The next four years can be said to be uneventful. Xue Xue went through university life step by step, except for a few very busy weekends or the eve of exams, every week, she would look back at Haizhen to accompany her grandmother and grandmother. This is what Xue Xia once wanted to do but failed to do. After the child was lost back then, Xue Xia was in a daze. Invisibly, the relationship between her and the two elders also grew apart. Xue Xia felt ashamed of them, thinking that if she could dodge, she would dodge, and if she could, she would hide. After a semester, she could count the days home with five fingers. She was afraid of facing her grandmother and grandfather's eyes. Unexpectedly, the two elders passed away one after another, leaving Xue Xia alone with extreme regret. The child wants to support but the parent does not wait. Xue Xia could faintly feel that his life was out of control, but he had no choice but to be pushed forward by the gear of fate. Then, she embarked on a journey to find Wei Chinian. Long time is enough to kill love. In the end, Xue Xia was actually at a loss, what exactly was he looking for? Maybe just want an answer. Why leave yourself behind? Why didn't I hear from you after leaving that "wait for me" note? Why has it been so many years, and still haven't returned to Wanghai Town, even the phone has never been called. Xue Xia wanted an explanation. For this reason, she is like duckweed, moving from one city to the next, without roots or belonging. The former Xue Xia was a beautiful embryo. However, unknowingly, when others were working hard for their careers, or working hard for their families, or shining alone, or living under the shade of love, Xue Xia was dazed in the crowd, trying to recognize every stranger who passed by. People, see if they are Wei Chinian. Running around nervously, as a result of the years, Xue Xia seems to be getting older faster than her peers. Her eyes were dull, her cheeks were bloodless, and her lustrous black hair had lost its luster and had become as dull as straw. Sometimes Xue Xia also felt sick. Obviously still young, but time and a heart are like the Wanghai Town that stayed in that year, gradually dilapidated and rotten with the wind, the sun and the rain. In the end, even life ended hastily and bleakly. The scars that haunt this body are too deep. Even Xue Xue, in the first one or two years, could feel the dark and negative emotions accompanying her, even in this life, those bad things have not happened yet. The only thing that can make her calm is that when she returns to her grandmother and grandfather, she can still laugh like a child who has no worries and doesn't understand what sorrow is. Then, slowly adjust to the mood.
Sometimes life is impermanent and doesn't depend on one person or one thing. Although he lived longer than his previous life, Xue Xue sent away his grandfather and grandmother one after another in his junior year and senior year. The couple who have been in love for a lifetime made an appointment and left one after the other, as if they were afraid that whoever walked too far on Huangquan Road would not be able to find them first. "Silly girl, why are you crying?" Liu Lanhua raised her hand reluctantly, Xue Xue understood and moved her face close. The age spots crawled over the skinny arms, and her palms were very dry, with obvious texture and coldness, but Xue Xue felt the warmth when the skin of the two people touched. The warmth of being loved. "In my life, except for your mother, I have no regrets." She said slowly, word by word: "You are very similar to her, you look like her, and your personality is also like her. You are smart, but very stubborn. " It was the first time Xue Xue heard Liu Lanhua talk about Xue Lin. Before his death, my grandfather said nothing. It is conceivable how much their daughter is suffering. "Grandma..." "But you are much better than your mother, and we never have to worry about it." Before that, Liu Lanhua was already in a state of venting more gas than taking in, so the doctor let Xue Xue come in to see her for the last time. Unexpectedly, after seeing her granddaughter, Liu Lanhua's whole appearance became much normal, and her state became stable. Xue Xue knew that this was probably what people said. Although she was mourning in her heart, in order to let the old man go in peace, she did not show anything wrong, but just listened to the other party quietly with her focused eyes. "Grandma knows that you like that kid from the Wei family." Xue Xue was taken aback. "But grandma also knows that you are not suitable for that kid." Liu Lanhua's eyelids, which kept pressing down, suddenly widened, and her lifeless eyes shone brightly. "Don't follow your mother's old path, Xia Bao." "Otherwise, if your grandfather and I are gone, who can protect you..." Xue Xue was silent. She couldn't promise Liu Lanhua on this point, but... "Grandma, I promise, I will definitely live a good life and live my own life." Liu Lanhua stared at her. Xue Xue couldn't look away. For a long time, tears appeared in the woman's eyes. "It's too similar, really, too similar..." There is no subject, but both grandparents and grandchildren know who they are referring to. Liu Lanhua clenched Xue Xue's hand tightly and used all her strength. "It's good to be good, it's good to be good, love, love, etc., can't compare to your good life, good..." "Grandma!"