Sometimes, Lin Zhi felt that Su Xiangnan stole Lin Xiangbei's life.
But more often, he couldn't help but look for Lin Xiangbei's shadow on Su Xiangnan, who was about the same age as himself.
He spurned his own thoughts, but he couldn't control them. The result of the agitated and tangled two thoughts was that Lin Zhi didn't act for a long time.
Before transferring to the Affiliated High School, he had already drawn up many plans, each of which could bring a blow to Su Xiangnan, who was only a high school student, but what Lin Zhi himself did not expect was that the plan could not keep up with the changes, and before he could make a move, Su Xiangnan collapsed first.
Because Su Lin collapsed.
Lin Zhi felt that this was probably the so-called reincarnation of the Tao of Heaven, and the heavens spared someone.
Su Lin deserved it, Su Xiangnan deserved it, he told himself.
"That mother and son are just paying for the mistakes they made."
He also told Xue Xue so.
The short story, narrated by the girl's nice voice, also has a different flavor.
However, Su Xiangnan, who is the party concerned, has no intention of admiring it.
He was shaking.
Xue Xue is indeed right, but there is one point, which is different from Su Xiangnan's memory.
Du Lili didn't find out that her husband was having an affair by accident. It was because she received a call from Su Lin that the whole thing came to light.
Su Xiangnan closed his eyes, what appeared in his mind was a picture that he had deliberately forgotten for a long time, but as long as he remembered it, it was vividly vivid.
At that time, Su Lin would still call him by his nickname.
"Nan Nan, do you want to live with Dad?"
Little Su Xiangnan is a glutinous rice dumpling with tender and tender flesh. Holding the robot model in his hand, he raised his head excitedly after hearing what his mother said.
"is it okay?"
"Of course you can." At that time, Su Lin was still young and beautiful, she still yearned for true love and had ambitions for a good life. "So Nannan wants to live with Dad?"
Xiao Su nodded to Nan, but quickly shook his head again, looking at Su Lin with dark eyes.
"Then can I live with my father and my mother?" Children are ignorant, but often have extraordinary intuition. In Xiao Su Xiangnan's head, living with his father and living with his mother seem to be two different things. Can't draw an equal sign. "If you can't live with mom, then don't."
Xiao Su said to Nan, lowered her head and continued to play with her toys.
"As long as my father comes to visit me and my mother often."
Hearing what he said, Su Lin was silent for a long time.
"It's okay." She squatted down in front of Xiao Su Xiangnan and patted her son's hair. "Although Nan Nan may not be able to live with her mother, she can meet her often."
Xiao Su Xiangnan's eyes lit up when she heard what her mother said.
When Su Lin coaxed him for the second time and asked him if he wanted to live with his father, Xiao Su nodded to Nan.
Then, Su Lin made a phone call.
At that time, Xiao Su Xiangnan didn't know who was on the other end of the phone, so when Su Lin asked him to listen and introduce himself, he answered obediently.
"I am Su Xiangnan, my mother is Su Lin, and my father is Lin Youfeng."
The moment the milky child voice finished speaking, a scream mixed with sobbing suddenly came from the microphone.
Xiao Su Xiangnan was startled, but Su Lin had already taken the phone back.
He had nightmares about it for a while.
There was nothing in the dream, only the woman's cry echoed.
Su Xiangnan seemed to be out of strength at this time, as if his knees could no longer bear the weight of his body, he squatted down slowly and painfully, and his whole body seemed confused.
Who is really innocent
The pictures in his memory tore his sanity. Bean-sized beads of sweat came out from his forehead. Su Xiangnan's throat let out a hoarse roar like a beast. In the quiet night, it rendered an atmosphere of mourning.
until someone hugged him.
A warm embrace enveloped him like a stream of heat.
Xue Xue noticed that Su Xiangnan's lips were opening and closing, so he put his ear close and listened carefully.
"That call... if... if I didn't say..."
Xue Xue was stunned.
She quickly thought of something.
"Won't know... just... won't die..."
Su Xiangnan slammed onto Xue Xue's back, using all his strength.
"Don't live with dad... don't call... no... don't..."
The broken words made Xue Xue realize.
When listening to Su Lin tell about the past, Xue Xue felt a little out of touch, and the characters' reactions seemed unreal.
Now she knew what Su Lin had deliberately concealed, no matter what the reasons were, and what she concealed was the key to Lin Xiangbei's death, and it was also a long-standing nightmare in Su Xiangnan's heart.
All comfort is pale.
People have the ability to empathize, but not everything can be felt, especially this experience related to the existence and demise of life.
Su Lin's escape made Su Xiangnan bear everything alone.
Dark memories and bad emotions accompanied him growing up like gangrenous bones, and even if they were suppressed, they never disappeared, just waiting for the best time to devour him in one bite.