
Even so, Xue Xue's eyes darkened after hearing it.
"You think I'm nosy?"
The girl's voice was soft and waxy, and it fell into Su Xiangnan's ears, but it seemed like a thunderclap, and her heart pounded.
He subconsciously wanted to apologize, but the thought just slipped through his mind and stopped abruptly.
He couldn't pull his face down.
and…
"Su Xiangnan." Xue Xue almost laughed angrily when she saw the young man's face changed and changed, but he always gritted his teeth, not knowing who he was fighting with. "You feel aggrieved, don't you?"
"I feel aggrieved to live? I feel aggrieved to work at a young age? I feel aggrieved to live in a shabby house?" Xue Xue asked a few questions in a row, but did not give Su Xiangnan a chance to speak. "Yes, you are very aggrieved."
As soon as these words fell, Su Xiangnan was stunned.
Xue Xue looked at him with the eyes he had seen in others.
Those teachers who cared about him, those classmates who asked him what happened, when it first happened, in fact...
"Su Xiangnan, if you continue like this, you will only be wronged for the rest of your life."
Xue Xue's words were like lightning that cut through the darkness, splitting the layers of fog that had accumulated on Su Xiangnan's life path.
"If you're afraid to walk because of a fall and injury, you'll just gradually forget how to walk."
"But as long as you are willing to try to stand up again, someone will help you." Xue Xuedu paused. "At least, I will help you and accompany you."
The living room in front of me is small and cluttered.
When he was very young, Su Lin once took Su Xiangnan to live in a big house.
Until one day, a jeweled woman suddenly came to the door. She pointed at Su Lin with her index finger, and scolded one after another like a cannonball. At that time, Su Xiangnan didn't understand the meaning of those words, she only remembered that the woman put the pigeon on her ring finger. The egg-sized diamond ring sparkles.
The next day, another man with gold-rimmed glasses and a dozen men in black came to the door and smashed everything that could be smashed in the big house.
Su Xiangnan still remembered how sad he was crying, because all the gifts his father brought him were destroyed.
In Su Xiangnan's memory, his father rarely appeared, but every time he appeared, he would definitely bring him a robot model as a gift. Therefore, in the little boy's heart, that robot model was equivalent to the image and existence of his father.
Unexpectedly, those things were gone in the blink of an eye.
Same as that big house.
Su Lin took him away.
When he grows up a bit, Su Xiangnan, who has a good memory, understands the meaning of those words and how unpopular his existence is. Even Su Lin has an explanation for the long-lasting sorrow in his eyes.
But Su Xiangnan didn't know anything.
As Surin had hoped.
He worked hard to live a flawless Su Xiangnan.
It was not until one day that Su Lin collapsed, and the pressure was like a hurricane, and his life was ruined. Su Xiangnan finally realized that there are many people and many things in this world, which cannot be changed by himself.
His struggles seemed ridiculous, his insistence became stupid, and the phrase "a illegitimate child will always do something unworthy" became the last straw that broke the camel's back.
Su Xiangnan hid his true self.
The darkness is endless, there is no pain in the abyss, only emptiness.
From a bad start, through a period of self-deceiving light, and finally return to the origin of nothing.
He thought it would be like this all his life.
But now, suddenly a girl stood in front of him and said to him, "I will accompany you."
Accompany him.
At that moment, Su Xiangnan suddenly realized.
It turned out that what I needed was not help with sympathy, nor plausible understanding, but just a companion.
A companion who made him understand that even if the road ahead was bumpy, he was still not alone.