Xue Xue stood up abruptly.
Her movements were great, but in the crowded scene, no one cared.
After Yi Lang sang, he didn't seem to be singing anymore. Instead, he seemed to be telling a story, stating a fact, and eloquently speaking. He had no skill at all, but only poured in full of emotion, and let his voice turn into a note and send it to everyone. The ear drums formed a melody and played in the bottom of my heart.
The last two words actually didn't make a sound.
All you can see is Yi Lang's mouth.
But Xue Xue knew that it was his own name.
This song is a love song written by Yi Lang to Xue Xue.
Exclusive and unique.
At that moment, even though there were many figures, the eyes of the two of them seemed to be aware of each other, one from top to bottom and the other from bottom to top, colliding with each other.
The sparks rubbed out are like reality.
After Yi Lang's performance, it was finally time to present the grand prize.
It is common for one person to win two awards in the past two or three years. Despite this, Yi Lang still smiled happily while holding two trophies designed with musical notes and staves as prototypes.
When it was time to say the acceptance speech, the usual thank you speeches were indispensable.
From the studio staff, the preparation staff before the release of the album, to the fans who always supported him, did not fight back against gossip, are strong and brave, and are cuter than anyone else...
"That's why I like Yi Lang." The girl beside her whispered to her companions: "Many people say it or not, but Yi Lang doesn't say it."
"Although he didn't say it, he actually kept it in his heart silently all the time."
"Like at the signing party..."
Xue Xue, who was distracted from listening to the conversation next to him, said, "Because of the support and help of so many people, I am fortunate to have achieved such a result, so when I made this decision, I was very tormented, and after a long time of consideration ."
Xue Xue frowned.
Yi Lang's acceptance speech was written first, which was written by Yi Lang himself and then handed over to professionals for retouching. Xue Xue also read the first draft, and even made some small comments.
Ke Yilang's words were obviously unscripted.
why
Just when she was in a trance, the man had used a magnetic low voice to slowly announce the explosive news.
"I'm going to retire."
Before everyone could react, Yi Lang tilted his head slightly and smiled.
"It doesn't seem appropriate to say that I should quit the circle. It should be said that I plan to gradually reduce the activities on the stage from the front to the back. However, I will continue to improve myself in the field of music."
When the words fell, he handed the microphone back to the host.
Then he bowed solemnly and slowly towards the audience seat.
"This trophy is dedicated to you. Without you, there would be no Yi Lang now." His voice was clear. Although he did not clearly say who "you" was referring to, everyone knew it. "Thank you! I will never forget this decade!"
At the end of the ceremony, a large number of fans poured into the official blog to ask for an explanation.
It was so sudden after all.
Yi Lang's sudden withdrawal declaration.
Although he said he was going behind the scenes, for fans, it was no different from quitting the circle.
One of the joys of chasing stars is a bit like cultivation. Although you may not be able to meet your idols face to face at close range, you can see each other on the screen because of various itineraries and activities, and through photos, animations, videos, and live broadcasts, you can feel interactive. .
However, once behind the scenes, these have become unattainable things.
Facing the fans' doubts, in the early morning of the same day, the official blog rarely worked overtime, and the PO posted a photo with the accompanying text: "The good moon is also full of numbers. 』
As for the content of the photo, it is a wall in Yi Lang's house.
The transparent window is divided into large and small pentagonal lattices, inside which are all the medals that Yi Lang has received since his debut, as well as... Live photos of every fan event.
Five hours later, at 5:20 in the morning, Yi Lang's personal account posted a video.
In the video, Yi Lang is rarely without makeup, but he is in high spirits. A pair of dark blue pupils are like the deep sea, tolerant and peaceful.
Facing the camera, but staring behind the screen, the worried fans who clicked into the video one by one.
"The number of surplus is auspicious, and the number to ten is a small surplus, so October is also called a good month."
"Ten years ago in October, I made my debut."
"Although it has not been easy, it has been luckier than most people along the way."
"I am very honored to have received everyone's love. I often think about how to repay this love. Later, the answer I found myself was to try my best to be an idol."
Then, the screen went black, and a line of handwritten fonts appeared: I hope I can become an idol who allows fans to proudly say "I like Yi Lang" to the people around them.
"Maybe, I haven't done well enough, but I can tell everyone with a clear conscience that I have tried my best in the past ten years."
"A lot of people asked if they suddenly wanted to switch behind the scenes if it was related to the relationship. I must confess that it is indeed related, but not the main reason."
"A lot of things happened some time ago, and because of those things, I thought a lot."
"In the dark, what I see is darkness, and what I touch is darkness. Even if I feel strong, at that time, I also felt like I was going to be swallowed up at any time."
"I picked up the Swiss knife and drew it on my wrist countless times, thinking that if I cut it off, it would be a hundred times from now on. I won't be hurt again, and you won't be hurt because of me again."
At that time, many fans who spoke to Yi Lang were also ruthlessly scolded by netizens.
Even if it just came out to appeal to everyone to calm down.
The fans who stayed in front of the video remembered that dark period, and at the same time, there was also the variety show that Yi Lang was on.
The moving picture of the scene that came out of the circle is now re-read, combined with Yi Lang's current words and the atmosphere presented in the picture at that time, it only makes people feel frightened.
"In the dark, it was my girlfriend, my lover, who reached out and pulled me out."
"Our understanding came from an unpleasant accident, and we didn't get together right away. In fact, after being single with the mother and child for more than 20 years, I was slow to love and didn't really believe in it."
"But she never gave up on me, and handed me hope when I was most desperate."
"It's also her who made me rethink what this job means to me."
Although there is no picture, I can feel his tenderness from Yi Lang's voice and tone.
Light, like the breeze blowing across the fields at the turn of spring and summer.
Extremely warm.
"I think I really love music."
"Music has accompanied me throughout my youth. Without music, I don't even have the courage to take the first step. What is the future for? Naturally, there will be no Yi Lang who is sitting here and talking to you now."
"I am very grateful to music. It was music that helped me break free from pain. It was also music that gave me the opportunity to enter the circle, and then started a decade-long, fruitful idol career."
"And now, it's time for me to pay back."
"It's not saying goodbye, it's just saying goodbye temporarily, it's not leaving, it's just a different way to accompany." Yi Lang's voice was low and full of magnetism. "Don't look back, move forward, and meet again in a better future."
He said.
"May one day, when you mention Yi Lang, you are not talking about the idol who has been out of fashion for a long time, but, I like the songs he wrote."
"There will be a period later."
"Are you dumb?"
"Well, I'm stupid."
"… "
He wanted to hit him, but Xue Xue couldn't deal with Yi Lang's obedient and innocent expression like a big dog.
The two were deadlocked for a moment, and finally, Xue Xue sighed.
"Why don't you talk to me?"
"Because, you will definitely persuade me to think more about it," Yi Lang said warmly, "and you will definitely blame yourself for letting me make this choice."
Xue Xue pursed her lips.
I have to admit that Yi Lang really hit her mind.
But…
She wanted to speak, but Yi Lang put her index finger on her lips, preventing her from speaking.
"In the beginning, becoming an idol was my self-confessed rebellion against Yi Shengxiong."
Xue Xue was startled.
"And then, insist on being an idol because He Youfei can't do it, but I can do it."
Hearing this, Xue Xue was thoughtful.
"Even if I gradually changed my mind later, but because of this starting point, I have always felt very insecure, and the greater the success, the more at a loss."
"It wasn't until my father-in-law told me that day that maybe I could consider switching to the background, that I suddenly realized." Yi Lang smiled bitterly. "It turns out that I have been kidnapped by the past. Even if I walk out of the shadows, my thinking and logic have not changed."
"So this choice, I hesitated for a long time, and the process is really painful. After all, it is easy to say that it is easy to say it, but it is difficult to actually do it."
"But after making the decision, I just feel relaxed, unprecedented ease."
Yi Lang's fingers gently rubbed Xue Xue's lips.
"Xue Xue, I'm not a good person, but you made me believe that I can become a better person."
"My future doesn't belong to anyone, it only belongs to myself."
"And now, I want to share my future with you, you..." The man's face rarely showed a trace of confusion and unease when he left. "are you willing?"
Xue Xue blinked.
Her silence made Yi Lang hold his breath unconsciously.
Then…
The woman stepped forward and wrapped her arms around his neck.
There were no extra words, just a deep, lingering and lingering kiss.
Thank you for your willingness to share your future with me.
For the rest of my life, please give me more advice.