No one knew that after He Youxiu fell, the first thought in Yi Lang's mind was relief.
To the end of death.
He knew that only when the other party left this world forever could he be freed.
Therefore, in the face of Feng Xiaole's doubts, although Yi Lang tried to explain the cause and effect clearly, after finding that the other party couldn't listen, he did not use other methods to prove his innocence, but kept silent.
Because he never regretted having such thoughts.
"You did nothing wrong, Yi Lang." Xue Xue took his hand. "He Youxiu is the one who is at fault, not you."
Yi Lang was a little stunned.
He actually knew that he was right.
He Youxiu was so entangled that he didn't even let him go when he left. It was like a gangrene that gnawed away his spirit bit by bit, trying to turn a living person with flesh and blood and his own thoughts into a person who could only be attached to him. The Kui pup that he can survive, Yi Lang no longer simply hates and disgusts him, but comes from the bottom of his heart, and he hates this person to disappear.
It's just that he can't learn He Youxiu's madness.
In the continuous tug of reason and instinct, Yi Lang once doubted the meaning of his existence.
But he did not give up, because he knew that He Youxiu was waiting for him to give up.
Even if he ran through the thorns, Yi Lang was unwilling to become He Youxiu's captive.
He knew he was right.
But in the eyes of Huang Yuxian, He Youfei, Feng Xiaole, and even his biological father, Yi Shengxiong, Yi Lang seemed to be born with a wrong mark and deserved to be a trash can for them to vent their emotions.
Yi Lang, who grew up in such an environment, just became a little indifferent to others, and Xue Xue felt that it was not easy.
With her in a position like Yi Lang, it seems that nothing is right.
Why
He is just a teenager, so why should he bear the consequences of the selfish love of others
No, that's not love.
It is possessiveness, desire for destruction, and the projection of the darkest side of the human heart.
"You did nothing wrong, Yi Lang." Seeing Yi Lang's dazed expression, Xue Xue held his hand harder, but at the same time, her movements were cautious, as if she was taking care of someone who was hard-won, fragile and fragile. 's treasure. "It's those people who are wrong, not you."
Xue Xue took the trouble to repeat these words.
again and again.
The haze in the man's eyes gradually dissipated.
Not his fault.
Yi Lang understood, but no one had ever said this to him.
So occasionally, he also thinks about whether he is really wrong, for example, he should not be the son of Yi Shengxiong and Kuang Lanjie.
But now, Xue Xue stared into his eyes with a firm tone and a serious look, and then patiently said to him: "No one can decide what kind of environment we are born in, but we can decide what we want to be. people."
"Remember what you said?" Xue Xue's eyelids drooped, and her eyes curved into a soft, rainbow-like arc. "I can't control what others think of me, but I can decide for myself how I want to live."
Pressing reverse, Yi Lang's memory returned to ten years ago.
Of course he remembers.
After saying that sentence, he only felt that his heart was very happy. Although the ensuing emptiness was overwhelming, the intense schedule that followed did not allow him to hurt the time of spring and autumn.
That was after He Youxiu's incident.
Under the enormous pressure, Yi Lang almost thought that he would not be able to pass that level.
Until Kuang Lanjie appeared.
Yi Lang still doesn't know what happened between Kuang Lanjie and Yi Shengxiong. He only knows that Yi Shengxiong, who originally followed Huang Yuxian's suggestion to suppress him, finally gave up. This matter just started to emerge, and then he was trampled back again. in the soil.
It's no use letting Huang Yuxian cry.
Kuang Lanjie wanted to use this incident to mend the mother-son relationship that had been lost for many years. It was not that Yi Lang did not understand, but his heart was not touched at all.
I have doubts, disappointments, and complaints. Long, long ago, when Kuang Lanjie was the eldest lady of the Kuang family, she was able to navigate her career and men with ease, and when the stars were all over the moon, Yi Lang was the only one left with her mother, whom she had never met before. A little Ru Mu also disappeared in the long river of time.
Kuang Lanjie probably also realized this.
She did not force Yi Lang, and followed Yi Lang's wishes to keep a distance from him in front of others, so very few people knew that Yi Lang and Kuang Lanjie were mother and son, and even Chen Wenhua was kept in the dark at first.
Those who should not be curious should never be curious, this is his principle of prudence and self-preservation.
Kuang Lanjie maintained and condoned Yi Lang, and smashed Yi Lang with a lot of resources without interfering excessively in his private affairs. As an agent, he was naturally happy to see it.
So the relationship was maintained like this.
"Yi Lang, look at me."
Xue Xue turned over the man's face and forced him to meet his own eyes.
Xue Xue suddenly laughed.
Some are casual and some are arbitrary, not so bright and dazzling, but like a beam of light hitting the bottom of Yi Lang's eyes.
Then, take him out of all the frames.
"You said, you will definitely live better than those people." Xue Xue got closer, as if she would kiss his face at any time. "You did it, Yi Lang."
She said, breathing with moisture, hot and humid, warming her skin and burning her pores.
"You rescued Xue Zhiyou."
"I am proud of you."