Although Xiao Yao's tone did not change, it was full of emotion.
Xue Xue can also draw a vivid picture in his mind according to his description.
A cute little boy, a little boy full of curiosity, a little boy who is accompanied by his parents, a little boy who has a carefree childhood.
Thinking about it, Xue Xue suddenly held Xiao Yao's hand.
Xiao Yao looked at her.
"Keep talking." Without explaining her actions, Xue Xue just urged: "Then what? Did your uncle and aunt agree?"
She used "uncle and aunt" instead of "your parents".
This little detail shows the intimacy of the two invisibly.
So, Xiao Yao flipped his palm and held her with his backhand.
"My parents didn't agree and they took me to that room."
"It was night and the lights were not turned on, only the light from a row of small bulbs mounted on the base of the globe."
"Then I noticed that the walls were filled with dense mathematical formulas, mass-energy equations, Euler's formulas, Fourier transforms, Maxwell's equations, de Broglie's equations... Now what I say are those What, but to me at that time, it was like a book from heaven."
"The clear numbers can be understood, but after adding symbols, it becomes garbled."
After speaking, Xiao Yao smiled again, the smile overflowing from the corners of his eyes softened the man's eyebrows.
Xue Xue watched quietly and listened intently.
"I was blown away."
Xiao Yao can only use this sentence to explain his current mood.
So incredible.
It is like walking into the folds of time and space, standing in the vast universe, overlooking a colorful and beautiful planet.
It was also at that moment that Xiao Yao felt that he realized the meaning of life.
Although he was still young, he still didn't know how to describe his feelings in words, he just stood outside the door, feeling and recording all this with his eyes.
"My father told me that physics and mathematics are the most beautiful sciences in the world. The formulas on the wall are just formulas in the eyes of ordinary people, but in his eyes they are the miniatures of the universe, the unknown world outside the earth, and the human race. A mysterious space that was explored little by little with wisdom."
"That room carries the ideals of my parents."
Xiao Yao's tone finally fluctuated.
Xue Xue thought that he must have been suppressed for a long time.
For a long time, I thought I couldn’t remember it clearly, but when I recalled it again, I suddenly found that I had never forgotten nor would I ever forget it, and all the precious memories were well cherished, waiting for the day when they were revealed and shared again.
"You know what? Actually, it was almost there."
"Um?"
"They were close to going into space."
Xue Xue was stunned.
"They have passed the selection of national astronauts and are ready to participate in the latest phase of the plan, and go to the space station to perform related tasks." Xiao Yao restrained the smile on his face. "That business trip was their last handover at the lab, and when it's done, they can..."
Xiao Yao didn't finish speaking.
Xue Xue can understand his mood.
Can or can't, in the face of death has no meaning.
But it's just a pity.
Xue Xue held Xiao Yao's hand and couldn't help but squeeze harder.
I want to tell him that I am there.
Both now and in the future.
"I'm fine." Seeing Xue Xue's worried gaze, Xiao Yao suddenly reached out and pressed her eyebrows, rubbing it twice. "Don't frown, I didn't say this to make you worry, I just thought that I should say goodbye to the past."
"Although they left suddenly, in my heart they have always been alive."
"I will also follow in their footsteps and fulfill their dreams and, of course, mine."
Then, he released his hand, turned his body slightly, and formed a posture of facing Xue Xue directly.
"It might be a little early to ask this now, and I don't want you to be stressed, but..." He pursed his lips nervously. "I may not be able to give you the whole universe, but I will treat you like the universe... that's where I can give my life and burn all my passion."
"You, would you like to accompany me?"
Xue Xue did not give Xiao Yao an answer immediately, but stared at him seriously.
There is a kind of charm that can only be shown when a person insists on doing the right thing.
She suddenly felt pity.
It's a pity that I didn't accompany Xiao Yao through the darkest and most difficult year in his life.
However, life cannot be looked back.
Past experiences shape who you are now.
Only the present self can create a unique future.
When Xiao Yao's palm was so nervous that he was sweating slightly, Xue Xue finally turned his head, and the corner of his lips drew a beautiful arc.
After the storm comes a rainbow.
Maybe not immediately, but it may appear in front of you inadvertently, becoming a bridge between the past and the future.
"Of course."
Not only to accompany you, but also to love you.