Su Xiangnan and Xue Xue did not go to the same university in the end, but they were in the same city. The two universities were only one block apart, less than fifteen minutes apart.
Xue Jiahui and Huang Mei were very satisfied with the result. When they heard the news that Su Xiangnan was admitted to the Medical University, they felt that it was thanks to the help of Su Xiangnan that she was able to enter one of the top five universities in the country with her daughter's previous grades.
Therefore, Huang Mei, who was distressed about what happened to Su Xiangnan, asked her daughter to bring him to play more at home.
As long as he has the heart, it is almost a matter of hand for Su Xiangnan to gather the elders.
That period was the happiest day of Su Xiangnan's life so far.
The Xue family is not rich, and Xue Jiahui and Huang Mei usually have to go to work, but it is a real home. From stepping into the door of the Xue family, smelling the fragrant food, and hearing Xue Jiahui's greeting and meeting in a loud voice. At the moment of Huang Mei's warm and kind smile, Su Xiangnan's nose was sour and almost wanted to cry.
He hasn't cried for a long time.
Su Xiangnan seemed to have forgotten the feeling of crying after Su Lin took him to "escape" from the house he once thought was his home.
Even when he learned that Su Lin's condition had deteriorated and his life was almost overwhelmed by a large amount of medical bills, Su Xiangnan had many dark thoughts and bad emotions in his mind, but he did not cry.
To Su Xiangnan, it was a luxury, a very distant emotion from him.
Many times, people cry because tears are like pearls, because some people feel distressed for themselves and feel reluctant to give up, and Su Xiangnan does not have this right. As the only support in the family, he cannot make Su Lin worry or show vulnerability. You have to keep your nerves tight all the time and play your role.
Over time, you get used to it.
"Why are you standing at the door so stupidly?"
After hearing Xue Jiahui's loud voice, Xue Xue immediately went downstairs.
Seeing Su Xiangnan, she greeted her with a smile, and naturally took the boy's hand.
Unexpectedly cold.
Xue Xue glanced at the sun hanging high in the blue sky and white clouds outside the window, stopped, turned her head and asked him in a low voice, "What happened? I don't think you are in a good state."
She asked, and Su Xiangnan shook his head as if he had suddenly recovered.
"No, I'm just..." He paused, as if he was considering the words, and seemed to frown in distress because he couldn't find a precise word to describe it, and finally smiled bitterly: "I don't know, it seems that there is a sudden …the feeling of finally coming home after a long time.”
Xue Xue was stunned.
After a brief silence, she seemed to understand what Su Xiangnan meant.
The emotions that surged into my heart in an instant, I don't know whether it is distressed, sad, or both, the excited Xue Xue's heart throbbed with pain.
"It's okay." After a long silence, Xue Xue grabbed his hand and clenched it hard. "From now on, I will be your family, my family, and your family."
Working during the day, after the work, he went to the hospital to visit Su Lin, and then went to Xue Xue's house to have dinner with them. For Su Xiangnan, this was almost a life of a fairy.
He secretly looked forward to this period of time from now to a long, long time.
However, the peaceful life will eventually be broken.
Su Lin's physical condition was an unexploded bomb, and when Su Xiangnan relaxed, he was caught off guard by the explosion.
It was quiet at night, and the hospital's emergency building was still brightly lit in the middle of the night. When Xue Xue arrived, she saw Su Xiangnan sitting on a bench outside the operating room, described as embarrassed.
"Su Xiangnan."
Hearing Xue Xue's voice, Su Xiangnan, who had buried his face in his hands, slowly propped up his body.
He looked up, clearly already looking at the direction Xue Xue came from, but his eyes blinked in confusion.
Xue Xue made a "click" in her heart.
When she got closer, she found that the boy's vision was sloppy and unfocused. His dark eyes were like thick ink that had been knocked over on a white cloth. Clear space.
"How are you?"
How could it be okay? Xue Xue wanted to slap himself immediately after asking this sentence.
Unexpectedly, Su Xiangnan answered obediently.
"fine."
Xue Xue looked at him.
The thick eyelashes of the boy are like two small fans, which are flat on the edge of the eyelids, and the pair of black pupils are very deep. , even if it is bright and beautiful, it also gives people an unattainable sense of alienation.
But Xue Xue knew that it was just his protective color.
Sitting down beside Su Xiangnan, Xue Xue turned her head and looked at him calmly.
The boy's long legs had nowhere to rest, forming an open posture, but his whole body was shrunk in the middle, his broad shoulders slumped as if he could no longer bear any weight.
Xue Xue suddenly held up his face and let him face himself.
Su Xiangnan probably knew how bad he looked and struggled.
"Don't be afraid."
The two gentle words, with their magical power, are irresistible.
"Let me see you."
The gentle eyes are like substance. From the black hair that was not taken care of after being ruffled by the wind, to the forehead with a little sweat clinging to it, Su Xiangnan's eyes were bloodshot and his lips were dry. Xue Xue also noticed that he was shaking. .
In a very small range, it shivered like an electric shock.
Xue Xue slowly let go of her hands.
Before Su Xiangnan could feel sad about the disappearance of warmth, he felt the girl's arm pass through the back of his neck in the next second, and then a force came. He didn't resist and fell on Xue Xue's shoulder.
At that moment, Su Xiangnan heard the sound of the mask on his face shattering.
"It's alright." With his right hand, he tapped Su Xiangnan's arm lightly. Xue Xue coaxed him in a gentle and soft tone, "Cry if you want."
Cry if you want.
Lean on my shoulders for you.